Monday, November 08, 2004

Sebelum kelmarin
Jumaat petang, bergegas balik umah dalam kol 4.30 nak bersiap2 ke kulim... berbuka puasa ngan encik ali n nurul. Lama gak kitorg tak jumpa en. ali nih. Bape bulan ntah. Either dia bz.. atau kitorg yg bz. Hehe..anyways, dia bwk la kitorg g mkn all the way to Lunas. Tmpt tu dekat, tp oleh sbb tak mkn lagi dan perut dah main lagu rap, rasa tak sampai2 la pulak. Isk... Bila sampai, nasib baik gak order sampai cepat. Takdela rasa nak menyumpah2 kat situ kan. Heheh...

Lepak2 sampai kol 9... en. ali nih pun join lepak jugak.. hehe.. padahal patut kena masuk keje kol 8.30. Tak ingat dunia betul... tapi, akhirnya masing2 dapatla jugak menggerakkan diri untuk beredar dari tempat makan tu (tak ingat nama dia). Lepas en. ali pergi keje, kitorang menuju lak ke pelita juru... sesi chatting 2nd round.. all-girls' talk sesambil mengadap almond cheesecake, raspberry cheesecake, banana chocolate cake ngan brownie. Belasah laaa... diet pun berat tak turun. Baik takyah diet..wahahahaaa... lepak punya lepak, borak punya borak, sampai ada yg dah seram sejuk, ada yang jantung nak terkeluar.. hehe.. balik dlm kol 12.15.. Konon nak balik awal... sangatla awalnya.. awal pagi. Hehehe.. sampai umah kol 1... nasib baik tak terlajak sahur.

Pepun, memang best bila dapat duduk2, lepak2 dan borak2 dengan kawan2. Manusia ni, walau macam mana independant pun, tetap perlukan kawan2...untuk berkongsi cerita, berkongsi rasa, berkongsi pengalaman. Kawan2 mewarnakan hidup kita... tanpa kawan, hidup ni umpama kanvas kosong... tak menarik langsung untuk diharungi.. dengan hadirnya kawan2, kanvas tu menjadi berseri, diwarnai dengan pelbagai warna2 indah... oleh itu, hidup kita jadi exciting dan ceria, takdela mandom aje. Sebab tu la penting kita value friendship. Tanpa kawan2, hidup kita tak bermakna. To all my dearest friends, i'm glad that we are friends, and i'll treasure our friendship always. :)

Kelmarin
Kelmarin hari Sabtu... duduk rumah, tak pergi mana. Study jugakla sesiket ttg Java, nak memahami lagi codes yang ditulis dgn lebih mendalam. hehe.. dapatla nota 2-3 muka surat. Ntah apa yg dicoreng kat dalam buku nota tu pun ntahla.

By petang, lepas masak2 utk buka, rasa cam boring duk terperuk kat rumah sehari suntuk. Hisyy.. camnela agaknya orang lain yang boleh lepak kat umah berhari2 tak keluar2... diorang tak tension ke? Rasa cam terkurung je kalau tak keluar2. Otak pun tak berkembang. :p

Anyways... buka puasa dgn keadaan yg tak begitu ada mood dgn kak lina dan kak yang. Bila takde mood tu, mulala, tekak pun loya je. Mende yang dah masuk rasa nak terkeluar balik.. isy..pelik betul skang nih..hehe. Pastu rasa cam nak mkn ice cream. Ajak azeno, diorg nak kuar mkn plak.. Hmm.. lain kali je la mkn ais krim.. huhu...

Semalam
Smalam siang, projek baut kek batik ngan azeno. Azeno datang umah, projek kek batik dijalankan di rumah kak lina sbb dia baru kemas2 dapur. Dia kata, kalau tak masak, siap hangpa.. Hehe.. Jadik, lepas lepak2 tgk Ed, mula la masak kek tu... Baunya masa masak...perhhhhhh.... memang cam sedap giler la.. Hehhe...
Kejap je masak dia... setengah jam je. Pastu kak Harsa lak datang nak tunjuk akak cane operate mende2 aquarium. Segan lak ngan dia.. sbb tgh menyeksi..hehe..biasala..dok umah kan.. Oleh sbb masak kek batik dlm keadaan camtu, kitorag bg nama kek tu kek batik seksi. ;)

Pas masak, lepak2 dlm blk sambil azno meledor atas tilam n aku jahit baju raya (hehe..macam best je bunyi..tapi takla sehebat tu sebenarmye..gimik je) Borak lagi..hehe..pantang jumpe... ada je ceritanya. prong prang prong prang, dah kol 2.30, smayang, pastu g umah Kak Teh... belajar jaga diri.. kuang3... Perhh.. adela rasa cam org lepas bersalin. :) Bestnya kak teh ni, dia tak lokek, sume yg dia tau dia share. Cayaang kat kak teh. :D

Petang, lepak umah azeno nunggu berbuka.. Sblm tu gih teman azeno pulangkan penyapu sawang abg shapie. Pastu dia bagik plak tangga ngan mi kuah. Perhh.. pulang satu brg, dpt 2 brg..lain kali boleh buat lagi. Lepas maghrib, siap2 pulak untuk jumpa kak salmi kat sg bakap untuk sesi makan besaq. waaa..

Bila sampai tu, akak dah tunggu... hidangannya pulak sepanjang2 meja bersusun. Ada ayam paprik, sayur campur, tom yam campur, ikan besar sweet sour, telur bungkus. memang sangat Perrhhhhh la.. Pas mkn nasik, akak order lak kerang rebus. Tak muat dah perut.. terpaksa bungkus bawak balik. Sengkak perut tak terkira. Tima kasih bebyk akak, murah rezeki orang yang jamu anak2 yatim berbuka nih (chewah!.. kira cam anak yatim jugakla.. sbb family jauh.. hidup kat sini sendiri kan..? err..boleh ke camtuh?)
Pepun, akak mmg best... kalau akak selalu bwk kitorg kuar makan, ada harapan pasni kena resize baju ke satu atau dua size lagi besar. heheh... Lagik skali.. Tima kasih akak!!

Balik, lepak kat umah aku kejap... dlm sengkak2 tu, teringin jugak nak rasa kek batik siang tadi... Rasa dia..... Perhhhhh.. sedap giler... hehe... bukan puji diri snirik.. tapi puji resepi tu.. diambil dari mesra.net kalau tak silap. Mmg bestla.. Lain kali kalau nak buat mmg pakai resepi tuh la. Mesra!~ (ckp ikut gaya bob... uwek!)

Hari Ini
Harini tepon mama, confirm balik hari Rabu.. dgn diyana, konvoi dgn azeno. Athirah angkat... dia kata dia demam.

Aku: Adik buat apa tu?
Adik: Adik demam ni.. adik makan ubat. (gaya dia ckp macam orang besar!)
Aku:Ooo.. adik demam ke. Ni along yeen la dek.
Adik: Ya Allah!! Along "jin"!!!
Tergezut aku..pastu dgr mama gelak.. kelakar la budak kenit tu. Hahha.. macam terkejut giler. Kiut sungguh.

Pastu tadik dah buat reservation ngan Hotel Grand Continental Penang utk buka puasa ptg ni.. Nyam!Nyam!... get ready perut.. sessi menyengkakkan perut akan berlaku lagi!

Balik nanti, ada appt. ngan dr ruben hari jumaat. Pastu ingat nak singgah sogo, last minute shopping. Ingat nak carik court shoes la instead of strappy sandal. Saja nak surprise Dan. Dia cukup suka kalau aku pakai court shoes. tgkla.. kalau ada yg cantik n murah.. n berkenan di hati. Kalau ada duit lebih, teringin gak sambar handbag satu..yg murah je la.. pastu nak carik shirt hijau. Heheh... :) Kena shopping cecepat..sbb dah janji ngan aunty nak tlg dia buat peanut butter cookies utk Dan n chocolate cookies utk almaz. Kesian kat dia, nak buat sorang tak larat.. takleh suruh maid tlg.. sbb baru dapat tau maid tu ada Hepatitis B. Hari ni nak g buat 2nd blood test utk confirmation. huhuhu.. seriau lak. kesian kat amy tu. Dia pandai buat keje, baik pulak... isk...

Okehla.. kena buat keje nih. Nanti blk raya dlm keadaan haru biru plak.
Cheers!

Friday, November 05, 2004

Raya
Hmm.. kejap je.. dah tinggal kurang 10 hari nak raya. Seperti raya2 beberapa thn kebelakangan nih, kemeriahan raya dah tak begitu terasa. Tak macam maa budak2 dulu. Ingat lagi, seblom blk kg, mama n baba bwk shopping kat area chow kit (dulu tmpt ni blom jadik little jakarta). On the way nak bali, rasa penat and dahaga gila2, mintak mama belikan air..hehe.. bukak pose seblom masuk maghrib ler jawabnya. Pastu nanti, 2-3 hari seblom raya, kitorg bertiga (me, mama, fadzlee) akan naik bas utk balik kg. Baba tak ikut.. dia biasa dtg lewat sket..masa raya.. or slalu kena ourstation masa tuh. Dia slalu akan hantar kitorg ke puduraya. Gilo byk org... pastuh, b4 naik bas, mama akan beli kek kat aunty jual kek kat puduraya tuh, buat bekal kitorg adik beradik dlm bas. Nanti sampai kg, arwah atuk amek naik keta ford hijau dia. Pastu, sehari seblom raya, nenek sibuk tangkap ayam, atuk sembelih ayam, nenek buat rendang n lemang, amek daun kelapa buat ketupat. Semuala buat sendiri.. takde pun lemang/ketupat "tunjuk" macam skarang. Syok sungguh.. ada sekali tu, kebetulan baba ikut skali balik tlg preparation raya kat kampung.. Ada dia buat magic amende ntah pakai api.. telan api ke macam mana ntah...Macam dlm tv woo.. perhhh!!!

Skarang, dah takde kemeriahan macam tu. Penat ada. Nak balik kg, kalau dulu bolehlepak aje dlm bas or keta, skang kena drive. Tgh2 pose nih, org pun bwk keta mcm orang gila. Menguji sungguh! Jam plak tu... kat highway jam.. isk.. seksa betul. Nenek pun skang dah tak daya nak buat lemang.. takde sapa nak tlg carikkan buluh pun.. so, mmg every year pak uteh belikan lemang 2-3 batang. mahal woo lemang.. at least rm8 sebatang harga dia. Bukan tentu masak ke tak pun isi dia lagik. :p Yang mmg konfem nenek buat, nasi himpit, rendang daging, ayam masak merak, kuah kacang, kuah lodeh dan yg best skalik, TAPAI.. umm.. sodapnyooo... Tapi tu lah..pendek katanya, mmg raya skang tak semeriah dulu, sbb umur dah lanjut kot. Mungkin nanti bila dah ada anak sendiri, kemeriahan tu datang balik, dlm caranya tersendiri.

Bulan ramadhan yg hanpir berlalu nih.. tak taula macam mana prestasi thn ni nak berbanding ngan thn lepas. Mengikut firasat sendiri, rasanya ok kot banding ngan thn lepas. Hehe..ok sket la kalau tak byk pun. Macam mana pun, semoga Allah pjgkan usia semoga dapat bertemu lagi dgn ramadhan thn hadapan... (berdua..hehe) insyaAllah.

Cerita Kawen
Excited cerita pasal nak kawin nih. Terbayang nanti pakai baju spesel la dr orang lain.. mekap pun 2-3 inci lebih dari org lain.. (hehehe..) pastu tepuk dahi bila bil2 sampai. Hadushhh.. kenapa la kawen nih mahal sangat? Huhu..

Tak tau la.. skang ni sebenarnya jiwa raga berkecamuk bila fikir pasal kawin. Memula bila pk pasal kahwin, seronok sangat, sbb akan berkongsi hidup dgn org yg amat kita sayang dan org tu jugak sudi untuk hidup bersama dan menyayangi kita sepenuh hati. Baru nak berangan pergi honeymoon kejap (hehe...angan2 itu penting!), mmenatang projek masters ni pulak enter frame. Isk.. mula la rasa menyampah, bengang dan stressed nak mampus2. Takut2 kalau tak dapat nak siapkan ikut perancangan. Huhuhu.. camne pun, walau apa pun yang jadik, kena redha. Sbb Allah maha mengetahui apa yg terbaik utk hambanya. *pujuk hati spy bersabau byk*.

tapi tu la, bila fikir masters yg tak nampak lagi penghujungnya, kolam mata nih pun makin penuh, selalunya tak dapat nak ditampung airnya, dan selalunya, mmg berguguran ler air mata membasahi pipi, bantal, baju, telekung.. apa2 je lah yg tgh pakai masa rasa syahdu camtuh. Sedey, tertekan.. semua bercampur. Rasa satu beban yg berat. Macam everyone is counting on me, pressuring me to complete my work. I do want to complete it as soon as i can... but my search for the end of the line is not successful just yet. Its a whirlwinding road for me.

Masa ni, terpikir..kalau la pernah pada satu masa buat keputusan yang paling tak tepat, inilah dia... keputusan utk buat masters by research. Pengajaran utk aku buat masa depan. Jangan ikut cakap orang. (bukan salahkan sesiap yg mungkin telah influence aku utk amek masters nih..tp ingatkan diri sendiri utk ukur baju di badan snirik). Tp, oleh sbb mende nih dah jadik, kena harung jugakla walaupun sekuat mana ribut yang melanda. Orang islam hatinya kena teguh. Takpe.. i can do this, Allah will help me. Aku yakin pada kekuasaanNya. *kesat air mata* Feeling very fragile at this moment. (Thanks honey for being there for me, supporting me and being the wind beneath my wings.)

Oleh sbb master nih jugakla.. tak dpt buat keputusan lagi bila nak balik raya.. Huhu.. :(

Dah...malas nak blog lagik.. keje menimbun lagi.. Tp nk kuar jap g pekan ngan azno.. redakan kemarahan dan kestressan sambil carik tudung. :|

Cheers.

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

All Smiles
It was a great weekend for me last week. I may have felt a little blue at some point, but all in all, it's been great, all smiles weekend.

Pie Making & Vistana KL
I went out on Saturday to aunty's place to learn make the apricot pie. Uncle fetched me at A.Park lrt station before sending aunty and myself home. Then he shoot off to Bt jalil to help Dan get a new battery for his car, coz his battery had gone k.o after 2 years of usage... While they were doing all the boys thing there, aunty and i went out to get stuffs for the pie. The ingredients were easy, except for the apricot and the cream.. so damn hard to find them!! However, we managed to find 'em at a supermarket in ampang which is definitely where i'll go find apricots and cream when i plan to bake a pie in the future. Leceh betul. :p

Anyways, after getting the stuffs, we went home, solat zuhur and started baking. I had to do it la kan coz i wanted to learn to make it. Aunty weighed the different items and i mix teh ingredients together. Sorry.. cant share the recipe though. Aunty had stated it's a secret family recipe. :)

Dan and uncle arrived when we're busy with pie making. Hmm... missed him so much. I wish i could just fling my arms around him there n then. heheh... sabar..sabar.. tak lama lagi.. :D

Spent nearly all day at aunty's place to wait for te pie to bake and stuffs... We left the house at 1800 for the 2nd event for the day... my family's buka puasa.

We arrived at Vistana KL at around 1830 and waited for my mom, my bro(the one paying!)and his gf as well as Athirah. They arrived a little late coz it was jammed. Not as many food were spread on the buffet table as in Vistana Penang. They don't even serve ice cream! :( So sad... Anyways, we had a great time. Had plenty to eat... brownies, jelly, cakes, swiss rolls, nyonya kueh, chicken, fish, lamb, nasi bukhari, cockerels... (there goes my low carb!) I've to say i enjoyed myself a lot coz i could spend my time with the 2 people whom i love the most in this world... My mom and Dan. So happy!! :)

Sunday Shopping
Went out with Dan on Sunday to do some shopping. Decided to go to MV... Ya Allahh... gile byk orang!! The traffic was really bad outside of MV.. were caught in traffic for almost half an hour. But it wasnt so difficult to find parking though. So we went in, looking for a dress for almaz untl it was nearly buka puasa time. Couldnt find any that satisfy my taste and budget... (tapi girl's dresses in Metro were really nice and sweet.. but a tad too xpensive!)...

At around 1730, we went up to the food court to reserve a place for ourself there. I couldnt seem to decide on what to eat.. so Dan said better go somewhere else. So we went to chilli's instead. Ordered and waited for our food while looking at other people there. We saw some celebrities.. hehe.. real celebs as well as wannabes. Saw ajai n nurul.. and Sean Connery-Lingam and Craig David-arumugam. Lols... why cant these ppl just be themselves? Sibuk nak jadik orang lain. Indians wannabe blacks, chinese wannabe japanese, malays wannabe arabs... for god's sakes.. the ppl that these ppl try to immitate arent any better anyway! Duh!~

After dinner, went by to aunty's place for dessert.. The apricot pie.. YUMMY! lepak a while before Dan sent me home. He said something i was really glad to hear when we were on the way to my place.
"Think of it hon, this will be the last raya we'll spend apart."
"Huh? What do you mean?"
"Yeah..next year we'll spend it together."
"Really??"
"Yeah, insyaAllah"
Errr... I think i just heard the wedding bells!May everything go well for us both. *winks*

Monday Blues
Went shopping again for the last time on monday morning with my mom before going back to pbtr. This time to Carrefour n alpha angle. Found a cute pink dress for almaz (which Dan said was too pink) but heck.. i'm gonna give it to her anyway. Athirah followed and she was throwing tantrums coz she was sleepy. Isk.. geram betui kat dia. My mom had to bring her to the kid's world section coz she wanted to go on the rides. When it was time to go home, she didnt want to. Geramm.. rasa nak cubit. We eventually got back home by noon.

Back at home, i packed my stuffs and the pies, waited for my mom to make some pisang goreng for my buka puasa on-the-bus and waited for Dan to pick me up at around 1500. Hang out for a while before he had to send me to Duta at 1715. So sad. :(

Said our bye-byes and i went up on the bus.. and saw Diyana on the same bus! Ahaks.. kantoi di situ nampaknyer! :D Thee hee heee....

Cant wait to see him again for raya. He's flying off to jakarta this saturday for a week.. so he'll only be back on raya's eve. Daym.. were supposed to go for the dr's apptmt together. What to do la... i'll have to til raya ke-3 or k3-4 to see him. :(

Gotta go... havent got anything for buka puasa today... and its raining catz and dawgz outside.... Darn!

Friday, October 29, 2004

Hmm.. convenient la boleh blog from email nih.
 
Tak sehat!
 Hari ni tak sehat lagi! Kalu smlm dah mcam hampir sehat dr sakit tekak n demam, hari ni rasa macam kena food poisoning pulak. Dari lepas sahur kena diarrhea, pastu the whole day rasa mual...  Series rasa nak muntah. Tgh thn jer nih sbb puasa. Try tak fikir menda2 yg boleh membuatkan lagi rasa mual.. cthnya... sup sayur.. Blueekkk!!
 
Pelik gak.. masa bukan bln puasa takde punkena sakit2 ginih. Hmm.. rezeki bln puasa la gamaknya kan. Bila sakit tak sehat sket nih, mmg rasa tak berapa nak best... tapi apalah sgt rasa tak best tu bila dibandingkan dgn rasa seronoknya bila ingat Allah ingat gak kat kita dan sudi gak nak mengkifarahkan dosa kita dengan memberikan kita penyakit. Alhamdulillah.
 
Asam Podeh
Smlm 1st try masam asam pedas utk sahur. Tepon mama tanya cane nak buat kasik kaw2 punya. Bila dah masak mlm tadik, rasa cam tak sedap la pulak. Semua dah letak.. tapi rasa cam off sket, mungkin sbb letak ayam instead of ikan. Slalu mama buat ikan. Pastu akak kata, kalau asam pedas ayam, elok letak jintan manis sket... so letakla... Kira okla pastu. Akak pun kata sodap. Wahaha.. pas.. Dan leh masuk meminang dah. Tapi takleh la masak asam pedas kat Dan... perut dia too sensitive. takleh mkn anything yg too masam or too pedas.
 
Bedal punya syok pagi tadik.. skang kalau teringat balik asam pedas tu.. rasa nak terkeluar segala isi perut (puasa2 nih tinggal asid gaster je la kot?) Tak tau pesal... Nak kata rasa asam pedas tu giler2 tak sedap.. takla pulak. Dah dicertify sedap oleh akak..huhuu... uwekk.. takmo fikir.. loya tokak den.
 
Suka + Duka
Suka - nak balik esok,
Duka - program tak setel lagi;
Suka - Dan nak balik esok,
Duka - takleh jumpa dia lagi sampai sabtu;
Suka - nak shopping ngan Dan,
Duka - takleh nak peluk, cium dia utk lepas rindu sbb blom kawen ;
Suka - boleh balik umah, jumpa mama, jumpa adik,
Duka - boley balik 2 hari aje!
 
Tu la kan.. Namanya manusia... tak penah cukup. Iskk.. sekeh gak kang budak nih.
 
Cheers fellas! Slmt buka puasa kepada yg berpuasa.


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Hmmm.. sedey.. Smlm punya posting baru je puji2 on blogging from yahoo.. Apesal tak terpost sampai hari ni? Message was sent but not published. Vyyyy????

Halloween Ramadhan
Trick or treats! Hehhe... camne ek Halloween. Thn ni halloween jatuh dlm bulan ramadhan. Err... kan ke hantu sume dah kena ikat??? Hmmm...

okeh.. malas nak post panjang2. Nak balik umah. Singgah pbtr jap amek spek. Pastu lepak2 kat umah, tgk tv, kot2la ada rerun Simple Life smlm.. Nak tgk kerenah 2 budak kaya hollywood masuk kampung. Cam bengong jer paris hilton ngan kawan dia tuh. :p Sesambil nunggu nak siap leh tgk2 balik article ttg codes. Isk.. blank betul aa. :p Baik balik.

Have a great weekend y'all... and Happy Halloween!!!!

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Blogger is getting from bad to worse!! Kalau dulu, at least boleh masuk dashboard.. Nih dashboard pun tak nampak bayang! Hampehs.. Nasib baik boleh blog from yahoo. :)
 
</u>Balik lagi!</u>
Asyik2 balik, asyik2 bali... heh.. sukati la.. Bukannya mintak duit korg beli tiket bas.  Hehe.. sebenarnya, balik ni sbb Fadzlee nak ajak buka posa reramai.. heh.. satu invitation utk memperkenalkan gf baru dia. Tapi.. she already had bad records with me la. I've met her, and she did faaarr from impressing me. So i dont like her... and i told my mom so.. and she doesnt like her.. Mwahahah... The very the mami jarum!
 
Tadik browse kat mana tempat2 yg ada buka puasa buffet kt kl.. yang ada reasonable price la. Kira2 ada 12 tempat yg price bwh rm40.. okla.. takdela pengsan adik aku nak bayar bil nanti. Hehe. Whatever it is, hopefully jadikla, coz this will be the 1st time we all go out for dinner together... including Dan!!! Tlg la jadik!
 
Oh.. another thing..nk balik sbb nk blaja buat apricot pie. Takleh la tak buat. Kesian kat nura yg pregnant tu.. Kang meleleh lak air liur baby dia. You better remember you aunty een dearest well baby!
 
Byk gile menda nak kena buat.. shopping lagik, buat pie lagik, isk.. tak lekat kat umah... haha.. sah2 kena ngomel ngan mama... Nak wat cane... anak dia long-distance love. Bila dapat chance jumpa, jumpa la pepuas! Tak gitu? hehehe..gitu, gitu...
 
</u>Cerita kartun</u>
Tadi lepas sahur tgk al-kulliyah. Ustaz tu cite, dia baca satu kartun ttg perjumpaan ahli syurga ngan ahli neraka. Pakat punya pakat, diorg agree nak jumpa kat tgh2 antara syurga n neraka.
 
Lepas bincang2 (tak sure apa motif perjumpaan tu initially sbb tgh karang intro, so tak dgr sgt)... diorg pun stujulah utk buat jambatan dari neraka, sambung terus ke syurga. Org neraka buat separuh, org syurga buat separuh. Bila org neraka dah siapkan bhg dia, jamabatan dr syurga tak jugak nampak bayangnya. Jadik org neraka ni persoal aa
"mcm mana korang ni boleh masuk syurga.. kata nak buat jambatan.. tak buat pun? camni pun boley masuk syurga ke?"
Jadik org syurga pun jawab,
"Kami mmg nak buat.. tapi puas dah carik keliling syurga carik kontraktor.. takde sorang kontraktor pun kat syurga.. Semua dah masuk neraka"
 
Hehehe... apa yg nk disampaikan kat sini, nnt jgnla kat syurga takde kontraktor, takde pegawai kerajaan, takde polis, takde kastam dan semua yg lain2 sbb masing2 tak jlnkan amanah masing2. Kerja masuk kol 8, mmg masuk kol 8.. tpi pastu lepak minum berjam2.. org dtg kaunter, foerever satu kaunter je yang operate. Kerja saman org sbb buat salah, nisaman org utk dapat duit kopi. Kerja membenteras jenayah, dia lagi hantu dr penjenayah. Kerja utk didik anak bangsa.. dia mintak rokok kat anak murid. Kerja suh buat master, ida sibuk nak kawen... Uiks.. hehe... kawen lagi penting. WAJIBBBB!!!  Pepun, pesanannya, ingatla kerja tu amanah kpd kita. Apa pun keje kita buat, mesti kena amanah... sbb cerita hidup kita tak habis bila kita mati. Sok nak berjumpa tuhan... akan ditanya balik apa yg kita dah buat semasa hidup. Peringatan utk diri sendiri dan sesiapa yg rasa2 nak diingatkan. Kalau sape rasa dia takmo diingatkan, dah terbaca pun... so nak wat cane.
 
</u>Memori</u>
Dulu masa belajar kat KMK, ada sorang kawan.. sgt rapat pada masa tu. Time2 bln puasa ni la yg sgt2 mengingatkan aku kat dia. Masa bln posa, kitorg sama turun sahur pepagi buta kat DS yang boleh tahan jauh.. pastu terus sambung solat subuh jemaah.. nanti bila turn hidang buka, pegi sesame... byk la benda yg dishare masa tu.
 
Pastu, masa kami masuk uni, dia tmpt lain, aku tmpt lain, masih jugak contact, cuma makin jarang. So.. aku tak tau sgt perkembangan dia, vice versa. Tiba2, kami jadik jauh sbb aku menjauhkan diri dari dia... atas sebab yang sangat tak worth it kalau difikirkan sekarang. Menyesal? Tak.. aku tak menyesal dgn apa yg berlaku. dah jadi, apa nak nyesal pulak kan... Tapi, kalau boleh, nak baik balik la.. Takla kalau berjumpa pun hati tak berapa nak berada di tempat yang sama. Nak buang isu lama jauh2 supaya boleh bukak lembaran baru. Mungkin tak serapat dulu... at least masih bersahabat. skang nih, we're more like acquaintances than friends.
 
Ntahla.. sebenarnye tak tau nak harap apa... Nak jadik kawan rapat balik ke.. ape ke.. ntah. Terpulangla pada takdir. Nyatanya, aku rasa aku dah sedia nak terima dia balik dalam hidup aku sbg sahabat.. sbb dia sahabat yg baik, cuma keadaan masa tu yg menutupi kebaikannya. Lantakla... let the past be left behind. Dont wanna live in the shadows of the past.
 
 


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Monday, October 25, 2004

Hitz.fm Radio Icon
Congrats Pietro for winning the 1st ever hitz.fm radio icon. Not that i follow the thingy down to bits but yeah, i listen to some of the icons a few times. Thank God all the other "beggers" didnt win. For god's sakes.. why do they have to beg? They didnt have to if they know they're good enough and ppl will naturally vote for them. Gee whiz.. for future icons, please, drop the begging part. Its downright pathetic.

Out with buddies
Went out with Azeno, Di n Nurul on Friday. Met at Carrefour and had buka puasa there. Jalan2 and did some shopping... mostly protein packed food items and a sweet checked smocking dress for Athirah. There were also pink ones and i think it'll look nice on almas. Havent bought it yet. Let her uncle see the dress first. If he says ok, i'll get one for her. :)

After shopping, went out for minum2 session. Went to a nasi kandar place in Bdr Perda. Had one helluva chat session. Syok giler coz lama tak lepak mlm2 camtuh. Sedar2 je dah kol 11+, so we sent nurul home and off we go.. sampai rumah agak lewat n tdo pun lewat.. so, some ppl couldnt get up the next morning for sahur. Sempat minum air je.. Cian diorg yg berkenaan tu.

Makan2
Sabtu, pergi umah Nura for buka puasa. Aunty n uncle were out to buy food when we reached there. Memang diorg dah ckp, kalau dtg nak beli mcm2... and... mmg betullah.. Sgt byk menda yg perlu dihabiskan.. Lauk ayam, angsa, ayam piru (turkey), putu mayam beriyani, aunty masak nasik beriyani.. Belum masuk kuih.. kuih cucur, ketayap and puding roti yg kitorg bawak.. Perhhh.. sengkak seyyy... Pas smayang masing2 terjelepuk kat guest's room... Mata dah berat sbb kenyang sgt.. tapi mulut tak berenti mengomel gaks.. Wahahahaa...

Smlm lak (Ahad) pergi umah Mak Tam utk tujuan yg sama. Kali ni menu mee kuah, nasi himpit + rendang ayam yg baru disembelih (mmg sedap nak mampos2), jemput2, agar2, sup ayam azeno buat n agar2 susu yg jadik tau foo fah sbb terlalu byk air.. HUhuuu.. (tu aku ler yg buat. 1st try - FAIL! Tapi rasa tak fail sgt.. rupa je fail.) Sengkak lagi untuk mlm yg kedua. Dlm pada sengkak2 tu, masa lepak2 kat depan layan si kecik suhaila tgk citer putih, kudapan kerepek yg mak tam saji tuh licin jugak. Kuang3... hebats sey... Dua hari straight perut penuh mengalahkan bulan2 tak puasa.. Isk.. habis dayet. :( Takpe... rezeki. :)

Tinggal
Dlm keghairahan nak g skul cepat arini, tetinggal phone ler pulok kat umah. Huhuhu... dah la tgh charging tadik. Hmm.. nak g amek jauh ler pulak. Rasa2nya takpe kot kan? Tinggal tercharge lama sket. Takut kang battery dia cam kong sket la. Isk.. teruk betui... :p Hope ok la mende tuh... Huhuhu.. Br ingat nak call aunty, nak mintak dia ajar buat apricot pie blk nnt... sbb nura mengidam nak makan home baked pie pulok. Tak buat, tak sampai hati.. kempunan lak anak buah dlm perut tuh karang. Hissyyy... nnt when its my turn, siap hang.. balas balik.. nak hang masak kat aku. kalau tak sedap suh buat lain.. Nanti aku nak megidam mkn kek lapis asam senipis2nya... hang yang kena buat... takmo tebal2 mcm aritu...Wahahahaha... ]:D

Cheers!