Susah Hati

Last night, jumpa wak yang bantu PILs ubat/halau benda2 halus yang dihantar oleh orang lain untuk ganggu hidup mereka dan keluarga mereka. Dengar macam drama je kan, tapi ini betul-betul kejadian.... All becuase of envy. Ngok betul.

And, because those people tuju kat MIL and their family. Siapa pun yang ada pertalian darah, akan kena. So we found out last night, when we met the wak. Dia bagi gambaran mana yang ditujua, kat bahagian mana. Cara dia buat, dia bagi orang yang terlibat pegang paper, pastu dia baca2 sikit, pastu dia hisap rokok, and tabur abu rokok tu atas paper tadi, pastu dia sapu. Mula-mula dia buat kat hubby. Lepas sapu2 tu, keluar imej orang (muka, badan, kaki, tapi takdela mata hidung mulut semua tu.. bukan karikatur ye..) Pastu ada pangkah kat kepala and bahagian perut. Mungkin kebetulan, hubby had started having headaches and tummy aches a couple of days ago, yang jugak merupakan hari PILs mula berubat untuk membuang benda-benda.

One thing about me, seperti yang ustaz dah ajar, makhluk tak berupaya nak buat apa-apa, kecuali dengan kuasa Allah. So, bila aku tengok benda tu, aku ada jugak rasa macam skeptical, maybe wak ni lukis sendiri la apa ke, walaupun aku tengok dia sapu2 je benda tu. Pastu, maybe, sensing my skepticism, he asked me to sapu the abu on my paper. Huk.. Aku pun excited la sapu menyapu. Huk aloh.. kuar gak imej orang.. tapi kali ni, takde pangkah2. Aku kosong katanya. Tak ada apa2 yang kena pada aku, yang aku fikirkan, my two loved ones aje.

Lepas tu, kitorang tanya2 jugak, if our little girl pun kena. Mula2 wak tu quite hesitant nak buatkan. I dunno why. Maybe he's concerned on my hubby's reaction towards the result or something, sebab sebelum mula dia tengokkan my hubs pun dia dah ckp kat hubby, awak ni baran (teringat kat arwah baba and nura..hehe). Then, bila mak minta untuk dia tengokkan jugak the little girl, he did, and guess what, instead of ada cross, ada satu tanda macam calit kat perut the imej orang, and satu ketulan hitam sebelah kepala, kat luar imej orang tu. Dia pun tak tau apa benda hitam tu. Dia kata, our baby tak kena lagi, tapi orang tu dah mark. Maybe benda hitam tu dia nak bagi something to disturb our baby's mental health or somethinglike that.

We're soo disturbed and upset on this finding. Macam mana ek. Aku tau, semua benda tu datang dari Allah, dan aku percaya makhluk memang tak boleh baut apa pun kepada makhluk lain, unless Allah perkenan. Tapi, it sickens me to the bone to know that orang will go out of their way to hurt others, apatah lagi budak kecik yang tak tau apa-apa, just because of their jealousy. Mak tanya wak, kenapa orang tu nak buat our little girl. Wak kata, dia bijak sangat. I was like.. duh!~ faham tak apa tu rezeki dan nikmat? Faham tak semua benda tu datang dari Allah, bukan kehendak manusia. And, faham tak that you cannot play God??? Bodoh la.

Sigh!~ Harini kepala aku runsing, aku sedih. Tak ada parents dalam dunia ni nak apa-apa yang tak baik jadi kat anak dia kan? Despite knowing that nothing can happen to her unless it's God's willing, it saddens and worries me that someone would want to hurt our little daughter yang tak buat salah pun kat diorang tu. Jumpa pun tak pernah. Sigh~ Wallahualam.

*Berdoa dan bergantung hati pada Allah semoga semuanya baik-baik belaka*

Silver Lining

Apesal ntah.. Harini my language sucks. Sepatutnya, tajuk nak letak word ni.. tapi aku takleh recall apakah word tu. Ala word dalam frasa, "Ada ... di sebaliknya." Bukan ada udang di sebalik batu tu.. iskk.. takleh pikir.. ah.. Lantakla..

Anyways.. with regards to the previous post. Alhamdulillah, PILs dah buat treatment, on themselves, on the maid and on the current house. After this, they're going to move out of that house and sell the house off. They're going to rent a place somewhere closer to our place (like just across the jalan from us, hehe). Kira ermm.. taman lain la, tapi masih dalam BK 9... Syok juga. Bakkata hubby, malam2, pergi sana.. "mak, what's for dinner???" Hehe.. Hampeh punya anak menantu. Hihihi.. Themaid is also moving to Puchong area. Alhamdulillah, dekat sikit nak ambek dia cuci rumah wiken2. Yeay! So, all in all, ada baik yang datang di sebalik kejahatan orang lain itew.

Last week, MIL showed an image of benda yang kacau diorang tu. Orang yang datang mengubat tu guna abu rokok. Image yang keluar, ada rambut kusut2, satu mata, taring panjang... pastu imej lagi satu ada ular belit in MIL's tummy and neck. Memang selama ni MIL selalu sakit perut. Wallahualam.

PILs are moving out tomorrow. Using movers. Tak semua perabot pun bawak keluar. Kind of excited that they're moving. Lepas ni, bila almaz balik pun, dekat sikit, anytime bawak sarah jumpa her cuz. :)

As of pendengki2 di sana tu. To hell dengan pendengkian mereka. Hiduplah diorang dalam kedengkian.

Pelik

Satu benda yang sentiasa mendatangkan kepelikan pada aku. Kenapa orang mendengki, sedangkan orang yang di dengki tu tak kacau pun hidup orang yang mendengki. I mean, i understand envy and jealousy. Kalau tak lalu cemburu, tak nama manusia. But, to act on your envy and jealousy with the intention to cause harm to the people that you envy, it's just plain vicious and mind-boggling.

Hubby told me that someone is envious of our family (hubby's side, from parents-in-law down to us) and that someone is using some sort of black magic to tear our family apart. Problem is, aki tak tau apa masalah dia dengan kitorang. Menurut sumber yang MIL pergi berubat, they envied that we're always happy and seem to be doing well. Dey.. orang gila pun tak happy all the time ok? Setiap orang ada ups and downs. Just because you don;t see people sulking in their worries and woes, doesn't mean that they don't experience it. Lagipun, if we're happy, apa masalah diorang. We choose to be happy. If they choose to be unhappy, heck, that's not our problem. Dia yang choose nak sakit hati kat orang, macam mana nak happy?

Hubby and MIL especially are quite disturbed on this matter coz they worry a lot. Aku, aku percaya benda2 ni berlaku, cuma i believe that if anything should happen, it's not because diorang yang dengki tu yang buat, sebab diorang pun manusia macam aku jugak, bukannya Tuhan. Tiada daya upaya melainkan dari Dia.

The funny part is... konon2 pergi sembahyang, tutup aurat semua, tapi minta kepada selain Allah. Seriously, how hypocrite can one be? Pastu, hati busuk nak dengki2 kat orang. What the hell?? I can't help it if you want to be pathetic, can i? Blardy idiots.

..crap..

Semalam pergi dinner, with in laws, kat pjaya..Kereta lain2,in laws kereta diorang, kitorg kereta sendiri. In laws sampai awal dr kitorg kat situ. Bila kitorg nk g park kereta, pass by kereta in laws, FIL park kereta senget sket, so hubby made a remark; dia kata "bapak park kereta macam crap." So takpe, it ended there.

When we were having dinner, tiba2 anak aku cakap,"Tok Bapak, daddy said you parked you car like crap!" Hahaha.. Ingat pulak dia nak mengadu kat tok bapak dia..sigh. Sabar je la anakku itew..

Macam-macam..