Friday, February 29, 2008

Iskk...

Baru nak post yg baik2 utk entry 29/2 nih... tapi pepagi dah rasa menyampah. Benciiii!!!

That stupid boss of mine. Meeting/ event yang tak penting, terhegeh2 dia pergi. Kalau benda yg penting, peringkat pegawai2 kanan yg boleh buat keputusan semua pas kat kitorg yg kecik2 ni yg pegi. Bongok ke hape. Tak reti nak prioritize. Buduh tak boleh nak ajar... pandai.. mmg tak langsung. Bengang betul la. Panggil meeting last minit satu hal la pulak. Eiii.. bengang gue. Nak mintak duit takat on paper je berani.. bila kena present memasing cabut. Takde maknanye.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Taking a breather

Yawn!~ posting sesambil menunggu rambut kering. Lately nih malam2 baru dapat mandi.. Daddy takde nak entertain sarah while mommy mandi. Yang sarah pulak asyik clingy semacam. Letak dalam cot kejap nak pi toilet pun dia nangis. Sigh!~ Can't blame her on her increased separation anxiety. It's a sign that she's maturing (so the book What To Expect The First Year said).

Pening. 17 nih i'm scheduled to go for kursus kepimpinan, kursus wajib @ btn. Perlu pergi kursus ni utk kenaikan pangkat. Invitation utk mengikuti kursus ni dibuat ikut batch. Problemnya, Dan won't be back from detachment yet at that time. Dan will only be back on the 20th and i'll be returning on the 21st. Sarah nak tinggal dgn sape pun tak tau. Nak tinggal with tok mak n tok bapak dia, they're quite old now to be taking care of a buas little girl.. Takut diorang takleh nak handle. Tapi, with them sarah can still go to school during the day. Nak tinggal ngn mama, mama sorang2... terganggu lak dia nak solat ke, nak buat keje ke sbb takde org nak assist dia, plus takde sape nak htr sarah pergi nursery. Penting pergi nursery ni.. sbb it's her routine. It's important that she sticks to her routine when there's something happening, i.e mommy or daddy's away (or in this case both). Sticking to her routine means that she has something predictable to hold on to, amidst all the unpredictable things happening around her, giving her at least some (even if only a miniscule) sense of security. Sigh!~ Timing tak sesuai betullah. *Please God, let me find a way*

Balik BTN nih kene amek cuti sesame ngn Dan nih... nak spend time dgn sarah. Sian dia asyik kene tinggal je.

Yawn!~ Better retire to bed now before sarah wakes up for her night feeding.

BTW, lupa pulak nak congratulate a very dear buddy for the very good news!! Congrats buddy!!! *Identiti dan the good news - biarlah rahsia... hehehe*

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Sneak Preview

This is a strip of shots taken from sarah's birthday party last friday. A nice sneak preview from our friendly photographer, KC. :)

Sunday, February 24, 2008

The Princess Is One!!

Yep.. last friday, genap sarah aiesha 1 tahun!! Alhamdulillah. We threw her a moderate birthday party at her school among her friends and teachers as well as her nenek, paksu pali, tok mak and tok bapak. Her kakak almaz also called her to wish her a happy birthday all the way from Doha. Hmm.. mommy and daddy wishes that the birthday had been better.. but it was the best that we could pull out for you given the circumstances. Sorry little princess.. it wasn't as fairytale-like as mommy would've wanted it to be. However, mommy do think that it was a nice party anyway. We had mihun sup, cuppies, goodie bags (thanks a lot to tok mak and tok bapak for all those party packs) and also we had lots of FUN!! Many thanks to the teachers of Taska Zrin for helping us make the party as fun as it can be. The other 2 parties are postponed, until daddy comes back.. that's in 26 days... yep.. 26 looonnggg days for mommy. Sigh!~

The night before the party, i flew in from Langkawi, where i had to attend a five-day-course. Kesian sarah. One week her mommy's away, and then for the next three weeks, her daddy's away. All of which makes her separation anxiety worse. Sigh!~

So many things in my mind... yet i can't get it into words that can be posted.. must be the election fever. Hehehe.. takde kena mengena.Yawn!~ Off to bed now... the sooner i go to bed, the less awake time without hubby i'll have. :)

**Missing hubby so very, very, VERY much...** sniff..sniff..

Friday, February 15, 2008

Kawan kawan
Salam kepada kawan2 yg jauh dan dekat...
Huhuhu... bila korang nak update blog korang????
Aku selalu menjenguk.. tapi posting yg sama... tertanya2 apa khabar korang di sana...
Korang ok ke??? Bz sangat2 eh? Huhu....
Rindu kat korang.

Me, procrastinator
Lagi seminggu to sarah's 1st bday!! Plan nak buat 3 parties still on, tapi 2 more parties kena postpone.. sbb nak dekat pilihanraya (macam ler aku yg nak bertanding) n daddy sarah kena pergi detachment 27 hari. So next mth la kot. Hehehe...

Anyways, next friday will be her first bday party, buat kat nursery among her friends and teachers, plus grandparents, plus probably a few colleagues from the office. Nak jemput kengkawan cam jauh sgt pulak. Tempah cupcakes je utk sarah, senang nak distribute and senang dimakan. Pastu food mintak tlg cikgu nursery dia prepare mihun sup. Nak kena gi beli barang la weekend ni. All the party trinkets and party packs tak start lagi... Uwaaaa... siap termimpi2 lagi smlm. Huhu.. Sedey. Kena mintak tlg mak handle party packs ler nampaknya. Nak buat snirik mmg tak sempat... thanks to my procrastinating nature. Urghhh... marah kat diri snirik. :p

On monday nak kena gi langkawi plak, pergi kursus wajib. Patut smpi friday, tapi i requested to go back on thursday night. At least i've attended every scheduled ceramah la.. Mlm tu ada dinner je. So friday nnt boleh terus pergi nursery awal siapkan deco sket2.. :D

Sigh!~ Nak setahun dah sarah... Rasa mcm baru lagi tersengih2 tak boleh tidur bila tested positive for pregnancy.. Dah besar dah my little princess. (Berat dia pun dah naik & pipi pun dah loyot sket. Yeay!!)

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Loooooooooooooong Sunday

First and foremost, congratulations aznor & fazli on their wedding last sunday. You both looked great and the majlis was beautiful. Lega dah pakcik & makcik naaa...

The kenduri day was tha last day of a pretty long cny holiday. We started our journey to ipoh pretty early.. 7.15 dah keluar. Around 10-ish sampai to mak & bapak's ipoh house in silibin. Lepak there for a while, mandikan little princess, siap2 then aroound 11.30 we're on our way to the wedding. *Was supposed to leave earlier but i had some problems with adonning my batik pareo* We expected to be at the wedding at around 12..tapi ada road closure pulak.. takboleh guna hiway, we had to through the trunk road instead, so that took a litlle bit more time and we ended up at the wedding around 12.30. Missed azanie by a few minutes. :( Sedey.Perhaps we could meet next time?

When we arrived, the raja sehari was having their santapan. So we had ours, met a lot of familiar faces, yang lama tak jumpa, ramai di antaranya yang nama dah tak ingat.. almaklumla.. saye nih dah tua.. Huhu... Sangat seronok!! Ex-usmers, cekak... sangat suka!

We stayed until around 3++.. lepak2 with old friends. Sarah leka main2 dengan alya (tapi alya bad mood masa tu), dgn danish n abg amirul n kak amni... Dan lepak tgk tv.. cerita azura. Heheh.. he said he felt old.. hahahha.. Anyways, we were on the road at 3.50pm... There was a very, very bad traffic going out from ipoh and we were stuck for an hour going out from rapat to simpang pulai (and it's only a short distance!!). Then the traffic was quite ok on the highway for the first few kms, and after that... words cant even describe the intensity of the traffic congestion. We're like moving 30km/h... Sarah pulak dengan poopie sampai 2 kalinya. RnR tak boleh nak masuk sbb very, very long queue and we had to just change sarah's diaper at the car bonnet. And climbing uphill and downhill, our car engine overheated. We had to stop at the emergency lane for about 40 minutes before proceeding to the closest exit - slim river.. and it was already 9pm. Can you imagine... 5 hours in the car and we're still in perak!! Had dinner, waited some more until the engine was cool, and started back our journey at around 11.40pm. There was no more congestion, but there were still a lot of traffic. Finally, after a really, really, REALLY long driving, we arrived at home at around 2.30am. Changed, and sleep... coz yesterday (monday) i had to go to work, and have an important meeting at 1030!! (which my boss leisurely escaped from chairing with a lame excuse - i thought it was cancelled!!.. like duh! Anyway, it was good that he didnt chair the meeting. It would have gone ugly and nobody would understand what the meeting was all about. Fucking chicken shit. Nak kena chair meeting in english dah kelam kabut nak escape.) Anyway, i went back early from work yesterday. Vee's still not repaired yet. Her mechanic's workshop was still closed yesterday. Dunno la bila boleh hantar vee for repair. Right now, i'm driving the wira.. and today Dan has to take a cab for work. :)

Nasib baik la ko kawen sekali je azeno..... :)

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Nausea

I was on my work today, as usual with little sarah asleep, strapped in her car seat at the passenger seat behind. Again, as usual, i turned the radio on to mix.fm and just on time to listen to the morning news update. So there was this presenter presenting the news la.. yadda.. yadda, then she came to this news about something, containing the word nausea in it. She pronounced it as "no-zee" when, if she cared to check the phonics of the word from a dictionary, she'll know that it is pronounced as "no-zee-uh" and i was like.. OMG.. and that came from a so called news presenter??

Nasi minyak.. yummy yummy!!!

Waaahh.. bau nasi minyak dah makin kuat nih. Heheh.. mesti sedap, especially kalau nasi minyak tu kat ipoh. :D Excited banget nak tunggu sunday ni. Big event for a very, very dear buddy... Isk..isk.. nak jadik puan dah cik jenor nih. Selain dari excited nak tgk jenor n partner jadik raja sehari, excited gak sbb nak mini reunion dengan kengkawan dari zaman belajar dulu.. Dan yang menambahkan lagi keterujaan sbb Dan will be around and he'll be coming along to ipoh!! Yeay!!

Selamat pengantin baru...
Selamat berbahgia...
Selamat ke anak cucu...
Selamat sejahtera...


Apapun, Gong xi fa cai dulu, ye.. Isk.. petang ni bos takmo bagi blk awal ke?? Nak makan busat maaa....

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Karut

Bengang nih. Pepagi bos dah nak cari gaduh.

Tadi masa tgh bfast, EO datang, kata bos msg dia masa cuti last friday, marah2... adala hal sikit. Yang sakit hatinya.. bos nih nak babit2kan orang lain pulak.. kata me n my clerk dok mengangkang je kat opis. Waaahhh... ini memang boleh mendatangkan marah. Aku buat betul2 karang baru tau.. Dengan bajet ke mana, program jaringan yang diorang ni hadap sangat nak dapat pergi overseas trip pun ke mana.. Nak jerit? Jerit la puas2.. aku pakai ear plug. Ewah2.. sedap mulut longkang dia je nak ckp orang.. Yang dia tu.. panas pungkoq je dok ofis.. 12.30 je lesap... buat kerja sangat la ye? Puncanye yang dia nak hangin sangat sbb ada kena mengena dgn application kengkawan dia. Hello.. kalau application lengkap takpe la jugak. Ah.. bosan.

Nak carik pasal ye... Ok je....