Friday, May 30, 2003

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right

And though I can’t be with you tonight

You know my heart is by your side


Thursday, May 29, 2003

Wokey... went for aerobics yesterday.. was hoping so much that it'll be some new instructor..heheh.. ended up the instructor was ooi.. frm fennie's aerobic centre... wakakakak.. padan muka... the one i wanted to avoid most..tu la yang dapat... amek kau...

Whatever it was... it was great. Arrived there later tahn the initial plan... arrived at 1825 instead of 1815... nak buat camne... spent too much time at kfc... thanks to the very bad service. So, when we arrived... did some jogging.. and then proceeded to the sit up bench... there was this adjustment gauge to adjust the feet pads... you know where you put your feet so taht you wont slide down the bench... so.. i started to fumble with gauge coz i needed to adjust it a bit. As i was turning the knob at the end of the gauge.. tercabut!!!!! waaaa... panic kejap... heheheh.. took quite some time to put it back... rupanya.. i just had to pull the thing..instead off turning it.. hehehe.. mane le tau.. At least that was better than the day before...the day b4, all three of us were kinda excited and we used the mini gym together.. and somehow the thing got stuck...hehehehehe... So we had to ask for some help.... and.. one guy said.. "ganasnya!" hehehe.. memang pun :P

ok... hafta prepare some thing for tmrw's presentation... yawn!~

Wednesday, May 28, 2003

okay..okay..... it turned out that my bday wasnt totally a bommer. Later that nite, my fren apologized abt her mood swing and ruining my day... well.. how can i not forgive her? she made up to me by buying me a blackforest cake!! heheheheh...

That nite, when i was enjoying the cake with kakak and nura, dan's mom called and wished me happy bday... then she told me a bit abt dan... hehehe... and... then dan's dad wanted to speak to me.. like wow!!! i was totally happy... its like.. everything nice turned out for me.. all at once!! Alhamdulillahhhh.. :)

After maghrib--> 1st gym session.. did 10 mins cycling, abt 5 mins on the treadmill, and another few mins twisting... and did some other stuffss... and now my abs feels great!! heheh.. baru one day!... Going for the aerobics later today... :)

Balik frm gym.. there was this char koay teau stall nearby.. heheh so apa lagi.. kaka said... she'll treat us dinner.. heheh.. there we go... char kuay teow special... loaded with huge prawns!!!! mmg best! hehehe well.. you know.. you shouldnt waste... all the fats that was burned have to be regained.. hahahahha !!! kidding..kidding...

Ahhh.... thank god yesterday was a lot of fun! :) ahhh.. kinda hungry.. gonna get kfc's bandito pocket later, b4 aerobics.. chiow!

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

Blah..blah...blah.... yeah..yeah..its my birthday... i'm thankful that i'm still here, to breathe, to laugh, to live... I'm 23 today.. well not yet actually... not until 9.16 pm tonite. :) Somehow.. i dont feel quite happy.... affected by someone else's mood fling... i hate it when these things happen! Its like its really unfair.. its my bday.. and i should be happy as it is.. even if i'm not celebrating it. At least if my frens are happy, i will be too... Ntahla.. i just feel that my fren can at least try to be her normal self today.. if she cant pretend to be happy for me on my bday. Maybe thats a little too much to ask...

Last nite at around 11.50 or so... i got a call.. thru nura's phone... very weird.. hmm... its satria... hmm..now this is really weird....The conversation goes like:
Satria: Ko dah tido ke?
Me: Blom..watsup?
Satria:Aku boringla..so aku call sume org..wey..jom gi minum
Me: Huh???Tgh tgh mlm ni?? rumah aku dah kunci laa
Satria: Oh ye ke... ingat nak tanya SPICE... takpela..esok...
Me:ok...


A few mins later.. got another call..thru my phone..Now, its alqas.
Alqas: Wey..sori..sori..ko dah tido ke?
Me: Blom... Pesal ni?
Alqas: Ntahla.. i need help.. pasal azno ni... tetiba je kuar tadi..ingat nak mintak ko teman carik dia
Me: Huh?? Pesal lak ngan azno??? dia gi mana.. pe jadik
Alqas: Isk..susah nak ckp la dlm tepon..nanti aku gi umah ko ngan satria... nanti aku cite..


When they arrived... soal jwb la pulak kat pagar.. and finally, i got outta the house.... partly smelling something fishy might be going on...hmmmm........ So they drove me towards pekan prt buntar.. Aik..mcm nak gi naseer je..kata azno kat sungai..isk..ghoflah... Then.. when we got in front of naseer's restaurant, we got off and there's aznor.. together with piezam, salam n usop...ahah!! i thot something was going on!!! And they wished me happy birthday... Aww.... so sweet of all of you.. i'm so touched!! ^.^ So...had a little celebration at naseer's last night after alqas and satria managed to abduct me from home.. hehhe.. after their poor attempt at lying..heh..konon azno majuk...

This morning.. my momma called.. wished me a happy bday.. so i asked her if i can get a wallet this yr.. and she said "baru ingat nak beli b4 along balik..nak carlo rino ke alfio raldo??" waaaaa!!! Mommy read my mind!!!! saaayanggg mama! ^.^

Later in the afternoon, got a voice message frm aunty (dan's mom) also wishing me a happy bday.... and i'd been trying to call her since tadi..but couldnt get thru...hmmm... As for Dan.. of course, he called me at midnite last nite.. and sang me the birthday song ala marilyn monroe..... Hehehehe.. cute honey! :p Would be even cuter with the fluffy dress on.. ;) Heheheh

Ahhh... later... gonna go for my 1st gym session... chiow!~

Monday, May 26, 2003

Attended the 1st of 5 days-workshop on research methodolgy.. Turned out to be quite good actually... not as boring as i thought it might be.. But then again..its only the 1st day.. 4 more days to go!!

Went to Png on Saturday.. and oh boy.. the trip was sure one to remember.. We got out in the morning, nicely dressed and all (complete with a little make up) and halfway there, i realized that i wasnt as nicely dressed as i thought i was!! Why?? I was wearing my capal buruk unintentionally... i dont know how that happened.. Its like.. i just got outta the house, slip something on my feet and went off... i wanted to wear a pair of sandals instead to complete my ethnic look for the day... and i dunno how i accidentally slip on the capal buruk instead... So.. i spent the rest of the day asking Nura if i look ok with the capal (ok is all i could settle for)... and being the best buddy she is, she said i look fine... :)

That wasnt all... The most terrible thing that happened to me that day... i got suckered into buying a pair of sport shoes which i dont really want. i mean.. initially, i wanted a grey reebok.. but then, i was outta luck coz the store didnt have my size anymore. i thought there werent any other sports store in gurney plaza so i bought a white reebok instead... Then, when we were window shopping, we came across the Y Pay More shop and there it is.. the shoes that i really, really wanted in the 1st place... i didnt dare ask the girl if they have my size.. i suppose they do.. and Warrrggghhhh... I was really cheezed off with myself.. i mean.. its like i've always been a person who'll only buy the things that i really want.. and not settle for anything less.. but that day.. i just bought whatever that was available!!! Damn!!! Tu la pasal... must be the result of bitching about people... hahahha... padan muka! :p

Then.. yesterday.. we went to ipoh.. coz nura really, really, really wanna go see her fiance... so we went there with nura's parents.. We went to Jusco to have lunch.. and had a terrible time trying to find a parking space for the car.. there was this bitch who just 'stole' our parking.. Stupid bitch! Anyway... Jusco was having a midyear sale.. so i bought a shift dress for myself coz it was very, very cheap... like 15 bucks!.. heheheh... and i charged it on maybank... hahah..

So.....that's all i guess.. still working on my new blogskin...tungguuuuu!!!

Friday, May 23, 2003

Hmmm 40 mins before its time for zuhur... right after that, i'm gonna hafta be there again at maybank n.tebal to settle my atm card business... Sure hope i'll get it done by today.

Its already the 23rd of May... heheh... looks like it'd been a year since i've dated Dan. Wow... time just flies whe you're having fun. I can still remeber meeting Dan in irc #ekuiz for the very first time.. mid april.. i'd never think that someone i met online would be the love of my life.... See.. love is found in places you've never thought about.

Approximately a year ago.. i was struggling to set myself free from the ghosts of my past, broken relationship with Ben. And now, a year after.. i'm so far off better than what i was back then.. I'm now truly happy, contented and grateful to have finally found my perfect match.

Once.. i've lost hope.. i thought that i could never love anyone as much that i loved Ben... but i was totally wrong! God had bestowed upon me the greatest gift... a gift of love... in which i'd found in Dan. A lot had happened in a year... we dated, we argued, we met each other's parents (and family members.. Dan:sucker!~) , i cried, he got into the hosp...well... we've been thru quite a number of ups and downs... and still, we're together, happy as ever. Sometimes, things seemed too good to be true... it kinda worries me. But having Dan by my side, loving, caring, supporting and guiding me, all my worries are gone.

Hmm.. just sharing this bit of my lovestory to be shared by my single friends. Dont worry so much... love comes at its own pace. Have faith, coz love is there for everyone. :) ok? Just enjoy being the single you for the time being and widen your persepectives. Love comes unexpectedly, swiftly as lightning... and lightning only strike once (quote:Meet Joe Black). So.. make sure to get totally fiery when you get struck by that particular lightning! ;)
Waaaarghhhhhhh... just got in the office! Its already noon and i've just arrived.. darn! Thanks to maybank. Had to go there this morning to renew my atm card.. Reached there at 9.30 and we(me+kak ina) got numbers 58 and 59... can you believe that?? Waited til like 11... and by then the number which was called was only 22.. so we decided to fled.. and go back there later after lunch. For God's sakes.. how come it takes soo long?? I mean.. i went to BBC before to do the same thing and it was really quick! Maybank should really do somethng to be more efficient.. really! Its like.. i spent my whole morning there and yet.. havent got things done. Sucks!

Hmm.. was working on my new blogskin yesterday... just a little bit more touching up to do before i put it up... Well the design wasnt mine.. obviously.. got it frm blogskins.com..., thanks to maystar design... wanted to put that on today.. but my pc refused to start.... What a day... no.. what a week!... Never had a terrible week as this one before. Why did all these had to happen??? Why???? ;0

Thursday, May 22, 2003

Ok... alhamdulillah... everything is fine now with my pc.. the h/d, the network connections... Phew!~ Soooo glad... just completed some downloads frm kazaa... some of my current favs.. and the dloading were really fast! Wayyy cool.

Had a really heavy lunch of fried rice. Nura brought it home... from the seminar.. arghhh.. shouldnt have eaten so much! Now i feel guilty.. about feeling so full. Can you believe that? This is not the way it should be.. but i cant help feeling the way i do... darn.. mentally disturbed... hahah! Like that will stop me from enjoying my food..duh!~

Went to a masseuse (read:makcik urut) yesterday.. oh and the massage was sooo damn good! I slept like a baby last night... coz i was so exhausted after the massage... probably because my system is restoring... huh? well.. you know... my body switched to relax mode last nite and man.. i really didnt feel like waking up this morning.

Oh well..gotta get ready to go the bank.. i need to renew my atm card at maybank nibong tebal... malasnyaaa....

chiow.

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

Okie dokie...currently working frm my pc.... thank god... at last. Well... the pc should work well now that i've changed the hard disk! It better!! The hard disk cost me like 215 bucks! But that's ok... its cheaper than i thought it would be.. But then it's a Seagate.... i do hope it'll work well!

Now things are smooth..but somehow...i cant seem to connect to my network...some configs must be wrong...write again soon..gotta configure why i cant gain access to the network..i need to get back all my songs frm pizam's pc!!!

P/S: Thanks a lot pizam for mending my pc!~ ^.^

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

My pc is still not working... Currently working on a general pc in this postgrad's room.... I miss my pc so much!! :( Just when i thought of doing my work... bad things happen to my pc... pity pc..pity me... duh!~

Oh good..here comes my fren pizam... gonna ask him to take a look at my pc for a while... chiow!

Monday, May 19, 2003

Aiyaaahhh...monday blues.... what a way to start a lovely morning. Had a tough time with my own pc this morning... i dunno y but the pc seemed to get fucked up!!! Installed the very new webcam, courtesy of my darling boyfriend who gave me the logitech Webcam for my upcoming birthday... the installation went well.. and the thing was working until i tried video conferencing and everything went haywire and i cant even access the pc anymore... looks like i'm gonna have to reformat the c drive... Demmmm!!! i hate reformatting.... ;( why must everything happen today????? Could it be a bad omen?? Heheh.. as much as i would like to believe it... i just dont think so... quite skeptical about those stuffs... Wargghhhh...

Received a letter frm the IPS this morning.. looks like i'm gonna hafta attend a one-week seminar thingy next week... Darn.. What best way to celebrate my bday than attending a stupid seminar huh?? :p Heck...

How can Jenna be the sole survivor???? Gawd... Pity Matt... got suckered up by bringing Jenna along with him to the finals.... sheesshhh... Its a good thing i didnt watch it though.. if i did, i 'd be more dissapointed... :( Had quite a dissapointment last tuesday already... :(

Today is a bad, stupid monday... :(

Monday, May 12, 2003

Aaaahhhhh...sweet, sweet monday.... hehehe.. y??? coz i'm going home in about14 hours!! ^.^ Sooooo looking forward to be going back... coz Dan'll be off his quarantine prd by today.. so i can see him as a healthy person.. :)

Last Saturday, went walking round my neighbourhood with Nura in search of our breakfast.. Had nasi lemak.. my favourite of all bfasts. Not as good as i wanted it to be..but good nevertheless... After such a fulfilling bfast, we did some gardening... getting rid of weeds and stuffs... i even tried planting three pots of flowers.. and whaddya know... kak lina said it'd begin to bud yesterday... hey..hey..guess i'm green-handed afterall.. :D hehehe.... now i can plant an orchard full!!! hhehehe.. Hmm... gardening was quite fun, and as long as it's frog free (yucks!).. i'll continue doing it!

After 1 1/2 hour of gardening, i followed nura home... she has a dentist's apptmt on sunday and we're gonna go shopping after that. So.. spent the rest of the saturday lepaking at Nura's... and had dinner at Subaidah Nasi Kandar... The mint for the naan was great!

Sunday... shop til i drop!!! hehehe... kinda spent a lil' over my budget... sikit je over... hehehe.. like 50 bucks... got the things i need to start serious gym n aerobics after this coming hols... and eyed a pair of adidas shoes on discount... the undiscounted price was rm 199..after discount, only 129!! i told the sales person i'm getting it soon.. :) Balik frm shopping, went to Nura's family friend's hse and i borrowed a few fiction books frm k. Jus... havent been reading fictions for quite some time now... Technical-papers reading kills my writing!!... look at how choppy my sentences are!

Monday morning..... :) counting the hours to go back... ^.^ My bus will be at midnite, which means i wouldnt be able to watch who the sole survivor will be... Darn! I really want to see it!! Hopefully Matt wins the whole game.. i think he deserves to win.. coz he played fair. Where he is now.. he earned it... Jenna is still in the game... and after Heidi was eliminated in the previous episode, i think Jenna will be facing a really hard time... 3 men and 1 dependant girl... she cant survive another day without heidi. Rob has a good chance of being the final 3 together with Butch and Matt... thanks to his truly dirty, backstabbing game. Even if he gets into the final 2 with Matt, chances are that the jury will vote for Matt to win the game instead of Rob... coz most of the jury were kinda betrayed by Rob... so, all in all... matt really have a good chance of winning... unless of course if Matt didnt win immunity and somehow rob decided to backstab him and have an ally with the other 3 to vote Matt out...really hope that wont happen... Hmmm.... will definitely ask Dan to watch it for me so that he can update me with the results tomorrow..... Still...I wanna watch it!!!! :( Apapun..balik lagi best!! :D

Got some mail to reply... especially the one from forum nokia.. :) cherio!

Friday, May 09, 2003

I was kinda sleepy reading some materials for my project.. so i decided to browse about the 7 wonders of the world... Shockingly enough for me, there are quite a few lists! I thought there's only one universal list... Malu..malu... Check these: ( i got 'em from a website.. dunno if the site is well maintaimed or not.)

The Seven Wonders of the Middle Ages:
+ The Colosseum of Rome
+ The Catacombs of Alexandria
+ The Great Wall of China
+ Hagia Sophia of Constantinople
+ Stonehenge
+ The Leaning Tower of Pisa
+ The Porcelain Pagoda of Nanjing

The Seven Wonders of Today
(compiled in 1931 after the completion of the Empire State Building):

+ The Great Pyramids (Egypt)
+ Hagia Sophia (Turkey)
+ Leaning Tower of Pisa (Italy)
+ Washington Monument (U.S.)
+ Eiffel Tower (France)
+ Taj Mahal (India)
+ Empire State Building (U.S.)

Seven Wonders of the Ancient World:
+ The Pyramids of Giza
+ The Hanging Gardens of Babylon
+ The temple of Artemis at Ephesus
+ The Mausoleum at Halicarnassus
+ The Pharos (lighthouse) of Alexandria
+ The statue of Zeus at Olympia, Greece.
+ Colossus of Rhodes (statue of the sun god Helios)

Seven Natural Wonders of the World (Content varies from different sources):
+ The Grand Canyon (U.S.)
+ IguazĂș Falls (Argentina),
+ Yosemite Valley's Giant Sequoias (U.S.)
+ Mount Everest (Tibet/Nepal)
+ The Harbor of Rio de Janeiro (Brazil)
+ The Nile River (Egypt)
+ The Aaurora Borealis (the northern lights)
+ Niagara Falls (U.S./Canada)
+ Rainbow Natural Bridge (U.S.)
+ The Petrified Forest (U.S.)
among others. (me:thats not 7!!)

Hmm.. what i would really,really like to see.... the aurora borealis.... Hmmmmm.... :)

Thursday, May 08, 2003

Went for a haircut yesterday..... Results?? I ended up with a semi bob-pixie cut... Huh??? Well.. it didnt turn up as nicely as i'd imagined.. (i wanted the charlize theron look and turned up getting the hillary swank in boys dont cry look! Uwaaa!!!!) but its allright... looks cute.. kinda like nasha aziz in laila isabella.. (hehehe..i'm trying to soothe myself here). One big lesson i learned... Volumising shampoos works extremely well on short hair. Darn.. the goddamn shampoo made my hair look.. big? kembang semacam.. eeeyuckkkk!!! And pixie cut styles are not suitable for my hair coz my hair doesnt grow in just one direction.. The sylist said that i have quite a few of this "pusar" on my head.. (orang tua kata bijak.. ye ke??) so my hair became clueless on where it should go... the stylist pun pening as to which direction she should comb my hair to... hehehe... at the end of the day, i pushed my hair back... and wore my tudung...heheh... end of problem. Not gonna use volumising shampoo ever again... well.. at least until my hair have grown longer.

Last night when i was ablutioning (does that word exist?), i had a phone call.. and when i checked... i didnt recognize the number... and it's a kl number. So i sat there thinking whom it could be.. suddenly a voice msg came in and it goes like.."Hi Noreen.. ni aunty ni.. Aunty nak tanya khabar Noreen je.." And i was like.... Whoaaa..... Dan's mom called!!!! So i quickly called her back la.... Hmm... talked to her for like 4 mins... and then excused myself.... Lack of idea on whatta say.. heheh... I thought she told Dan abt it...turned out that she didnt!! hehhe..and Dan got the shock of his life when i told him what happened.... Padan muka!hehheheheheh..... :p Hehehehheh...still cant stop laughing....

Okla... gotta continue with work... darn work... anybody knows how to develop an sms based application from scratch?? Sigh!~

Wednesday, May 07, 2003

Hmm... last night i was so full of ideas on whatta write.. today.. i dunno where all that ideas went! damn it! To make it worse, i'm still a bit shaken by the dream i had last night. Stupid dream. In that dream, i broke off into a terrible fight with mom... really bad... and when i woke up, i was so thankful that it was all a bad dream... i could've sworn it so feel like its real!

Anyway.. went for a 40mins walk yesterday, with nura, kak lina and kak zaidah. Guess what... we actually walked until petronas prt buntar without even noticing!! I never knew i could walk that far!! Wow! On the way back, discovered a newly opened gym... and the price is very affordable so we might enroll right after next week's hols.

Last night i heard this news on tv regarding an old man convicted of raping his own daughter. i didnt hear how old the daughter was when she was raped but what really disgusted me was that this man already has 4 wives. For God's sakes... he's so fu**kin old ok. How could an old man have that kind of a libido?? I mean.. 4 wives and they are still not enough for him? Damned, lustful old jerk. What made me even sicker.. he was wearing this kopiah and jubah stuffs... what was he trying to prove? That he regretted the things he'd done to his daughter and now in the process of taubat or something? To me.. he's just disgracing our religion. Fucked up old sucker.

Later, i read an article on rape in Cleo. The stories from the victim brought me to tears... its so unfair. Men are supposed to guide, to protect.. and yet they use their power to dominate and ruin the lives of women. Why? Even sadder, the cases reported usually involves rapists which the victim knows... fathers, grandfathers, brothers, boyfriends... people whom the victims actually trusted.. How could they even have the heart to do such horrid things?... Well.. i guess those male chauvinistic pigs just dont have a heart. I hope they burn in hell.

Tuesday, May 06, 2003

Look at what i've got when i was at my gramps:

Raya 1996 at 45, Kg. Baru Lanjut
Last Row L-R:
Baba,JJ,Pak Uteh,Mak Uteh,Mak Lang,Uncle Mail,Paksu,Abg Boy
Center:Pak Ngah,K.Pija,Mak Ngah,Cik Lina,Pakcik,Atuk,Nenek,Mak Long,Kak Ina, Shameem,Mama,Shahril,Abg Man n baby Haziq,Acik Shidah
Bottom:Zura,Shahira,Awin,C'est moi,Afiq,Azim,Fadzlee,Emi,Amirul,Fariq,Zaki,Ifah


First things first. Blog! Heheh.. it'd been 5 days now ya?? Hmm.. so many things happened throughout the weekend...hmm.. too bad i couldnt blog it there and then. Thursday balik, Friday lepak at home, Saturday balik kampung, Sunday balik kl, Monday balik prt btr. Dan's now at his place, alhamdulillah.. at last! Still, he'd only be free of quarantine after the 12th? Hmm... at least he's at the comfort of his own home, his own bed... and at least he'll have access to the net!

Okay.. lemme try put what i did last weekend chronologically....

Thursday, May 1st
Went breakfasting with Nura before catching the bus home... Spent nearly 5 hrs on the bus... luckily ada diyana.. :) Anyway, took a cab from duta.. and was charged RM10.30.. can you believe that?? Spent the rest of the day lepaking at home, catching up with mama.... After Maghrib, my bro goes off to KL central for his train to Kelantan. His 1st trip away from home without my mom accompanying... Hmm...

Friday, May 2nd
After Subuh, went to the cemetery, as we always do every week, to pay baba a visit... After about an hour or so, balik and waited for Athirah to come over. The rest of the day, helped my mom looking after Athirah. I missed her a lot!! She's grown so quickly! Now, at the age of 10 months, she had started a few steps! She's soo adorable! I took some pictures of her playing around with my mom's red plastic bowl.. and then, i put her in a fruit basket and snapped a photo of her in that! Comel!!

That night, watched Survivor as usual... and that night, Christy got voted out. When interviewed during the tribal council, she was so confident that she wont be voted out that nite.. and ironically, her name was voted the most! hahah... well.. its like a trend you know.. when someone gets a little too over confident... that person will most probably get voted out. i was hoping that Jenna would be voted out that night... too bad for Christy.

Saturday, May 4th
Took off to Kg Baru Lanjut, Sepang right after breakfast, around 10 or so.. well.. it was a weekend.. i deserve to wake up a bit late dont i? heheh.. anyway... drove thru the seremban highway.. masuk exit sepang.. stopped by at bandar baru nilai's mcdonald's to see if i can still get the pooh and tigger soft toy.. tough luck! The workers there told me that it'd been sold out the day it arrived! Damn it! Now.. waiting for pooh and the donkey.. lupa lak nama that donkey...

Had a terrific lunch... later Awin and Mak Lang came, bawak pengat.. yummy!!! Makan lagi! .. and caught up on stuffs with Awin..heheh cool stuffs that is.. about her and Radzwin, about Zura...hmmm... Later that nite, when they went back home, everyone sat down at the dining table for dinner and i was thinking not to have dinner coz i ate so much during the day.. then my makcik said.. "makanlaa... bukan nya awak slalu datang sini..." and my granma went " makan la.. ekau nak kurus mano laei? Rangko bosa tak elok kurus kurus bona.. " hehehhe.. "Iyolah nek!!" So, since everyone insisted that i eat... i did! Hehehe... and did i feel guilty right after? Well.. a bit... but it was worth it!

Sunday, May 5th
Had fried beehoon for bfast... and again, was forced to have a second helping... and i gave in.. heheh.. It was an early bfast, around 0730.. and then, my granma, her bro (whom i called Tok Tuwo), my mom and myself went to the orchard, somewhere close to where my new house is supposed to be built ( i have no idea when mama will actually summon the contractors to start working!). We went there coz mom brought this anak pokok mangga india and they decided to plant it there. It was a nice experience, since i'd never planted anything before... i didnt actually plant it.. i just helped out a teeny weeny bit... And what makes it even nicer.. Hmm... the sound of them talking in minang... I could understand minang.. well.. the basic ones... but i couldnt really speak the language even if i tried.. hehehe.. Around 0815, balik, showered, prepared to go home.... and by 1000, we're already on our way home.

At home, around noon, my mom went to a kenduri kawin, i called Dan at his place... so wished that i could go there and visit. :( Then later that afternoon, fetched my bro at putra stn.. He got us tudung... okayla tu...

TMonday, May 5th
As usual, Athirah came over and she was sleeping when i woke up... then around 0900, she woke up and mama asked me to take off her clothes and diapers so that she can bathe her.. so i did... took off her shirt.. her pants.. and when there was only the diapers left, i turned to my mom and said' " Heheh..mama buat la.." hehehe... dunno y but i have this phobia of taking off a baby's diaper coz i'm afraid that the baby might pee at my face?? heheh... so unready to have a baby huh?? and yet..gatai nak kawin... wakakakakak!!!

At 1430, i forced my bro to send me to Duta.. and then, when the bus came at 1515, boarded the bus home to prt buntar... shizers... i dont wanna be here.. :( Takpela.. i'm going home again in ermm...a week!!

Ok..so that's about it... oh yeah... lupa.. got a msg frm Aima on Friday.. she's gonna have a twin!!!!! I was so excited when i heard i from her!!

Thats it for now.. will definitely update later.