Arghh great!! I forgot my flooble id altogether.. so, now i'm using a new one. Totally shizers.

Yep.. my new template.. been working on it since mornin.. with some help from blogskins. :) First template that i started from scratch!! :) Pretty happy.

What's with the maiden and all? heh.. dont ask... i dont have the answers.

Have a good weekend. Au revoir.

Aiza called yesterday telling me abt her first date with Judd. Great to hear that things are going on really well between those two. Heheh.. yet another relationship that blooms from the virtual world, the borderless realm of the world wide web. Their first meeting place was the same as mine - KLCC.. ish.. berjasa sungguh KLCC mempertemukan 2 insan.. manala tau, if ada jodoh, nikah kat masjid KLCC pulak.. wedding in the park gitu! Apa pun, i hope all goes well for them both. Let there be no more heartaches for her nor him... and to Dan's cuz Chum.. too bad la... you're a wee bit too late.. baru nak introduce to her, she'd already been swept off her feet by her knight in shining armour... Its ok Chum, there're bound to be other chick(s) out there waiting for you... (like the one frm HELP.. LOL!!!)

Asked Dan on his parents plans this Sunday and what i should serve his parents when they come over. He wasnt sure himself what their plan is.. drop by, or bring me along.. yadda..yadda... anyway... i know now that no sugary food/drinks for aunty rahmah.. milo(no sugar) or teh for uncle nizar, maybe some cakes would be nice for unc. nizar too, esp chocolate ones i suppose since he's a true choc lover... (agaknya mmg org yg lahir 20th may ni hantu chocs eh?) and some sardine currypuffs for both of them.. since aunty cant take sugar... So more or less i think i have an idea on what to serve la.... i think... adela kot teh, milo kat umah tu... LOL!! Tak ingat dah since i havent been taken those for quite some time. Green tea ade la. Saturday nih check stock apa yg patut. Lagipun nak start induction on Monday (hopefully i'll be stricter this time!)... so have to go get stuffs. Maybe i'll make some sardine rolls ke kalau tadek kuih kan.. orait la tu.. konon2 tunjuk bakat memasak la.. LOL!!

Hmmm.... elections are coming... betul ah that Dare to Fail punye author ckp.. elections are bound to be on the 1st half of this year... i think Mdm Lilian Too pun mentioned sth abt it kot.. isk.. thru feng shui can know all those things meh??? Anyway, bercakap pasal elections, it is afterall a free country... pilihla ikut kebijaksanaan masing2... Macam mana pun, jangan la overly emotional... kalau parti yang kita sokong kalah, jangan la nak bermusuh dgn parti yg menang pulak. Politik tu politik la.. tapi kena ingat, our main aim ialah untuk satukan bangsa... kalau tak bersatu macam mana nak kuat? Lagipun, Allah tak tolong bangsa yang tak bersatu (kata ustaz)... jadik, nanti janganla sbb nak menang pilihanraya, orang ni kutuk orang tu, orang tu apikan orang ni.... Last last berpecah... Nama je seagama, sebangsa... Camne tuhan nak tolong? Isk.. hopefully, jgn la ade yang extreme sgt sampai sanggup berpecah belah hanya kerana parti politik.

Brrr... its really cold la today.. my fingers are getting numb from the biting cold. Nak kena pakai mittens ni... isk... okla.. gonna go warm myself up by walking around, kacau kengkawan. Adieu!

Arrived in PBtr at 1910 last nite. Life's back to routines. My head aches. Not unusual. That always happens when i start to think of everything at once. Need to remind myself to take things easy.

Not such in the mood to blog... but.. what the heck... My 5 days leave had been pretty good. Went to a wedding in Kuang, small family gath in Serendah... spent time with Athirah, who's now getting chubbier and smarter, in the sense that her vocab has expanded... isk.. makin comel! sama la ngan Aryssa.

Afiq and ifah were telling me how great Mariah's concert had been... Eiisshhh... jealousnya! They said that she mentioned sth abt coming back to Msia if she gets enough votes thru the internet to come back... or sth like that... so, hopefully, i can go the next time... Tak kirela.. kalau dah jadik bini orang pun, pujuk ah hubby gile2 so that we can both go together. *winks* And hopefully, if she comes back again, i'd have a job already... so that i can get the 3xx tix... lol!

Was introduced to a new lepak joint in Ukay Perdana by Zura. Pretty cool place. I think i like this place better than Hartamas. While lepaking, she told me abt her new bf, Ridzuan, how they're supposed to get engaged soon.. bla..bla... Supposed that she'll be next on the list instead of me. Takpelaaa... she has a job already... bley aa kawen.. me??? Isk.. nak beli hantaran pun belum mampu.. isk.. isk.. derma anyone?? LOL.

Dan is going off for his sim in Melbourne this Sunday. Cian dia... every 6 mths tension kena exam... Takpe la... i know he can do well... if he's not stressed out la... So now, i have to convince him that he shouldnt be so stressed because he'll ace the test! Honey boleh!!

While he'll be on his flight to Melbourne on Sunday, i'll be expecting his parents in my place in PBtr... yikes! Isk... sabtu nih gerakan membersihkan rumah habis habisan! I'm not sure what their plan is.. (hope they're not checking on me!!check boleh buat menantu ke tak... LOL!!) I know they'll be here on Sunday, on the way to visit their relatives in Png. They'll be in Png til Tuesday, so..., Sunday is the only time that i can join them la... I dont think they'll take me along to go relatives-visiting.... ermm.. or so i hope la... isk.. that'll be pretty awkward on my part. Kalau Dan ada takpe la jugak... So.. Sunday, they'll just drop by ke? lepak2 at my place ke? iskk... our hse doesnt have any furniture!! no food to jamu whatsoever... isk.. adeh... jem otak nih memikirkannya... Better ask Dan what they drink/eat before he leaves for Aussie. Isk... nak kasik makan ape ek?? nak masak ke hape??? beli kuih ah kat Bamboo Inn.. takpun beli kek kat Nilam ke... If Nura's around, ajak dia gi carik mende nak jamu org datang... if not... carik azno.. Kalau tadek sape yg bley diajak utk membeli barang...isk... bikin cekodok je la jawabnye. Adey.. rase nak pensan. Huhuu...

Hmm... nak gih amek angin utk mengelakkan pensan.....

Do you have any idea how excruciatingly painful it is to have a pimple developing in your nostrils while having runny nose at the same time? It really is a helluva pain. Like kiss ass kinda pain. It'd been there in my left nostril for 4 days now... and i certainly hope that it'll dry out quickly so that it can be err.. skillfully removed. Heh.

I went to the library yesterday, looking for the Lord of The Rings trilogy, after failing to understand most of what Smeagle had said in the Twin Towers. I found the trilogy, all binded into one thick book, and i also borrowed The Hobbit, the prequel of the trilogy. I've just started reading The Hobbit and it reminded me of the Enid Blyton's books that i used to read when i was in primary school. Hmm... However, with the 2 months borrowing period, i think i can finish all the 4 books. Oh yeah... speaking of trilogies, i've been wanting to read the Flowers In the Attic trilogy for a long time and i only managed to read the prequel, The Garden of Shadows. Hmm....... know what... novels make a really nice birthday gift.... Mine is in May (hint!hint! *winks*

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Oh great! What i'd just typed disappeared! just like that! Might've pushed the wrong buttons. Daymmmm!!! Anyway... i'm going back tmrw via Ipoh, and the earliest that i can reach KL will be around 1400, which is good... Then i can spend the rest of the day with Athirah and maybe go out for dinner with Dan (things between us are ok now, alhamdulillah!). Which means i'd have to reschedule my meeting with my cuz Zura to the next day. Hmm.. wonder what it is that she really, really had to talk abt with me... My mom said that she planned to get engaged with her new bf late July... and i'm really, really curious to find out who the guy might be. I'll be in KL til Monday, so til then, Happy Maal Hijrah!

I chatted with my online fren, shaz yesterday... and it turned out that we really have a lot in common. Like really, unexpectedly, a lot! We have so many things alike that i could tell him everything about me, vice versa. Now he knows my deepest, darkest secrets.. LOL! Hmm.. gee whiz.. i cant write anymore.... Dan is online now... :) my heart longs to talk to him til i cant concentrate typing! LOL! Okie... better stop blogging now. Hope everyone will have a really great weekend.
Cheers!

Terengganu had been funtastic. The only regret is that... it's mid month, and financial status is rather shaky... so.. not much of shopping could be done. Nevertheless, i did buy 2 tudungs which will be shared with my mom since i didnt buy anything for her... To my frens here.. sorryla.. tak dpt nak beli kopok lekor... :(

I went out with Dan on Feb 15th, on which he took me out for dinner at a very cozy and quiet Brazillian restaurant in PJ. It was such a lovely dinner, we had plenty to eat and it was such a blessing just to be there, spending my time with him. Its like we're so immersed in our own world that the our surrounding turned into such a blur. There were just the two of us, sharing a crackling, cosy time together in sweet love and harmony.

Feb 16th, it was time to go back to Pbtr... which i'm never really fond of. Dan sent me to the station. Before that, we went to KLCC to have lunch and look at some stuffs that Dan had intended to get. In the midst of it all, i snapped... i made a big, f***ing sarcastic comment that really blew his top off. I didnt know what got into me. It's not that i intended to hurt him... maybe i just wanted to state my point on something... but i was too harsh.. and now i'm paying for it. My favourite martian has gone back into his cave... and the only thing that i can do is not to worry about him, and let him take his time to heal himself.... but how can i not worry about him when i care for him so much? (Padan muka.. sape suh laser sgt in the 1st place?? Arghhh... crap..crap...)

"A man wants his favorite Venusian to trust that he can handle what is bothering him. To be trusted that he can handle his problem is very important to his pride, honor and self esteem."
"When a man goes into his cave he is generally wounded or stressed and is trying to solve his problem alone. If his mate is happy and not needy at this time, he has one less problem to solve before coming out. Knowing that she is happy with him also gives him more strength to deal with his problem while in the cave. Her happiness helps him to feel loved by her."

*excerpts taken from "Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus" by John Gray.

Feel like crap. :p

Okie dokie.. now that my program is running quite successfully.. well at least a little...i can blog some stuffs... Had been pretty busy the whole week completing my 2 weeks overdued stuffs. Turned out that it didnt take that long to do it! Gee whiz... tu laa...

Alotta things had happened last week... let see if i can recall everything in order...

Thursday, Feb 5th:
Had one helluva good time going out with Alqas, Satria, Diyana and Bazlit, our new friend whom we got to know from his very interesting weblog. I've put a link on his webbie already, so feel free to check it out (hehe.. free publicity tuh!) Anyway... we went to Megamall... makan2... watched Runaway Jury coz Gothika wasnt screened yet at that Mega Cineplex that day... The movie was pretty good la... because i couldnt tell if John Cusaack (spelling?) was on the good side or the bad side up til the end... however... i fell asleep for a couple of minutes midway... LOL... first time ever!! Kenapa ek?? The movie was interesting tapi.... dunno la... maybe it was a little slow kot at the beginning.. That..or.. it cud be the sushi i had for lunch.... isk..

After the movie, went for a game of bowling (selepas agak2 setahun tak jejak bowling alley). Isk... syok jugak alley kat megamall ni.. but a little pricey compared to other places i'd been la... tak la overpriced sgt.. just like rm1/rm2 difference je.. kira ok la... We had to wait coz there were too many people... and we had two newbies at bowling that day... bazlit and diyana. At the end of the game???.. i sucked!! macam mana boleh kalah dgn newbie nih??? Iskkk... bazlit won with 110... and i was far behind at i dunno.. 80+ kot.. isyy.. buruk betul score. :p Dahla asyik ketepi.. strike satu pun takde... spare sekali jek.. hampehhssss... Bazlit lak buleh strike tu... Kena rematch nih.. tak puas hati betui!! Dahla ada adegan2 terlampau yang disnap oleh satria yg tak main bowling.... LOL!! ;)

Before going back that nite, stopped at this mapleh. The girl that was serving us tu.. isy.. rasa nak sekeh pun ade... Mintak menu takmo bagik... ingatkan takmo bagik adela menunya.. heh.. takde pun.. :p malas nak layan. :p :p dan :p lagi!

Friday, Feb 6th:
Mesyuarat pemarkahan was 100/200.
Bilik Kuliah 2, PPKEE
9.30 malam-12.00 malam
Dean: I'm sorry but you are not allowed to use this room.
Penyelia: Ooo.. ok..ok.. mintak maaf...
Dean: Kena ada kebenaran.. bla.. bla...
Penyelia: Ok..ok.. bla..bla..
Dean: Ni mesyuarat apa??
Me: Nak marking teori budak2 ko-k
Dean: Kenapa tak buat kat library je?
Me: Tak tau

Saturday, Feb 7th:
0830 Azno honks me at home and sent satria and myself to the bus stn.
0900 Bought to-n-fro bus tix to Bworth from the Bumiwira company. Boarded the bus to Bworth.
1000 Arrived at Bworth bus stn. Ferry interchange.
1015 Arrived at Png jetty. Bus interchange to Gurney Plaza.
1045 Arrived at Gurney Plaza... window shopping.. bargain hunting.. bla.. bla...
1200 Bought tix for Gothika at the newly opened GSC
1230 Lunch
1315 Continue window shopping, stopping by at the atrium
"Hey.. ada Pond's audition la... jom try!"
"Bukan kena masuk peraduan ke?"
"Oo ye ke??"
1430 Movie: Gothika (Review:: Best! Best! Boleh gak kalau nak tgk lagik... esp kat gsc nih. However... its partly
predictable, with a few add-ons. Reccomended.)
1610 Running up and down, round and round looking for the surau.
1730 Shopping
1900 Makan@McD
2015 Boarded a minibus back to jetty
2030 Boarded on a really looonnnggg ferry ride back to Bworth..
2105 Arrived at Bworth.. a few mins too late. Missed the last xpress bus (which we already had tix for.. bommer! rugi jek!)
"Bas lepas ni jalan kol bape?"
"10.30"
Yikes!!
2230 Boarded the last bus to P.buntar
0010 Arrived at P.Buntar

Hehee... A good 16 hours of jalan-jalan! Satria: Nak buat lagi tak??

Sunday, Feb 8th:
Test Sijil Rendah cekak at main campus. Had to be one of the 110 testers for 140 students taking the test... Was helluva good one.. came back with some black and blue marks on my arms, knees, shoulders.. Alaa.. adatla bersilat kan... tak sakit tak bersilat la namanya... My neck kinda hurt too... Must be some overworked tendons or something... Anyway.. it sure was fun to meet people from other cekak classes in the northern region. Tapi.. this time kurang meriah sikit.. sbb Abg Alip tak banyak masuk jadik tester... and sound effect dia terpaksa dikurangkan... LOL!! Penat katanya... hahha.. tu la... perut dah naik.. stamina pun dah kurenggg.. perh.. sedapnya mengata orang.... ]:p The center of attraction that day.. Pak Long alor setar... memang best. Gimmick je lebih.. bila serang lembut aje.. hehe... psiko la sape kena test ngan dia... Comel je..

Malam, dinner kesyukuran Cekak USM at the Feringghi Beach Hotel... Habis diet sebulan. Seriously! Had mushroom soup which was really thick and creamy, a variety of salads, grilled fish, seafood, chicken, fruits, puddings... Burp!~*.. emm.. nyam..nyam... (LoL!!) Sampai termuntah2 makan.. hahaha... padan muka. (Diyana: Baru aku paham perasaan ko masa ko g conference dulu!)

Monday, Feb 9th:
Didnt go to school.. Felt rather feverish. Sroottt.. sroot... *Sneeze~*

Tuesday, Feb 10th:
Completing overdued thingies. Went to see Dr OS to give him my pasca-siswazah scholarship scheme extension proposal.
"Ceritala progress sikit"
"Skang saya tgh buat client side program.. tgh debug.. bla.. bla..."
"Ooo... awak ni kena kurangkan sikit aktiviti ni."
" :) "
"Kurang2kan la bersilat tu."
" :| (senyum terpakse)"

Now wait a sec..... what does silat have to do with all that???? hmmm....

Wednesday, Feb 11th:
Downloading songs to burn into a special cd for my hunny bun.
Mind state: 70%home 20% somewhere else 5% food 5% work. Not bad huh?
Malam - final silat class for this semester. Penumbuk serang... aiyakkk.... Hmm... nak kata tak puas hati... takleh jugak... rezeki masing-masing kan... sesungguhnya apa yang terjadi adalah yang terbaik. Tuhan Maha mengetahui. :)

Thurs, Feb 12th:
Mind state: 80% home 17% other things than work 3%work

Heheahheheee... there you go.... one week's post. Enjoy!! Going off to Nura's today. Going to Terengganu tmrw and going to the reception on Saturday. 2100.. my bus back to KL.. Yeayyyy!!! Pray for my safety ok? Have a great weekend everyone. Happy Valentine's Day to those celebrating.
Cheers!

Almas made my day today... she and Dan... when i heard their voices the first thing when i got up from slumber this morning. She didnt say much.. all she said was "Bye-bye aunty no-een" and it felt so good you know... so sweet. She's such a pretty and smart baby, really... even i have to admit to that. She's such an adorable doll.... sangat cute, sangat clever... i hope my kids will be like her... and the sound of Dan's voice first thing in the morning... hmm.. sounds so close.. and yet he's so far away... hmm.. :(

Came back here yesterday. Dan picked me up in the morning, went to McD to get breakfast and ate it at his parent's place.. bcoz he wanted me to meet almas. The night before dah pergi dah but almas was already asleep.. So i had breakfast at his parent's place.. Almas was as cute as always.. but yesterday it seemed like she didnt like me as much... until she said my name when Dan showed her a picture of she and myself taken during raya... I was shocked when she said "Aunty no-een" when Dan asked who was in the pic with her.. isk.. terharu lak.. hehe...

Day before yesterday, Dan was pretty angry with me coz i had to cancel our plan. i had to go to p.d with my mom, aunts and cuzs... its not sth that i could escape. They had been planning the thingy for some time (though nobody informed me until the last minute) and i just had to go coz i cant bear to see my mom and aunts getting dissappointed... On the other hand, i'm dissappointed and rather upset that i had to cancel my plans with Dan.. isk.. gile sedih.. but somehow, we did go out for dinner ( i rushed back from P.D)... and he was still quite angry until after dinner... maybe the country fried steak helped.... phew!~

P.D was great even if i didnt go there whole heartedly in the first place. We went on the banana boat ride.. kak long, zura, awin, afiq, emy, ifah and myself... we were thrown off the boat twice and it was totally awesome.. After that, we went kayaking... i was with ifah.. and suddenly a voice came out of nowhere "tolong! tolong tarik saya!" hehe..macam comel je. It was a guy.. cute la jugak... but younger than me la kot... we thought he was thrown off the jet ski.. he said he didnt.. he wanted to swim but the current was too strong that he got tired and cant get on... so he asked us to take him to shore..haha... dlm pada tu, sempat gak offer his name.. LOL!! our two "bengkok" cuzs jealous! Haha.. padan muka! that was really fun... apatah nama dia.. izran kot...or sth like that.

Mlm tu, after dinner with Dan, lepak for a while at his parents place. His bro n sis in law were there as well... and her sis in law was doing most of the talking... And i kinda enjoyed listening to her tau.. bcoz words seem to flow out of her mouth so effortlessly... with a hint of the american accent that i always love... ishh.. and i was sitting there smiling like a dungu :p Alaa.. i was too tired to speak.. :p Yeah..sure.. anything that can help me feel better.

Raya... went back to kg after korban... i had to be at the korban place to say the akad... and i watched my cow go.... tak nampak la kena sembelih coz everyone was crowding around the cow. I cant help wondering how the cows might've felt knowing that their end is coming... that must've been really scary for them.. I'll upload some pics... nanti i'll put up a link to it.

I think that's it.. half the day is gone and i didnt do anything on my project... isk.. takleh concentrate lak.. nih aa.. tak cukup spend time ngan Dan la nih.. LOL... yeah right! Okie.. uploading piccies... chiao!