*Cough..cough..cough... flu..flu..flu..phlegm..phlegm..phlegm* *Sroottt...sroottt..*(mencapai tisu yang dipau dari aznor dan mengelap hidung yang berair.) Arini cam demam sikit... takla demam gila-gila demam.... pra demam. Dah lama tak demam... sekali sekala demam cam best jugak... untung-untung bley flush out sikit dosa-dosa yang lalu.. hehhe... harap-harapnya la kan... tapi kang kalau berharap kang... cam tak ikhlas jek meredhai penyakit nih... cam mengharapkan balasan lak atas meredhai sesuatu perkara..... mana ikhlas cenggitu kan? Isk...

Apepon, hari-hari yang lepas rasa sgt cepat berlalu.. Isk.. tak sangka... my last post was like one week ago... Ish..ish... bahana jumpa ngan 2nd supervisor kan... oh..that and balik umah aritu.. lupa plak... Isk.. sah banyak brain cells dah mati nih.. hari pun lupa... Dahla tu... isnin lepas, Dr K email tanya progress pulak tuh.. adeiii... Amende la yang aku karangkan dalam reply haritu... tapi rasanya reply tu mesti tak relevan dengan soalan dia yang tanya ada progress ke tak... hmm.. tak kesah la.. jawab mesti jawab... hehe..tapi bagusla... pahat nih kalau tak ditukul takmo bergerak...

Semalam pergi K.Kangsar ngan azeno... pepagi dah kejut azno mintak dia tlg teman gi kuala, nak ziarah arwah Pak Lang. Dia meninggal isnin malam akibat serangan jantung. His 2nd attack. Sebelum ni, memang dah pernah kena attack dah and arwah dah pernah dimasukkan ke IJN.. dah sampai ajal dia, pergi lah dia menyambut seruan tuhan. Habis dah tugas dia kat dunia... kita yang hidup ni, tak tau la macam mana penghujung kita nanti.. elok ke, buruk ke.. hmm.. wallahu'alam. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh Pak Lang, dan semoga Allah menjauhkan kita dari kematian yang mengaibkan dan terpesong dari agama Islam. Amin.

Balik dari Kuala, sampai balik ke P.B lebih kurang pukul 3. Masa dalam keta, borak-borak pasal silat, kelas... pastu tergerak hati nak turun kelas kat Penang.. konon-kononnya sebab kesian kat Kak I'ee kena handle byk class sensorang... So, contactler abg nezam tanya bila ada kelas kat penang... kebetulan.. abg nezam kata, petang tu ada kelas kat asrama pergigian, malam pulak di Tmn Brown... So.. kitorang (me and azeno) pun punyalah galak tukar uniform, rush pergi penang. Sesambil tu, call Kak I'ee nak confirm ada kelas ke dak and tanya kelas kat mana. Dia jwb kelas kat mana jek... tak ckp pun pasal kelas ade ke tak.. so kitorg pun assume le kelas tu ada.... jadik, kitorang pun vrrooommmm ler ke penang. Siap berhenti smayang dulu kat juru smpi azno terpaksa menongkah arus nak gi surau kat juru tuh.. seb baik pakcik yg drive keta nissan tu memahami dan berhentikan keta dia di tgh2 highway.. siap sengih lagik.. heheh.. Tengkiu pakcik.. jasamu ku kenang. :)

Sampai penang, jam sana sini, gedebak gedebuk carik tempat, sampaila kat kolej pergigian tu dlm pukul 5.30.. Oleh sebab tak tau tempat latihan kat mana, pergila tanya pak guard yang ramah kat luar pagar kolej tu. Pastu dia kata... budak-budak nih tak balik lagik.. Skang tgh cuti semester... 1 haribulan ni baru depa mai... takdak kelas la kot arini.. kata dia.. So kitorg pun ghoflah... isk... tepon Kak I'ee.. dia konfem kata arini takde kelas... huhuhuhu... so.. tercapaila niat kami.. Nak gi tengok tempat kelas pergigian kat mana.. Nak gi tengok je kan.. bukan nak gi turun kelas... haaaa...hambik kau!

Balik ke kampus konvoi ngan abg nezam sbb dia pun nak gi kampus tgk bebudak sana ada latihan demo... Sampai terlelap.. satu sebab mmg kepala berat sebab selsema... lagik satu sbb dirog bawak keta 60km sejam jek... isk... terlelap, jaga, tak sampai lagik.... lelap lagik, jaga lagik.. pun tak sampai lagik.... huhuhuuu...

Habis latihan demo, lepak jap ngan abg nezam sbb dia nak banje pastu azno nak borak2 sket ngan dia... Bila dah kol doblas lebih, mata dah macam garfield.... start kol satu, terlena langsung... pangku muka kat lengan atas meja pun boleh lena... nasib baik diorg tak buat khianat tinggalkan aku sensorang kat situ...

Balik umah dekat kol 2, smayang, makan ubat get ready nak tido.... pastu kol 3 baru le lelap.... 6.30 tadik dah bangun.. seb baik leh bangun.. kalau tak, subuh gajah le jawabnya. Pagi nih, jalan gi skul nak kasik kuar peluh sket... pagi tadik tak gi jogging sbb badan cam rasa lemah.. hehe... mengada-ngada sungguh.. baru 2 hari start jogging pepagi, 3rd day badan lemahlah, itulah... hampeh! Dahla tu.. semalam punya detox diet kantoi... hahaha.. sampai kuala kangsar, nampak ikan masak tempoyak.. perhh... tak boleh tahan wooo... belasah!! mlm tu plak pekena roti bakar ngan maggi goreng, share ngan azeno... alasannya, kena alas perut sbb nak makan ubat... wahahaha.. relevan la konon... Dahla petang tu menibai rojak buah ngan sotong kangkung kat rosram... hmm.. detox sungguh! :p Takpe.. harini start detox balik... pagi tadik makan salad yang dah direfrigerate sbb salad smalam tak habis... Yek! Tak sedap langsung salad yg dah semalaman dalam peti ais... Kena salad fresh gak baru best... Eiii... kembang tekak... masuk plastik sampah la jawabnya salad tu karang... Nasibla.. sapa suruh tak sedap...

Hmm.. oleh sebab terlalu absorbed dengan kerja, terlupa ada 2 orang punya birthday... hehe... Sorang masa 29 haribulan, sorang lagik harini... ala.. kira korang kembar la.. jarak dua hari... ehhehe.. senang kasik 1 card to both of you. :) ecard jek pulak tu.. hehehe...So, kepada korang iaitu ALQAS and SATRIA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
AlQas- aku saja jek nak wish lambat supaya boleh prolong the birthday feeling :)
SaTriA- akhirnya... ko sama umur gak ngan kitorang...!!

Anyway, i hope that the upcoming year will bring loads of fun and happiness for the both of you.

Especially for the both of you:

To everyone else, HAPPY NEW YEAR! May the year be a great one for everyone, filled with joy and laughter and may we all be blessed all year through.

Cheers!

Loaded up with work since yesterday.. which is good. I really feel that i actually have work to do instead of blogging and chatting and minesweeping. Went to see my 2nd spv today. He showed me what i'm supposed to do, the issues that are related.. and oh boy... he thinks that i can complete everything in 6 months. I sure hope soooo... i really need to get all of these over and done with.

Called Dan's mom last nite. She said tok mak's condition is getting worse. She'd been unconscious for 3 days now. Hmm.. i can just hope and pray that she'll get what's best for her.

Dan is in Shenzen. It'd been four days... and counting. He said he bought a jacket for me already. Yippeee!!! new jacket on the way!! hehe.. but then, that means that i'd have to return his jacket that he'd lend to me before he went to Shenzen... :( I love holding his jacket. The feeling's almost like holding him. Hehehee.

Last day puasa today. Esok raya!!! Oh yeah.. and i'm going back tomorrow. heheh.. berjaya gak pujuk en nazri to let me go back. :) So, i'll blog gain when i can. Getting pretty busy. have to complete the client side of my application by end of this month. Tolonglah boleh! Chiao!

Eeepssss..... i've just been told the truth about my body... present and future... no joke, no ass kissing ingratiation, no pity.. just plain truth.. which was really horrible!!! Hmm.. i thot i cud be proud of my assets... i can do better damn it! :p Okay... the search for six people who could be of benefit to myself has now begun.. ten..ten..ten......

I probably cant go back home this upcoming christmas. Damnnnnnnnn..... lab on monday is rescheduled to friday afternoon. Gee whiz... :p teruk aaahhh... So now i'm short of one day break.. which means there's not enough time to spend at home... Uwaaaa!! i wanna see the progress of our new hse in Sepang!!

My mom just called.. she said.. try la bodek lecturer to suh bagik balik.. hehehehee.... Isk.. 2nd time dah nih kantoi lab jumaat. Tapi tu aa.. sapa suh buat lab ari jumaat.

Oh.. one thing abt Abg Alip... oo.. rupa2nya, he's got someone already... orang UUM ke mana... that day he came to show ustaz the girl's pic... Amboi.. dah couple pun nak ajar org dating.. hehe.. not that i mind though. ;)

So ok la... gonna pack my stuffs and leave in a couple of mins. be back next week, insyaallah. Chiao!

Oh boy.. i wanna puke! Must be too much info browsing. Epoc, Java and C++ is sooo driving me nuts. Dahla Dr kamal cant be reached... mana la pegi Dr nih... :( Helppp!!!

Hey... for the 1st time in weeks... maybe months... the connection speed reached 22Kbps... wow.. pretty good achievement. Kalau hari2 macam ni kan bagus.. :p

Oh man... dont you just hate when you're so full ideas on what to post on your blog when you're not in front of the pc and yet once you're logged in.. the ideas seem to vanish. Darn!!

Oh... Dan's leaving for 3 weeks Shenzen detachment tmrw morning. Hmmm... 3 weeks of lonely nights... ermm.. without his phone calls i mean... Hmm... :(

Isk... argh.. failed attempt to retrieve my somewhat "lost" ideas. Better log off. My head's still aching by the way. yeouch.

Ngantuk lak... better post something up to get me up and going.. hopefully.. heheh. Since yesterday, i've been thinking about the old Datsun that Dan's friend Kingson had offered a couple of months ago. He said he'll sell off the car for rm2K.. good condition, equipped with CD changer, which probably costs more than the car does. I wasnt thinking rationally back then, so i turned down the offer. Now i wish that i didnt. Damnnnnn.... with a little touch up on the engine and paint work, that car would be a real classic. With extra money, i can work on the interior... tukar to leather seats ke... whoaa momma... in 30 years time, it'll be a vintage... Hmmmm.... nyesal! :p

Anyways... what to say... takde rezeki la tu. Hehhe.. tu la.. i should focus more on the value instead of what it looks like kan... isk... CD changer mann... what the hell was i thinking???

I'm thinking of getting myself on protein diet.. since both alqas and satria had started on it. Tak aci aaa... nanti they both lose weight and i dont. So.. might as well, right? When to start... hmmm.. tough question. This week i intend to complete my fasting...qada' that is... Supposed to end sometime mid next week... By then, my kuih raya supplies should run out... so i wont crave them any longer... and even if i do, there wont be any left to munch on... So.. that's great. I guess i can start in a fortnight... yeah? Hmmm.. lets hope that i would. But then... i'm going back in a fortnight... isk.. might go out with aliza and aiza... or at least with my mom... hmm.. okla.. balik from balik, then i'll start... heheheh.... Belum start dah beralasan... cheh.. :p

Okay.. enuff... i think i can resume my read on Symbian right now.... Chiao!

My head feels kinda heavy. Probably lack of sleep from last night's. Remind me not to take the midnight bus back to PB. It costs too much trouble to a number of people.... Susahkan orang jek.. susahkan Dan coz he had to rush from work and send me to the station.. susahkan kak gazi coz she had to wake up as early as 4 a.m. just to pick me up.. susahkan mama and aunty coz they're both worried abt my safety, thanks to the k.lipis traumatic accident... Arghh.. i really need to remind myself not to do this midnight travelling to p.b again. Midnight fleeing to KL is not so bad.. hehe.. i dont mind troubling my brother. ;)

My micro-p lab today got cancelled. I dont know if that's good news or bad news. I think the lab is postponed to Friday. Darn!! Somebody could've informed me earlier! I wouldnt have to go back to PB yet til today you know... Shizers!!!

KL had been pretty good, despite the pretty bad traffic resulted from the Bt Lanjan avalanche. It affected Dan though coz he was the one doing all the driving. So he wasnt in such a jolly mood. That nearly set us on fire on Friday night when i met him for dinner... and i dont mean that fiery, passionate fire.. duh!~ But thank God for saving us from breaking into an unnecessary argument/fight/whatever... :) So the night ended great.

Saturday, spent nearly the whole day with him.... He took me to Chilli's for lunch at around 1600.. which was really economical since we're too full to have dinner. We had fajita nachos for starters and later he had his favourite fried country steak for his entry and i had non-alcoholic tequila fish... which was hmm.. ok laaaaa... but i think that the monterey chicken would've been more satisfying.. damn! Later that evening, he took me to his parents to fetch his mom to go to the hospital to visit his granma. Chum and Ham were there as well... Heehee... thank God (again!) coz the only relatives that i had to meet then were just the two of them.. no aunts or uncles whatsoever... :D

Sunday, went to a wedding with my mom... Its one of her friend's son's wedding. After that, still in baju kebangsaan and make-up laden faces, we went shopping at Jusco. I bought a pair of shoes which was on sale... and even if i think i look like aladdin wearing the shoes, i think it was really a steal. It's leather, soft and very comfortable... and it cost me under 100 bucks when the actual retail price of the shoes was nearly rm200. Good bargain huh? Yeah.. i think so myself.

Upon getting back home, i settled packing my stuffs and the last of the kuih raya into my bag and waited til Dan called to pick me up. Accopanied him for dinner at Kiwi's and later went to the station to get my bus. Boo-hoo-hoo... :p We left each other with sky-rocketing hopes of going for a getaway in Bt Tinggi some time soon... Hmm.... tolongla jadik. :)

Okie.. back to me, my project and my symbian mode.... :p

Do you remember how good it feels to exchage smiles with people? I'd really forgotten the wonders that a simple smile could do until a guy whom i thought was a wacko reminded me of it yesterday. That guy also reminded me not to be too suspicious of others.... something that's not very much applicable in our hectic, modern lifestyle.

This guy i'm talking about lives in a corner lot single storey house at the very end of tmn pekaka. I think he lives withhis family. He looked odd to my perception, thus i judged him inappropriately and make a mental note that this person is "tak betul". Often when i walk through the narrow passage connecting tmn pekaka to tmn sempadan (where i live), he'll be standing there looking at the passersby. Never had i even lift my face to look nor glance at him for i was afraid that he was capable of doing nasty things to me. So called being careful (being suspicious is more likely.. :p). Anyway.. yesterday as i was walking home, he was there as always, standing there looking at people. Somehow, i turned my face towards him and he flashed me a smile. So i smiled back at him and wow... i just couldnt explain what the feeling was like. No.. it wasnt that flowery, seventh heaven feeling.. duh!~ Its this nice, warm feeling you know.. like the way you feel when you could lend a hand to people get it? And that reminded me that a smile takes only a little effort.. and yet you can never imagine how it can make someone's day. So people.. S M I L E!!!

Ok.. logging off now. Have class tonite and since i'm going with a mini cooper, we have to leave here at 1830 to go for a 2100 class.. hehe.. Plus.. i'll need to do my laundry and pack my bags to go back to KL tmrw. So ok happy ppl... chiao!