Mother's Day
Salam Hari Ibu to all you hot mamas out there!! It's not always easy, but motherhood is so wonderful and rewarding, kan?
Nothing much to say. Had a rather disturbing dream last night. It was disturbing because it was so vivid, it almost seemed real. Thank God it wasn't real though.
Life had been a mixture of okays and not so okays, well, that's life, isn't it?
We're still in a berubat mode. The 'sickness' that MIL encounters come and go, so, i dunno. I'm not a big believer in this bomoh2 thingy anyway. Apa pun, we need to usaha kan? And i can't force my believes onto others, as others can't unto me. So, we all do what we think is best for the situation.
Apa yang aku buat, selain amalan yang guru ajar, tengah jugak nak menghafal manzil, untuk jauhkan diri dana keluarga daripada sihir.
MIL kata semua orang yg dia tanya kata ada dua orang pelaku yang terlibat. Sorang jiran, sorang ahli keluarga. Dua-dua sebab dengki dan iri hati. Wallahualam. Macam tu la kot kalau orang tak faham erti rezeki dan redha.
Apapun, i hope all will end well, and keluarga kami terpelihara dari angkara dan hasad dengki manusia dan syaitan....Amin!~
Ok.. on a happier note.. rasa macam nak bawak sarah pergi Disneyland la... Paling dekat Hong Kong, lagi best kalau gi Tokyo.. lebih best kalau gi Paris... Haha.. kumpul duit dari sekarang.
Ok mommies, have a great day. :)
Sunday, May 09, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
Susah Hati
Last night, jumpa wak yang bantu PILs ubat/halau benda2 halus yang dihantar oleh orang lain untuk ganggu hidup mereka dan keluarga mereka. Dengar macam drama je kan, tapi ini betul-betul kejadian.... All becuase of envy. Ngok betul.
And, because those people tuju kat MIL and their family. Siapa pun yang ada pertalian darah, akan kena. So we found out last night, when we met the wak. Dia bagi gambaran mana yang ditujua, kat bahagian mana. Cara dia buat, dia bagi orang yang terlibat pegang paper, pastu dia baca2 sikit, pastu dia hisap rokok, and tabur abu rokok tu atas paper tadi, pastu dia sapu. Mula-mula dia buat kat hubby. Lepas sapu2 tu, keluar imej orang (muka, badan, kaki, tapi takdela mata hidung mulut semua tu.. bukan karikatur ye..) Pastu ada pangkah kat kepala and bahagian perut. Mungkin kebetulan, hubby had started having headaches and tummy aches a couple of days ago, yang jugak merupakan hari PILs mula berubat untuk membuang benda-benda.
One thing about me, seperti yang ustaz dah ajar, makhluk tak berupaya nak buat apa-apa, kecuali dengan kuasa Allah. So, bila aku tengok benda tu, aku ada jugak rasa macam skeptical, maybe wak ni lukis sendiri la apa ke, walaupun aku tengok dia sapu2 je benda tu. Pastu, maybe, sensing my skepticism, he asked me to sapu the abu on my paper. Huk.. Aku pun excited la sapu menyapu. Huk aloh.. kuar gak imej orang.. tapi kali ni, takde pangkah2. Aku kosong katanya. Tak ada apa2 yang kena pada aku, yang aku fikirkan, my two loved ones aje.
Lepas tu, kitorang tanya2 jugak, if our little girl pun kena. Mula2 wak tu quite hesitant nak buatkan. I dunno why. Maybe he's concerned on my hubby's reaction towards the result or something, sebab sebelum mula dia tengokkan my hubs pun dia dah ckp kat hubby, awak ni baran (teringat kat arwah baba and nura..hehe). Then, bila mak minta untuk dia tengokkan jugak the little girl, he did, and guess what, instead of ada cross, ada satu tanda macam calit kat perut the imej orang, and satu ketulan hitam sebelah kepala, kat luar imej orang tu. Dia pun tak tau apa benda hitam tu. Dia kata, our baby tak kena lagi, tapi orang tu dah mark. Maybe benda hitam tu dia nak bagi something to disturb our baby's mental health or somethinglike that.
We're soo disturbed and upset on this finding. Macam mana ek. Aku tau, semua benda tu datang dari Allah, dan aku percaya makhluk memang tak boleh baut apa pun kepada makhluk lain, unless Allah perkenan. Tapi, it sickens me to the bone to know that orang will go out of their way to hurt others, apatah lagi budak kecik yang tak tau apa-apa, just because of their jealousy. Mak tanya wak, kenapa orang tu nak buat our little girl. Wak kata, dia bijak sangat. I was like.. duh!~ faham tak apa tu rezeki dan nikmat? Faham tak semua benda tu datang dari Allah, bukan kehendak manusia. And, faham tak that you cannot play God??? Bodoh la.
Sigh!~ Harini kepala aku runsing, aku sedih. Tak ada parents dalam dunia ni nak apa-apa yang tak baik jadi kat anak dia kan? Despite knowing that nothing can happen to her unless it's God's willing, it saddens and worries me that someone would want to hurt our little daughter yang tak buat salah pun kat diorang tu. Jumpa pun tak pernah. Sigh~ Wallahualam.
*Berdoa dan bergantung hati pada Allah semoga semuanya baik-baik belaka*
Last night, jumpa wak yang bantu PILs ubat/halau benda2 halus yang dihantar oleh orang lain untuk ganggu hidup mereka dan keluarga mereka. Dengar macam drama je kan, tapi ini betul-betul kejadian.... All becuase of envy. Ngok betul.
And, because those people tuju kat MIL and their family. Siapa pun yang ada pertalian darah, akan kena. So we found out last night, when we met the wak. Dia bagi gambaran mana yang ditujua, kat bahagian mana. Cara dia buat, dia bagi orang yang terlibat pegang paper, pastu dia baca2 sikit, pastu dia hisap rokok, and tabur abu rokok tu atas paper tadi, pastu dia sapu. Mula-mula dia buat kat hubby. Lepas sapu2 tu, keluar imej orang (muka, badan, kaki, tapi takdela mata hidung mulut semua tu.. bukan karikatur ye..) Pastu ada pangkah kat kepala and bahagian perut. Mungkin kebetulan, hubby had started having headaches and tummy aches a couple of days ago, yang jugak merupakan hari PILs mula berubat untuk membuang benda-benda.
One thing about me, seperti yang ustaz dah ajar, makhluk tak berupaya nak buat apa-apa, kecuali dengan kuasa Allah. So, bila aku tengok benda tu, aku ada jugak rasa macam skeptical, maybe wak ni lukis sendiri la apa ke, walaupun aku tengok dia sapu2 je benda tu. Pastu, maybe, sensing my skepticism, he asked me to sapu the abu on my paper. Huk.. Aku pun excited la sapu menyapu. Huk aloh.. kuar gak imej orang.. tapi kali ni, takde pangkah2. Aku kosong katanya. Tak ada apa2 yang kena pada aku, yang aku fikirkan, my two loved ones aje.
Lepas tu, kitorang tanya2 jugak, if our little girl pun kena. Mula2 wak tu quite hesitant nak buatkan. I dunno why. Maybe he's concerned on my hubby's reaction towards the result or something, sebab sebelum mula dia tengokkan my hubs pun dia dah ckp kat hubby, awak ni baran (teringat kat arwah baba and nura..hehe). Then, bila mak minta untuk dia tengokkan jugak the little girl, he did, and guess what, instead of ada cross, ada satu tanda macam calit kat perut the imej orang, and satu ketulan hitam sebelah kepala, kat luar imej orang tu. Dia pun tak tau apa benda hitam tu. Dia kata, our baby tak kena lagi, tapi orang tu dah mark. Maybe benda hitam tu dia nak bagi something to disturb our baby's mental health or somethinglike that.
We're soo disturbed and upset on this finding. Macam mana ek. Aku tau, semua benda tu datang dari Allah, dan aku percaya makhluk memang tak boleh baut apa pun kepada makhluk lain, unless Allah perkenan. Tapi, it sickens me to the bone to know that orang will go out of their way to hurt others, apatah lagi budak kecik yang tak tau apa-apa, just because of their jealousy. Mak tanya wak, kenapa orang tu nak buat our little girl. Wak kata, dia bijak sangat. I was like.. duh!~ faham tak apa tu rezeki dan nikmat? Faham tak semua benda tu datang dari Allah, bukan kehendak manusia. And, faham tak that you cannot play God??? Bodoh la.
Sigh!~ Harini kepala aku runsing, aku sedih. Tak ada parents dalam dunia ni nak apa-apa yang tak baik jadi kat anak dia kan? Despite knowing that nothing can happen to her unless it's God's willing, it saddens and worries me that someone would want to hurt our little daughter yang tak buat salah pun kat diorang tu. Jumpa pun tak pernah. Sigh~ Wallahualam.
*Berdoa dan bergantung hati pada Allah semoga semuanya baik-baik belaka*
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Silver Lining
Apesal ntah.. Harini my language sucks. Sepatutnya, tajuk nak letak word ni.. tapi aku takleh recall apakah word tu. Ala word dalam frasa, "Ada ... di sebaliknya." Bukan ada udang di sebalik batu tu.. iskk.. takleh pikir.. ah.. Lantakla..
Anyways.. with regards to the previous post. Alhamdulillah, PILs dah buat treatment, on themselves, on the maid and on the current house. After this, they're going to move out of that house and sell the house off. They're going to rent a place somewhere closer to our place (like just across the jalan from us, hehe). Kira ermm.. taman lain la, tapi masih dalam BK 9... Syok juga. Bakkata hubby, malam2, pergi sana.. "mak, what's for dinner???" Hehe.. Hampeh punya anak menantu. Hihihi.. Themaid is also moving to Puchong area. Alhamdulillah, dekat sikit nak ambek dia cuci rumah wiken2. Yeay! So, all in all, ada baik yang datang di sebalik kejahatan orang lain itew.
Last week, MIL showed an image of benda yang kacau diorang tu. Orang yang datang mengubat tu guna abu rokok. Image yang keluar, ada rambut kusut2, satu mata, taring panjang... pastu imej lagi satu ada ular belit in MIL's tummy and neck. Memang selama ni MIL selalu sakit perut. Wallahualam.
PILs are moving out tomorrow. Using movers. Tak semua perabot pun bawak keluar. Kind of excited that they're moving. Lepas ni, bila almaz balik pun, dekat sikit, anytime bawak sarah jumpa her cuz. :)
As of pendengki2 di sana tu. To hell dengan pendengkian mereka. Hiduplah diorang dalam kedengkian.
Apesal ntah.. Harini my language sucks. Sepatutnya, tajuk nak letak word ni.. tapi aku takleh recall apakah word tu. Ala word dalam frasa, "Ada ... di sebaliknya." Bukan ada udang di sebalik batu tu.. iskk.. takleh pikir.. ah.. Lantakla..
Anyways.. with regards to the previous post. Alhamdulillah, PILs dah buat treatment, on themselves, on the maid and on the current house. After this, they're going to move out of that house and sell the house off. They're going to rent a place somewhere closer to our place (like just across the jalan from us, hehe). Kira ermm.. taman lain la, tapi masih dalam BK 9... Syok juga. Bakkata hubby, malam2, pergi sana.. "mak, what's for dinner???" Hehe.. Hampeh punya anak menantu. Hihihi.. Themaid is also moving to Puchong area. Alhamdulillah, dekat sikit nak ambek dia cuci rumah wiken2. Yeay! So, all in all, ada baik yang datang di sebalik kejahatan orang lain itew.
Last week, MIL showed an image of benda yang kacau diorang tu. Orang yang datang mengubat tu guna abu rokok. Image yang keluar, ada rambut kusut2, satu mata, taring panjang... pastu imej lagi satu ada ular belit in MIL's tummy and neck. Memang selama ni MIL selalu sakit perut. Wallahualam.
PILs are moving out tomorrow. Using movers. Tak semua perabot pun bawak keluar. Kind of excited that they're moving. Lepas ni, bila almaz balik pun, dekat sikit, anytime bawak sarah jumpa her cuz. :)
As of pendengki2 di sana tu. To hell dengan pendengkian mereka. Hiduplah diorang dalam kedengkian.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Pelik
Satu benda yang sentiasa mendatangkan kepelikan pada aku. Kenapa orang mendengki, sedangkan orang yang di dengki tu tak kacau pun hidup orang yang mendengki. I mean, i understand envy and jealousy. Kalau tak lalu cemburu, tak nama manusia. But, to act on your envy and jealousy with the intention to cause harm to the people that you envy, it's just plain vicious and mind-boggling.
Hubby told me that someone is envious of our family (hubby's side, from parents-in-law down to us) and that someone is using some sort of black magic to tear our family apart. Problem is, aki tak tau apa masalah dia dengan kitorang. Menurut sumber yang MIL pergi berubat, they envied that we're always happy and seem to be doing well. Dey.. orang gila pun tak happy all the time ok? Setiap orang ada ups and downs. Just because you don;t see people sulking in their worries and woes, doesn't mean that they don't experience it. Lagipun, if we're happy, apa masalah diorang. We choose to be happy. If they choose to be unhappy, heck, that's not our problem. Dia yang choose nak sakit hati kat orang, macam mana nak happy?
Hubby and MIL especially are quite disturbed on this matter coz they worry a lot. Aku, aku percaya benda2 ni berlaku, cuma i believe that if anything should happen, it's not because diorang yang dengki tu yang buat, sebab diorang pun manusia macam aku jugak, bukannya Tuhan. Tiada daya upaya melainkan dari Dia.
The funny part is... konon2 pergi sembahyang, tutup aurat semua, tapi minta kepada selain Allah. Seriously, how hypocrite can one be? Pastu, hati busuk nak dengki2 kat orang. What the hell?? I can't help it if you want to be pathetic, can i? Blardy idiots.
Satu benda yang sentiasa mendatangkan kepelikan pada aku. Kenapa orang mendengki, sedangkan orang yang di dengki tu tak kacau pun hidup orang yang mendengki. I mean, i understand envy and jealousy. Kalau tak lalu cemburu, tak nama manusia. But, to act on your envy and jealousy with the intention to cause harm to the people that you envy, it's just plain vicious and mind-boggling.
Hubby told me that someone is envious of our family (hubby's side, from parents-in-law down to us) and that someone is using some sort of black magic to tear our family apart. Problem is, aki tak tau apa masalah dia dengan kitorang. Menurut sumber yang MIL pergi berubat, they envied that we're always happy and seem to be doing well. Dey.. orang gila pun tak happy all the time ok? Setiap orang ada ups and downs. Just because you don;t see people sulking in their worries and woes, doesn't mean that they don't experience it. Lagipun, if we're happy, apa masalah diorang. We choose to be happy. If they choose to be unhappy, heck, that's not our problem. Dia yang choose nak sakit hati kat orang, macam mana nak happy?
Hubby and MIL especially are quite disturbed on this matter coz they worry a lot. Aku, aku percaya benda2 ni berlaku, cuma i believe that if anything should happen, it's not because diorang yang dengki tu yang buat, sebab diorang pun manusia macam aku jugak, bukannya Tuhan. Tiada daya upaya melainkan dari Dia.
The funny part is... konon2 pergi sembahyang, tutup aurat semua, tapi minta kepada selain Allah. Seriously, how hypocrite can one be? Pastu, hati busuk nak dengki2 kat orang. What the hell?? I can't help it if you want to be pathetic, can i? Blardy idiots.
Monday, April 12, 2010
..crap..
Semalam pergi dinner, with in laws, kat pjaya..Kereta lain2,in laws kereta diorang, kitorg kereta sendiri. In laws sampai awal dr kitorg kat situ. Bila kitorg nk g park kereta, pass by kereta in laws, FIL park kereta senget sket, so hubby made a remark; dia kata "bapak park kereta macam crap." So takpe, it ended there.
When we were having dinner, tiba2 anak aku cakap,"Tok Bapak, daddy said you parked you car like crap!" Hahaha.. Ingat pulak dia nak mengadu kat tok bapak dia..sigh. Sabar je la anakku itew..
Macam-macam..
Semalam pergi dinner, with in laws, kat pjaya..Kereta lain2,in laws kereta diorang, kitorg kereta sendiri. In laws sampai awal dr kitorg kat situ. Bila kitorg nk g park kereta, pass by kereta in laws, FIL park kereta senget sket, so hubby made a remark; dia kata "bapak park kereta macam crap." So takpe, it ended there.
When we were having dinner, tiba2 anak aku cakap,"Tok Bapak, daddy said you parked you car like crap!" Hahaha.. Ingat pulak dia nak mengadu kat tok bapak dia..sigh. Sabar je la anakku itew..
Macam-macam..
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Light at the end of a week of misery
Today was such an eventful day. Alhamdulillah. Something to lift up my spirits after such a misery-filled week.
Last week, got home late from work 4 out of 5 days. If i was getting paid like you people in the private sector, maybe i won't complaint much. But, seriously, i don't think i'm paid enough to take this crap. I had to take my daughter to the office, get out of office at around 8, feed her takeouts (READ: junk! and i bloody hate it!), put her to bed later than her bed time (nearly 10pm when her bedtime's supposed to be before 9.30) and wake her up as usual (6.45am) the next morning. If i'm not married yet, i probably won't mind staying late at the office, but now, i've other commitments, i can't afford to go back late. What more with my husband being away, and i'm without a maid, i really can't handle it and it stresses me out so much!
My boss is good at her job. She's resourceful and guides. But, she also shouts a lot, impatient and will shout at you in meetings! She also expects everybody to be a workaholic like her (yes, that's what i think she is, a workaholic). We get off for lunch at around 1.20 pm (at least for me), and finish by 2. She tells me that i go back early when i get back at 5.30 pm. Like duh!~ It stresses me out because it doesn't just affect me, it affects my little girl as well. And i truly farking hate it! What makes it worse, i can't muster up the courage to actually confront her and talk about it. Last time she yelled at one of the office boys for not waiting up until she finishes a meeting (the meeting ended way after office hours). That office boy had to pick up the kids from school etc. The way she said it was like, she don't wanna know about his problems, he's gotta find a way around it. That incident heightens my hesitation to confront her. But last week, i really broke down. Hubby's away, i had no one to talk to (no, i don't feel comfortable discussing my woes with colleagues, and i hardly have any friends here, in my hometown. pathetic, i know). So yeah, it was one hell of a week, literally.
So today, i woke up early, sarah was up early and we went to putrajaya yet again, to go and see the hot air balloons. There's this hot air balloon carnival going on since thursday. The fancy hot air balloons shaped in darth vader, a pair of jeans and other interesting stuffs are only up really early in the morning, when the air is cool. After 9, only the smaller, basic hot air balloons operates, and yes, you can have a ride in it for 10 bucks a ride. But, when i got there at 8.45, the parking was scarce, and the the tickets for the morning session had sold out.
Anyways, we strolled along the lake banks and enjoyed the view of floating hot air balloons. We did get close to the field where the hot air balloons were. Yang kelakarnya, i asked this guy with a fancy camera to take a photo of me and sarah with the balloons in the background. Mamat tu boleh tak reti amek gambar pakai phone camera?? ye lah, dia dah biasa pakai camera canggih. Huhu. Dok dia fumbling with my camera phone, his other photographer buddies came by and shot our photos with their cameras. Rasa macam selebriti pulak sekajap. tiba-tiba ramaipulak photographer amek gambar i kan. Hehe. Anak i lagi la celeb. Ada aje orang nak amek gambar dia, walaupun comot. Huhu..
We left around 11, lepak pulak at the boat club. Terserempak pulak with my sec gen and his wife. He went in to have his brunch kot, and i just spent some time alone with my kiddo, making up for lost time over the week, and after a while she said that she was hungry and wanted to eat. Mula2, aku nak tunggu in laws yang tengah attend club's AGM kat situ. Dah anak aku bising duduk makan, aku masuk la cafe club tu, ordered drinks je dulu. My sec gen, when he was paying for his meal, paid for our drinks as well. Isk.. malu sikit2, tapi macam best jugak. Hahaha...
After mak n bapak habis AGM, we joined then upstairs where they served lunch for the AGM's attendees. Tan Sri Sam pun ada, club president kan. Apparently dia super junior bapak kat rmc dulu. Before dia balik dia dukung sarah. Sarah punya la jerit, padahal masa duduk lunch tu, dia la paling bising kat situ. Penat suruh dia speak softly.
Itu la dia, post panjang tentang hari ini. Not that i have much time to post anymore la kan. Ok.. must get back to work. Have an emcee text to finish. Ada event selasa ni. Aku la planner, aku la floor manager, aku la emcee, aku la penceramah... ye.. aku sorang je makhluk kat bahagian tu (padahal, bukan unit aku punya kerja pun patutnya).... sigh!
Today was such an eventful day. Alhamdulillah. Something to lift up my spirits after such a misery-filled week.
Last week, got home late from work 4 out of 5 days. If i was getting paid like you people in the private sector, maybe i won't complaint much. But, seriously, i don't think i'm paid enough to take this crap. I had to take my daughter to the office, get out of office at around 8, feed her takeouts (READ: junk! and i bloody hate it!), put her to bed later than her bed time (nearly 10pm when her bedtime's supposed to be before 9.30) and wake her up as usual (6.45am) the next morning. If i'm not married yet, i probably won't mind staying late at the office, but now, i've other commitments, i can't afford to go back late. What more with my husband being away, and i'm without a maid, i really can't handle it and it stresses me out so much!
My boss is good at her job. She's resourceful and guides. But, she also shouts a lot, impatient and will shout at you in meetings! She also expects everybody to be a workaholic like her (yes, that's what i think she is, a workaholic). We get off for lunch at around 1.20 pm (at least for me), and finish by 2. She tells me that i go back early when i get back at 5.30 pm. Like duh!~ It stresses me out because it doesn't just affect me, it affects my little girl as well. And i truly farking hate it! What makes it worse, i can't muster up the courage to actually confront her and talk about it. Last time she yelled at one of the office boys for not waiting up until she finishes a meeting (the meeting ended way after office hours). That office boy had to pick up the kids from school etc. The way she said it was like, she don't wanna know about his problems, he's gotta find a way around it. That incident heightens my hesitation to confront her. But last week, i really broke down. Hubby's away, i had no one to talk to (no, i don't feel comfortable discussing my woes with colleagues, and i hardly have any friends here, in my hometown. pathetic, i know). So yeah, it was one hell of a week, literally.
So today, i woke up early, sarah was up early and we went to putrajaya yet again, to go and see the hot air balloons. There's this hot air balloon carnival going on since thursday. The fancy hot air balloons shaped in darth vader, a pair of jeans and other interesting stuffs are only up really early in the morning, when the air is cool. After 9, only the smaller, basic hot air balloons operates, and yes, you can have a ride in it for 10 bucks a ride. But, when i got there at 8.45, the parking was scarce, and the the tickets for the morning session had sold out.
Anyways, we strolled along the lake banks and enjoyed the view of floating hot air balloons. We did get close to the field where the hot air balloons were. Yang kelakarnya, i asked this guy with a fancy camera to take a photo of me and sarah with the balloons in the background. Mamat tu boleh tak reti amek gambar pakai phone camera?? ye lah, dia dah biasa pakai camera canggih. Huhu. Dok dia fumbling with my camera phone, his other photographer buddies came by and shot our photos with their cameras. Rasa macam selebriti pulak sekajap. tiba-tiba ramaipulak photographer amek gambar i kan. Hehe. Anak i lagi la celeb. Ada aje orang nak amek gambar dia, walaupun comot. Huhu..
We left around 11, lepak pulak at the boat club. Terserempak pulak with my sec gen and his wife. He went in to have his brunch kot, and i just spent some time alone with my kiddo, making up for lost time over the week, and after a while she said that she was hungry and wanted to eat. Mula2, aku nak tunggu in laws yang tengah attend club's AGM kat situ. Dah anak aku bising duduk makan, aku masuk la cafe club tu, ordered drinks je dulu. My sec gen, when he was paying for his meal, paid for our drinks as well. Isk.. malu sikit2, tapi macam best jugak. Hahaha...
After mak n bapak habis AGM, we joined then upstairs where they served lunch for the AGM's attendees. Tan Sri Sam pun ada, club president kan. Apparently dia super junior bapak kat rmc dulu. Before dia balik dia dukung sarah. Sarah punya la jerit, padahal masa duduk lunch tu, dia la paling bising kat situ. Penat suruh dia speak softly.
Itu la dia, post panjang tentang hari ini. Not that i have much time to post anymore la kan. Ok.. must get back to work. Have an emcee text to finish. Ada event selasa ni. Aku la planner, aku la floor manager, aku la emcee, aku la penceramah... ye.. aku sorang je makhluk kat bahagian tu (padahal, bukan unit aku punya kerja pun patutnya).... sigh!
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Little Hopes
Hmmm.. dalam keadaan aku sekarang, i look forward to even the smallest things that can give some kind of hope of cheering me up, even if just a little tiny bit.
Last weekend, jumpa seorang yang gladly nak give me and MIL piano lessons. The way he describes it, more pratical than theory. Which is good, considering i know almost peanuts about music notes. His approach, bukan untuk pergi exam, but to perform. Exactly my goal. He's gonna call back as soon as he can squeeze in some time in his schedule to tutor us. A tiny streak of happiness for me. :)
Tadi, i finally popped into GNC and purchased a halal certified protein shake, and became GNC member. No, i'm not going to replace all my meals with the shake. It's for those night when i don't have the time to cook anything. I've always wanted to get a protein shake, tapi takut tak halal kalau guna yang whey based shakes. So, i finally got my hands on a veggie based protein shake. Now, the next challenge is to actually consume it. Hah!
Two weekends ago, got invited to this birthday party. The area was strictly guarded, and the neighbourhood's so serene, me and hubby loved it so much. Hmm.. mahal la tapi kalau nak beli rumah kat situ. Monthly maintenance fee pun 300, tapi worth it kot, considering they get good guards. Satu lagi yang tak best, lease hold. Hmmmm... Tapi, kalau that area can develop to be next bangsar ke, people doesn't mind kalau lease hold pun. How much? The lowest 700k. Hmm.. sah aku tak mampu. Sigh!~ Drool je la. Rumah yang aku berkenan kat situ, 1.2m. Memang best la, 2.5 storey, outdoor shower, lap pool. Memang perhhhhh... kalau banyak duit, memang aku punya la sebijik. Masalahnya duit takde kan? So, berangan je la.
Okla.. gotta continue with work, on a sunday night. Black, terrifying monday tomorrow. *Long sigh*
Hmmm.. dalam keadaan aku sekarang, i look forward to even the smallest things that can give some kind of hope of cheering me up, even if just a little tiny bit.
Last weekend, jumpa seorang yang gladly nak give me and MIL piano lessons. The way he describes it, more pratical than theory. Which is good, considering i know almost peanuts about music notes. His approach, bukan untuk pergi exam, but to perform. Exactly my goal. He's gonna call back as soon as he can squeeze in some time in his schedule to tutor us. A tiny streak of happiness for me. :)
Tadi, i finally popped into GNC and purchased a halal certified protein shake, and became GNC member. No, i'm not going to replace all my meals with the shake. It's for those night when i don't have the time to cook anything. I've always wanted to get a protein shake, tapi takut tak halal kalau guna yang whey based shakes. So, i finally got my hands on a veggie based protein shake. Now, the next challenge is to actually consume it. Hah!
Two weekends ago, got invited to this birthday party. The area was strictly guarded, and the neighbourhood's so serene, me and hubby loved it so much. Hmm.. mahal la tapi kalau nak beli rumah kat situ. Monthly maintenance fee pun 300, tapi worth it kot, considering they get good guards. Satu lagi yang tak best, lease hold. Hmmmm... Tapi, kalau that area can develop to be next bangsar ke, people doesn't mind kalau lease hold pun. How much? The lowest 700k. Hmm.. sah aku tak mampu. Sigh!~ Drool je la. Rumah yang aku berkenan kat situ, 1.2m. Memang best la, 2.5 storey, outdoor shower, lap pool. Memang perhhhhh... kalau banyak duit, memang aku punya la sebijik. Masalahnya duit takde kan? So, berangan je la.
Okla.. gotta continue with work, on a sunday night. Black, terrifying monday tomorrow. *Long sigh*
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