Monday, May 31, 2004

Down Under
Boo-hoo-hoo..... :( Feel so down...Getting stuck with the codes!! Need help.. but my co-supervisor cant be contacted. :( Nak balik pun jadik berat hati. :P Tapi.. kalau tak balik pun , takde siapa kat umah.. nak tumpang sape gih school? Boleh je sebenarnye.. isk.. tapi.. serabut ah. :p Huaaaaa..!! Cane nak abes master nih???

Royal London Circus
Aritu mama ada kata teringin nak tgk royal london circus.. kelaka pun ade.. tetiba je nak tegok sarkis.. (ke sarkas?) isk.. Kengkonon dia nak ajak athirah nye family skali. Hmm.. ingat nak treat her la.. since bday dia aritu bagik card jek, ingat nak belikan tix circus kat dia.. hmm.. kat dia je la.. Class B punya tix jadik la.. tu pun dah RM 40.. mom's tix, my tix, dan's tix (hopefully boleh racun dia suruh ikut), fadzlee's tix.. uish... 120 gak tuh. Isk.. tak jadikla belikan perfume camnih. Muehehee.. Kalau family athirah nak ikut.. hehe.. beli tix snirik la. :p athirah bley bawak... sbb tix utk bebudak yang less than 1m tall rm10... boleh aa nk tlg bayar kat dia... hehe.. Hopefully jadikla... best gak nengok sarkis. Lama dah tak tgk... kat tv pun tak tunjuk dah sarkis. Asyik kena komplen sgt kot? Pepun... balik kang nak tanya mama.. betui ke nak tgk sarkis?

Saturday, May 29, 2004

MPPP
I went to Penang ystrdy with Azanie, first accompanyingher to send her camera for repairs, next to meet an MPPP officer (identity is kept confidential) to ask thingies regarding my project. He was very, very helpful and supportive.... but when i begin to receive repeated calls from him i'm getting a little worried.

Yesterday alone, he called a couple of times b4 we meet - to ensure that i know how to get to the place.. and at last he asked me to wait for him at the parking area by the sea at pdg kota(what?) and then when we're driving home he called again (very, very unexpectedly) and asked if we've reached home yet (duh!) and repeatedly reminding me to contact him if i need any help... This morning, he called again! He said.. "oh.. i forgot it's your number.. it was in my list and i was thinking whose number it might be." Isnt that lame??? Duh!~ He called my number a couple of times yesterday and had the nerves to say that he forgot tht it belonged to me? Lame, lame, lame, lame, lame!! If he's trying to hit on me, at least he can do so in a more gentle-like manner. Duh!~ Hehe. cant say i'm not flattered by the attention though. :p

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Donation
Today marks the last day of my 23rd year. Tmrw, i'll be a 24 yr-old. Not too old.. but not that young either. Heh. One of the things that i did today was to donate my precious AB blood. :) Hehhe.. yeah..yeah.. the most selfish bloodgroup of all. The last time i donated blood was like more than a year ago, so i was really nevous today, like it was my first time. Tapi the dr and the attendants and my two buddies Diyana and Nurul made a great job comforting me. :) Oh.. and they had this lucky draw for blood donors... I got a mug. Not really my lucky day i guess. If not i could've gotten the big hamper instead. But if i get that, i'm somewhat unlucky also.. coz the hamper surely contains all of those snacks loaded with sugar and calories. I could pile on weight if i got that one kan?(not that i havent been putting on weight la. :p ) Nih menyampah pegi timbang nih... Hmm.. hopefully it's muscle mass gain and not fat gain.. LOLs!

Twenty3
Its not that its such a big thing leaving the age of 23.. but looking back, my 23rd year had been a pretty good one. I learnt diving, swimming, had fun with my friends and family, clicked with Dan's parents, celebrated my 3rd year with Dan (3rd yr of getting to know him.. not the 3rd year of us being an item.. that's gonna happen this bulan puasa. :D), colored my hair, had that nasty accident in Cyberjaya, did bad and naughty stuffs that felt damn good.. hehe.. isk.. banyak la mende. It was a good year for me, and i hope all that prosperity will carry on year after year. :) Thanks to everyone who wishes me wellness, happiness, prosperity and all the good things in life year after year. I really appreciate all of you. :)

Jutawan
Dan's off to Chengkering, Jakarta today. Isk.. kalau buleh ikut kan best. I heard Jakarta is a nice place to do your shopping as stuffs are quite cheap.. Further more, you'll be like a multi-milionairre in Indonesia.. hehe.. syok tu. Bukan selalu dapat peluang macam tu.

Since tmrw is May 27th, i'm just gonna sit back, relax and enjoy the day i turn 24. :)
(Relax2 pun kena datang school gak nak siapkan research bengong nih.. Uwaaa!!!! :p)
Donation
Today mark the last day of my 23rd year. Tmrw, i'll a 24 yr-old. Not old.. but not that you either. Heh. One of the things that i did today was to donate my precious AB blood. :) Hehhe.. yeah..yeah.. the most selfish bloodgroup of all. The last time i donated blood was like more than a year ago, so i was really jumpy today, like it was my first time. Tapi the dr and the attendants and my two buddies Diyana and Nurul made a great job comforting me. :) Oh.. and they had this lucky draw for blood donors... I got a mug. Not really my lucky day i guess. If not i cou'lve gotten the big hamper instead. But if i get that, i'm somewhat unlucky also.. coz the hamper surely contains all of those snacks loaded with sugar and calories. I could pile on weight if i got that one kan?(not that i havent been putting on weight la. :p ) Nih menyampah pegi timbang nih... Hmm.. hopefully it's muscle mass gain and not fat gain.. LOLs!
Dan's off to Chengkering, Jakarta today. Isk.. kalau buleh ikut kan best. I heard Jakarta is a nice place to do your shopping as stuffs are quite cheap.. Further more, you'll be like a multi-milionairre in Indonesia.. hehe.. syok tu. Bukan selalu dapat peluang macam tu.
Since tmrw is May 27th, i'm just gonna sit back, relax and enjoy the day i turn 24. :)
(Relax2 pun kena datang school gak nak siapkan research bengong nih.. Uwaaa!!!! :p)

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Odysseus
"Women has a way to complicate things.. "
ermm.. let's take that as a compliment. ;)
Mama's Birthday
Today is my dearie momma's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA! Called her this morning to wish her. Havent sent her the bday card i'd bought though. Dah la balik lupa plak nak bawak. Gee whizz... now Dan's the 1st person to give her her card. Tak aci! Nevermind.. i'll make it up to her. I'll take her out for dinner.. no.. actually Dan will.. :) I'll get her a perfume coffret. (Don't tell her abt it, ok?)

Birthday Treats
I've gotten all of my birthday stuffs from friends and family in KL... well.. except one from my mom and bro.. hehe.. apa nak pau mama tahun ni ek? ;)
Nways.. Dan and his parents brought me out to dinner, an advanced birthday treat. We went to uncle chilli's klcc (yep.. again!) as i was really out of ideas on where to go. We had a nice, cozy dinner by the window overlooking klcc park. Too bad it was a little late for the fountain show.
During dinner, Dan said jokingly to me,"Hey.. now i've got a new phone, 2 new cars.. what do you think if i get a new girlfriend?" As i know that he was just pulling my leg, i nonchalantly replied, "Yeah, sure." And his mom asked me what he'd said. I told her that he was thinking of getting a new girlfriend and she looked straight at him and said "Don't you dare!" Muehehehee.... i've got a really strong ally with his mom now. :) So honey.. don't even think of it! :P
After dinner, we went back to Dan's parents place and aunty surprised me with apple pie. I had to blow candles! :D Something i havent done in a looong time. isk.. terharu! and then they presented me with my birthday present - 2 headscarf and batik sutera for baju kurung.. awww... I'm so blessed to have wonderful parents-in-law-to be!!I had a splendid evening with them. Thanks uncle and aunty for everything. And to my dear baby.. you're the best gift i can ever ask for, ever.

Met Aiza on Sunday and she presented me with a beautifully carved wooden bookmark. Thanks so much dear. I've always wanted to get one actually. :) The one you gave me is just perfect!

Since i've gotten all of my bday treats... there'll be nothing much to look forward to on my bday huh? except maybe some calls and birtday greetings. Hehe.. if anyone remembers la kan.... Can you believe i'm gonna be 24??


Troy
Went to watch Troy with Aiza on Sunday. Sangat best even though TGV was jam-packed with people and the fact that the screen went blank again... just like the time when i watched the matrix revolution in megamall... Teruk betul! I really didnt expect that kind of thing to happen at TGV! It took some time jugak before they restarted the whole show. Nasib baik restart from beginning..
After watching Troy, i came to several verdicts:
Orlando Bloom looked very sissy-ish, especially when he was fighting Menelaus. Isk.. rasa nak lempang. :P But.. when he was with his bows and arrows.. hehe.. soo Legolas-like! Macam mana pun, Legolas is a lot cuter than Paris... cuter and bolder.
Eric Bana was a great Prince Hector and he shows that blood is truly thicker than water. Even when his bro Paris did wrong, he goes his way to protect him from harm. Tapi kesian la because King Priam rarely listens to him. Oh..and i'm at his side when he was fighting Achilles.. even for the fact that Achilles is Brad Pitt... i'm still on his side.
Brad Pitt.. hehe.. what can i say? Achilles is the most heroic and manly character he'd ever played! He looked awesome and very powerful.. with his rippling muscles, six-pack abs... oh boy.. he's magnificent. sangat cair tahap pengewapan dah kira nih. Hopefully Dan doesnt read this bit of post.. he'll be dead jealous! Muehehee...

The movie was like 2 1/2 hrs.. and it was worth every minute... Tapi kesian kat Dan coz he had to wait for me for nearly an hour. I'm so sorry my dear. TGV is to be blamed!

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

EVERYTIME
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

NUMB
The wind of hurt and heartache is blowing... The hurt is too great that all i'm left with is numbness. I cant feel a thing right now. I dont know what to hope...

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Torture
These two adds links to pages about the tortures that happened in the Abu Ghraib Prison:

Dialog:http://islamonline.net/livedialogue/english/Browse.asp?hGuestID=g0297W
Pictures:http://www.antiwar.com/news/?articleid=2444

The pictures, i'm sure is just an understatement of what had (and maybe still is) happened in the prison. What were done were certainly againts human rights... and still even the UN can't do anything about that, can they? Fucking bastards.

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Panic Attack
Went for nurul's presentation today. Cuak! Beads of sweat running down my back, my heart beats frantically, my head starts to think aboout everything at once. So many things to do, so little time, so many people pressing me to hurry up! Hmm.. ni baru belajar.. belum kerja. Well... i don't crack that easily. I'm gonna finish what i'd started.

Men Are Frm Mars
I called Dan today to share my insecurities and anxiousness regarding my project, and it seems that he was listening quietly to me and somewhere in between he said "The *book you gave me said that i should just listen and not offer solutions" And i was like... yeah.. sure..duh!~ That's not the kind of listening that i was looking for (and that surely wasnt the kind of listening suggested by the book) . Usually when i pour my heart to my girlfriends, they'll anticipate in what i have to say and they'll show real empathy and they'll be eager to listen to me; not merely pretending to listen for the sake of listening whatsoever. They'll understand, and say things that makes me feel better. Why can't he do that? Why don't i feel that kind of support and comfort from him? I want to be able to share my problems with him (because he was complaining to me once that i don't share my problems) But, if this is what happens when i do.. i think i'd rather not. :(

Oh dear.. is this my mind talking or am i just saying things because i'm upset? <:(

*Gray, John. "Men Are From Mars,Women Are From Venus", 3rd edition.

Monday, May 10, 2004

New Look!
Really cool of Blogger to come up with this Dashboard thingy. Niiicceeee! Thumbs up for blogger! And you can bet i'll keep on blogging... yeah baby!

Fast Forward
If only we can fast forward our lives a little.. say like a few weeks... or a couple of months in advance... Daym... how i'd love it if that's possible. I'd really love to fast forward my life to like say 5 months forward.. when i'd probably completed my project, hangin out in the new family hse in sepang, lazing cozily reading my favourite book, lounging casually by my pink-color-schemed-room window.. or maybe even preparing myself for my engagement. LOLS.... berangan la... :p

Friday, May 07, 2004

Loooonnngggg break.... yeah... looooonnngggg break.

MATCHMAKER
Aiza and Chum; Dan and myself as the matchmakers...
Strudels KLCC.. chats... lunch at Damansara... chats... coffee at Mont Kiara... chats... Hmm.. hope they find some sort of solace in each other. :)
Chum's looking good... he's on a diet (wow!1st guy i know whom actually gives a damn on dieting) and we actually had a conversation on low carb vs vege dieting. Aiza was great as always with her long, lustrous, jet-black hair... Dan... charming as ever... my dearie prince. :)
I've to say that it was a great lepak. Lots of laughter, lots of kutuk2, lots of love, lots of discoveries... muehhehehe....

AMERICAN PIE
Lols.. what more can i say....?
"Its like apple pie..."
"McDonald's or home made?"
Hehe.. luckily i was given an apricot pie instead of apple pie huh? Lols...

DILEMMA
You know that you're doing something wrong... something sinful.. (yikes.. i dont sound like some pious gal do i?) Anyway.. you know that you're comitting sin.. and yet you can't stop yourself from doing so. Its not that you dont want to... you do.. but you just cant, no matter how hard you try. You know there's this ONE sure-fire way to break the sin-comitting chain... You know you're capable of using this ONE method.. and yet you cant use it... not just yet.. because there's this one huge obstacle that you have to go through before you can actually come to using the one and only method. :p Sucks.

SOCIAL SMOKER
Diary of a so-called social smoker:

Morning:
Wake up - stretch - smoke.
Bathe - coffee - smoke.
Drive to work - bad traffic - smoke.
Still stuck in jam - smoke.
At the office - need a pick-me-up - smoke.
Morning break - tea - smoke.

Afternoon:
Lunch break - get out of office - smoke.
After lunch - drinks - smoke.
Going back to office - bad traffic - smoke.

Evening:
At the office - sleepy - smoke.
Meeting - gets pissed off with boss - smoke.
Time to go back - bad traffick - smoke - and smoke - and smoke all the way home.
Reaches home - lepak - smoke

Night:
Dinner - wholesome meal - smoke.
Watching tv - smoke.
About to sleep - supper - smoke.

Hah.. and they call themselves social/casual smokers!