Spent Nuzul Qur'an in penang.. shopping.. hehe. bertuah punye pompuan.. hehe.. k'jaan bagik cuti suh duk umah, tambah amal ibadat bebulan pose nih.. ini tidak.. pegi dating, pegi shopping... isk... dahla tak beli pape.. :( Huhuhu...

I was aiming to buy this baju kurung, its white with pink embroideries. Sweet looking la that baju.. even Dan agreed that i should take it.. So nak pergi la try on... There was only one set yang size L but it was stained.. so.. malas aa nak try pun.. there was another set, tapi size M.. hmm.. so.. tried it on je la...

Went into the fitting room, *everyone waited outside (of course la kan.. duh to me..) [*everyone=Dan,Nura,Nura's mom,Farah]. Yah!yah! Took a deep breath.... and tried on the kain... uh.. a bit more... oh wow! perfect fit!! Perhh.. me? fitting in size M?? without having to remove my pants?? Hehhe.. Cayala!!! ok..ok... try baju pulak... shouldnt b any problem... ok... dont have to remove the shirt lah... yah!yah! Hmm... alamak.. apesal namapk kecik jek baju nih... takpe. takpe.. just put it on... Fits!!! tapi.. a little tight around the bum... argghhh rats! so... tak jadik la beli baju tu.. :( Tak dapat aaa tambah baju raya lagik satu... selamat aa $$ dlm BBC.. heheh.

Manyak mende nak post.. but currently tak boleh la. The pain in my shoulder blades are too stinging that i cant concentrate on blogging.. arghhh.... kak teh tadekla.. sape nak tlh urut nih.. :( saba.. saba.. ujian bulan pose..

So.. ok la.. selamat bbuka puasa everyone.

**P/S: Honey i miss you so much!! Hmm... apply la cathay pacific... then we can live in HK.. then at least i'll be somewhere else than M'sia... huhuhu.. like my friends... huhu... kenapa sume org abroad nih???

BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND
FULFILL MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

I look and stare so deep in your eyes,
I touch on you more and more every time,
When you leave I'm begging you not to go,
Call your name two or three times in a row,
Such a funny thing for me to try to explain,
How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame.
'Cuz I know I don't understand,
Just how your love your doing no one else can.

I'm feelin kind of n-a-s-t-y
I might just take you home with me
Baby the minute i feel your energy
Your vibe's just taken over me
Start feelin so crazy babe
I feel the funk coming over me
I don't know what's gotten into me
The rhythm's got me feelin so crazy babe

All i can say is... Beyonce kicks ass!!

Hmm.... no more fussing abt tiket balik raya. Most probably ikut kak gazi balik kot... lepas kelas mlm jumaat 21 h/b nanti. Kak gazi kate dia nak convoy ngan abg nezam. Okay aa tuh. hehe.. leh bagik ija jeles. Mesti besh... :) But then, kena turun kat Seremban aaa... but then tak kesah jek... coz i can take the commuter to KL Sentral and take putra lrt from there. Yesss!!... sempat jumpe athirah. Hopefully i can get a digital camera by then.. so that i can take pics of her, aryssa bila balik kg nnt, amirul bile g umah nura and maybe even piccies of almas if i see her during raya at dan's parents. Hikhik.. suke!suke! Tapi.. tolongla ada digital camera fair before i go back for raya.. desperately in need to go to one. Sebabnya, a digital camera costs like 200 bucks lesser in those fairs than in shops. Plus, they give away freebies as well. I'm aiming to get the Minolta Dimage X20... anyone has any comments on that camera??

Tak sabarnye nak balik kg for raya. Even if raya is not as exciting as it was when i was a kid, its still nice to have that raya feeling you know.. when everyone gathers... salam raya lepas balik smayang raya... especially, masa aunts and uncles pakat2 seluk poket/handbag nak keluarkan sampul raya... hikhik... in our family's tradition, sesape jek yg tak keje lagik (biasanya those yg tak habis belajar lagik la.. hehe.. me included :D) will be given duit raya... and so far the eldest in the list (as of last year) was ermm... sape ek... either abg Boy or JJ... JJ kot.. or.. was it me? hehe.. tak kesahla cane pun.. janji dapat. :) At least boleh gak top up my maybank shopping account yang akan kering kalau jadik beli digital camera tu.

Eepss... just caught a glimpse of myself on a reflecting material.... yikes... i think i've got the wrong shade of lippy on me... a little too copper to match my skin.. alamak... bad buy... aiseh. Tu la.. tak try on dulu.. darn. Should've gotten sth pinker. Nantila.. memang ada intention on getting one more pun while the invincible lippy is on promo price. Hehee... sounds cheapskate huh? Ah well... i have to save for lotsa other things.... digital camera, underwater casing, advanced diving, wetsuit, swimming class (which i intend to start after raya), black strappy sandal, prezzies for upcoming bdays, facials, aerobics, movies.... and the list never ends....

Okie dokie.. sambung on C++. Tadik cam bosan coz the trial program just wont link. Apa masalah dia tah... hmm... just hafta keep on reading la... nanti check balik what's wrong with it. Going off to png later.... mueheheee.. bubbyesss!

P/s: tetiba teringat trifle kat umah zeno.... hmm....

Muehehehee.... bought Beyonce's Dangerously In Love cassette last Saturday. Cassette je la mampu time2 nak raya nih.. hehe.. lagipun, its not like my car is equipped with CD changer... kalau Dan's car ada la... Anyway.. heard it mid way on the way to campus just now and well.. its a sandwich kinda thingy.. slow songs sadwiched between catchy ones. The songs are okay... there was one song featuring Luther Vandross... but i like the song Naughty Girl.. the very the gatal.. wakakakaa.... One thing that really amazes me was her erm.. boobies... hehe.. sorry.. i hope that didnt sound obscene. I'm jut truly amazed you know. On the cover (as everyone already knows i suppose) she wears nothing but a pair of jeans and this beady top... no bras... and yet her boobs doesnt droop!! At first i thought it could be her pose.. but there was this one pic, she in yet another beady top, a turqouise one and she just stood there you know, without the shoulders back pose.. and yet.. wow! Its so different from the other celebs who'd definitely fail the "pencil test". Ok.. guys.. dont go on lookin at her assets til your eyeballs fall off their sockets. Bebulan puasa nih.. behave sket. ;) Hmm... wish i know her what her work out routine's like... especially her routine for her chest, abs, bums.. hmm.. practically all over lah... This gal really has a magnificent bod. Not skinny thin... just having all the fats (and proper volume of muscles) at the right places... yep... definitely a good motivator... hehehe.... Ok.. current body motivator : Beyonce, Thalia... hehehe.. bila ek??? dunno... but definitely before my wedding (yang semestinya lambat lagik!) :)

Gotta settle things about my 2nd supervisor, microprocessor lab helper, C++ project, Symbian OS SDK download...... eepss... tiket nak balik raya tak beli lagik!!!! :p

Its already friday, the 12th day of Ramadhan... 18 more days to go before the moth ends... Hmm... wonder if this ramadhan was better than my previous ramadhans... entahla...

Last nite, nura, azeno and myself went for a little splurge for our buka puasa. We went for a buffet buka puasa in Vistana. Had Dan reserve the place for us since he was there... but no.. i didnt get to meet him yesterday. He had to leave the hotel at 1830 coz his flight was at 2000. The three of us only reached vistana at 1900.. haha.. The food was ok... not bad. They had white rice, pink rice? (i think it was tomato rice), chicken, fish, large prawns, squids, ulam, a variety of dessert and quite a number of selection of ice creams. I tried mostly everything... except the tauhu sumbat and the veggie soup.. hmm... hari ni baru rasa mesti best kalau try... but yesterday i couldnt.. extremely full.. heheh... kire worth la 22 bucks kot. Hmm.. sesape lagi nak buke kat vistana?? jom..jom.. selasa nak? ;)

Later at 2200 last night, we had class at tmn brown. Last night it was about perkara2 yg membatalkan sembahyang.. Banyak... ada 23 perkara rasanya...and looking back, i just cant stop wondering... ada ke sekali pun sembahyang aku yang dikira betul2 tak batal?? huhuhu.. tu belum kira diterima ke tak lagi tu... aiyoo.....

Going off to Nura's later this afternoon. Tmrw teman dia gi Sg petani.. then balik might stop by at Gurney Plaza coz there'll be a digital camera expo there on saturday. will also go to prangin to grab a pair of jeans... if it's cheap enough la.. Hmm.. Dan's nature of constantly wanting to buy stuffs is affecting me right now... susah ni. :p

Isk... rindula pulak kat mama.. arini mama masak ape la agaknya... esok mama balik kampung... sbb pak Uteh organize annual buka puasa dia kat nilai springs... huhuhu.. tak dapat join :( dah la tu.. buah durian kebun pak uteh pun dah gugur.. Uwaaaa!!! nak balik!!!

Hehee... tetiba teringat... it'd been a year now since the last time i brought Dan to see each and every one of my relatives on my mom's side. Heheh... last year, i got him to meet everyone kat Club Melawati... hehee.. poor baybee.. *Winks* This year.. no surprise buka puasa.... it'll be something that we both had anticipated... (yikes!!) return visits to each of our parents' place during raya... I'll go to his parents' in Pandan (been there.. done that.. :p hehe) but this time his bro n sis in law and niece will be there.. yikes!! and he'd hafta come to my place... But since i dont celebrate raya at home in KL, he'd hafta go all the way to Salak Tinggi.. (my granma's). If he's lucky enough, all my uncles and aunts and cuzs will still be there.... heeeheeeheeeee.... *evil grin*

Tapi kan.... kalau Dan tak cuti camne??? Uwaaa..........!!! ombak jahat! :p

.....Everything That Has A Beginning Has An End.....

Went for the Matrix::Revolution premierre last night... and the feel of it is still so overpowering that i'm so very tempted to go watch it again. Won't spoil your day by telling you abt the whole story, i suggest that you watch it yourself to experience the adrenaline rush. Hmm... too bad i didnt watch the Matrix::Reloaded when it was screening last few months. Nyesal lak.. huhuhuuu... Tapi.. Revolution is something really worth the watch, really! i'd strongly advice everyone to watch it... tapi..jgn lupe terawih lak.. heheheheheee... If there happens to a screening of the Matrix trilogy all in a row one day, i'll surely be there to watch 'em... yep.. all 6 hours of the matrix...

Tapi kan.. ada slack sket masa at the cinema tu... not the movie ok.. the cinema.. mmg beruk betul. We went to this Mega theater in Midvalley Megamall... first of all, we tried to get the number from telekom's 103, but the reply came "Mana ada pawagam nama tu cik.. " Duh!~ Then, when we eventually got the number, the gal who answered the call said "No" when enquired if we could make reservations... gilos... then bila ckp melayu.. ade plak seat. isk... Anyways.. mende paling beruk mase dlm panggung aa.. it was 1/7th of the show... at that time, The Oracle was having a conversation with Morpheus, Trinity and Seraph.... about having to get to the Trainman to get to Neo.... and then suddenly... just suddenly, the screen goes blank. Ok.. maybe you thought it was part of the show.. well.. hell no! It went blank for a couple of minutes... probably 5-7 mins... they switched on the lights and started playing some stupid songs.... everyone started shouting, we started laughing... and... thank God... after some deliberate cursing, the movie resumed..... isk... selekeh nak mampus. Now that's something you rarely experience... heheh... Memang hampeh aa masa tu... :P

But then again.... the movie saved the night.... memang best.... to alqas, azeno, satria n diana... Jomla pi tgk lagik.......!!

And to those of you who has difficulty to understand the whole story... well, i think you view it this way. The computer is anologous to the whole story. We have the hardwares of a pc which is the Machine and Zion in the Matrix; we have the softwares, which makes the Matrix. The Oracle is a know-all coz she's a database.... you know.. the database 'Oracle'....Well, i might not be correct... but that's how i see it.

Ok.. enough about the Matrix already. Went to Penang to meet Dan and had buka puasa at Dave's deli. I had lasagna, which was ok... and Dan had carbonara... which was a terrible waste. It didnt even look like carbonara in the first place! Poor Dan... he didn't enjoy his meal. :( I had to leave early, as soon as we're done eating.. and hurried to catch a bus, then took the ferry to meet zeno and diyana at the jetty... aahh... Thank God, we arrived right on time... Phew!~ Berpeluh-peluh... hahahha.... Oh yeah.. talking about buses... hmm.. there are differences in Penang's minibuses and the ones that KL used to have. penang's waits at a stop as long as it takes to get the most passenger it can get while KL's rushes form one stop to the other to get as many passengers as they can... and.....Penang's minibusses are so much slower that KL's... seriously... memang slow. Kalau rasa nak terberanak dlm bas tu.. dah beranak dah, tak sempat sampai hospital... lembabs!

Alrightey then.. now that i've blogged, i can resume my programming... heheh... I was doing it just now but my fingers itched to type in an entry on what happened yesterday... hehe.. now that i had, i can continue my work... for a while... before azeno comes in, bringing along the matrix::reloaded cd.... hehehehe.....

WAHAHAHAHAA..... came across quite an interesting stuff this morning. The prank on crushes thingy... hehehe... Well... knowing your friend's secret crushes is one thing... and knowing the crushes of the people you have 'sentiments' to is quite another... that's the interesting part. ;)

Here goes.. somehow, azeno figured out how to check other ppl's crushes you see.... and.. guess where we landed? Hehehe... i found out abt Ben's crushes... and hey! its no surprise that my name wasnt there... and hey! guess what? I dont feel anything towards that which can only mean that i'm totally over him. Whose names were on his list?... well, the sender's name, a local artiste and... yep, as i would've guessed it... my 'best friend'. Its so ironic you know, since they keep denying the fact that something is going on between them. To them "its something no one else understands... only both of them does." Hah! Puh-leeze!! Earth calling Mars! Whom are you guys trying to fool here?? Duh!~ Heeehee... thank God i'm so beyond that stupid playing around thingy. If there's one thing that i should regret... i think i regret to have such a strong feeling towards someone who just regarded everything as a game. Well... we all have our flops in relationships right.. as long as we learn from our previous mistakes, we'll be fine. Somehow, some people just never learn..

Looking at things now, i'm so glad to have Dan who loves me the way i am, cares for me and accepts all my best and worst points. I'm glad that I love him and care for him the same way, and i accept him the way he is. Most of all, i'm so glad that i could break free from the stupidity that i once wrapped myself in, believing that Ben actually loves me... when he actually doesnt.

Came back from Nura's this morning and headed straight to this room. There was a power failure this morning which had affected the entire campus.. but its okay now. Thank God. Had buka puasa at rumah persatuan tmn brown last nite. Well.. at least theoritically. we actually had our buka puasa at Vistana... no... too bad its not at the coffee house or anything. We had it at the surau coz we wanted to pray before going for the buka puasa. Only at 1940 did we reach the place and ustaz and a few others were praying maghrib berjemaah at the front lawn. Aiseh.. cane nak masuk nih... and while we were popping our heads from behind the wall, the other guys who werent praying signalled us to use the back door... Oooo.. ada jalan belakang rupanya.....

Excerpts of what ustaz said last night.. well.. just a bit...
"Saya ni bukan paderi tau.. kalau buat dosa, jgn mai kat saya mintak bersih. Hang buat dosa, hang mintak ampun la kat tuhan. tau ka?"
"Duit yang simpan dlm bank kalau tak pernah keluaq kena bayaq zakat tau ka. Fitrah tu utk diri, zakat utk harta. Kalau duit dlm bank selalu keluar masuk, takpa la.. tak payah zakat. Tapi kalau tak pernah keluaq, zakatla sikit. Kalau simpan 2 ribu, zakatla 50 ka... bukan byk pun."
"Gheta saya tu kena 16 ribu. Masuk ayaq bah haritu. ok la tu.. 3 tahun sekali.. kira zakat gheta la.."
"Kalau depa mai kelas cik harun, tau baqa' tu maksud kekal, bahawa tuhan tu kekal, dia tu tak kekal, kira ok la"
... and many more.. which i cant quite remember... Tapi, seronok la jumpa ustaz lepas lama tak jumpa. Sayu pulak bila salam ustaz seblom balik. Rasa air mate dah bgenang. Ustaz tanya, hujan2 ni balik macam mana. terharu sungguh. :)

Today, things seemed to go well until just now... baru je kejap tadik.. Now feel kinda funny... macam tak best. Hmm.. must be PMS.. :p

"..lama tak nampak.."
"..itu je la yg slalu awak ckp.."
"..demam ke?.."
"..demam la.."

Isk.. salah ke tanya? hmm... emosi jek kot... org lapaq mmg emosional kan?? takpela.. len kali jumpe bagik salam je la.. takmo tegur dah. :(