Camera dah baik.. buleh g amek... Tp.. tak smpt nak g amek.. Huhu.. cane nih... Uwaaaaa!!!! Malam ni tdo mimpi camera la jawabnye... Uhuhuuu...

Jari plak dah melecur nih... check IC bebudak dlm lab tadi, tak sangka lak mende tu panas sampai membakar jari... Ingat panas sikit2 walaupun mende tu dah berbau. Uhuhuuu.. tuh aa.. gelakkan orang lagik.. kan dah kena kifarah. :) Takpela.. redha.. worth it la kena camni lepas gelakkan orang. Kuang3.. isk.. kejam sunnguh.

Something Cool (at least to me)
Uuuuu.... i rechecked my family's Hijrah's birthdays... and guess what?! The four of us are either born on Tuesday or Friday, and we're all born in the 4 sacred (sacred ke? well.. maybe not sacred sacred, perhaps just special. hehe) months of rejab - syawal. My dad and i were born on Tuesday, my dad in the Month of Syaaban, and myself in the month of Rejab. My mom and my bro were both born on Friday, with my bro's birthday in the month of Ramadhan and my mom's Syawal. Both children's birth month leads the parent's birth month by one month... Wow... talk about proper planning! :D

Dad - Syaaban 1375H

Mom - Syawal 1375H

Me - Rejab 1400H

Bro - Ramadhan 1403H

Dan - RabiulAwal 1393H

Here's where i checked: HIJRAH CALCULATOR

Info on Quakes and Tsunami
Found some interesting sites that explains how eatrhquakes n tsunamis happen and how these two natural hazards are intertwined.

Do visit these sites if you're free. You'll know why it's not wise to go to beaches a few hours/days after a tsunami hits.. and why it's really, really not advisable to get your surfboards and hit the waves when tsunami occurs. ;)

[1] THE OCCURENCE OF TSUNAMI


[2] 2004 INDIAN OCEAN EARTHQUAKE

Back from blog hopping.. Ermm..the last blog i visited was a best friends's boyfriend's blog. Good to know that he's loving my friend the way she deserved to be love. I've never met my buddy's bf, but i'm sure they make a cute couple. You are soo lucky my friend, to have someone as romantic him to woo you with loving words and have all his undying, unconditional love only for you!!

Hmm.. love is such a peculiar thing isnt it? It can make your feelings soar sky high, or cast you down in the deepest dumps... and love too can make you experience these two contrasting emotions simultaneously. Weird... yet, that's the power of love! ;)

Blah Blahs
Nothing particular to write.. Just a token of euphoria. Hehe.. had to get this overwhelming feelings off me by one way or another. I'll get a heart atack if i don't. Why euphoric? Hehee... too happy, too excited, too everything nice.. about next year. WHY?? Well.... next year, insyaAllah, i'll be happily married. When exactly? :) I'll tell you when the time comes, dont worry. Tapi tu la.. the feeling of getting married is so overwhelming.. you just cant pinpoint what your real feeling is.. Its a concoction of emotions: excitement, happiness, contentment, nervousness.. everything. :)

Oh..oh!! And before i forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL!!!! Miss you so much! If you're around, we'd probably have a nice girls' bday bash or sth... You'd be getting cake frostings smeared onto your face! :D Hmm..takpe, we'll save it for next time. Apapun, i do want to have a raunchy, wild girls' party (huiyooo!!) before i move on to the next stage of life... :) We'll plan one ok?? (Hint: How about a nice bachelorette party??? **Flutter flutter** ;D )

Hmm... was looking at this backpack just now. Looked familiar. Similar to what i used to own. I wonder where that bag is now. Hmm.. Its a black Bodypac with white stripe in the middle.. Rasanya the last time it was with aznor. Hehe.. i think all my bags that i used during postgrad was put into full use kot. When i cant use it anymore, it goes to other ppl who finds a use of it.. like the Bodypac backpack, went to aznor for storage or sth, and my Padini went to Anor... dimilikhartakan. Hehe.. takpela.. rezeki. :) Minat bebenor veryone with my lunyai bags.. heheh.

Was browsing this local production website... Hmm.. pretty good portfolio. Wonder how much they charge for wedding videography n photography. Heheheheeeee... :D Tapi, berhabis sikit for professional videographer/photographer pun apa salahnya, kan? Simpanan utk kenangan. :)

Okieee.. cukupla tuh. Have some codes to debug before i get all dreamy. Darn!~

P/S: Honey, i miss you more that infinity times gazillions! :p See.. i win! ;) Come back soon dear. (hehe.. macam la boleh kan?)

3 days off campus... Hmm.. byk citer, byk emosi. :|

Exciting Friday
TGIF!!! Lega when friday finally comes. The day i went back to KL to see Dan. Reached KL around 1430, went to the Burger Kingin Hartamas for a drive-thru lunch, and headed to KLCC, carik birthday prezzie for aunty. Found a nice frame, grabbed it, wrap at service counter, !st part of prezzie was settled. The second part of it was a picture of the both of us. :) Bila ek? Tunggu la, when i'm at least back to my previous weight. LOLSSSSS!!! Oh, btw, thanks so much to all the staffs at Parkson KLCC that Friday night for a job well-done. They had been very nice and helpful eventhough the place was swarmed with people looking for last minute Christmas gifts. Thanks again peeps, esp. the adik yang helped with finding a newer, non-displayed frame, the brader yang helped Dan pay for the wrapping paper when the q was damn long and helped us find a box to place the frame, not forgetting the missy yang wrap the gifts nicely siap ada kipas2 lagi. Takjub sbb cepat je dia buat.

After the prezzie shopping, went to aunty's place. She wasn't feeling well, but she agreed to go for her birthday dinner. Decided to go Cozy Corner in Great Eastern Mall. Makan2, yadda2.. balik... sbb we couldnt go back so late since Dan had to fly to SZX the very next day... :(

Emotion-packed, restless Saturday
Got up early, subuh, siap2, coz i promised Dan to send him to the airport for his flight that morning. Huhuu.. sedey.. rasa macam tanak hantar so that he didnt hafta go.. tapi kena hanta gak.. So, picked him up frm Bt Jalil at around 0800, had bfast at McD, and drove him to Subang. He kept telling me not to cry. Hehe... yela.. tak nangiss.. :p He said it made it less stressful for him when i drive him to work.. Ellehhh... hint nak suruh orang hantar lagi la tu.. ! :p sok bila kena blk Kl and takde keje, bleyla i apply jadik chauffeur you ye sayang. Make sure my pay is at least engineer-level pay. HAhahhaha.. bengkok la my honey. ;)

Pas hantar dia, rushed home to pick my mom up and drive to Kg Pandan for Zura's engagement. Mama kata jemputan mak (my aunty) 200 orang. Fuiyooooo... macam nak nikah la pulok. We were the 1st too arrive, tolong2 sikit, tgk2 zura punya hantaran. Cantik.. too bad i cant share the pics coz i dont have any. Huhu.. camera masih kat kedai, tgh repair. Bln ni siap la kot, insyaAllah, harap2nya. From Zura ada 2 jenis cake, jelly made into lovely grapes, baju nikah, songkok, songket, towel, apetah lagi, tak ingat.

The guy's family datang awal giler, Zura was still being groomed masa diorang sampai. So, kelam kabut la Kak Zie menyiapkan solekan minah tu. Turned out well. Cantik make up dia. Anyways, rombongan meminang had to wait sampai siap dandan sumer la kan. When everything's ready, Wan's mom n female siblings went into the room for sarung cincing thingy. Tetiba ada kejuta. Zura kena suap ngan bersudu2 gula pasir. Hahahaaa...!! Mak Wan kata utk pemanis, mmg adat orang utara. Hahaha.. padan muka kau Zura. Nasib baik gula.. kalau ler kena garam ke, kunyit ke, belacan ke budu ke... mau pengsan si Zura. LolSSSS!!!

After the thingy, lepak2 la... hantaran Zura.. 10k.. Hmm... abg man (our cuz) sibuk tanya, abt awin n myslef, bila pulak n hantaran berapa. so i said to him,"Hantaran kita timbang kilo aa.. ikut harga emas." PErhh... kalau betul2 macam tu... ramai la tak kawen... and ramaila pompuan2 materialistik sibuk nak jadik gemuk!


Petang tu, dah sume melepak sambil sembang2, masukla cerita rumah ku yang belum siap kat Sepang oleh sebab kontraktor bodoh bangang bahlul tahik bernama MAN. Ingat mak aku cap duit ke asyik mintak duit je keje. Dahla tak bagi quotation awal2. Skang mama dah bayar sampai 120k pun, yang siap cume atap, plaster ceiling yang cikat, paintwork yang berbalak.. frame pintu, tingkap, tiles sumer haram belum buat. Dia kata menda nak buat umah tu sumer mahal. Tahikla.. Takkan binaan standard, cuma tambahan atap genting yang jenis mahal sikit dari yang biasa org kat situ buat dah sampai 120k?? Melampau. Bukannya guna atap genting yg kilat tu pun.. C'mon la... 120K??? Ridiculuos la. Even kalau lebih pun, i still think my mom shouldnt pay him anymore sbb dia patut dapat payment separuh je sblm rumah tu complete. Bila umah dah siap, dah puas hati, baru la boleh bayar habis. melampau la half payment dah 120k kan.. Bukan nya banglo 3 tingkat pun. Umah kecik je, 3 bilik... Memang kecik sbb kat ruang tamu tu, nak letak one whole sofa set pun tak muat. Bayangkanla camtu 120k? Tahik tak? Baru2 ni, dia ada keta baru. Pastu haritu sblm asb tutup akaun, dia mintak lagi 20k. Konon nak beli tiles. Tahikla.. silap2 buat tambah akaun dia nak dapat dividen lebih. Buruk sangka? Well.. cant help it. Benda2 buruk ni mmg senang nak nampak bila kita rasa orang tipu kita. Worse come to worse, mmg aku nak ajak mama report kat Biro Aduan Pengguna. Padan muka Man bodoh tu. Benci, menyampah, geram!!!

Numb Sunday
Since Saturday ended badly, mu sunday wasnt grat at all. Bangun lewat, mata bengkak sbb tdo manyak n nangis manyak, geram n upset punya pasal. Nak cakap kat sape pun takleh.. ckp kat mama kang dia lagi upset abt the hse, nk ckp kat Dan, dia kat SZX, tp ckp gakla ngan Dan.. habis la prepaid china dia rm30 utk ckp lebih kurangh 10minit je.. Sian dia. Utk ubati hati aku yang mendidih tak habis lagi, ikutla mama g orang kawin kat area umah.. Pastu seb baik ada athirah yang sangat2 membantu melegakan mood aku yang dah makin tak best. Kalau tak, tak tau la. Balik yang sangat tension. :p

Midinite, balik pbtr dgn mood yang ok2 je la.. Malas nak pk abt the house. Susah sbb mama (termasukla aku sekali) bukan reti sgt bab2 buat2 umah ni. Takde lelaki yang boleh diharap utk monitor umah tu. Ckp kat adik, sama je.. dia pun tak reti. Nk mintak tlg architect, mesti dia pun bz, tp mintak tlg gak la macam mana pun.. ish.. sedihla.. sedih sbb rasa orang amek kesempatan kat mak kita. Tunggu Dan balik ah. See what we can do.

Blueekkk.. rasa yang sgt tak best bila ingat kat umah comel yang tak siap2 tu. Tanak ingat. :p

Uuu... feelin kinda sad plak this morning. Many reasons. Started with the rape n kill of the 9 year old news. When will all of these nonsense ever stop??? Makin lama makin tadak akai. Bukan takda akal.. ada akal, tapi takde agama nak pandu. Jadikla hantu.

Reading others postings affected my postings as well. Heh.

Let bitter pasts die
I had been trampling into sad postings about exes and such. Huhu.. teringat lak kat cerita sendiri. Wonder how he's doing right now. Seems happy. Sometimes i wish i could see him like the old days. Tapi, tak berpeluang lagi. Maybe its just better this way.

Exes. Funny how they can still stir our emotions, even when we're already with someone else that we hold dearly. I think that its only natural that you think about your ex once in a while. It doesn't mean that you dont love your current lover.. but as i'd said many times, the very first love is just unforgettable. No matter how you try to convince yourself that your're completely over it. You'll always still have that little place somewhere in your heart that behaves awkwardly when you start to reminisce the good old times spent with your ex. That doesnt necessarily means that you still love him though. Entahla, susah nak explain. I think, you just have to experience it yourself to know. AS for myself, well yeah, i'm still fond of my ex, despite all of the hurtful things he did to me, but that doesnt mean i love Dan any less. Dan is my only love now. He's my world. But my ex will always be a part of me, because he was part of my past.

I was in love with you when we were younger you were mine
When I see you from time to time I still feel like
You can see it no matter how I try to hide
And even though there’s another man who’s in my life
You will always be my boo

Hmm.. The important thing is.. when things are over with your ex, well, you have every right to mourn over it, but never let it take control of your life. Cry if you must. Let the tears wash away the pain. When you've done all your crying, get back up, and start anew. Don't close your heart to others... sometimes, we tend to focus too much on one closed heart that we fail to notice all the other hearts that are opened for us. Let bygones be bygones. You can't build your future on broken past. Take life as it is. Semua yang jadi, pasti ada hikmah. Have faith. Everything will be just fine. :)

Menyongket Lagi
Beberapa hari kebelakangan ni, selang sehari, berjalan, selang sehari, berjalan. Macam tak reti2 penat berjalan.. Isk. Apapun, tima kasih banyak2 kat akak yang tak serik2 bawak kami berjalan. Sian kat akak.. lotih dibuat eh. Lain kali kita bawak akak jalan pulak eh jenor ek..

Last night, as planned, we went to the pesta.. again! Zoomed from here right after tutorial, reached usm around 7.30, maghrib and then shoot off to tesco to get some stuffs and have dinner. Dined at the food court. Had sizzling mee.. MMmmmmmm.. jauh lebih sedap from the ine in Carrefour Seb Jaya. Seriosly. The gravy is much2 more thicker, acceptable amount of chicken, muchrooms and veg. Pendek kata, mmg sedap la. Tak tercompare sedapnya ngan the one in carrefour yang cair macam tak reti buat je.
Even teh claypot rice pun sedap. Rasa yang azno amek. Not tasteless like what i had dulu. Akak amek claypot tomyam... sedap jugak rasa dia. Manis sikit.. azeno kata maybe cik aji tu dia letak manyak kot. Apesal orang masak kena letak aji?? Haiyaa.. buat rambut gugur je... pakai garam, gula sudahla.. Dulu nenek2 kita tak guna aji pun... sedap jer... Ntah sape ngaja guna aji nih. :p

--- B R E A K : Blood Donation Drive ---

Adeyyy.. Br blk derma darah. Sakit lak xperience harini. Usually tak rasa pape..cuma sakit macam gigit semut masa dia cucuk bius.. Nih sakit... tak masuk vein betul2 kot... tu la blood flow masuk bag pun slow je. Orang yang start before me pun dah siap lepak makan dah, n i'm still not done with the blood donation. Hampeh betul. Nurse tu kata urat tersasar sikit, tu yang sakit. Aku kata, takpela, takyah ubah.. nnt lagi sakit. Kosser sakit byk2 kali.

Hehe.. sambung citer last night. After Tesco, headed to the pesta. Boleh thn gak ramainya orang walaupun weekday. Anyways, gi tgk tudung, pastu headed for the rides. Oleh sbb masing2 pening2, naik 2 ride je... Satu buai pusing2 macam kat genting, another one, ferris wheel.. hehe. Nak naik yang lain tu kirim salam je la. :p

After the rides, terus sambung shopping. Ada yg beli baju, ada beli karpet,..hehe.. shop til you drop la..

Hadey..tak larat dah nak type.. tgn kanan nih dah sengal semacam. Hadeyy... pepun.. utk org2 yg masih belum menderma darah (hint! Hint!) pergila.. Selalunya, tak sakit, esp kalau yang buat tu org yg berpengalaman. Td maybe sbb dr tadi tu baru kot.. carik vein pun payah sikit. Anyways.. sapa yg belum try, pergila derma, digalakkan. Ramai orang yg perlukan darah kita ni.. bukan setakat orang accident, orang yg beranak pastu kurang darah, kanak2 penghidap thalassemia yang selalu kena tukar darah... kesian kat diorang. Jd, marilah kita derma darah. Nak derma duit mungkin tak mampu sgt, derma la apa yang kit amampu. Don't worry, tak sakit... utk yg pompuan, nak beranak sok jauh lagi sakit.. lagi kena byk amek darah. Baik experience dari sekarang. Lagipun, derma darah ni boleh bantu kita lose/maintain weight! So, what are ou waiting for? Donate blood, save lives! **This is a community service message** (hehe..macam iklan kat hitz plak).

Weekend-Full-of-Fun
Best weekend lepas.. Dua2 hari tu jam packed with activities. A lot funner than just lazing around at home la, for orang yang suka berjalan2 like me. Hehe.

Saturday morning, aznor n i went to Roziana's wedding near here. Apa nama tmpt tu ntah... lupa. Cool wedding sbb ada 2 pasang pengnatin. It was totally kampung syle, so sangat meriah. Siap ada lucky draw tuuuu... 1st time gi umah kenduri buat lucky draw. Siap pasang karaoke lagik.. Bebudak la ramai join joget lambak. Hehe.. Rasanya lucky draw tu utk penanggah2 kot (penanggah tu org yg keja2 masa kenduri, ikut kata org penang, bentara kot kalau tak silap), sebab kitorang tak dapat nombor pun? Dapat pot pourri comel je. :) Tima kasih roziana n family sbb jemput kami mkn kenduri. :D

Balik from kenduri, tunggu aznor n cikD siap, bergegas pulak ke Penang, jumpa kak salmi. Teman kak salmi carik baju, sesambil kitorang pun jugak jamu mata, carik apa yg patut. Hisy.. dalam takde duit tu kan, dapat gak baju selai.. hampes betul. :p Round2 kat KBJ tu dah sampai tak larat nak jalan, last2 me n CikD lepak kat uncle mango juice sampai diorang habis shopping kat cosmart. Pastu, balik ke halaman areka, nak solat maghrib.

Dah freshen up n solat, gih teluk tempoyak nak layan ikan bakar pulak. Perhhh... ramai giler... Ye la, hujung minggu, tambah plak lagi orang br dpt bonus kan. Meriah sungguh la. Azno tunjuk kat brader tu nak ikan kim-chu sbb dia kata masa dia mkn ngan abg long n ruza, sedap.. sbb ikan ni kacukan siakap ngan ikan apa ntah.. tp sedapla.. Akak lak tunjuk ikan kerapu sbb teringat ke'best'an makan ikan kerapu sweet n sour masa buka puasa arituh. So.. sbb brader tu melayan ramai orang sgt, kena la buat gimmick sket kasik brader tu pay attention kat permintaan kitorang kan. So, laung la kat brader tu.. "Nake ikan kim-chu ni ngan ikan keparu".. Berkesan!! Terus brader tu toleh. "Ikan keparu?" kata dia. Kitorang pun tersengih sengih... dan brader tu amek ikan2 yang kitorang nak, tambah udang sket atas request akak dan menimbang mende2 tu semua seblom dibakar untuk santapan kitorang mlm tu.

Pas order ikan, masing2 bertebaran lak carik air, order sotong, tunngu meja.. semua air 9kecuali air akak) licin seblom ikan siap.. sbb lama sangat nunggu nye. So, kitorang pun order la lagi satu jag air kelapa... Akibatnya, bial dah makan nasik n ratah ikan sumer, balas plak ngan air... sengkak ler memasing mlm tu.

Habis makan, gi plak ke sg nibong.. PESTAAAAA!!! Hehe.. camnela bley tercampak ke pesta lak nih. Ader la orang tu nak sgt2 naik rides... ada sorang tu plak beriyer nak carik kebaya nyonya.. macamla byk duitnya. Anyways, pergi jugakla kan, jam giler!!! Seb baik akak drive keta auto... tp kesianla kat akak.. sah2 penat, tp diikut gak perngai adik2 nih. Muehehe... best betul akak ni. :) Caayang akak. Parking gilo jauh.. sempat la bakar balik nasik yg kitorang mkn sblm tu kan. Park kat area perumahan... mmg pandai org kat situ buat duit. Parking kat situ kena carge 3 hengget tu. Isk..

Masuk pesta, waduhhh... ramainya umatttt!!! Jalan punya jalan, jumpa karpet murah.. adela org teringin beli karpet pulak... Jalan lagi, jumpa pulak kebaya nyonya, excited la minah sorang tu nak2 beli kebaya nyonya kaler pink.. pastu barula jumpe ride and excited giler la minah sorang ni nak naik ride. Malangnya, dia pergi ngan orang2 yang seriau kena lambung2 ni, dahla lepas makan kan, so.. takde orang nak teman dia naik ride, terpaksala kitorang meninggalkan kawasan ride tu dgn sorang member yang hampa tak dapat naik ride... tapi kitorang ckp kat dia, nnt pegi lagi ek... so dia pun kata oke n senyum balik. Muehehee.. sape dia ek? ;)

Pusing pesta sampai abes, pastu blk.. Tak larat dah kaki nak menanggung. Teman dulu akak balik umah, pastu br la kitorg blk ke umah masing2. Penat, tp sangat best. Selasa ni, kalau takde aral, insyaAllah, sampaila lagi kitorang ke pesta tu. Berjaya la pesta mengutip rm8 sorang dr kami utk entrance fee... dan dapatla kawan sorang tu naik ride, n yg sorang lagi tu kalau ada duit, dapat la dia kebaya nyonya yang dia teringin sangat2 tu. Termakan hasutan tv3 sungguh. Isk.. nih la.. effects of effective advertising. Tahik betul. :p

Sunday, 11.30 pagi kena ada kat campus, nak naik bas kol 12 nak pergi padang MPSP utk demo silat sempena KArnival Silat Nusantara 2004. Kena jemur sepetang kat padang tu. Bayangkanla, dok kat tenagh padang time tengahari rembang tu.. Kol 2.30 beridri kat tgh panas sampai habis semua kol 5.45 lebih kurang. Dah tak tau nak kata rasa macam mana. Masa demo, mcm kalut sket sbb masing2 tak berpeluang nak practice beramai2... practice dlm cawangan je kan, jadi, hasilnya tak begitu memuaskan la. Macam mana pun, kitorang dah cuba buat yang terbaik (sampai ada yg terkoyak2 seluar), jadik, apa yg jadi tu, redha je la. Baik ke buruk ke, ada la hikmah kejadiannya tu.

Blk dlm kol 6 ptg, tak habis lagi keinginan nak berjalan tu.. oleh sbb member suka berjalan pun ada kan. Gih megamall pulak.. azeno yg ajak.. (heheh) Lepak solat asar n maghrib, ada gak hati nk tgk ocean's 12, tp timing tak sesuai.. so, scrap the idea. LAst2 gi makan n jenjln carik menda2. Balun roti beberapa bijik (malu nak sebut berapa bijik sbb byk sgt), sambung lak ngan belasah ayam kat mcD.. pastu jenjln, tgk kasut, carik birthday card, carik jeans, last2, yang dapatnya, small make-up case, sorang satu.. sbb menda tu plg murah.. rm5 dapat 2 bijik. Ooo.. yang minah sorang ni plak sempat beli barney kecik nk bagik kat bakal mak mertua dia n bantal tengkuk Jack2 from McD..tuh la.. dlm pada takde duit tu kan.. Isk.. (CikD: Hehehee.. aku dah ade jack2 yeay yeay!!! Nnt nak pakai utk tdo dlm bas!! :D )

Dah la tu... 2 hari punya menda posting berjela2.. Nak kena sambung tulis codes. Td jumpa Dr Os dah beriya2 ckp by March dah boleh tulis thesis... Dr pun pelik. Kuang3.. Cheers everyone!

Had been feeling rather crappy these past few days la... Dunno why la. Very edgy, sometimes rather emotional, sometimes ntah-hapa-hapa-ntah. Aiyaaa...

Anyways, nasib baik join demo for this Sunday. Seronok practice demo, dapat release all the negative energies (perrhh... rasa mcm yoga guru pulak). Di samping tu dapat gak tambah2 kan lebam kat lutut, kat dada, kat lengan.. hehe.. brutal sket. Pastu lak kena jadik crook utk serangan pisau. Perhh.. the very the brutal gitu.

Two days ago chat ngan cuz Awin on Yaho... Isk.. macam2 cerita la minah tu. Dia tanya, nak risik tanak risik.? Ntah.. tak tau nak kata. Kalau ikutkan hati, nak buat yg wajib aje (hehe.. ELOPE!).. lagipun, kalau dgn risik, tunang lagi, byk sgt dapat cinicn. Jari cincin ada 2 je.. kang nikah dapat cincin lagi, nak letak kat mana pulak kan. Cukupla cincin tunang jer... Byk2 cincin ni pening la.. Kang berat sangat tak larat angkat tangan pulok. :p

Anyways, finally discussed the wedding thingy with Dan, tp bukanla discuss habis2an pun. We're currently very flexible about the actual date, tp macam mana pun, insyaAllah, next yr jadikla. Bila tu tak sure, kena tgk Dan punya schedule sbb dia bz, line check, base check, sim, training lagi kalau aircraft baru smpi... Hehe.. kalau tetiba dapat tau kitorg dah kawen, tp tak sorang pun dpt kad.. maknanya kitorg elope dah la tu..hehe.. kawen lari.. ;) Kidding. :)

Updates on Nura : Called her last night. She sounded quite allright. Still in the hospital, tp tukar ward. Her blood test results will be ready on tuesday. Hopefully everything will be ok for her la. jangan la sbb mmg darah dia ada problem... biarla apa yg jadik ni sbb effects from premature birth haritu je, not more than that. Kesian dgr dia kena cucuk everyday, amek darah lagi, cucuk ubat lagi, sbb nak kena make sure darah dia pada kepekatan/kecairan yang sesuai. Dahla minah tu allergic sikit amek2 darah ni. kalau amek kat pelipat lengan tu ok gak.. Ni kena amek kat urat yg atas tangan tu... sakit tuuu!! Sian kat dia. Pepun, hope she gets well soon.

Pk.. enough posting. Harini ada byk keje, slps berhari2 mcm blurr tak tau nak buat apa. Cheers peeps.

Hmm.. 2nd posting of the day. Tadi tgh buat kerja, pastu rasa cam lapar pulak, eventhough had a huge breakfast this morning.. ish ish.. Anyways, sbb taknak fikir abt food sangat, carik listing utk boutiques/tailors yang boleh buat nyonya kebaya in penang(Kalau ada sesapa yang tau, tlg post msg bitau kat mana ek?Tq.). Ada satu site ni kata there's one in komtar yang oleh buat nyonya kebaya for rm220. Hmm.. a little pricey la pulak. Budget around rm 150 je. Kena carik lain la pulak.

So, continued browsing.. pastu jumpa this site, a married lady with kids. Baca weblog dia, terus rasa sedey sangat2, sebak sungguh. Why? Dr apa yang ditulis, menampakkan yang sekarang dia tgh face dgn satu masalah, yang utk org yg dah kawen, kira besarla. Her husband's having an affair, and tgh pujuk dia utk terima kehadiran the other person in their married life. Tak taula.. mungkin pada orang lain, cerita tu biasa. Tapi, ntahla... it struck me really hard. Buat aku rasa cam risau pulak. Bukannya aku nak buruk sangka kat my other half... but the future is not ours to tell kan... jadi, risau tu tetap ada.

Terasa kesedihan lady tu. Diorang dah kawen 8 thn, dah ada anak pun. Sedihnya, dia cuba fahami suami dia, cuba cari mana kesalahan dia, berharap agar suami dpt sayangi dia dan hanya dia... tapi husband dia boleh ckp try to view it with an open mind. Tahik tak? Dia kata hati dia hancur bila dgr hubby ckp mcm tu. Kalau aku pun, hati aku akan hancur. Even sekarang, dlm keadaan belum kawen ni aku dah sedey, apa pulak bila dah kawen, bila segalanya dah dikongsi bersama. Tak terbayang sedihnya. Bukan setakat hancur je... dah takde perkataan nak describe apa akan jadik kat hati aku kalau terima nasib macam tu.

Kadang2 macam tak paham. Kenapa ada perempuan yang sampai hati nak buat benda macam ni kat perempuan lain. Diorang tak fikir ke kalau benda tu jadik kat diorang balik. Aku pernah tanya kat sorang kakak ni dulu, masa aku keje. Dia ada affair ngan laki orang. Dia kata, kalau dia tak buat dulu, orang lain akan buat kat dia. Entahla. Pendapat orang macam2. Adakalanya, memang takdir tuhan... Tapi, kadang2, orang tuding jari kat takdir, walaupun sebenarnya diorang sendiri yang carik penyakit. It really takes two to tango. Kalau sebelah pihak je yang nak, tapi yang satu lagi tak layan, takkan ke mana. Tapi, aku sedar, perlakuan hati ni tak dapat nak diagak. Kalau hati nak suka, dia suka, kalau dia nak sayang, dia sayang. Tak dapat kita nak tegah. Tapi, tuhan anugerahkan kita akal. Akal memandu hati. Perasaan hati tak boleh dicontrol, tapi perlakuan kita boleh dicontrol oleh akal. Kalau kita dah tau yang kita nak sayang tu milik orang lain, korbankanla sayang yang baru nak berputik tu untuk kasih sayang yang dah lama terjalin. Kumbang bukan sekor... Lelaki pun bukannya sorang. Kalau rasa pengorbanan camtu pun dah teramat besar, bayangkanla pulak pengorbanan si isteri tu, berkali2 ganda lebih besar. Bukan cakap takbur. Na'uzubillah. tak niat pun. Tapi, bila baca cerita2 abt men who strays, aku rasa sedey n takut. sangat takut kalau ia terjadi pada aku. Aku tak rasa aku cukup kuat utk hadapi. sebab tu aku rasa sedey sangat.

Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan ia mendapat siksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya. (Mereka berdoa): "Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tak sanggup kami memikulnya. Beri ma'aflah kami; ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir".

-Al Baqarah, 286

*Stretch* Habis lab for this morning. Monday morning lab session ni syok sikit. The students are more interactive as compared to Thursday morning punya bebudak. Macam bagus. Malas nak layan.

Anyways... got back from KL last night. The bus was delayed. It was supposed to depart from Duta at 1530 but it ended up departing at 1700. Hisy... Marah sungguh. Diorang kata bas rosak... and i overheard another lady talking to the trans ppl at the counter complaining abt her delayed bus or sth... and the trans fella used the pkn as their excuse. He said sth abt trans buses being charted to send off the pkn kids so there aren't enough busses. Stupid, ain't it? I mean.. if you know that you're gonna charter your bus for any occasions, you're supposed to make sure that you have enough busses to cater for that, as well as the normal routes. Ini tidak. Bengong betul. As a result, i only reached pbtr at 2015... 3 hours 15 mins upon departing from Duta. Damn fast wasnt it? Hell yeah. Non-stop lak tuh. Muka masing2 dah macam ayam berak kapur... dok menahan dr kena pegi toilet.

Nothing much happened in KL. Pergi hantar baju kat tailor. Had to re-measure. Hampeh.. naik around 0.5-1.0 inch at certain places. Kuang3. Expected. December is all-you-can-eat month. As the new year starts, my dieting will start as well. Nak try diet apa pulak ek?? hehehe... aci ak..bley main pilih2.

Went to this wedding on saturday night at the UTM hall in semarak. So, naturally everyone was talking abt weddings, my wedding, my cuz's wedding n stuffs. Tapi, pikir2 balik, betulla... bila sebenarnya nak kawen nih? Kak Long, if according to plan la kan, will get married early next year.. so i cant hold my wedding then. Zura's will be in august.. so august is off as well... My mom said not to hold it in december next yr since she's going for haj early 2006, so she wants to concentrate on haj preps in dec, so that mth is off for me as well. Habis tu bila nak kawennya?? I wouldnt want to hold it off for another year. Tak baik lambat2kan mende baik... Ngeh..ngeh..ngeh... :D

Oh... another thing. Nura messaged me yesterday. She's admitted to the hospital again because it was discovered that she has a blood clot in her vein at her neck. InsyaAllah, we're going to visit her tomorrow. Dear friends, please help to pray to God that she'll be well soon and that she'll have the strength to go through this difficult time. Thanks.

Huhu... Sedey. Caouldnt go back early. tu la, semlm suka2 sangat. Isk.. bosan betul. Nasib baik transnasional je bas yg ada from pbtr-kl... Kalau tak dah lama boycott. Unreliable. Menyampahnyaaaa...

So.. maybe karang kalau tak delay sampai around 2230... Tahik! That means spending time with my boo for maximum 2 hours only. Demmitz laaa... Huhuhuuuu.... The whole weekend he wont be around lak tuh. He'll be spending the weekend in India. Huhuuhu.. sedey.

Oh.. i think i can kiss Dubai/Abu Dhabi goodbye. My boo tak lepas min flight hrs/aircraft type requirements for both Etihad n Emirates. Takpela.. lain kali ek hon. Belum rezeki lagik kot.. Dia soh kita dok Mesia jaga parents kita la tu. :) Nanti kita g cuti je la kat sana ek.. kat Burj-El-Arab... hehe.. Sapa nak sponsor ek?

Cukupla tuh. Blog seblom balik. Melayan duka lara tak dapat balik cepat (chewah). Chiao. Have a good weekend everyone.

Patutler connection laju giler.. dah upgrade rupanya. Thanks kak salmi for the info. :) Tak sampai2nya jugak nak beraya katumah akak kan? Nanti ek..

Hari Happy
Hari nih rasa happy. :) Byk faktor pendorong kehappyan hari ni. Pagi tadi berjaya jugak mengakses server Tomcat. Dulu dah jadik dah.. tp lepas java n tomcat tu mengalami proses install n uninstall berulang2 kali, jadik takleh access pulok. Nak access asyik2 error.. rupanya error nya keciput aje.. Nak setect nya makan 2 hari jugak. Hampehssss. Anyways, oleh sebab satu perkara dah setel, happy la. :D

Pastu tadi g telefon orang transnasional pbtr, mintak tukar masa balik. Aritu beli tiket 5.45.. sekali Dan kata dia tak keje lak esok..so boleyla blk awal sket. Tak la awal mana pun.. pastu orang tu kata wokey, bley dtg esok utk bas 3.30.. Hehehe.. Lagi kehappyan utk hari ini. :)

Pas tepon, gi library pulak.. renew buku yang dah dipinjam nak masuk 3 bulan, tapi baru selak 5 page awal.. Selak je pun, bukan baca sangat. Pastu encik librarian tu tegur plak, teguran2 yang menghappykan. :D Heeheee..

Librarian: Kenapa lambat hantar nih?
Me : Ala, terlupa la.
Librarian: Thn berapa?
Me : Err..master.
Librarian : (pandang semacam) Master? Isk.. tu la.. nampak muda sangat. Cuba nampak tua siket.
Me : Hehehe.. nak wat cane....

Kira okey la kan.. Young poreber. Agak2nya kalau aku ckp kat dia aku budak 1st year dia pecaye tak??? Kuang3...

Okela... takmo blk lmbt sgt arini. Nak kena bakar roti dr freezer tu nk buat berbuka. Esok raya!!! :D

OKes..malas dah nk blog.. Babai!! :)

Wowwww... the connection speed today is unexpectably smooth, and super-fast!!! Wonder if they'd upgraded the line or sth. Whatever it is, i sure can live with this speed of connection! Since morning tadi lajus gilers... Selalu mmg morning laju sket than the rest of the day.. Nih, dah nearly 4p.m, tp siap blogger pun boleh open in a few minutes. Amazing sungguh!

Tak niat pun nak blog today..just trying to test the server. Hehe. Dah masuk nih, blog jer la apa yg patut.

Kamis nak balik, petang, at 5.45, tak jadik kol 3.30 sbb takde org nak amek from Duta. Blk bas kol 5, Dan will be available to pick me up sbb dia blk from flight around 10p.m.. so sempat la nak gi amek. Kesian gak kat dia.. the next morning ada flight lagi kol 8.. But he insisted on picking me up and having a late dinner together.. Hehe... i've no objections to that.. naturally. :) Dah bitau mama that i'll be home rather late.. Tak la lewat mana pun, sbb dia nak balik cepat buat paperwork n prepare for flight.. Tp maybe menjangkau midnight. Isk.. kalau dah kawen kan senang... terus blk umah sesama... Huhu...

Tadik amek kesempatan server yg laju, tgk emirates nye website.. Dan mintak tlg tgkkan. It seems that they have vacancy for 1st officers. Hehe.. bley suh dia apply. Basic salary berganda2 dr kat transmile yg fucked up tu. I don't mind staying in Dubai. Really, really dont mind that. Bukan lama, buat duit kat sana, pastu balik aaa. Hmm... agak2nya dia nak apply tak? Kang pujuk la. :)

Okay.. dah lewat.. zuhur blom lagik. Kang trus smayang asar..pastu trus ada tutorial tekno. Gilo ramai sem ni. Apesal ntah. Kena jaga sampai 2 kelas. Mampui.. :p

Cheers!~

The Weekend Story

 

Part 1: A Family Affair in Taiping

Saturday

I spent Friday night at tmn sempadan coz kakak wasnt around and i had to return late from silat. Woke up at around 0645 for subuh and headed home straightafter. Had butterflies in my tummy since the day before thinking of what the weekend in taiping had to offer . Sampai rumah, boiled water, showered, packed my stuffs to bring to taiping, had a very relaxing breakfast (just to get myself prepared) and i was off to taiping by 0915.

 

It was easy finding Seri M'sia, thanx to K.Chik for the simple directions. When i reached there, aunty was outside, just back from her morning stroll, so she waited til i parked, salam2, kiss2 and then uncle came. We lepak at the lobby sekejap, before i went to follow aunty into their room so that aunty can shower and get ready for lunch.

 

The programme for that day was for us to go visit uncle azis in kamunting, who just had an accident where a motorcycle hits him(also on motorcycle) from behind. He had to go through 3 times of head operations, and according to his wife, he's not himself sometimes. Kesian kat acik bibah. Harap2 keluarga acik bibah bersabar.

 

After that, we headed to Uncle Mail's sister's house for lunch, also in Kamunting. Perrhhh...memang best nak mampus2, lauk kampung ler katakan, home-prepared lak tuh. Siap tambah nasik tuh... Haha... takde malu2..malu kalau, lapaq beb! Siap *mancakuk lak tuh! (mancakuk = ratah lauk in minang). Lauk simple, tapi mkn ngan nasik panash...iskk...sedap giler. Kari daging, kerabu toge+pucuk paku+kerang, sambal tumis udang petai, kacang botol dan yg paling kick n power sekali, sambal belacan.... Waduhh.. power giler ah... pedas!!!

 

Lepak jap at their place til 1430, then we headed back to the hotel, rehat kejap before the next event at scheduled at 1630, some meeting that aunty had to attend and she wanted me to follow. Sesambil melepak dlm blk tu, tlg aunty balut prezzies for cabutan bertuah the next day... So nice of her to let me have a room all to myself!  Tak payah share ngan sesape pun. Sgt besh!

 

1630, we went to the dewan at Ins. Kemahiran Telekom, Taiping to check on the place and the meeting. Tunggu punya tunggu, dah kol 1800 barula orang mula nak ramai. Hampeh. When ppl started coming, it marks the start of my introduction to aunty's relatives, close and distant... Nasib baik aunty yg buat all the introduction.. Aunty yg jawab bila orang tanya "ni siapa?" and pointed to me. Phew!~ Saves me some trouble. Ohh..tapi adala satu niece aunty nih kot... was being cynical towards me. Maybe dia niat gurau kot, but i dunno, maybe i was in PMS that i took heart of it. Whatever it is, i'll make it a point not to even go near her on any occasions.

 

1830, we left coz aunty dah penat sangat. Back to the hotel, uncle's brother, ayah Uda pulak datang with his wife, bawak rojak buah for the night's dinner. So berkenal2an la pulak dgn ayah uda ngan wife dia. Since it was nearly maghrib, i invited the wife to solat at my room, since there's only me, and she did. Borak la abt stuffs sementara nak menunggu time for dinner. When everyone was ready, we went for dinner. I helped ayah uda n wife gaulkan rojak buah tu, and stayed with them the whole night. Thank God for them being there. Kalau tak, i wouldnt know what to do. Really felt lost that night. Sedey semacam. Upset habis. So, after dinner, habis2kan wrap prezzies, ckp ngan Dan (not in a nice way), and went straight to bed, in tears. Don't get me wrong... everyone treated  me nicely, but i dunno, i felt lost maybe because everyone were chatting, laughing and having a great time with their family members, and i was there all alone. Dahla Dan takde. Aunty and uncle were entertaining all the others, sbb aunty is the president of K-Jenaton, so it's only natural that she does that. I don't blame them la, It's just me, with my pms and all...

 

Sunday

I woke up at 0600 when aunty came knowcking at my door. Dah bgn pun masa tu, just mintak tlg aunty kejut jugak, just in case. Confused jugak why she didnt ring me instead. Anyways, lepas smayang, mandi, siap2, lepak jap sementara tunggu bfast. The cafe was only opened for bfast at 0730, so lepak jap kat lobby, aunty introduce me to this Tok, which i can't remember their names already, but i do remember them being very nice people. Later, aunty Yaya from Kuching joined us with her hubby. Pastu cafe bukak and we had bfast.

 

Habis bfast, we rushed to the dewan and reached there at 0815. I was late for my registration briefing. Aunty asked me to help Wan Chu for registration the day before. So, i was appointed to a table, and given personal briefing. Wan chu pun baik, tak marah2 pun eventho i lambat. Hehe. Pastu tunggu la sampai orang datang. Oh.. belom explain pun sebenarnya what this thingy is all about kan. Its actually a really huge family gathering... Besar gile, not like the one you have for raya which only involves 1st cousins and/or 2nd cousins. This occasion gathers the 5th generation to the younger (7/8th, not sure) generations of Dato' Jenaton. I looked at the family tree, and if i'm not mistaken, aunty punya tok is the 5th generation punya member, Tok Ishak. All the clans were given colored tags to identify themselves, the Ishak clans were given green tags, so i was given one myself  walaupun belum officially one kan. hehe. So, you can imagine the number of relatives i had to meet la kan. Hmm... terpikir gak.. ade ke orang lain yang buat kerja ni? Pergi bakal family punya gathering...?

 

Ooo.. masa registration tu, berkenal2an ngan Dan's 2nd cousins, Mimi n her bro n his wife Shafia.

 

After registration, lepak jap in the hall with uncle Nanai. They were all sitting in a row, Uncle Nanai, Adik, aunty Ojah, Aunty Baby. Aunty baby came all the way from Germany to attend the gathering. After the doa, pergi tlg aunty Mena with children's drawing contest plak. Lepak sampai 11, sambung lepak in the hall ngan Aunty Anek adik beradik. (Aunty Anek, Aunty Ojah, Aunty Baby, Uncle Titi ni adik beradik Aunty. Adik n Chum anak aunty Ojah). Masa tu la baru nak berkenal2an ngan aunty Baby coz that was the 1st time jumpa2 aunty baby.

 

For lunch, duduk gak ngan adik beradik tu. Syok la. Borak2.. I didnt feel awkward anymore. Sedap je makan, takde control2. habis lunch, uncle Titi n wife, Aunty Anne came to our table sbb they're leaving already. Pastu.......

 

Uncle Titi : Haa.. ni kira dah confirm la nih.. So bila lagi??

Adik : Haa.. dah pakai tag hijau tu mesti confirm laaa.

Uncle Titi : Dah start panggil "mak" ke belum..

Me  : Hehe.. mak kata kena tunggu habis belajar jugak. Camne??

Aunty Ojah : Haa..meh aunty cakap ngan mak...

 

Kuang3. Sengih jer laa.. kerang pun kerang laaaa...

 

Pas lunch, balik campus... berkejar sbb nak jumpa ustaz for ijazah pulak.

 

Part 2: Ijazah

Sampai campus around 1500, solat pastu gih tgk ijazah... Dah habis2 ijazah, biasala, ustaz borak sket2. Hmm.. bukan nak kata la.. slalunya, apa ustaz ckp tu mesti ada kena mengena ngan apa yg aku persoalkan dlm hati...and haritu, ustaz ckp pasal kawen... Adey... rasa macam kena dusyum dua-tga kali..  Ustaz kata, "Dah kenal tu, jgn tunggu lama2, 4-5 bln, kawen la. Ramai dah kawen masa belajar, tak masalah pun...? Belajar pun bukan lama sangat, 3 thn je." Adeh..dehh...

 

Hahahaa..cukupla tuh. Aunty br call td. Dan report lak kat dia that i was upset with the niece's comments haritu. Aunty ckp jgn amek hati ngan dia, mulut dia mmg camtu, tp hati dia baik.. Isk.. hampeh betul bf aku nih. Sume dia nak citer. Tapi, yg best nya, he said that his mom said everyone was giving positive comments abt me... Heheheeeeeee Alhamdulillah.

 

 

 

 

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I vanished from school for 2 days, wed n thurs.. which meant that i skipped my supposedly micro-p lab scheduled on thurs morning, and i'd probably get a helluva toungue lashing in the lab today.. but heck. I DONT CARE. I'm on 7th heaven. Nothing and no one can change that (for the time being).

 

Tuesday, i was still feeling blue, a natural post-argument emotional state. Yeah.. we're a normal couple. There are times that we argue... Anyways, i wasn't feeling too sure abt seeing him in pen the next day.. but heck... i'd been planning to be with him in pen from the previous week. Can't stop when the day had finally arrived, can i?(thank god for that!) So, that night, i prepared some bolognese sauce to take to him the next day. It didnt taste as good as i wanted it to be, probably because of my emotional state..hehe.. alasan.  Then, i headed off early to bed.

 

Wednesday, prepared the spaghetti, had breakfast, showered and head for pen as soon as he messaged me telling that he'd arrived. Aiza called me while i was on the way.. and told me something i was really glad to hear. I'm so happy for her!! Good for you girl!! And the news took my mind off my uneasy feeling for a bit.

 

When i reached pen and finally met him, he greeted me as normal, and again, he apologized and we made up. No more awkward feelings. We had the spaghetti i brought for him, and later jalan2 at KBJ, as we hadnt done that for nearly 2 mths.. nearly forgotten what its like inside KBJ.. hehe.. and we raced each other at the arcade!! Never done that before.. Sure was fun! Konon nak lawan Daytona.. sadly none of the Daytona machines were connected, so we ended up racing against the computer. Tak syok!!!.. takpela... maybe we'll race each other next time, ok hon... (and i know i'll win Hehehee....)

 

After having a good time at the arcade, we proceeded to Gurney. Had dinner at the newly-opened(i think) Secret Recipe... and rushed to GSC straight after dinner to catch The Incredibles. Yep... sure was incredible! The 3D graphic was amazing!!! So life-like!! And... the cutest was surely Jack Jack.. esp in the last part.. Hehe.. What a darling. (See honey... we should have 3 kids, 2 boys and a girl.. heheheee)

 

The next day, we met again, went to the new Tesco to get some stuffs for his India flight and some stuffs for myself, had lunch at The Chicken Rice Shop... which was very dissappointing . This shop is soo overrated!!! There's nothing really that good abt this place, really. i dunno if there's any difference in the branch in Pen, or KL.. but what we had was nothing compared to the chicken rice place in Bt Bintang. The soup was tasteless... rasa macam air paip. The chicken n rice was ok... but lacks the chilli and ginger relish. There was a fly or two in the vicinity which was very unappealing, and the service needs a good deal of improvising. At the end of the meal, we decided to go for nasi ayam Bukit Bintang the next time we meet in KL.. never again the chicken rice shop.. NEVER!

 

He had to leave at around 1800, so i did too. Before leaving, he said that he might not join me for his family gathering in Taiping this weekend. Isk.. hampeh betul.. His family gathering and i'd have to be there without him. I'll make sure you pay dearly for making me do this honey.. mark my words...  Mueheheheee...

 

Okla... better stop now and do my work. Petang dahla kena gi lab micro-p.  Bosannn!~

 

Oh..oh... wish me luck for Dan's family gathering this weekend ok! I'll need a good deal of that.

 

Cheers!

 

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