Of late...
Sigh!~ Of late, saya sangat penat.... Last two weeks baru busy gila sampai tak sempat update blog, menguruskan lawatankerja ke Jakarta. Hari ni datang pulak lagi satu.. tgh negotiate lagi dgn colleague siapa ulak nak pergi ke Manila. Huhu.. tak larat la buat lawatan kerja nih. Orang tgk mesti kata wahh.. bestya jalan sana sini. Kerja setengah mati tu org tak nampak. Kalau kita je pergi satu hal la jugak.. Bila pergi bawak menteri ni, lain pulak ceritanya.. Huhu... takmo pergi........ Tolongla member sorang tu dibukakan hati utk pergi. :)
Last thursday, masa nak pergi jkt, dah ada kat airport tiba2 officer ybtm call, dia cancel, sbb diperlukan utk duduk dalam negara. Pulok.. so, wakil kem. ada dua je la, me n tksu. Since jkt ni tak jauh sangat, and mampu lagi nak bayar tiket, i was accompanied by my hubby n sarah. Sarah's first trip on an aeroplane!! Yang sedihnya, sarah pergi dalam keadaan demam2, masuk hari kedua kat sana baru baik, and kitorang tak byk ambil gambar, sbb mmg tak sempat. Kerja bagai nak rak, masa nak libur2 tu takde. Gambar semua penuh gambar2 events yg dibuat di jkt, gambar seronok2 takde. Shopping pun tak sempat. Huhu.. padahal, org kata kat jkt la best shopping.. Tu la yg tak bestnya kalau ke luar negara on official ticket. Kalau mmg pergi utk holiday, bestla leh shopping.. Ni pergi utk lawatan kerja, tgk je la org lain shopping. :p
Tapi, yang aku rasa best kat jakarta is the way all the different ethnics assimilate into one bangsa indonesia. Diorang ni, semangat nasionalisme dia kuat. Unlike some ppl here, beriya2 nak keadilan utk bangsa Malaysia konon, tapi bahasa kebangsaan pun berterabur, dalam meeting dok converse dalam mother tongue, tak hormat bangsa lain yg ada. Kalau betul2 nakjadi bangsa Malaysia, sanggup ke tinggalkan all your roots seperti yang diamalkan di Indonesia, dan jadi satu bangsa Malaysia?
Apapun, nak siapkan report la pulak sekarang ni... Huhu.. Oh.. and kena diet. Hehe. Haritu jumpa obgyn utk follow up IUCD, dr cakap nak kena diet. Made a promise to the dr to lose 6 kgs by the next appointment (end of the year). Hahaha... as of now rasanya cam tambah kgs adala.. :p Apesal la aku malas sangat nak dayet skang ni???
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Friday, June 06, 2008
Che Det
Hmm.. blog cheDet tak pernah menghampakan. He is so wise and knowledgeable, pemikiran dia jauh ke depan tak macam kepimpinan sekarang yg tak tau la apa yg ada dlm otak dia. Eh.. dia ada otak ke in the first place? hahahaaa...
Ironinya, dulu masa Tun yg pegang tampuk kepimpinan, ramai yg menyampah kat dia.. Semua dia buat kata buang duit. La ni, dia dah elok2 bersara, berehat (well.. i don't think Tun ever rests) sibuk nak suruh dia amek balik kepimpinan.. Baru tau...
Well.. aku pun, utk kesejahteraan Msia, mmg nak sangat Tun balik.. tapi, kesian kat dia.. He deserves a relaxed, laid back retired life. Tapi, dlm situasi sekarang pun, i dont think that's what's happening to him now.
Apepun, tatau la, being in the organization tht i'm in skang ni, aku pun rasa byk benda yg gomen boleh jimat. Kurangkan guna paper, kurangkan trip ke laur negara yg patutnya kalau nak join pun sorang rep je cukup, tak payah la bawak entourage,isk.. macam2la... Tapi.. sigh!~ aku hanya di peringkat gurkhaaaa...... Byk lagi ass kissers di atas ku yg jadik yes man to politician... What to do laaaa...
Hmm.. blog cheDet tak pernah menghampakan. He is so wise and knowledgeable, pemikiran dia jauh ke depan tak macam kepimpinan sekarang yg tak tau la apa yg ada dlm otak dia. Eh.. dia ada otak ke in the first place? hahahaaa...
Ironinya, dulu masa Tun yg pegang tampuk kepimpinan, ramai yg menyampah kat dia.. Semua dia buat kata buang duit. La ni, dia dah elok2 bersara, berehat (well.. i don't think Tun ever rests) sibuk nak suruh dia amek balik kepimpinan.. Baru tau...
Well.. aku pun, utk kesejahteraan Msia, mmg nak sangat Tun balik.. tapi, kesian kat dia.. He deserves a relaxed, laid back retired life. Tapi, dlm situasi sekarang pun, i dont think that's what's happening to him now.
Apepun, tatau la, being in the organization tht i'm in skang ni, aku pun rasa byk benda yg gomen boleh jimat. Kurangkan guna paper, kurangkan trip ke laur negara yg patutnya kalau nak join pun sorang rep je cukup, tak payah la bawak entourage,isk.. macam2la... Tapi.. sigh!~ aku hanya di peringkat gurkhaaaa...... Byk lagi ass kissers di atas ku yg jadik yes man to politician... What to do laaaa...
Thursday, June 05, 2008
2.70!!
Starting midniht last night, the new price for fuel has started. A whopping 78 cents increase!! From RM1.92 to RM. 2.70. Perghhh... berpeluh dengar. By the time it was confirmed through the prime time news, it was too late to go refill the car at that-time-current price of RM 1.92. Long queues were spotted everywhere near petrol stations which even caused traffic jams!! So our cars were only half filled... Sigh!~ hubby calculate semalam, increment of about RM43 for Vee..huhuhu..
I think, fuel price increase is inevitable, but the hike of 78 cents i s a bit too much. I mean... it's bad enough for us who works and has salary of at least RM2000 a month... yg lagi susah tu, macam mana la agaknya?
Whatever it is, what the govn can do is, galakan berjimat cermat, buck up on the public transportation system which i think most people will resort to in accordance to the price hike and control businesses from raising prices sesuka hati. Car pool if possible, and to those who needs to drive, use commonsense! Jangan la dok press laju2 just to stop at the next traffic lights. Don't drive recklessly. It burns more fuel. Drive wisely.
*One of the days yg ayat2 ku tonggang terbalik..Huhu*
Starting midniht last night, the new price for fuel has started. A whopping 78 cents increase!! From RM1.92 to RM. 2.70. Perghhh... berpeluh dengar. By the time it was confirmed through the prime time news, it was too late to go refill the car at that-time-current price of RM 1.92. Long queues were spotted everywhere near petrol stations which even caused traffic jams!! So our cars were only half filled... Sigh!~ hubby calculate semalam, increment of about RM43 for Vee..huhuhu..
I think, fuel price increase is inevitable, but the hike of 78 cents i s a bit too much. I mean... it's bad enough for us who works and has salary of at least RM2000 a month... yg lagi susah tu, macam mana la agaknya?
Whatever it is, what the govn can do is, galakan berjimat cermat, buck up on the public transportation system which i think most people will resort to in accordance to the price hike and control businesses from raising prices sesuka hati. Car pool if possible, and to those who needs to drive, use commonsense! Jangan la dok press laju2 just to stop at the next traffic lights. Don't drive recklessly. It burns more fuel. Drive wisely.
*One of the days yg ayat2 ku tonggang terbalik..Huhu*
Monday, June 02, 2008
Berlagak
Urghh.. dahberapa hari simpan insiden ni, tak dapek nak meluahkan kat sesape. And everytime aku teringat je insiden nih, musti rasa hangin satu badan. Ishh.. takleh jadi nih. I hope this helps to get it out of my system once and for all.
Last week, i had to go to parliament. Boss ckp cannot go coz we have an importat meeting regarding the minister's working visit. So fine, i told one of the officers yg in charge abt parliament ni the day before abt tht. They didnt come back to me, so i thought it was done la. Tetiba, the day of the event, kerani call reminding me abt the parliament duty. Mangkuk. ada ke remind on the same day. Last time, when another officer yg jaga, reminders were given at least the day before. When i told him abt me not going and i've told one of the officers dia ckp takde terima pun. Probably dia ckp la kat boss dia, gred 48.. baru dapat around earlier this year. Baru naik 38 and thinks he owns the world la. He comes up with sentences like this "oh.. it's not abt informing.. kalau you tak boleh pergi, you kena cari replacement. Kalau tak i kena ambil tindakan terhadap you la." Like hello.. drop the act la. Tak payah nak guna ayat2 berlagak dengan aku. Yes i'm new to the service, but i didnt join the service yesterday to not know that you're not doing your job. Reminding officers, cari replacement kalau officer tak boleh pergi is entirely his job. Sbb malas, lepas tu nak tunjuk dia tu berkuasa sangat, bully la lower rank officer nih. dey..poaadahhh... Setakat 48 tu, in 2-3 years kita boleh sama rank la. Silap2, kalau Tuhan nak bagi, aku naik 52 dulu, jadi bos dia. Padan muka. (Hehehe.. tapi kalau niat mcm ni, Tuhan tak bagi la kot.) Amek tindakan konon... Yg dia tu melesap je masa office? Pergi breakfast sampai berjam2.. Apekebende?
Bengang gile org berlagak mcm tu. Macam la bagus sangat. Tuhan bagi pangkat sikit nak riak lebih. Allah tu Maha Adil ok.. Anytime Dia boleh amek apa Dia bagi. Probably Dia dah amek la pun agaknya.. Dia bagi kuasa sikit.. ko riak, sbb tu Dia amek balik otak ko. Padan la dah jadik bodoh. Hahahaha... Malas nak layan orang bodoh yg gila kuasa.
Urghh.. dahberapa hari simpan insiden ni, tak dapek nak meluahkan kat sesape. And everytime aku teringat je insiden nih, musti rasa hangin satu badan. Ishh.. takleh jadi nih. I hope this helps to get it out of my system once and for all.
Last week, i had to go to parliament. Boss ckp cannot go coz we have an importat meeting regarding the minister's working visit. So fine, i told one of the officers yg in charge abt parliament ni the day before abt tht. They didnt come back to me, so i thought it was done la. Tetiba, the day of the event, kerani call reminding me abt the parliament duty. Mangkuk. ada ke remind on the same day. Last time, when another officer yg jaga, reminders were given at least the day before. When i told him abt me not going and i've told one of the officers dia ckp takde terima pun. Probably dia ckp la kat boss dia, gred 48.. baru dapat around earlier this year. Baru naik 38 and thinks he owns the world la. He comes up with sentences like this "oh.. it's not abt informing.. kalau you tak boleh pergi, you kena cari replacement. Kalau tak i kena ambil tindakan terhadap you la." Like hello.. drop the act la. Tak payah nak guna ayat2 berlagak dengan aku. Yes i'm new to the service, but i didnt join the service yesterday to not know that you're not doing your job. Reminding officers, cari replacement kalau officer tak boleh pergi is entirely his job. Sbb malas, lepas tu nak tunjuk dia tu berkuasa sangat, bully la lower rank officer nih. dey..poaadahhh... Setakat 48 tu, in 2-3 years kita boleh sama rank la. Silap2, kalau Tuhan nak bagi, aku naik 52 dulu, jadi bos dia. Padan muka. (Hehehe.. tapi kalau niat mcm ni, Tuhan tak bagi la kot.) Amek tindakan konon... Yg dia tu melesap je masa office? Pergi breakfast sampai berjam2.. Apekebende?
Bengang gile org berlagak mcm tu. Macam la bagus sangat. Tuhan bagi pangkat sikit nak riak lebih. Allah tu Maha Adil ok.. Anytime Dia boleh amek apa Dia bagi. Probably Dia dah amek la pun agaknya.. Dia bagi kuasa sikit.. ko riak, sbb tu Dia amek balik otak ko. Padan la dah jadik bodoh. Hahahaha... Malas nak layan orang bodoh yg gila kuasa.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Two More Years To The Big Three - 0
Alhamdulillah, lanjut usia setahun lagi. Masih bernafas dan berupaya. Maha suci Allah yang mengurniakan nikmat, kebahagiaan dan keselesaan di dunia ini. Semoga keimananku pada Allah makin tebal, Amiin!~
Yep.. another year now. I'm already 28!! Iskk.. tapi, agak bosan ler thn ni.. No friends to celebrate it with. Sedih gak. All my friends are far, far away. Seriously, masuk alam berkerja ni, i've yet to find someone i can really call a friend, who knows me and whom i really know about. Most of the people around me are my acquaintances, colleagues, neighbours. We say hi, we talk abt things but we don't know each other. Ntah lah. Mungkin aku yang malas nak berkawan kot. Kera sumbang ke aku ni? Hehe. Wallahualam. Hmm... Hubby pun jauh, insyaAllah, this weekend baru balik. So it's just another ordinary day for me. Sigh!~
Ish..ish... although i don't really care much abt the figures of my age, but then.. macam nganga la jugak.. UIsh.. dah masuk umo 28 thn dah ni. huhu.. Lagi dua tahun angka dua tu tukar jadik 3... Rasanya macam baru semalam habis sekolah tingkatan 5. hehe.. petanda orang lanjut usia la tu - lupa. Kuang kuang kuanggggg...
Apa pun, be it 28 or 30 or 38 or whatever the age, be happy! Allah bagi masa lagi untuk beramal, masa untuk bersama dgn org yg kita sayang, masa untuk kita bina dan kekalkan kebahagiaan di dunia dan at the same time kumpul saham untuk akhirat. Yang penting redha. :)
Alhamdulillah, lanjut usia setahun lagi. Masih bernafas dan berupaya. Maha suci Allah yang mengurniakan nikmat, kebahagiaan dan keselesaan di dunia ini. Semoga keimananku pada Allah makin tebal, Amiin!~
Yep.. another year now. I'm already 28!! Iskk.. tapi, agak bosan ler thn ni.. No friends to celebrate it with. Sedih gak. All my friends are far, far away. Seriously, masuk alam berkerja ni, i've yet to find someone i can really call a friend, who knows me and whom i really know about. Most of the people around me are my acquaintances, colleagues, neighbours. We say hi, we talk abt things but we don't know each other. Ntah lah. Mungkin aku yang malas nak berkawan kot. Kera sumbang ke aku ni? Hehe. Wallahualam. Hmm... Hubby pun jauh, insyaAllah, this weekend baru balik. So it's just another ordinary day for me. Sigh!~
Ish..ish... although i don't really care much abt the figures of my age, but then.. macam nganga la jugak.. UIsh.. dah masuk umo 28 thn dah ni. huhu.. Lagi dua tahun angka dua tu tukar jadik 3... Rasanya macam baru semalam habis sekolah tingkatan 5. hehe.. petanda orang lanjut usia la tu - lupa. Kuang kuang kuanggggg...
Apa pun, be it 28 or 30 or 38 or whatever the age, be happy! Allah bagi masa lagi untuk beramal, masa untuk bersama dgn org yg kita sayang, masa untuk kita bina dan kekalkan kebahagiaan di dunia dan at the same time kumpul saham untuk akhirat. Yang penting redha. :)
Friday, May 23, 2008
Kecewa
Huhuh.. nampaknya kekecewaan semlm berlarutan dan bertambah lagi harini. Susah. Diluah mati emak, ditelan mati bapak, mcm tu la kira2nya.
Aku sayang kerja ni. Aku rasa natijah di sebalik Dia letakkan aku di sini supaya indirectly aku boleh bantu bangsa seagama aku. Aku cuba sedaya upaya aku buat macam tu. Tapi bila keputusan yg aku amek yg aku rasa adlh utk kebaikan bangsa aku sendiri ditolak oleh org atas dan diminta buat sebaliknya, aku rasa kecewa.. kecewa sangat2. Aku pun tak tau kenapa aku emo sangat harini. Iskk.. Patut ke aku berperasaan mcm ni? Tapi mmg nyatanya aku rasa tercalar. Aku terpaksa turut perintah ketua aku. Cuma aku harapkan judgement aku abt perkara ni salah dan judgement mereka di atas sana betul supaya bangsa sendiri tak jadi mangsa.
Huhuh.. nampaknya kekecewaan semlm berlarutan dan bertambah lagi harini. Susah. Diluah mati emak, ditelan mati bapak, mcm tu la kira2nya.
Aku sayang kerja ni. Aku rasa natijah di sebalik Dia letakkan aku di sini supaya indirectly aku boleh bantu bangsa seagama aku. Aku cuba sedaya upaya aku buat macam tu. Tapi bila keputusan yg aku amek yg aku rasa adlh utk kebaikan bangsa aku sendiri ditolak oleh org atas dan diminta buat sebaliknya, aku rasa kecewa.. kecewa sangat2. Aku pun tak tau kenapa aku emo sangat harini. Iskk.. Patut ke aku berperasaan mcm ni? Tapi mmg nyatanya aku rasa tercalar. Aku terpaksa turut perintah ketua aku. Cuma aku harapkan judgement aku abt perkara ni salah dan judgement mereka di atas sana betul supaya bangsa sendiri tak jadi mangsa.
And You Call That Blogging??
Meluat!! There have been quite a number of MPs yang open up blogs, konon2nya to keep up with the current IT world, yadda yadda mumbo jumbos. When i check their blogs out, apparently these so-called blogs is just an archive of newspaper articles and probably some speeches that they didn't even write on their own in the first place. Come on la.. Get real. Don't just do it because everyone else does it. Konon2 busy la tak dapat tulis posting untuk blog sendiri.. then don't even open up one!
Bengang Semalam Yang Belum Reda
Ada seorang mangkuk yang rasa threatened sedang sedaya upaya nak potray diri dia sbg mr good samaritan. Pantang buat mission nak address the utmost superior of the body la. yg the so called utmost superior tu pulak pantang diajak. P.A dia pun mengomel dia asyik nak berjalan je. 2nd man jangan harap la nak kemana-mana. Early june ni join mission.. mid june blk.. ehh.. 20 jun punya mission pun nak join jugak. Peghak tau tak.
Meluat!! There have been quite a number of MPs yang open up blogs, konon2nya to keep up with the current IT world, yadda yadda mumbo jumbos. When i check their blogs out, apparently these so-called blogs is just an archive of newspaper articles and probably some speeches that they didn't even write on their own in the first place. Come on la.. Get real. Don't just do it because everyone else does it. Konon2 busy la tak dapat tulis posting untuk blog sendiri.. then don't even open up one!
Bengang Semalam Yang Belum Reda
Ada seorang mangkuk yang rasa threatened sedang sedaya upaya nak potray diri dia sbg mr good samaritan. Pantang buat mission nak address the utmost superior of the body la. yg the so called utmost superior tu pulak pantang diajak. P.A dia pun mengomel dia asyik nak berjalan je. 2nd man jangan harap la nak kemana-mana. Early june ni join mission.. mid june blk.. ehh.. 20 jun punya mission pun nak join jugak. Peghak tau tak.
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