Last Day in Office... before DPA

Hmmm... it's already 5.11 pm.. I'm supposed to be going back already. Came in early this morning to settle the things i needed to get ready before leaving the office... Hmm..... Sigh!~ Wow.. seemed like just yesterday, i set foot on this ministry.. pakai baju kurung blue black, tudung putih. Now here i am.. last day here before PTD. I've got my stuffs packed into a box.. so now i'm just gonna enjoy the 3 days holiday... But i wanna go spend some hard-earned money at mv or jln tar tmrw. Heheh.. Sindrom hasben takde kat umah.

It's kinda sad to leave the ministry actually. Sad and the feeling of leaving some unresolved stuffs behind... Coz there're a lot of work to be done here.. and officers in my unit will deteriorate in number.. tinggal 2 org je nanti.. dengan beban kerja 4 orang. Kesian my 2 colleagues tu. :(

Risau abt DPA. Haha... jgn le jumpa the fasci yang i said that i'm gonna lose weight this time around. Lols... coz i didn't!! in fact i gained weight! Isk.. baru kawen sebulan je nih. Bahaya sungguh. :p Neways, dgrnya fasci tu pun dah tukar unit.. hehe.. so maybe tak jumpa la kot? :p Isk..iskk.... the issue now is.. larat ke nak berlari, panjat tembok, abseil, turun manhole... masuk sewer.. yadda..yadda.. Huhu.. Takyah fikirla.... new year resolution: lose weight during DPA. Hehehe... tp kalau kurus sgt kang, balik rumah hasben tak kenal.. dahla dah kurus, tanned... mesti ada muscle sket2 sbb modul teruk... kang hasben ingat one of the Pussycat Dolls pulak. Wahahhahaaa.... there goes my imaginative mind wandering.. Gilo.

Anyways.... i've had fond memories working under this ministry. Banyak learn new things, meet people, make networks... It's a damn good experience. MECD, i'll be back in July. :)

My sweet 2005
2005 had been so kind and full of happy memories. :) Started the year as a postgraduate single student, entered midyear as an engaged PTD trainee and ended the year as a married PTD. :) Rather kewl huh? :) (tp master tak bersentuh lagi nih. sigh!~ ) Anyways, i've had a great year in 2005, i hope it'll continue on to 2006, and insyaAllah dimurahkan rezeki, boleh dapat baby ke. Heheheheee...

Oklah... wish everyone a happy new year and may you all have a good year ahead, year after year. Semoga kita sentiasa redha dengan ketentuanNya, tabah dan sabar menghadapi cabaran seharian, dan ditambahkan ketakwaan bersama bertambahnya usia. Thanks a bunch to each and everyone involved in making my 2005 an enjoyable, memorable, and cherished one. :) I really appreciate you...all of you... my friends, my family, my soulmate.

scared-cited

Just received my call letter for DPA yesterday. My colleague gave me a copy of our training schedule. Huhu.. the earliest army module will be in mid january. I really, really hope i won't be in that sidang. Please God help me. Huhu.. takut.. tapi excited. Kengkawan se office yang dah pergi semua kata just enjoy yourself, it'll be a 6 months holiday... gaji jalan, so just have fun. I'm getting excited... but at the same time takut gak.. sbb i don't think that i'm fit enough to go through the challenging modules. Cane nih? But Dan reminded me that it's all in the mind... hmm... somehow, sometimes, that doesnt really work for me. :/

My wedding album
I've gotten the wedding album that i was sooo waiting for. Both my hubby and i really liked the photographer's job. He's not as big a name as kid chan or saiful.. but hey.. he delivers. That's all that matters right? We're happy with the outcome. I wish i could put up some of the photos he took onto my fotopages, but i've yet to find the time. Leceh sket coz he copied it into a dvd, and this pc i'm using at the office doesn't have a dvd drive. So susah sikitla.. Byk gambar dlm tu.. 2Gigs worth of pics. Haha... i haven't finished looking at it myself. :p

I'd really love to show it around, coz in a way it's helping our fellow Bumi.. but i just wish that people will take good care of the album when viewing it.. coz my hubby and i cherish those pics and we do want the album to last a lifetime.. Hmm.. kang cakap kang, orang kata kita mengada2.. but hey man.. when you spend good money on something, you'd tend to be possessive of it, won't you? Maybe i should put a "handle with care" tag in front of the album, huh? Hehe..

Lesson

People mature with the experiences that they go through with each passing day. Mistakes made, lessons learnt. Learning process are endless... many ways we can learn. And being the human we are, the process happens everyday, its either we noticed and took notes.. or just let it went by under our noses.

I've learnt a lesson last night.. in a bitter way. It's still gnawing on my emotions as i post. Why? I guess i'm still baffled over what had happened, when it happened, where it happened.. how it happened. I'm still blaming myself for even letting it happen. I know, things happen for a reason. If it didn't happen, i wouldn't have learnt my lesson... but here i am, hovered by guilt for what had happened. I really, really didn't mean it that way. It surprised me that my actions could be read differently than what i meant. Hmmmmm......... :( Sedey... why did i cause so much pain? :/

**Dazed**

Hmm.. lama jugak tak update ek... Why aaa?? <> Oooo.. now i remember.. been pretty busy last week, plus i had 2 day offs on wednesday and friday... No wonderla. :p

Mama ke Mekah
Last Friday, alhamdulillah, mama dah selamat ke Mekah, KT 61. Dijadualkan pulang nanti 6 Feb. Huhu.. lama lagi tuh. Apesal kalau kita hantar orang pergi mekah rasa sebak n sayu je? Kenapa ek? Bukan ke orang tu nak pergi menunaikan ibadah, benda yang baik.. Yang kita tukang hantar ni beriya2 nak sedih kenapa??? Entahla.. apepun, mmg aku rasa sebak gak masa htr mama.. But, air mata tak mengalir.. tak tau apesal.. bila among family, purak2 macho plak.. kalau ngan kengkawan tu, air mata mengalir laju je macam ampangan pecah. Ish.. ish.. Maybe it had been hardwired into me kot... rasa cam malu nangis depan family... Hakhak..

Huhu.. tapi lama woo mama pegi..46 days. Takpela.. harap2 mama dimudahkan segala urusan, selamat pergi dan balik, dan semoga mendapat haji yang mabrur, sama la jugak dengan semua makcik2 yang pergi, mak long, mak lang, acik lina and pack cik udin, selaku mahram utk diorg ni semua. Hmm.. insyaAllah, aku nnt bila pegi haji, nak usahakan pergi ramai2 dgn keluarga.. Pastu, kalau boleh, nak pergi masa usia tak tua sangat.. cukup matang utk jaga hati sendiri, tp cukup muda utk bertenaga lakukan ibadah dengan baik. wallahu'alam.

Hubby terbang lagi
Huhu.. mama takde.. hasben pun takde. Uwaaa!!!! Hubby terbang lagi.. HKG-ANC. But he mentioned sth abt trying to come back on the weekend.. and hejust called telling me that he's already in Subang. Yippeeee!!!

These few previous weeks, there had been quite a few family gatherings. Seronok la dapat kumpul ramai2... and i'd usually turn up without my husband. And everyone will go on saying kesian.. kesian.. yadda.. yadda.. (termasukla colleagues2 kat tempat keje). Harini pergi visit tok menakan Dan, tok mud and tok sarah. Bila mak cerita Dan takdak, tok sarah said kesian.. tok mud said.. She chose to marry a pilot. Which was true... so, i chose what i want to be, and i'd have to face the consequences. I don't mind him being away. In a way, it draws us closer, sbb jarang jumpa, bila jumpa tu, rasa macam 1st date pulak.. Hehe.. masih rasa malu2 di sebalik rasa nak terkam. LOLS!!! Huhu sorry.. perkataan2 yg sesuai utk 18 thn ke atas sudah terkeluar. Apapun, as long as he doesnt stray, aku ok je... Selagi dia setia, aku pun setia menanti kepulangannya.. chewah. ;) If anything sok.. (God forbids) Haa.. siap ler kena kuntau dengan aku.. heheh.. Kenapa kuntau? Haa... sbb kuntau ni boleh ubat byk penyakit.. sakit kepala, sakit angau.. heheh... tak caya tanya azeno. ;) (hehehe.. aku baru dpt tau citer from nura.. wakakakaaa!!!!)

Dahla.. nak bersiap2 hasben nak sampai jap gi. Bestnya esok cuti!!!

Merry christmas! :)

Hubby dah balik!!! :D

Hehhee... need i say more? ;)

The weekends went by quickly but i felt that it was 2 looong days... except after my hubby came back on sunday night la kan. :) Saturday, i attended Aliza's wedding in PJ with my mom. It was pretty grand. Sedihnya, they couldn't find my name in the guests list. Huhuhuu.. I think i did return the RSVP, tak tau la.. maybe she missed my name out. Tak kesahla. Aliza and Iddi were charming! They look great, the both of them. Enjoyed the slide presentation and the whole wedding. Quite a number of ex-bbgsians turned up, but i couldnt really remember their names.. Well.. most of them are my juniors anyway.

During the day, my mom and i did some shopping around KL.. hmm.. kinda burnt a hole in my pocket, but heck.. it's not like i get to go shopping a lot nowadays kan. Mom and i bought ourselves some tudung, brooches... the girly stuffs. Ingat nak beli matching handbag bag n shoes.. but luckily i followed my head, and not my eyes and heart. Hehe.. kalau ikutkan hati, tokey balak pun boleh kopak. :p Tapi sogo sale best wooo... i think i'm gonna go there again... beli nice towel... and maybe that bag and shoes... heheheheee....

Sunday, we had guests coming to our little residence. So, my mom and i, we were busy in the kitchen the whole morning preparing food for the guests. Our first guest cam in at around 10.3-.. Nura and family. Seronok sungguh!!! Tp we didnt have enough time for girls' talk. Huhu.. lain kali, insyaAllah. They all left at around noon. Hopefully Nura and family tak serik la datang umah kitorang yang tak sepertinya tuh. :)

At around 12.30, our second guest showed up. My in laws. :) Mak and bapak came by sbb nak jumpa mama before she goes for haj this friday. Mak sooo enjoyed the beehoon goreng tom yam that mama made... and bapak enjoyed the daging dendeng. Hehe.. bapak suruh mak belajar masak daging dendeng from mama... and mak asked me to belajar and cook for them.. Hehe.. ok..ok.. i will. :) (Pots and pans yg dpt masa wedding dah byk dah.. Guna je belum! :p )

After zuhur, we shot off to Keramat, rumah mak long. She had a kenduri in the afternoon and birthday parties for 2 grandsons later. When we arrived, kenduri dah habis.. tinggal party je. I think it was more of an adult party than a budak2 party. Heheh.

At around 6, i went back to vista.. Inta nak balik lagi awal.. Tapi syok pulak lepak2 dgn family ramai2 kan. We're pretty close, all the cuzins. But i had to kemas2 rumah before Dan arrives, so i hurried back, kemas2, sapu2 sikit apa yg patut, and off to get myself ready la nak meet hubby at the door when he returns kan. Sekali when i was still in the shower, he was home. I expected him to be home at 8.. rupanya 10 minutes before 7 dia dah sampai. :) Yippeee!! He surprised me with a pretty little box of Godiva chocolates! What i've always wanted. Haven't tasted it yet. Sayang rasa nak makan. Hehe.. nak bukak box pun syaang.. coz the box itself is so dainty. :) Dan cakap, when he was walking home from buying the chocs with a Godiva paperbag in his hand, the girls yang lalu lalang tu dok tgk je. One black lady even ckp kat dia' "are those for me?" Hehe.. Sorry la babes. He's taken... and so are the chocolates! :)

Smlm, kerja banyak, tak sempat nak update... Harini petang satgi ada division meeting. Ish.. tak cukup korum pun nak buat meeting gak. :p Whatta do laaa.. the boss is always right kan.. Whatever it is... i'm like on seventh heaven. Lantakla kalau bops nak marah ke hape ke masa meeting karang. Couldnt care less. My hubby drove me to the office, we had a nice breakfast at the cafetaria... and he's picking me up later.. and i'll be on leave tomorrow...Hmm... i've got all i that i need to really make my day. :)

H A P P Y ! !

Yesterday was a very happy day... and i hope it'll continue on today.

Had a meeting yesterday morning... to discuss a paper that i'd been on to for the past one week. The boss complimented me on the effort that i've put in.. and congratulated me on a job well done with the meeting organizing. *all smiles* Hehe.. happy la kan.. acknowledged in meeting. Tp biasa la.. sometimes you're at the top.. there'll be times when you;ll plummet down. Now the challenge is to keep it up.

All the more reasons to be happy, it's already friday!!! I'm expecting my hubby to be back in about 2 days, since he'd be arriving in Subang on Sunday night. So excited!!! :D

This morning, on the way to work, i witnessed a rainbow on a friday morning... A good sign that it'll be a good day i hope. :)

Whirllll!!

Last night was like emak2's nite out. Isk..isk.. kitorang yang anak2 ni pulak kena tinggal. Siap balik lambat tu... 11.45 or so baru sampai umah. Kalau kita yang balik lambat cenggitu sure dah kena fire dah.. Isk... Mana diorang pegi? Hehee.... ish..

Yesterday, as i was driving back from work.. rather late because i went for a jog at a park somewhere near the office with a couple of friends here, my mom called asking where i was. She asked me to come home quickly coz mak ngah and herself, along with mak lang planned to go for this perisytiharan perbandaran sepang thingy. At the time she called, i was at the putrajaya mosque. So i drove as normal heading home.. just taking it easy. Then on the way my hubby called, and we chatted all the way from putrajaya to bdr baru salak. Hehehe.. lama woo.. nearly 30 mins. Kesian hubby had to spend a lot to call me. :(

As i was driving slow and easy, i reached home at a around 7. Masa tu dgr azan maghrib.. so i thot okla.. mandi kejap, solat, then i'll send mom to mak lang's house and wait for them there la. Masuk2 je rumah, i saw that my mom was ready and she was hurrying me to go to mak lang's. And i was like.. "tak mandi pun lagi nih" and she asked me to bring my clothes along, mandi kat umah mak lang.... Isk isk.. sanggup tuh.. bukan sebab bersungguh2 nak tgk perisytiharan.. nak tgk artis2 yang take part untuk perisytiharan. Ish..ish... Sape yg diorg beriya sangat nak tgk tu? Hehe.. well.. i think you can guess la... Sape lagi... si ja-world tu la. Isk.. :p Hakhak.. Kitorang yang muda2 ni pun tak kuasa nak pergi. Still no idea what's there in mawi that everyone goes ga-ga over. C'monla.. nak kata suara sedap sangat.. tak jugak.. lemak merdu.. lemak lagi suara sahri... I don't find anything amazing abt this whirl guy la, seriously. :p

Anyways... the moms were like having so much fun la kan.. balik tu excited cakap we gilrs shoulda been there la, the fireworkd were really nice la, this la, that la... Alahai mak2.. i wish you guys could see the fireworks in Penang during CNY.. lagi meriah.. Lagi gah dari any fireworks yang events management guna for any other events. Pastu, yang paling malas nak dengar, cerita mawi..cerita mawi nyanyi 7 songs la.. nyanyi seroja without the accompanying music la... mawi this, mawi that.. and awin and myself were like... err.. so?.. like we don't give a rat's ass wbt mawi ok.. :p Puh-leeze. :p

Finally dapat balik umah at midnight. Huhu.. dengan baju, tudung tak gosok, terus tdo... Way passed my sleep time ok... :p

Rimas
Have you ever feel so irritated of someone that you can't even stand hearing her voice and your chest feels like exploding just to hold yourself from letting your feelings out. I'm currently in that situation and i know that i's really, really hafta shed those negatives feelings before it causes more damage.

There's this pompuan... somewhat a relative... i feel that she's always pestering me.. in the things she does, the way she acts... Before i was married, when i was still in campus and see her sometimes, i feel suffocated by her constantly bugging me. It's like she'll be where i am, she'll sit where i sit, like... ishh.. rimas tau tak. My cuz awin felt it too... and she got irritated by the very same person. And i really hate the way she gets overexcited over nothing.. Tiba2 macam terjerit with excitement sorang2 while orang lain cool je... ingat ladylike sangat la tu. Puh-leeze!!! Gedik ok.

I told my mom that she irritates me a lot.. And my mom said that she feels that she's young and wants to be like us young people.. Like Hellooooo.... feeling young (a.k.a perasan muda) doesn't make you young ok... Like it or not, if you're aged, you're aged la. Might as well act and be your age but feel young at heart than be perasan muda and act like you're a teenager when you are wayyyy pass that. :P Menciii!! Dulu pakai tudung, but as my cuz pointer out, sejak dia ikut2 my cuz ni kuar2 (my cuz tak pakai tudung) dia pun nowadays jalan2 dah bukak tudung. Hantar baju kat tailor yang jauh dan mahal.. macam la kat kampung tu takde tailor. Iskkkk...... geram!!!!! It's like.. ok, i'm sorry that she didn't really have a good life when she was younger.. doesnt mean that she can relive her younger stages of life at her age now! Just enjoy life as it is la... and stop pestering me!!!

How do i get rid of this feeling huh??? Kena get rid before i get pregnant... Kalau tak boleh jadik kes kenan macam ni. Adoi.. just writing abt how much this person irritates me gives me a headache. :p

Mixed Feelings

My direct boss wasn't around yesterday, so my colleague and i couldn't submit what we had to submit to her yesterday.. so that leads to ample time to chat with my hubby online. :D

Hubby said that he might be coming home this Sunday instead of the 21st. Very, very, VERY happy to hear that, but at the same time, i'd still hafta just prepare myself of last-minute change of schedule. His company is like sooo fond of doing those kinda things. So, i'm trying not to get overly excited, so that if the roster get changed again and he's gonna come back later than sunday, i won't be too dissappointed.. But how can a wife who didn't see her husband for more than a week not be extra excited knowing that her hubby is coming back at the end of the week??? C'monnnn...

I was at my boss' office this morning, but as she was talking to me, she got a few calls from her friends so she had to entertain them... and my mind wandered off planning my week ahead. Heheh... nak amek cuti!!!!! Hubby will be home... i'd wanna be home too! :D

Oh..oh.. my hubby had started a blog! :) Goodie.. now i know what he'd been up to.. hehehehe.


Screwed up Alarm System

Yesterday we got a shock near lunch hour. As we're busy doing our jobs, suddenly we heard an announcement thru the intercom, saying that there's an emergency and everybody was to get out of the building a.s.a.p without using the lifts. Everyone was confused whether it was true or hoax or a fire drill.. Tapi kalau fire drill, surely we'd be informed earlier kan.. But as soon as the big boss started to dart out of the office, so we thought ah well... just follow the leader la. So we went down the stairs, all the way to the ground floor, just to find out that the door was locked. We had to go down to the basement to get out. Adaka kunci pintu rintangan api tu. Kalau kebakaran, rentung la kat tangga. :p

Anyways, when we got down, we didn't see anyone else. Lama jugak lepak kat basement dalam keadaan confused. Haha.. gila.. kalau betul2 emergency tak keluar dari bangunan.. saja carik nahas. Mmg boss suruh keluar.. tp since kat luar panas terik, and it didn't seem like there really were any emergency, we stayed inside. Teruk betul kitorg. Soon after that, there was announcement saying that there were no fire or whatever cause for alarm. Bengong betul. Alarm systems shouldnt be faulty la.. sbb if a real emergency breaks, nobody will take it seriously. Isk... dulu kat usm pun mcm ni gak. The alarm goes off for nothing.. so mmg everyone ignore any alarms. What if there was a real emergency, kan?.. Hmm.. and i thought all these fire alarm systems has to be checked regularly. :p

Later that afternoon, again, another emergency announcement was aired. This time, nobody paid any attention.

Fotopage Updates
I'd just updated my fotopages. I've put in some pics from my wedding. Not all though.. just some pics which i'd gotten from one of the photographers. Please click on my links to check 'em out. ERmm.. gambar nikah + hantaran mmg takde.. belum ada dlm simpanan lagi. :) Enjoy!

Just great...

Just read an email from Dan. He's got his ammended roster, and he'll only be coming back on the 21st. Just great. :p I hope it'll be a busy week for me next week so that i'll get distracted a lot. :p (so far i've only 1 meeting scheduled on thurs.. but since my direct boss will be around, there should be a lot to do).

Gonna pick up one of my wedding albums today. Was excited abt it yesterday... Not anymore now. Wek,wek, wek * zillions. :p

Temporary Happiness
As i was soo gloomy yesterday, i decided to ajak my mom tengok sofa set. So we did, right after maghrib. Went to courts first to see their selection. We liked a couple of designs.. but it takes too long to be delivered.. so we decided to window shop at another furniture shop.

That shop was the typical kedai perabot, nothing like courts, faaarrr from ikea la for sure. Hehe.. but they have nice furnitures as well.. the price is ok la.. i bet way cheaper than ikea. Anyways.. mom like an L-shape sofa design which comes with a single seater.. so we decided to take that one. The guy who entertained us was a young, good looking chinese hunk. Hehe.. hensem sey. Macho lagik.. Heheh.. mesti dia jadik kegilaan anak2 gadis. Hak hak. Jamu mata i di situ sebentar. He gave us the best price he could give (or so la kan..) Pastu i pushed for more "value" out of it la kan. The sofa initially was single colored, and since we can choose the color of it, i asked them to make it in 2 colors. Hehehe... he said.. "2 kaler lagi tambah duit la kak" And i went "ala.. cincai maa... malam2 punya harga.." He just smiled away and decied.. ok la.. let us have the 2-tone sofa. Yeay!! happy!happy! Next i demanded a free gift. A coffee table. He agreed to give a cikai one. :p What la weyy... i asked for something else. Haha.. asked him a full length mirror for my bro's room. He said ok. Hehe.. best betul mamat kiut nih. :)

So there i was, very happy with the deal we got from that furniture shop. On the way home, as i was driving, i felt this rush of happiness... until midway home, i started to think about how my dad had left us with nothing to burden us at all... Takde hutang or anything of that sort... siap leave some money for mom to build the new house pulak... which reminded me of the conversation i had with Dan in the car. He said, for the very same reason, he wants to pay off the house, and the car as quickly as possible.. so that he wouldn't leave me with any debts if anything should happen to him... which makes my eye go teary. Hmmm.. so there i was again, all gloomy missing my hubby. :(

This morning, had to change pc with one of my bosses. Soo not helping my situation. Dahla pc dia win98. Tak biasa ahhh... :p Whatta do lorr.. i only work here. :\

Luckily during lunch, i had a chance to meet Dan online. Terubat la jugak hati yang duka lara.. HEhehe.. chewah. :p I so wish that he'll be back soon. In January i'll be away for DPA already!!!!!!

Nasib ler
Pe nak buat.... kite org bawah maa... Hhuhu..

Kena tuka pc ngn bos plak. PC ni dah la pc baru. Huhuhu... menci nye... :p

You're EVERYWHERE!!!

"And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see .."

Uwaaa.. it's true..it's so damn tru... :(

At home, momma's house in sepang. In the room, i saw him lying on the bed, sound asleep. Outside, i saw him having a ciggy. At the kitchen, i saw him have his meal opposite me. He's everywhere...

At home, in Bt Jalil. The whole house is filled with his scent. :p All the more reason for me NOT to be there when he's not around.

In the car, HIS wira.. I saw him sitting beside me. As i listen to the cds, i heard his voice humming to the tune.... Everything reminds me of him. :p

Mannn.... a very, very bad case of missing my hubby. :p Darn it! *Sobs*

I need to go out with my girlfriends... like desperately. :p I've come to forget what that feels like. :p

Ouch...

Knocked the left side of my forehead (right beside my left eye) on the car door this morning, when i was leaving for work. Darn it! I was sneezing and opening the door at the same time. Now my head is aching, and my forehead is black and blue... Huhu.. mcm kena pukul je. :p

I would like to sing this song to my hubby's company. (Imagine me standing outside the building and swaying my body left and right singing this song + buat muka sedey .. hehehe)

" My husband flies over the ocean,
My husband flies over the sea,
My heart now is in a commotion,
Please bring back my husband to me...

Bring back, oh bring back...
Oh bring back my husband to me, to me..
Bring back, oh bring back..
Please bring back my husband to me.... "

... Boo-hoo-hoo.... and it had only been 4 days. :p

..Awkward..

Huhu... i'm gonna be single for 10 days. farking idiots rosterer at Dan's workplace doesn't seem to have any freakin idea what they're doing. One minute they say this, later that, tmrw tukar lagi.. and today back to the 1st issued roster. What the he** mannnn... The company doesn't have enough crews.. and yet they bought more new aircrafts.. and doesn't employ new crews... better yet, they take charter flights.. with the small amount of crews they have. What.. they think crews don't have life outside work aa? Operations diorg memang mangkuk hayun.. damned selfish bastards. Bayangkan.. before this, one of the crew's mom got sick,like really fatal illness.. and the crew asked for a leave. His request was rejected. Just imagine what type of farkin assholes work in the operations. If it was them.. pandai plak nak mintak cuti.. and for sure dapat la kan.. since they're NOT the lifeline of the air freight company. Yg bodo punya management ni pulak, tak reti2 ke nak hire more crews. Beli new aircrafts smpi berbillion USD takpe.. Nak hire crew takmo. Silly heads wanting to take the lead.. and perasaan bagus.. ni la jadiknya... and worst still, Dan told me that the company had claimed quite a few marriages. Bastards, arent they?

Huh... enuff of the farkin air freighter. Hadehh.. boleh dpt darah tinggi aku mcm nih. :p

Anyways... my initial obejctive was to post abt something that put me into an awkward position last night. My hubby and i went to his parents' just to hang out coz we havent seen them for quite some time, with Dan was going away and all.. and we miss the little princess. So we lepak there and melayan almaz la.

It so happens that when we're having dinner, almaz and bapak joined us at the table. It was a table for 6 plus one smaller chair for almaz. She was sitting beside me, bapak at the head of the table.. and Dan was sitting in front of me. Dan and i had finished our meal, and i was like terbongkang la kat kerusi tu. Suddenly almaz put her small hand on my tummy and said, " aunty noween.. do you have a baby in your tummy?" and i was like... "errr.... nooooo...." and looked and Dan. Dan's face was like... buat2 blur, takmo amek pot.. hampeh btul. By this time bapak had stood up, so i couldn't see his expression. Huhu.. malunyer...

It didn't just stop there... Almaz continued, " but why don't you have a baby in your tummy aunty noween??" muka puzzled gila budak kecik comey tuh.. And i was.. alahai.. camne nak kabo nih? So.. to make things easy for the both of us, i replied with the safest answer i could think of "I don't know... " Luckily it ended there. Thank God for that.

Hehe.. tapi kan, kalau bapak takde kat situ..and org lain takde around us.. nak je aku ckp kat dia, "why don't you ask uncle Dan" wakakaka... biar dia jawab. Isk... susah gak nak layan budak bijak bercakap nih. Huhu.. malu sekejap di meja makan. :p

Haha.. itu je. Nak sambung buat paper nih. Bukan paper thesis.. paper kementerian. This morning masuk lmbt (dah ckp kat boss tau).. tlg Dan siap2 sbb dia nak pergi HKG-ANC-LA for a duration of 10 days (which i hope won't get delayed). Membujang la i 10 hari nih. Hehehe and huhuhu at the same time. :p Tak best siut peluk bolster. :p

yesterday...

Smlm ada lawatan ke sebuah syarikat Bumi lps lunch.. tak diberitahu... so tetiba bos dah menjerit tanya mana pegawai dia.. Haha... mana ler tau maa.. lain kali, bg tau jelas2. :p

Anyways.. pergi lawat sebuah syarikat Bumi yang menawarkan khidmat telekomunikasi. Interesting.... it's good to see orang yg serumpun yang boleh delve into something so hight tech. The company's portfolio includes Petronas, Shell, Mindef.. byk lagi la company yg besar2. A very good achievement for an independant Bumi company.

Menarik cerita founder syarikat ni. Dia dulu attend flying school.. so kata dia, kalau ikut requirement, mmg dia sepatutnya terbang la skang.. But somehow, he got himslef into busines.. Memang sangat bangga dengan orang macam ni. Everything was done by himslef and his team. No cables, no subsidies.. nothing... just plain merit. Kalau blh, nak tgk semua usahawan Bumi yg mcm ni.. tak mengharapkan ada link dengan orang kenamaan, tak harapakan subsidi kerajaan semata2. Masalahnya dengan usahawan kita, puas dah kerajaan buat mcm2, takmo plak amek peluang. Cth, kerajaan ada offer a group of usahawan Melayu utk dptkan pensijilan ISO std.. 90% paid for... tapi, yang nak ikut program tu berapa kerat je. :p Hampeh tak? :( Hampeh dan sedih.

Anyways... one of the points yg dickp oleh founder tu, dia ckp, he got into business and ask himself how much he would lose... not how much he will make. He's ready to face hard times... coz according to him, it's only from the acknowledgement of hard times that people will get the strenght and willpower to push themselves into the forefront of success... and value it. Cthnya, senang... just look at our youths now. See how corrupted most of them are. Most of them.. and maybe us didn't have to face the hard times as did our fore fathers... That's why most of us take our "privileged" lives for granted. We learn from books, graduate from the best varsities.. and think we're damn smart... Truth is, experience is the best teacher. :)

Chiao... my new pc is here! :)

Marriage:Myth and Reality
Something i came across as i was soo daym sleepy preparing a paper... :p

MYTH: Loneliness Myth that marriage will end our loneliness.
REALITY: Many married people are still very lonely.

MYTH: Fulfillment Fallacy which makes us believe that being married makes us complete human beings.
REALITY: A couple complements one another, not completes one another.

MYTH: Monogamy Myth makes a couple believe that they are the only ones who are dealing with infidelity or that it only happens to bad or weak people.
REALITY: It is a societal issue that needs to be openly addressed so that monogamy becomes more attainable for more people.

MYTH: Romance will always be alive in a good marriage.
REALITY: Nearly all relationships experience peaks and valleys. The everyday problems and challenges of married life can often cloud over romantic feelings. This is when making the decision to love is important.

MYTH: Marriage makes people happy.
REALITY: We can't expect our spouse to be our one source of happiness. Our personal happiness must come from within ourselves. Marriage can complement our own individual happiness but it can't be the primary source.

MYTH: We won't have major problems if we truly love one another.
REALITY: A good marriage doesn't just happen. It takes nurturing and work.

MYTH: My spouse should know my needs without my saying anything.
REALITY: Just because we're married doesn't mean we can read minds. We have to tell our spouses what our needs are.

MYTH: Conflict means a lack of love.
REALITY: Conflict happens in every marriage. Fighting fair and for the relationship, and not just to "win" is healthy in a marriage.

First time...
Last night was the first time we had our own home cooked dinner! :) Hehehe... chewahh... tgk title, you're hoping for sth else ek? Haha.. pervert! :p

Anyways... i cooked yesterday evening, lepas blk kerja. Dan was such a darling to have helped me in the kitchen, and later wash the dishes after dinner. Ala.. masak bodo-bodo je.. I bukannye pandai masak maaa... Masak nasik.. 1st time masak brown rice.. kurang GI la konon.. turned out keras sikit.. sbb tak biasa... n susah nak measure air sbb pot tu kecik sgt. Pot Dan bwk gi travel.. utk 2 org mkn je.. (hehe.. manyak plak alasan. :p ) And then buat sup tauhu kering + kincham + suhun tu... campur ubi kentang sket.. pastu goreng telur mata kobau.. Heheh.. ni Dan yg request.. aku nak masak mende lain yang complicated sket.. dia suh goreng telur jek.. hehe. Pastu Dan pun menyumbangkan satu masakan.. dia buat beef cutlets. Sedap jugakla.. tp masin sket.. sbb dia kata nak buat mkn dgn nasik, kena buat masin sket.. hmm.. ok la tu..

Hehe.. akhirnya dpt gak mkn makanan dimasak kat umah. Before nih, semenjak pindah KL, asyik mkn kat luar je.. Kalau masak kat umah pun, takat masak air... :p Makan kat luar ni, senang tu mmg la.. convenient.. tapi rasa cam tak syok la pulak kalau tak masak langsung. Cam tak lengkap je tanggungjawab. Hehe.. Mlm ni tak sure lg nak masak ke tak.. masak kot.. nak buat nasik goreng cendawan. kang Dan blk solat jumaat mintak tlg dia masakkan nasik... :)

Hmm.. masih blom start dayet ni.. DPA 2/1.. dah confirm dgrnya... Cane nih. Japgi ada jamuan raya lak kat bhg ni. Huhu..

Our Honeymoon
Our honeymoon was a wonderful one.. Too bad we didn't have any photos on our honeymoon.. coz Dan's camera was totally drained of battery.. and memory.. and my camera was left at home. Darn it?.. heh.. you got that right. Huhu.. Sedey betul.. Kena pergi balik honeymoon nih.. to relive and take photos. :D

Still worn out from the tiring wedding receptions, we had to wake up early (again) on monday morning, to catch our flights to Langkawi. Both of us didn't have much leave, so everything was crammed. Takpela.. we're off for holiday, where we would rest, relax and rejuvenate... and just enjoy each other's company. :)

We had bfast and my in-law's.. and after that mak and bapak drove us to KL Sentral, so that we could check in and get the ERL to KLIA. We intended to sleep in the ERL.. but failed. Dunno why.. too tired kot. You know.. sometimes when you get sooo damn tired you just can't sleep..

Our flight was at 11.45 am.. We reached Langkawi 55 minutes after departure. Upon arriving at LGK airport, the driver was already waiting for us, to transport us to the Pelangi Beach Resort. Pelangi wasn't really our first choice.. we wanted to go to The Datai initially but we couldn't coz it was fully booked. Anyways... when we reached the hotel, we feel very much welcomed and comfortable with the hotel's environment and all the staffs. We're so glad to have made the choice to stay there. :D

We checked in.. and we got discounts for our extension stay.. govn servants' rate.. :) And later we were shown to our room which was a first floor, sea-facing room. We were driven to our room on a buggy. :) hehe.. syok woo!

The room was splendid!.. The exterior was wooden, traditional-malay-house-like.. and the interior was nicely decorated and furnished. It had a balcony overlooking the sea, a walk-in wardrobe with attached bath. We're both so pleased with the room. Upon arrival, we had a fruit basket and a bottle of sparkling juice waiting for us.. All included in the Romantic Interlude Package that we booked for. We just spent the rest of the day relaxing, and replenishing our energy with a loong, good afternoon nap.

Oh.. some time whilst we were asleep.. Dan's office called and asked him to fly.. what the f*** man!! :p My guy's on leave for the next 8 days or so goddemmit!

Later in the afternoon, we took a cab to Kuah to Dan's very close friend's house. It was very nice of him to have offered us to use his car while we're in LGK. It was a very nice car too! :)

Our first meal in Langkawi was at McDonald's.. Haha.. jalan jauh2 carik McD jugak. :p Sbb itu je yang senang jumpa, and confirmed sedap di tekak kitorg. After that we loitered around the shopping complex (can't remember the name) and shop for finger foods and soft drink. Later we did a quick Kuah tour.

The next day, we had our first buffet breakfast.. and was a gastronomous treat! We enjoyed the scones the most. Perfectly made, added with lotsa butter and jam... sinfully fattening.. Haha.. but none of us could give a s*** abt that. Hahaha!! (ooh... i gained some xtra pounds after the honeymoon, fyi.. hampeh tol!) We enjoyed the mango juice too.. Thick and not too sweet.. Nearly as thick as the juice i had in mecca. :)

After breakfast, we went to the Airport.. (like Duh!~) to do some shopping. Dan bought me a pair of sunglasses... we shop for some other stuffs.. Haha.. nak kena shopping kat airport jugak2.. sbb Dan nak make use of his crew ID. :)

In the afternoon, we went back to the hotel for our spa appointment. Relaxing massage for 2 at the Teratai Spa. A very tranquil place, nice and green. The massage was more thai-ish than balinese.. but it was good.. Even more so with my hubby on the other massage bed receiving the same treatment as i was. Heavenly!~

After the good relaxing massage, we tried our hands on mini golf. Hehe.. my first experience ever with golfing. Didnt even know how to hold the club right for god's sakes... Tp best.. coz hubby showed me how.. hehe.. mcm dlm drama tv je rasanya.. scene org kaya gatai nak ajar secretary main golf tu.. haha.. yang kena peluk2 sket tu... Hehehe... ;) Mini golf was indeed fun! We got a good excercise, especially Dan.. coz he had to look for my golf balls.. yang hilang coz i'd usually hit the ball to hard in god-knows-which direction.. Haha... berpeluh2 hasben i. But we had fun... We didn't manage to finish all 9 holes though. We stopped short of 2 holes, coz my golf ball got stuck at hole number 7, it just went missing, so we figured that it was stuck.. and Dan just threw his golf ball into the same hole and both got stuck and that was the last time we saw the 2 golf balls.. Hehe..

That night, we scheduled to have our romantic candlelight dinner on the balcony. It was a 3 course dinner, delivered one after the other by a private butler. The food was delicious, the butler friendly and helful, the environment is just perfect... with the sea breeze lightly touching our faces.. it was bliss. :).. Ohh... and did i mention the lovely dessert? We had tiramisu and it was to die for!! So rich and creamy... simply fantastic!!!

The next morning, we had our breakfast in the room. The hotel had someone sent our breakfast to the room and just sat there enjoying brakfast. However, we prefer the buffet breakfast... Lots more to choose from, and plenty to enjoy. :)

After breakfast, we went for the cable car ride. Didn't spend so long there coz it was starting to rain... And did some shopping at Atma Alam @ the oriental village. In the afternoon, we visited Dan's aunt in Kuah town.. and continued with some shopping. Nothing big though.. just small stuffs like chocs. After that, we had to send the car back to Dan's friend's residence... Hmm.. :( 'Twas sad.. but it had to be done... we enjoyed the car sooo much!

The next day, it was already time to go home... Kejap je rasanya... :( The limo driver picked us up at 12.30, upon settling our bills and whatever stuffs... We hated the idea of going back... tp.. takleh la plak nak duduk situ lama2 sgt... Hehe.. but we plan to come back annually. :) Ada one of the hotel staff siap cerita.. ada guest yang mmg frequently pergi situ, every 2 yrs dtg bwk newborn.. hehe.. made in pelangi beach baby. :p Hakhak!! Apa raa guest tu.. itu pon nak cerita kaaa....

Anyways, we had a really good time at Pelangi Beach & Spa Resort. Thank you to all the hotel staffs that helped made our honeymoon an enjoyable and memorable one. We loved every moment spent at the hotel. :)

Kesah hari ini
Alhamdulillah.. lega! Meeting pg tadi berjalan lancar.. Takde sape marah2 or komplen2.. Mihun goreng pun sodap. Heheh.. orait lar tu. Pepun.. rasa arini mcm lmbt sangat berlalu... huhu.. aku nak balik nih.. dah 24 jam tak jumpe hasben. Uwaaa!!! Last nite tdo kat sepang.. sbb Dan takde.. gi terbang. Pagi tadik kol 6.30 baru blk KL... akuplak dah siap nk gi keje dah masa tu. Huhu.. tu baru dia pegi semalam... kalau 7,8 malam? kalau 2 minggu? Huhuhu.. haru jugak.. Betul aa kata Nura.. Dulu masa becinte lain. Rindu tu rindu la.. tp lain... Bila dah kawen, rasa rindu lagik kuat.. tu yg tak sabor2 nak balik keje jumpe hasben tuh. Hehehee.. :D

Hmm.. musim2 lepas raya nih, aku seperti biasa, kemaruk kuih raya (p/s anis!aku teringat kuih tat nenas ko!! huhuhuuu... ngan azno nye choc chip. Lupa nak kirim masa ko dtg aritu.. uwaaa!! Kirim kt abg long kalau dia turun kl blh? heheh...) Siap tanya kat PT kat opis.. kat mana dia simpan kuih raya yang nak di savekan utk jamuan raya. Haha.. dia kata.. "kalau orang mengidam, akak bagi.. " :p Mengidam amendenye. Dah mmg aku nih sukak kuih raya pon.. Tiap2 thn, lepas raya sah2 ler nak2 jugak.

okla.. aku rasa arini nak wrap up la citer majlis kawen aku.. dah berapa hari dah siri ni tak habis2.. Takmola byk2 siri jadik mcm citer telenovela tuh.. mcm cite prisionera.. tak abes2! (hehe.. tingat papa inga yg suke tgk cite tu).

Okie.. here goes..

Day of Reception - Bride's side
The day started early for me.. like duh!~ Woke up for subuh, makan pulut dengan rendang (sbb breakfast wasn't ready), kemas2 bilik pengantin yang mmg sah2 akan menjadi tumpuan haritu.. and got myself ready. That morning, mmg kerja2 melibatkan basuh2 pinggan atau guna sabun yg kuat tak dilakukan... nak jaga inai punya pasal... :)

Lepas mandi and siap2 pakai apa yang patut, tunggu my mak andam, K.Mimi sampai. She said to be there at 10.30 but turned up at 11.. Traffic jam kat highway katanya.. sblm Nilai Memorial tu.. sbb ada org mati.. queue pjg nak masuk nilai memorial. Ish..

So, lps dia smpi.. terus la dia mekap2 mcm biasa.. Takde dah cukur2.. cuma tampal2 concealer hijau kat mata (nak kaver mata itam) pastu tempek foundation + bedak manyak2...Pastu pakai bulu mata palsu.. hehe.. rasa berat je mata... Memula k.Mimi suh bukak mata, takleh nakbukak.. sbb mcm kelopak mata atas bawah terlekat. Haha.. bengong.. tp tak sakit la.. kena force bukak mata kuat sikit je..Rasa macam unta pun ada gak.. Hehe..

Masa tgh mekap2, adik2 usm dtg beramai.. Meriah sungguh! Awal betul diorg dtg. Sukak!

Lps tu siap2 pakai baju, habis mekap, pakai veil, pakai tiara, pakai rantai... Pastu lepak tunggu masa bersanding. At the same time, kengkawan dr jauh n dekat sampai.. Best betul masa tu.. Excited jumpa kengkawan sumer... Kalau kengkawan tak datang.. mesti aku jadik pengantin mandom. :p

Around 2.00pm, rombongan lelaki sampai.. aku cam blur2.. diorg suh aku kuar.. tp org kat luar kata tak ready.. Apstu aku berdiri je depan pintu dgn pengapit.. Lama sket br diorg panggil kuar. On the way nak menyambut tu, ada one of my makciks bisik "Ha.. buat malu2 sikit".. and i was like.. huh? Buat2 malu?? hello... this is ME you're talking abt.. cam tak lojik je aku nak kontrol2 ayu nih.. Ishhh... camne nak buat2 malu?? kena jln tunduk2 ke? Tak reti maa... so.. aupun tatau la apa yg terjadi masa tu.. Yg aku tau.. aku jln seslow mungkin... tp rasa mcm nak jln laju2 sbb cam pening dgr kompang.. Bila smpi kat Dan, aku salam dia.. pastu dia pimpin aku jln ke pelamin. aku takde recollection apa yg terjadi masa tu.. aku rasa masa tu brain shutdown.. Sukatila orang nak buat apa pun... Hahaha.. Tp aku ingat la orang suh duduk kat pelamin.. lepas tu orangbaling aku ngan mende2 renjis2 tu.. siap ada yg bersungguh2 renjis air mawar, basah muka n tgn aku.. isk.. paola pakcik tu.. Lamo den mekap haa.. sonang yo dio nak destroy mekap den. :p

Pastu ada sesi makan.. takde kontrol2 punya. Udang panjat2 takde... ada udang goreng japanese style.. specially made by mak uteh, my japanese aunty. Umm.. sodap! pastu jumpe kengkawan.. bahagie je masa tu.. Kengkawan sanggup dtg dr jauh pun.. Pastu ada sesi amek gamba.. Brader tu suh posing kepala lentok2.. Apola.. aku saja tak makan tengkuk ayam takmo kepala teleng.. haha.. dia plak suh aku lentok2.. :p apa la kabar gamba2 aku.....

Last guest haritu was my friend from BB.. masa tu sume meja dah kemas2.. aku masih menten mekap ngn pakai bj pengantin.. Takpe.. kawan punye pasal.. rimas pun aku tahan jugak. :)

Lps member blk.. sedare mara kat pangkin penyediaan laung kat kitorg.. "haa.. tu dua periuk besar menunggu nak pengantin basuh!!" Heheh.. silap la beb.. Rosak jari i tau.. Dahla br buat manicure kan... The night after nak kena menten cun lagik.. Wahaha.. Sebbaik ada my uncles from Spore turun.. diorg la yg berkerja keras menyental periuk ngan kawah. :)

Dh nak maghrib, br la berpeluang nak mandi dan menanggalkan mekap. Perhh.. tebal gile.. Sedozen keping tisu yang digunakan utk wipe off the make up.. Itu pun tak abes.. Bila cuci ngan air, ada gak lagi... Gilos..

Lepas mandi, tuka baju, pakai la baju tdo yg biasa pakai mcm kt umah sewa dulu.. Baby-T ngan pajama pants.. Kuar2 je, makcik jepun tu panggil. Masa tu dia duduk lepak ngan another makcik. Cia ckp," Noreen.. apa pakai ni.. pakaila cantik2 sikit.. Night gown ke.. Ni mcm pakai duduk kat hospital!" Errkk... ye ke.. Hahaha.. mano la den tau.. Pastu, utk kaver line, aku ckpla.. "karang tukar la.. skang taklehla.. nnt org lain tgk.." padahal mmg aku pakai bj tu jugak utk tdo pun.. comfortable maa.. Dan pun ok je.. tak komplen.. Tp bila cite kat dia, dia gelak aa.. Huhu..

Lepas mkn, sesi bukak adiah... Byk gak adiah yg kitorg dpt. Kepada kengkawan yg bawak adiah, terima kasih byk2 ek.. Buat susah2 je. Pepun, (terima kasih byk)*infinity.

Dah lewat mlm.. br la kitorg masuk tdo.. Masuk tdo awal2 kang org pandang serong lak kan.. Isk.. hehehe.. Hmmm.. cam pelik aa perasaannya. dulu ada gak tdo ngn orang lain on one bed.. tdo ngn mama, tdo ngn kengkawan kat kampus... tp bila tdo ngn hasben, lain rasanya ek.. takleh nk tdo maa... Isk.. hitam lagi ler mata i... dan pun takleh tdo.. sbb dia sakit perut. Dia minum air sirap asam boi punya pasal.. Dan ni perut dia mmg sensitip.. masam/pedas tak blh langsung.. So, pepagi kol 4.30.. aku bgn buatkan dia milo.. Cian dia.. Pastu kitorg melepak smbl minum2 kat dapur. Maklong bgn nak subuh pun tergezut tgk pengantin dah bgn awal2.

Day pf Reception - Groom's Side
Pagi, around kol 9, kitorg baru terhegeh2 nak siap2 ke KL.. Kol 10 ada rehersal utk majlis kitorg mlm tu.. So agak rushing la kitorg pagi tu.. Around 11 br smpi kat dewan.. Orang lain sume dah ada.. Pastu mc mlm tu, uncle taufik n sarina interview kitorg sesiket.. pastu rehearse jln la.. itu la.. inila.. but we managed to finish at around 1. Terus blk umah Dan kt Bt Jalil, relax jap.. pastu Dan iron uniform dia sbb dia kt nk gak amek satu gamba dia pakai uniform ngan aku mlm kang.. Around 4.30, siap2.. pastu bergegas plak pegi dewan blk.. sbb janji nak smpi kol 5.30.. Hahah.. konon la kan.. We arrived at the dewan at 6.00.. Takkan org nak marah kan.. kitorg kan raja.. :D Tp masa tu takde org lagi pun.. yg ada abg sahak, pengapit Dan, K.Long, pengapit aku, and K.Mimi... So, bila tgk K.Mimi dah smpi tu, terus tuka baju and duduk utk dimekap.... Masa tgh dimekap tu adala org dtg masuk la itula, inila... tp aku dgr je la.. tgk tak dpt.. sbb most of the time mata kena tutup... Yg beriya sgt tgk my transformation was my hubby la... Bersungguh2.. hehe.. ye la.. sape lagi nak tgk beriye2 kan.. Pastu, masa dah siap2, grand aunt Dan masuk, and dia pesan.. nnt bila jln jgn dok berckp2.. Wahaha.. Sah2 masa sanding kat umah aku obvious sgt mulut aku terkumat kamit ckp ngn pengapit/Dan. :p

Lepas tu, carry on siap2.. Around 8.15, bila VIP sume dah smpi, they called us out to introduce us to the VIPs.. Ala.. VIP bukan org lain pun.. relative Dan jugak.. kecuali TS Zaleha, kawan baik mak mertua. Beriya2 dia ckp kat aku aku ni org kg dia.. She mentioned some names.. mana la aku nak kenal.. aku br je pindah maaa... Pastu amek gamba ngn VIP... Pastu VIP pegi tmpt diorg.. and kitrg get ready la nk jln masuk...

Masa jln masuk, kena stop kat tangga.. mmg organizer tu dah pesan, tunggu bacaan selawat, baru jln.. In front of us were flower girls nand boys.. yang diberi cue oleh abg Dan.. Tp mlm tu dia mcm blur2.. selawat dah selesai satu verse pun dia tak suh bebudah tujln lagi.. Yg kitorg ni.. bisik2.. "jalan2 la.. jalan la.." At last pengapit lelaki kena panggil dia suh jln.. baru la jln. Masa rehearsal, kitorg patutnya duduk kat pelamin tu masa verse terakhir selawat.. Tp sbb lmbt jln, selwat habis b4 kitorg smpi pelamin.. Akibatnya.. Dan kira la.. "1,2,3, duduk". Haha.. macam masa MSS daaa...

Pastu as usual.. renjis2, pastu makan.. Kurang syok sket la mkn.. sbb mkn seblah big shot kan.. Isk.. tak biaser la teman... Tak enjoy makan. Yg kat seblah i tu (bukan pengantin lelaki) butler dtg offer food, tak semua dia nak.. yang aku plak.. asal butler dtg je aku kata aku nak. Heheh.. dah tau dah food sedap.. sbb dah try masa food tasting kan. Isk.. tak nikmat makan.. tp kenyang la. :) ada la gak borak2 ngan PS kat seblah tu.. Kang kata pengantin sombong plak kan.. Lagik pun, dia dah pangkat makcik la kiranya.. tp tak berani la panggil dia aunty.. mengamuk plak dia kang. Heheheee...

Lepas mkn, sesi potong kek.. Kitorg pun kena la berjalan ke pentas blk utk potong kek. Kek tu 3 tingkat.. tp 2 tingkat yg atas tu dummy cake je.. Lapisan bwh je kek betul. Tp kitorg cam konpius gak.. sbb kek tu bila nak potong cam tak lut.. Iskkk.. satu kerja gak nak motong kek nih ek..

Pastu sesi bersalam2 ngan guest.. Ni la yang plg tak tahan.. Bayangkan la.. guest nak dekat 600 org, kena berdiri salam each and everyone... Kasut tu dah la dua setengah inci.. Gila sakit.. b4 this, plg tinggi penah pakai pun satu sentengah inci je.. Gilo babeng.. kaki sakit, tp senyum kena senyum... isk... kaki aku berdenyut2 tuhan je yg tau...

When the last guest left, i was like sooo happy.. Masuk blk dlm dewan, rasa nak bukak je kasut.. Pastu sesi amek gamba plak.. takleh gak bukak kasut... Lps 7-8 klik, baru nak turun dr pelamin... org band tu panggillll... "kita jemput pengantin kita utk menyanyi... " Hok alohh... mana gua penah prektis beb... Ish.. belasah la.. kitorg pulun lagu endless love.. sbb lagu tu je yg teringat pun.. hahah.. Sumbang mambang... Lantokla.. masa tu je yg we're entitled to sing badly but won't get wnything thrown at us... al maklumla.. raja. :)

dekat kol 12, baru kitorg blk.. Tht night blk umah mertua kat Desa Pandan... Esoknya, kami kena bgn awal lagi... Utk pergi ke KLIA.. memulakan perjalanan utk tri yang sgt ditunggu2... our honeymoon!!

Ok.. there.. dah cite abes dah abt wedding.. Gamba blom upload. Will do as soon as i have the time. Wokey? Nak blk!! :)

Day of Nikah, Part 2

At around 9 pm, Dan and his family came, membawa barang2 hantaran. Tak byk.. 7 dulang je (nasib baik tak byk.. tak byk nak kena pulang! hehe) Tok Mud was once again the spokesperson. In the room, i was like ayam berak kapur. Duduk tak kena, berdiri pun salah. My sister was like.. "eh.. relaxla k.Noreen.." Haha.. I wasnt feeling ANY of the nervousness before that moment.. not even a slight tinge... sampaila i saw sorang demi sorang rombongan diorg masuk ke umah (my bedroom window overlooks the front lawn. dahla curtain nipis.. mmg nmpk la ke luar, vice versa).

AS soon as everyone settled themselves all over the house (me dlm blk, my mom kat luar, guests kat living room, relatives kat dining hall..penuh sungguh! ye la.. umah kite kecik je.. ), my uncle started his keynote address (munyik cam meeting plak :p ) To my horror, i heard my uncle's voice amplified by a microphone. Demmit!! I knew Dan would freak. When my mom got into the room, i quickly told her that there were to be no mics whatsoever for the nikah... tp.. my uncle was holding the mic kan.. Whatever it is, i think my uncle got the message kot sbb he put the mic away from Dan.. so that only the people who needed to hear him could hear him. :)

Opp.. terlompat cerita.. Lepas addressing the guests and saying thanks, dibalas pulak oleh spokesperson belah lelaki, the imam kasik khutbah pulak. Std operating procedure la kan. I was still inside the room.. bosan je. Tp elok gak diorg tak panggil keluar.. mau kebas kaki tak ingat kalau kena bersimpuh lama mcm tu. Nak dekat2 masa nikah (abt one hour or so after the rombongan arrived) i was called outside for the nikah. As soon as i stepped out of the room, all eyes were on me.. i didnt see them.. i could actually feel them. Mak Long escorted me out and showed me my place to sit.. beside my then to-be hubby. Everyone with cameras zoomed their cameras towards us.. How i felt? Hmm.. nothing much. Its like.. all my feelings were jumbled up into one overwhelming thingy and just dispersed into thin air. Before nikah, i thought i would at least shed A tear... i did not... Didn't even felt like it. Haha... Maybe coz how it happened kot...

Bila semua org dah ready kt depan, kadi hulur tgn kat Dan. My brother mewakilkan the kadi to nikahkan kitorg.. Kadi tak tanya apa-apa pun (thank god!) terus hulur tgn kat Dan utk salam... As soon as dia henjut je after lafaz "aku nikah kan dikau...." PRAANNGGG!!! Someone knocked over one of the bunga pahar. Hahaha... everyone was rather stunned.. sbb semua tgh peak tunggu lafaz nikah.. tetiba bunyi mende jatuh kuat plak... Dan siap tgk lagi ke arah bunyi tu (which was somewhere behind me).. and after that, terus tgk kat imam and lafaz nikah laju gile mcm ERL. Series.. laju... Pastu imam tny.. sah ke tak kat saksi.. semua kata sah.. tak suruh repeat.. yg aku nih plak tercengang2.. uiks.. dah ke? lorr... betui ke nih? dah sah ke?..still, no special feeling whatsoever.

Lepas nikah, Dan excused himself nak solat sunat nikah.. Wawww.. sejuk ati i.. Pastu baru la kitorg sarung cincin ngan adegan cium2 depan public.. haha.. cium dahi je la tapi.. Dan siap ckp.. rasa cam bedak. Hampeh.. sah2 rasa bedak.. tebal jugak foundation mlm tu!

Lepas tu sesi bersalam2 dgn semua org... bila g salam ngan mama baru rasa cam sebak sikit2.. tp masih blh control la air mate.. pastu salam ngn wan (nenek belah arwah my dad).. wan pun dah berair2 mata.. huhu.. Tp aku still macho jek.. haha.. org lain nikah aku beria2 kuar air mata.. time aku nikah, air mata dah kering.. haha.. mungkin sbb sehari dua before tu dah gasak air mata keluar dah kan... haha.. tatau la.

Lepas salam2, makan, lepak2 jap.. Aku takleh join lepak lama2.. sbb terus ada appoinment nak menginai tgn ngn kaki. Kesian lak ros, K.Mimi punya sidekick kena tunggu lelama.. Masa tu pun dah kol 11pm.. so gasak pulak la pakai inai... Mlm tu takleh tdo betul2.. jaga inai punya pasal. Ngantuk dah tak terkata dah.. ye la.. previous night pun tak tdo gak sbb jaga inai.. mlm tu lagi skali.. last2.. baru nak masuk kol 4 pg, dah bukak semua inai.. Tak merah sgt.. tp presentable la.. Lantak la.. tdo lagi baik. Hehehe...

Apepun, mmg lepas nikah, rasa sgt relax... Dah tak kesah dah utk kenduri.. Lantakla apa nak jadik pun esok tu.. Yang penting, aku ngan Dan dah selamat nikah. :D

Oh.. somewhere sms tgh diinai tu, Dan n rombongan balik hotel.. Hehe.. blom masanya nak spend the night dengan wife. :D

First Day of Work As Bini Orang

:) I'm a wife!!! Masuk kerja harini... it really doesnt matter if you just got married or whatever... Work just loads.. esp when you just got back from a long holiday. Hampeh tol. Found out that one of my most important letters tersilap tarikh panggilan mesyuarat. Pagi2 dah kena panic attack. Siot btol.. Alhamdulillah.. sekarang everything is ok la jugak... bos pun relax je tak marah... Huhhu... selamat!

Byk mende nak citer nih... hehe.... :)

The day before the wedding
The previous night, berhempas pulas siapkan hantaran2 yang tinggal (can't remember which). On thursday, cuti... sambung siapkan hantaran in the morning and later got ready for my spa appointment. Ralit sgt buat htrn.. pukul 11 baru nak siap2 pegi spa.. (padahal ckp kt org tu nk dtg kol 11) Siap2, singgah office amek cheese tart (pesan kat kawan utk dibuat hantaran) pastu singgah umah mak ngah kt kg pandan utk tumpang cheese tart.. and finally, kol 1 baru sampai spa.. Nama spa tu Cemburu spa.. kat tmn dagang, ampang. I think the price is very reasonable.. tempat pun cantik sgt.. mcm spa yg ribu riban punya style.. but at a fraction of the price. I had a 2 hour spa session, plus an hour manicure which cost only RM 200! Spa session rm148, manicure rm40.. pastu ada tax sikit... gile best. Tapi malu la sket.. sbb err... adala sbb2 tertentu yang tak syok nak cerita kat sini.. wakaka.. Tp the massage was relaxing, plus the yoghurt wrap (which made me smell like a yummy dish) and the sauna.. and the flower bath.. Mmg relaxing... but being in the state i was at that time, it helped only a little. I was practically rushing them.. sbb my next appointment is to go to the bridal and do my fitting. I tried my best to relax... to no avail.. My mind was constantly on the run.. Fikir nak bekejar ke bridal, nak siapkan hantaran, nak beli chocolate.. isk...

Right after paying for my treatment, i rushed to the bridal with nice smelling body and pretty,shiny fingers. :D (oh.. tp one of the girls terlukakan my pinky masa asyik buat manicure.. seb baik tak berbekas dek non! nasib baik my mind wasnt really there.. tak marah pun dia.. kesian dia dah nak nangis2...) Hujan selebat2nya.. smpi kat bridal around 5.15.. terus masuk, try baju. Hehe.. tried on the songket bunga tabur.. hmm.. okla jugak.. tp bumper nmpk makin lebar plak. :p Tried on the maroon lace next.. hmm.. not really what i asked for.. but it would hafta do la.. Nak wat camne... lusanya dah nak pakai. Huhu.. sedey sket.. takpela...takdela off sgt.. dlm gamba harap2nya nmpk ok la... So diskas2 sket ngan k.Mimi (empunya bridal)... she gave me an invoice.. and later off i went.. nak pergi carik coklat hantaran plak.

Chocs tu nak kena carik kt KLCC.. sbb kt tmpt lain lgi susah nak pegi.. Tu la.. gatal.. nak beli patchi jugak.. haa.. sangkut in traffic plak.. Dekat2 jln ampang tu, the engine heated up. Had to stop by the roadside tunggu dia cool sket. Call Dan, ckp stranded.. nasib baik he's at his parents' place... so he told me to park the car somewhere close to socso and he'll come and pick me up so that both of us can go to klcc. Masa tu mmg dah tensen giler babeng.. Rasa nak rimbuk je keter tu.. Sejuk je sikit enjin keter, terus drive a.s.a.p towards this small parking space dekat2 socso. Tunggu Dan dlm keter.. engine off, aircond off, kat luar hujan.. Berkuap gak dlm kete.. tp tak pikir dah sbb tensen. :p Bayangkanla.. esok mlm nak nikah.. aku kat kl lagi, masa tu dah 6.30 petang.

A little later, Dan dtg.. dia check kete sket... and then took me to KLCC. He insisted that we had dinner as soon as we got there since i hadn't had anything to eat since morning.. tapi mmg tak ingat nak makan dah.. Ingat nak balik je masa tu.. We ended up having italian at the signature, and lepas tu terus g parkson carik patchi chocs.. Hahah... cost me a whopping 200 bucks! Blom sempat mkn pun lagi chocs mahal tu. Ta tau la sedap tara mana sgt. Hadey.. nasib baik la kawen sekali je seumur hidup. Isssyyy...

Balik, dah dekat kol 9. dan asked me to take it easy since the traffic was still congested everywhere in KL.. Kalau balik pun, engine will heat up again and i'll get stranded where its difficult to get help.. So i tried to calm down.. but as soon as smpi kat kete lps blk from KLCC, lepas Dan check2 and said i'm good to go.. terus rush balik umah. Dekat kol 10 baru smpi umah... Umah masa tu dah penuh, orang prepare kemah, makcik2 tlg masukkan telur dalam bekas, sepupu2 yang tolong2. Lega dah sampai.. and lega benda dah nak settle. Phew!~

Bila dah lewat sikit, umah pun dah kurang orang.. baru mula pakai inai. One of my makciks giling inai tu.. inai fresh lagi..mcm2 mende taruk konon nak kasik merah... tapi hampeh! :p woke up in the morning with ugly orange-stained fingers and nailsss... eughhhh!!!! bengong btul!

Day of Nikah

Pagi2 lagi mintak tlg one of my guy cuzs pasangkan kelambu kat the bridal bed. Hampeh susah.. Dia pun ala2 gayat gitu kan.. isk.. satu hal lak aku kena pegang tangga. Nasib baik la my cuz tu sekeping je. Tau la camne punya bergoyang sbb letak tangga atas tilam atas katil, and my cuz dok panjat tangga tu. Seb baik tak tergolek. :p

Pastu siapkan final touch utk hantaran.. Again, with the help of my guy cuzin yg helped me with the kelambu… Seb baik ada dia.. help, minus the blabs. Mcm tu la nk tlg orang.. :) One day kena hadiah la kat dia perfume ke hape ke.. Nak kirim kat Dan la nnt.. By 10 mcm tu, setel.. Pastu I had a shower and terus kuar umah gi bank.. Gile punya pengantin.. mlm kang nak menikah.. tengahari blh kuar lagi.. Ye la.. nak harapkan sape plak nak run errands kan.. Amek duit nak bayar kat bridal, beli inai kat kedai India.. Budak kat kedai tu ckp, campur ngan minyak cap kapak sket.. perhh.. dpt lak resepi baru utk memerahkan inai… Hahah.. blk pastu, after zuhur terus pasang inai lagi skali… A few hours je la dptnya.. dahla masa siang2.. Haha.. seb baik ayam tak nmpk.. kalau tak lagi tak merah (ni petua org tua… pakai inai jgn kasik ayam ygk). Ptg tu, a little before 6, bukak inai. Alhamdulillah.. presentable la sikit nak banding ngan kaler oren yg tak semenggah tu. Terus mandi, siap2 solat, pakai korset.. (hehe.. rahsia ramping!) Pastu tunggu maghrib.. selesai je solat, k.Mimi dah dtg, ready nak mekap. Phew… cayalah.. cayang k.Mimi sbb dia on time. ? Terus je mekap Befreo dia start, aku kata kat dia.. “Sy nak mekap mcm rossa kak, boleh tak?” Hahaha.. gilo!… K. Mimi takde jampi2… dia Cuma suruh istighfar dengan selawat.. Tetiba masa tgh istighfar tu, dia dtg dekat bwk pisau shave crocodile tu.. Huhu… aku ckp “akak.. sy takmo cukur kening!!!!” Dia kata.. tak blh.. dia kena cukur gak sikit.. Dia ckp don’t worry, dia buat cantik. Huhu.. bukan itu yang buat aku takmo cukur maa… Huhu.. Masa tu terpikir.. patutla dia suruh istighfar byk2.. huhuhu.. for the 1st time in my life, kening aku kena cukur… Huhu.. seb baik tak nmpk mcm nyonya.

Pastu, k.Mimi worked her wonders on my face. Dia tak bg tengok cermin smpi dia siap mekap.. Bila nk pakai tudung (before dia pakaikan lipstick) br blh tgk cermin.. Huhu… bila dah tgk cermin tu… waweee.. tergezut.. betul ke aku ni.. Hahaha… nmpk cm aku, tm mcm bukan aku.. camne ek? Haha.. yg nyatanya, k.Mimi mmg pandai mekap.. all my cuzs and aunties agree.. mmg dia mekap cantik…
One of my friends from school came… She’s more like a sister than a friend la.. Dtg ngan fiancé dia.. Ada gak kawan peneman sorg mlm tu… Diala yg tlg tenangkan when I got all the butterflies in my tummy. Dahla my room pun penuh dgn butterflies.. Mlm tu, ikut plannye 8.30.. Tunggu punya tunggu, kol 9 lebih baru rombongan lelaki sampai…

Hmm.. esok pulak la sambung.. part 2 of the day of nikah. Dah kol 5 nih.. Nak balik jumpe hasben. Wendu woo.. lepas kawen nih.. wendu lebih sket. Hehehe… sbb dah kene love potion.. Hehehe... esok plak la sambung… Dah la esok kena tdo sensorg.. sbb Dan kena fly gi Nagoya… Seb baik one night je.. Huhu..

Wokey.. gtg.. sesape ada gamba tu, tlg ler email ye.. Nak gak tgk gamba sendiri! :)

Masih Tensen
Waaa... kenapa la ku tak mintak cuti utk harini jugak.. Nak save cuti utk emergency punya pasal la nih!! Huhuhu.. tensen! :p Ingat nk mc harini pun tak jadi.. Tak boleh!! Ptg smlm bos datang suh setelkan surat tu harini... sedey betul la. isk.. So today masih lagi di opis... pagi tadi lagi dah setel semua.. tp still takleh balk awal.. sbb bos lagi satu mintak tlg htr dia ke erl ptg ni.. sbb dia nk g lgkwi.. Harini mmg most officers n staff takde.. pegi langkawi... ada keje. Uwaaaaa.. tensennya!!!! Dahla byk lagi keje menunggu kat umah tu... HUhuhuhuu... Malam ni continue buat bekas cincin and perfume.... esok br blh buat sirih... Chocs plak letak je la dlm boz lawa sket. Huhuhu.. :P

Tambah tensen, bila mintak tlg kt orang, orang tu membebel plak dulu. Gawd.. if i ever need anyone to babble, i'd ask my mom! :P Kalau nk tolong, tolong je la.. tak payah mulut bising2. Baik tak payah tlg.. buat sakit hati je. One of the reason i'm more comfortable doing things on my own. Ishh.. benci. Time aku dia boleh la nk ckp mcm2.. sbb dia blom lalu.. Tak tau what i'm going thru.. Just wait la.. Her time will come. tau la camne nnt. :P Wekwekwek kali infinity. :p (Type kat keyboard dgn geram smpi nak pecah) Manusia slalu tak sedar bila mende yg sama jadi kat diri sendiri.. kalau jadi kat orang tu.. nampak je... mulut lak smpi berbuih mengata. :P (Peringatan untuk diri sendiri jugak).

Isk... stressful betul la wedding preps ni. And I thot brides-to-be are supposed to be worry-free and get pampered from head to toe. I guess that only happens in soap operas. Even if it happens in real life.. it only happens to those lucky few super posh ppl. :p

Lagi satu, pesan utk kawan2 yang akan kawen nnt, org tua2 ada pantangkan bakal pengantin supaya tak berjumpa 44 hari sebelum kawen kan. Now i think i know why. Dulu i was wondering what's wrong with seeing each other. Here's my two cents - One month before nikah both of the bakal pengantin are stressed. When people are stressed, they tend to piss each other off.. So, nanti bermasam muka plak.. pastu dah tak syok nak kawen.. (dan setan bertepuk tangan kat belakang). :P So.. by all means, elak la jumpa/phone seblom nikah tu... Coz i think i've learnt my lesson.. and i'm one pissed bride-to-be! Well.. not really pissed la.. stressed. :p Ishh... bengong!bengong!bengong!...

Isk.. kalau pegi check blood pressure ni ada harapan result high b.p. nih.

Ok..cukup2 la tu membebel kat blog. Probably my final posting sebelum jadik isteri orang. Rasanya lepas ni tak sempat dahnak posting sementara nak menunggu saat dinikahkan.. haha.. hantaran pun tak siap lagi... byk cengkadak nak posting.

Kepada kawan2, doakan supaya pernikahan saya berjalan lancar, supaya Dan lafaz sekali je, supaya imam tu tak tanya dia byk2 soklan. Doakan supaya dijauhkan dari khianat orang, doakan supaya tak hujan.. dan doakan kami bahagia dunia & akhirat.

Sorryla... posting nih penuh kemarahan. Wakaka.. gua tensen! Isk.. with all the stress.. will i actually have all the 'bride' quality on my wedding day?? Sob!~

4 days and counting...

Gawd it's so damn close right now. Starting to get all jittery. :p hate it. My days are filled with preparations, my nights are filled with tears. Don't ask me why. My eyes tend to get all teary as i go to bed. :p Maybe it's stress getting to my head.. maybe i'm just overly freaked out about the whole marriage thingy.. and maybe i'm just afraid.. afraid of the unknown. :(

Raya went with me driving all over the place, from Shah Alam to Kuang to accompany my mom to send the invitations to relatives. It was exhausting.. but i enjoyed it coz we got to see everyone we wanted to see. Usually, the annual "raya beramai2" will see us go to some of our relatives houses but having to go back without entering the house coz the owner isn't around..

Second raya, hmm... spent it at home. My cousins and uncles and auties came by and helped out with the preparation. At that time i felt the excitement.. seronok, with everyone doing something, giggles, laugter and chats here and there. It's a load of fun. So that day, my candies for the kids are done, door gifts almost done.. except for a few yang belum lagi... So is my mossie net that will be used as a deco item for the bedroom.. is half done, thanks to my creative cuzs.. so now, there's less work to be done... but still a lot of work though. Gonna hafta complete my hantarans by tomorrow nite.. hmm.. sempat ke tak. kena bg sempat jugakla..

Third raya, everyone were busy preparing for a kenduri.. Bukan kenduri apa pun.. kenduri tahlil, sekali dengan mendudukkan penanggah. My mom gave me some time off after lunch, so that i can go shopping with my cousins. Got myself a pair of white pants, a pretty good fit, except that it's a little loose around the waist, and also got myself a dainty blouse from Somerset Bay. We got back from the shopping spree at around 5, helped out with a few final touches for the kenduri, and got ready for it by isyak. Not many people turned up though.. Myabe because it's a saturday and it was the 3rd day of raya.. People were still away for the raya hols.

Fourth raya, continued to shop for last minute items at Nilai 3. Huhu... byk dah melabur kat kedai tu. Hampeh. :p

Dan came back from Hong Kong last night. Kesian dia.. he had to celebrate raya in HKG. It's a relief to be able to talk to him.. to tell him my worries, my fears... he's also experiencing the same thing. He said.. everything will be back to normal as soon as we both come back from our honeymoon. We'll get back to our lives as we used to, the only difference is now that we'll face our days together, instead of facing it alone.

Hmm... tak taula.. Marriages changes people, and it changes feelings. It worries me... My only hope is that our marriage will make our love for each other grow stronger with each passing day. When we first had our talks on getting married, i'd only imagined the good parts of marriage.. the romance, the privacy, the abundant of love, the joy of being together, the sweet love-making (hehe).. but as the day draws closer, all these beautiful picture of a perfect marriage ebbs away, and i'm left with sketches of reality. Marriage is never a bed of roses... it'll be a trying time for us both, especially during the first few years of marriage. I dunno how quickly i can adapt to changes and how quickly i can learn to care for him...

The kind of wife i want to be? A cross between Bree and Gabrielle of Desperate Housewives. I'd wanna be a perfect wife like Bree yet hot and fun like Gabrielle. Hehe.. minus the full-time housewife status of Bree and the infidelity of Gabrielle though!

The clock is ticking

It's just around the corner now.. Sometimes it excites, sometimes it scares, sometimes it tires, sometimes it stresses, sometimes it dissappoints. :p

Urgh.. just want to get it over and done with. I've had enough of preparing.. i'm exhausted. :|

Have a great raya everyone. As for myself, i'm just not feeling the mood. :(

Welkem to aboh
Hallo abohh.. dah jumpe een nye blog ye.. Hehe.. welkem.. welkem.. :)

Sumer orang dah nak cuti
Huhu.. esok, most everyone punya last day of working before cuti raya... As for myself, isnin keje lagi.. pastu cuti deepavali.. rabu kang keje lagi... kamis baru cuti.. Huhu.. Rabu nnt, ada 2 orang je kat opis nih.. myself and another staff.. Huhu..dahla staff tu lelaki.. mau aku kunci diri dlm blk... takpun lunch g alamanda.. haha.. drag sket smpi kol 3 ke.. blk opis, lepak tgk internet (harap2 sgt internet ok) smpi 4.30, pastu balik.. Mesti dah agak ramai org kat kg tolong nenek masak rendang... Hmmm... Pastu cuti raya samapi ari ahad je.. Isnin n selasa dah masuk keje blk.. simpan cuti utk lps kawen nye pasal.. Takpela.. bos pun keje gak masa tu.. Kalau takde keje sgt, bley blaja buat smocking kat bos.. hihi..

Huhu.. nak balik aa.. penat la harini.. dari pagi smpi ptg buat surat. :p Haha.. penat konon!

Kuih oh kuih
Kejap je, its already towards the end of Ramadhan... for sure, i havent been doing something that i'd really wanted to do since the start of Ramadhan.. adela satu mende tu.. Harap2, sempat jugakla menunaikannya sebelum syawal menjelma....

Dekat2 nak raya ni, even since the start of fasting mth dulu, sibuk the whole office.. ada yg promote kuih raya, promote kek raya.. And me.. being a sucker for kuih raya... bought at least 6 different types!! (plus another 2 which i had bought even earlier on.. bought and finished! hihi!)

Let see.. so far i've bought 2 containers of pineapple tart, one of which i bought in august, and gobbled everything up by end of september.. (ooohhh.. that explains the extra pounds!! right!~ :p ) Then i bought another batch of those in mid september, and there're only 2 pieces left at home (out of 50 pieces).. i didnt intend to keep those yummy cookies for raya anyway.. Recently i ordered 2 kuih raya from a colleague; one container of cookies that taste a little too buttery to my liking (haritu masa sample rasa cam best je :p ) and another container of mini popiah. Then i bought another 2 from my friend from school... which i havent gotten yet... and then i bought yet another 2 from the gerai jualan at the ministry's lobby.. kuih semperit with choc rice on top and kuih cereal drops with lots of multicolored edible beads on top.. Sedap gile kuih tu! *Drool* Lastly (as of today) i ordered 2 cakes for raya (hopefully it'll last that long) You know.. the lapis2 type.. the one yg famous as kek lapis sarawak. Sedap wey!!

Waaa.... i love kuih raya!! I really, really love kuih raya.. but they're all very fattening!! How can i enjoy my kuih raya and not gain weight??? i Cant gain weight this raya coz the wedding is just right after it. I need professional help! :p (still remember last years trauma.. gained nearly 5 kilos right after raya which was a total bommer! :p Still fighting off the gain even as i type demmit!)

hehe.. sorry.. i went berserk for a while there.. all for the love of kuih raya.. *lipsmack* yummy.

Sedey plak
Tetiba sedey pla... lepas baca blok pinga. Isk.. nyesal lak bace.. Hahaha.. takdela...tp mmg sedey pun bile bace...

Sedey sbb aku dah tak lalu kehidpan macam tu.. tak turun kelas, tak jadik tester, tak jumpa ustaz, tak jumpa abg harun, tak duduk gebang2... uwaaaaa... Kepada korang yang masih lagi menikmati zaman2 tu.. nikmati lah ia sepuas-puasnya. :) Ntahla.. dulu, satu zaman masa tengah bercelaru dengan benda tahape2 kat kampus tu dulu, mmg terdetik takmo terlibat dengan cekak sangat bila dah kawen.. Tapi.. rasanya tak boleh la. Hati ni rasa sayu sekarang ni, bila tak dapat turun kelas. Aktiviti cekak kat KL ni lagi la tak tau menau.. hampes je. Nak kena update balik ngan aima pulak la skang nih. Nak sambung mengajar kat sekolah teknik haritu.. tak gak sambung2.. tak tau la bulan2 puasa ni ada kelas ke takde. Tinggal seminggu je lagi pun bulan puasa... Lepas raya, aku dah adik bini orang... Sah-sah kena mintak kebenaran utk attend kelas and rasa-rasanya mmg tak senang nak dapat kebenaran tu. :( Sedey plak. Takpela.. push dia slow2.. takleh turun kelas, join aktiviti lain dulu, insyaAllah.. Sikit2, lama2 dia ok la tu... Batu pun boleh lekuk kalau air selalu menitik atas dia kan? Huhu.. rindu kat cekak! :(

The importance of firewall

Little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?"

The father answers: "Well, son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a blessed little Pop-Up appeared and said: You've Got Male!"

Best!~

Iskk.. kejap je dah nak dekat setengah bulan puasa.. Huhu.. bermakna tinggal setengah bulan + seminggu je nak kawen.. Rasa mcm.. ishh.. betul ke nih? Buatnya kang kawen2 terus murah rezeki dpt baby.. boleh ke aku handle? Uwaaaaaaaa.. rasa mcm takleh je... Kucing aku sekor tu pun tak berjaga sgt... tu baru kucing.. tak payah nak dimandikan pagi petang, tak duduk rumah seharian (kucing aku suka jln2 smpi kekadang tak blk umah), blh tinggal2kan dia anytime.. kalau tak bagik mkn dia pandai carik mkn snirik... Tu baru kucing.. anak org dgn anak kucing mana sama weyyy.. :p Huhuhuuuuu.............. takotnye.

Apepun.. skang ni tgh giler sket buat preps.. cumanya, alhamdulillah, takdela rasa cam tertekan walaupun byk mende lagi tak siap buat. Maybe sbb dah divert attention tu kpd honeymoon, instead of nak kawen.. Biasa la.. masa tunang dulu dah project utk kawen.. masa kwen, project utk honeymoon la plak. ;) So far.. honeymoon kitorg tak tau la kat mana.. Hahaha.. Dulu2 ingat nk gi Bali.. tp sbb byk sgt kejadian bom, kedua2 parents tak kasik gi Bali.. pastu abg Dan suggest gi Perth.. tp cam takde masa aku nak gi renew passport.. so rasa camnak pegi domestic je.. Nak pegi pantai timur.. masa tu musim tengkujuh.. So, finally kitorg decide nak gi Langkawi je.. (baru je pegi sana bln 4 lps..sigh!~) tapi nak stay kat mana, tgh tunggu travel agent punya quotation. Lembab betul diorg nih. :p

Semlm, berbuka puasa kat dewan perdana felda sempena food tasting ngan pilih pelamin utk sanding kat merak nnt. Yumm.. sedap.. hehe.. pose pose ni teringat plak menu semlm.. Dahla diorg kasik amek skalik mknn yang ada utk buffet. Hehe.. blasah mkn roast lamb la pulak.. smpi Dan ingatkan.. nak kena taste food utk menu 13hb nnt... Muehehe.. elee.. dia pun blasah jugak mkn roast lamb.. :p Apepun.. selain dr mkn yang best, seronok sbb dpt tgk semua orang clicked... my mom, my bro, aunty, uncle, dan's uncle and aunty, his bro's family.. and yang paling happy sbb almas is always so happy to see me! :D Dialah yang paling sibuk pelamin mana nak pilih.. :)

Teringat masa berbuka puasa ngan kengkawan.. pegi buffet buka puasa kat mana2 yang best.. smpi ada kawan sorg tu tobat takmo mkn byk2.. hehehee... Thn ni takde geng la nak gi buffet.. Huhuhuuuu...

Tagged by Azno
Ooo.. macam nike bila kena taggg.. ish ish.. Lagging behind time nye aku nihss... Huhu..

SEVEN Things I Want To Do Before I Die:
1 Taubat yang diterima
2 Family yang bahagia
(with 3 kids, 2 boys and 1 girl - mcm adik beradik azno)
3 Bukak family business - bridal boutique
4 Honeymooning around the world
- doesnt have to be continuous.. once in 2 yrs pun will suffice. :)
5 Jumpa kawan2 lama dari tadika kalau boleh..
-2- 3 nama member tadika yg aku ingat: ashrah, hassan ngn amir. Ashrah ni budak pompuan yg 1st tegur aku kat tadika.. sbb aku tersilap masuk toilet lelaki; hassan aku ingat nama dia sbb dia ada kes masa kat kelas.. kesian ada, klaka pun ada; si amir ni plak dok seblah aku kalau tak silap.
6 Slim up & shape up
- i dont want to die because of fat-related diseases :p
7 Mintak ampun maaf dgn org yg aku penah buat salah
- nnt jgn tarik aku kat kiamat sok ok..? (ewah mcm blh suruh2 plak)

SEVEN Things I Could Do:
(soklan ni aku tak berapa paham sgt.. things i could do to achieve yg atas tu ke, things yg aku boleh buat ke.. so aku rasa aku interpretasi soklan ni as 7 Things I'm Capable of Doing)
1 Sing...
well.. yeah.. i can sing you know... takla terer mcm Siti.. tp bolehla sikit2, esp witout the mic.. Bila dapat mic, tarikan suara tu jadik haru sket. :p
2 Pretend
-pretend to listen in lectures, pretend to be a good person :p, pretend to be a bad person, pretend to understand, pretend, pretend, pretend....
3 Cry for no reason
- usually happens during PMS
4 Easily irritated, sedangkan org tak buat pape pun kat aku
- also, during PMS
5 Talking rubbish while sleeping
- disahkan dan diwitness oleh kawan2 rapat.. siap kena gelak lagi :p (aku harap bila aku dah kawen nnt aku tak buat la lagi mende nih. Huhu.. teruk aku kene gelak ngan dan nnt)
7 Getting lost
- well.. easily put.. i'm hopeless with directions. Ada haritu nak pergi keje pun tersesat. Hehehe.. I'm so well known of my bad sense of directions.. ask Nura n azno. They KNOW. (I'll let you in a little secret: skang ni pergi keje jln lain, blk jln lain.. sbb nak blk ikut jln yg sama tak jumpe :p )

SEVEN Celebrity Crushes
1 Chad Lowe
- when i was 12 y.o kot.. bila dia berlakon cite Life Goes On
2 Joey Lawrence
- masa 14 y.o.. siap mimpi2 lagi
3 Jonathan Brandis
- the boy who played Lucas in Seaquest
4 Ben Afleck
- used to but since he started dating JLo, no more crush on him
5 Brad Pitt esp. in Mr & Mrs Smith
6 Prince William
- always dream of flying to the UK and have him notice me.. like that's gonna happen :p
7 Joe, the famous porn star - heheh... naahh.. i made that up :p
I used to have a crush on that famous tennis player.. Yg slalu menang Wimbledon
tu... which i cant remember his name anymore.. He's not famous anymore now..

SEVEN Often Repeated Words
1 Oo.. ye ke
2 Eh?
3 Macam mana ek?
4 Gile
5 Hampeh
6 Bengong
7 Bodoh gile(esp. on the road where stupid drivers roam free)

SEVEN Physical Traits I Look In The opposite Sex
1 Pert butt (heheheee)
2 Pleasant style - not over the top, not dont give a shit kinda thing..
3 Taller than myself
4 Have hands bigger than mine - pengaruh citer katun.. notice tak kalau cite katun
Disney tu, prince dia semua tgn besar2.. blh genggam kemas2 tgn princess.. haha..
5 Not wobbly (no offense) - my fiance tu tak wobbly tau.. dia firm :)
6 Dada agak bidang - blh sandar kat situ
7 Tak berbulu sangat, tapi takla sampai tak berbulu langsung (but no chest hair..
geli sket.. tp kalau ada yg bulu start dr bwh pusat tu all the way tu the
southern zone.. tu mcm sexy.. heheh.. tp bukan lebat2 sgt la.. (err.. am i being
too forward??)

All of these traits ada kat Dan plus a few other non-physical traits.. except for trait number 7 which i'm bound to find out in less than a month.. Hihihiii...

SEVEN Victims I Can tag
Cant think of any. All my blog pals have been tagged by Azno. :p
Maybe a few if they come accross my site : Aiza's bf, Goe, My cuzin Siti Nor.. That's it.. i dont have any more blog pals... Hmm.. pathetic. :p


Ok.. dah setel mende tag nih.. Oh.. just free info.. do you know that it was so easy to get tested for HIV? Macam pregnancy test kit je.. tp guna blood instead of urine. Amek darah cucuk kat jari je, bukan style amek darah kat pelipat siku or anything like that. Hehe.. Tau sbb tadi kena pergi HIV screening.. Almaklumlah.. dah berkuatkuasa utk pasangan yang akan bernikah di negeri Selangor. :)

Something interestingly funny
This is just something i found.. funny one:

Withdrawal
A small amount of semen escapes from the penis prior to ejaculation. Withdrawal does not work because millions of sperm can be in the small amount that escapes.

Rhythm
Remember, ovulation occurs 14 days BEFORE your period. If you are only counting days, it's like playing roulette. It matters if you are a day off. Remember sperm live for up to FIVE DAYS.

Intercourse during Menstruation
If you have a long period and a short cycle, you can be ovulating at the end of your period. Not safe.

The First Time
Right - and birds don't fly.

Standing up immediately after sex
A chemical attraction stronger than gravity is at work here. Sorry, standing doesn't make it.

**Praying
Prayer works for many things - pregnancy prevention isn't one of them.

Douching with Pepsi, Coke, etc.
"The Pause that Refreshes®", "The Real Thing®", and others may quench your thirst, but don't expect their secret formula to keep you from getting pregnant.

Nothing
Doing nothing gives you an 85% chance of getting pregnant!!!

ONE MONTH TO GO!
Harini genap sebulan/30 hari/4 minggu lagi sebelum hari yang ditunggu-tunggu tiba. Banyak benda tak siap lagi nih. Bunga pahar baru buat 6 kuntum, barang2 untuk tetamu and kawan2 tak siap lagi, baju tak pegi fitting lagi, kad tak hantar lagi.. hihi.. memang giler aku nih. :p Apepun, sempena lagi sebulan nak kawen nih.. nak menyorot kembali kisah silam camne blh tersangkut dengan encik rashdan, sampai membawa ke jinjang pelamin, insyaAllah.. :) Kesahnye bermule camni....

Satu hari di bulan april 2002, masa tu di kampus baru usm kat transkrian.. Every room ada internet connection yang mmg tak ingat dunia la kan.. Aku pun kejenye mengada je pc tu 24-7 (lebih kurang la). Favorite pastime masa tu ialah chatting kat irc.. Selalunya bukan chatting pun... selalu pegi main kuiz je.. Kekadang chatting sikit2, and err.. harass ade sorg orang tu secara online.. (Sorry la kpd orang tu.. masa tu kite kan budak2 lagi.. Tp.. salah dia jugak..muahahaa). Masa tu konon2 on the rebound la.. Layaan je sesape pun.. janji org tu interesting. :)

On that one meaningful day that april, aku pun masuk channel ekuiz @ mirc.. seperti biasa, nak score aa kuiz tu.. Ramainye member2 snirik gak.. Nickname masa tu.. ehehe... takyah la btau.. Pastu ada la satu nick nih.. D***8* tetiba ping. Kita yg kononnya tgh rebound nih apa lagik.. layan la.. Dia ckp dia keje bawak kapaltebang.. Menarik je dgr.. layan la dia borak... Tiap2 hari jumpa dia online dan borak2.. Firts time chatting, he gave his number.. but i've a policy :- i don't take/give numbers upon first time chats... I think if the other person is really interested, he'd be patient enough to wait.. Bukan lama pun.. i'll only give out my number after i feel comfortable chatting with that person. So.. on the 3rd day, he asked me to give him a wake up call.. which i did.. but only a missed call.. Hehe.. jahat aku.. Bukan ape.. tetiba rasa cam gabra lak nk ckp ngn dia.. Pastu he called back.. and tht was the 1st time aku ckp ngn dia. :)

After that, in may, it's time for me to go back.. sbb cuti kan.. So we planned to meet. Sebenarnya, masa cuti tu, i planned to meet 2 online guys.. Dan, and another guy.. The other guy nih is not that interesting.. tp dia pun selalu call, and insist that we meet.. siap kasik dedication kat MIX FM's Love Songs & dedications lagik.. Hahaha.. So i planned to meet Dan on saturday and the other guy on sunday, both at KLCC.. Ye la.. tempat paling senang.

Tengahari tu.. seperti yang dijanjikan, i went to KLCC, wearing a white blouse and a pair of jeans.. Upon reaching there, i called him and asked where i shall meet him. Dia ckp, tunggu kat motor besar kat picnic. So i went there, tapi takde orang plak.. Hampeh betul. Prior to that, i called my buddy, nabil, kekonon ajak teman la... Hampeh.. mamat tu pun lagi lmbt!! After that Dan came towards me... and i was like.. Oh..ok.. so you're the guy... and we sat down kat picnic.. borak2 while he had a snack. He asked me if i wanted to eat.. gabra punye pasal.. tak makan pun.. :p Padahal masa tu perut mmg lapar krek krek... Masa tgh borak2, baru la nabil menjelma.. tp kejap je.. salam2 ngan Dan, pastu dia blah.. sbb dia nmpk Dan mcm tak comfortable dia ada kat situ. Cian nabil... :(

Balik dari 1st date, i thought that he might not call me again.. Rupanya, malam tu jugak dia call.. and ajak kuar lagi.. and it went on, and on, and on... One of the days in may yang kitorg kuar2 tu, he bought me my 1st bday gift from him. :) So happy!

Ramadhan 2002, lebih kurang bln 10, we're heavily dating.. Pantang ada peluang, mesti nak kaur.. tgk wayang la, gi opis dia la.. ada je penyebab nak kuar... I was working as a salesgirl masa tu.. kat Reject Shop. If he's at his parents', he'll come by and pick me up kalau aku keje mlm.. until one night, if i'm not mistaken, malam puasa ke-2, he called and said the 3 magic words. :D Hehe.. i was flabbergasted.. caught off guard.. Terdiam kejap... and i said it too.. Padahal seblom ni mcm dah practice.. if anything happens, i'll tell him i'm not ready.. In reality, lain pulak dari perancangan.. Tu lah dia.. manusia hanya amerancang, Tuhan yang menentukan.. :D

Masa peringkat awal, i introduced him to my mom.. but dia blom bawak aku gi jumpa parents dia... not until later. Ada this one night, when his mom called (he talks to his mom every night) he said he was having dinner.. asked with whom, he said "girlfriend".. Haha.. mesti terkejut aunty masa tu.. and that was the first time i talked to aunty.

Sekarang, dah masuk tahun ketiga, alhamdulillah, jodoh kami dipanjangkan, dan nak masuk to the next stage.. alam berumahtangga pulak. Aku tak tau la aku ni sebenarnye dah bersedia ke belum nak jadik bini orang.. tapi kalau nak ikut sedia, sampai bila baru nak sedia, betul tak? Kurang2, bila dah kahwin, kurang sikit punca dosa.. hehe.. harap2nye la kan. :) Tapi kekadang terfikir jugak.. habis kenduri kendara semua 13 hb.. 14 hb kang masuk umah dia.. huhu.. nak kena start masak ke? alemak... huhu.. cane ek? 1st day masak spageti.. haha.. 2nd day.. ntah.. dia nih dah la jenis tak minat sgt nasik. Huhuhuu.... camne nih? aku bukan reti masak. :p uwaaaa...

So itulah dia.. cite aku dan dia... Dia yang lagi sebulan lagi akan sah jadik hasben aku. :) Doakan kami bahagia dunia akhirat. :)

(p/s: kepada seseorang yg pernah aku ckp kat dia yg aku akan tunggu dia... aku mintak maaf.. aku tak tunai ckp aku dulu.. tp takpe kan.. sbb dia gak yg kata kalau jumpa orang lan yg lagi best dari dia, proceed je.. and so i did! :) )

Ubat??
Hmm.. byk permintaan nampaknye yang mintak aku reveal nama ubat tuh. Hehe... kasik aku cerita dulu perihal ubat nih and cuzin aku yg makan ubat tu...

Cuzin aku nih aritu dia overweight gak sket (dia ni laki).. PAstu dia makan ubat yang aku kata tu.. Actually dia makan 2.. tapi yg lagi satu tu dia kata kena mintak prescription doctor.. so aku malas le nak amek tau.. Tp ubat yang satu ni over the counter.. Kerja ubat tu nak kuarkan lemak yang kita makan.. Kiranya, kalau kita poo-poo, stool kita nnt kuar berminyak2... Tp ikut dia, kalau masa bln puasa ni makan ubat tu, dikhuatiri over exhausted pulak.. sbb dia akan kuarkan semua benda yg kita telan.. Hmm.. Ubat nih mahal gak... about 70++ sepapan... Cuzin aku makan 2 minggu je.

Kalau korang nak try gak makan ubat nih (azanie excluded.. tlg la jgn mkn wey.. ko dah cukup kurus dah..) just be precautious la.. Sbb drugs ni kita tak tau apa side effects dia.. Kang effect kat liver ke, heart ke... sapo nak tanggung? Tuh la sbb aku pun agak was2 lagi.. nak amek ke tak.. Tp so far my cuz said takde side effect la kat dia so far.. ubat tuh nama xenical.. Aku pun tak check lagi berapa sebenarnya harga dia..

So frens, i've revealed the name, if you decide to try, try it at your own risk ek. ;)

Rejected
Uwaaaaaa.. Tak dapat pi parliament duty!!!

This morning i was issued a memo to go for parliamentary duty (1st experience!!).. Bila report to the officer yang in charge abt org nak gi parliment ni, dia kata she couldn't let me go.. coz i was too new.. There's a policy abt an officer has to be working for at least 3 mths before he'/she is allowed to go for parliamentary duty. Huhuhuhuuu.. sedey jek. :P Tp.. org ramai tak suka gi parlimen.. diorg kata boring.. hehe.. nnt la.. tunggu next yr plak.

...Errk...

Me: Aritu kurus mkn apa ek?
Cuz: ***
Me: Beli kat mana?
Cuz: Beli kat famasi je..
Me: Ooo... dia untuk ape ek?
Cuz: Buang lemak
Me: Waaa.. best nih.. nak try
Cuz: Oo.. ko lagi tinggal sebulan baru terhegeh2 nak berusaha.. :p
Me: Wakaka... (malu sket2)

Hmm.. bukan tanak dayet.. Masalahnye fiance i tak kasik dayet maaa.. Lagi kasik aku enjoy makan benda2 lemak berkrim disukai ramai (read: waffles with ice cream, root beer float, carbonara, etc..ect..) ada la. Sungguh2 pujuk dia suh kasik la aku nih dayet.. dia plak sungguh2 tak kasik.. Huhu.. cane? Derhake woo kalau ingkar.. Wakakakaa. Tp.. kena dayet gak laa sket.. Rase bamper nih dah makin lebau plak. Huhuhu... Kang tak muat plak kusi pengantin kang.

Pelakon Ismail Din meninggal di Mekah
Haa.. ni cite yg kita patut jadikan teladan. Allahyarham Ismail Din.. yg kalau blakon biasanya ckp slang utara, meninggal dunia di Mekah, semasa bertasbih di Hijr Ismail. Besar sungguh kasih Allah kat dia.. meninggal di tempat yang elok, masa tgh lidah sedang menyebut2 nama Tuhan. Berapa kerat antara kita ni yang berpeluang menikmati akhir yang sebegitu nanti... Wallahu'alam.

Semenjak dgr cerita ttg pemergian allahyarham ni, tertanya2 jugak.. apa agaknya amal dia sms hidup sampai Allah kasih kat dia smpi mcm tu skali... Teringat pulak.. betapa sikitnya amal diri sendiri.. tak taula penghujung mcm mana yang menanti. Wallahualam.

(byk benda nak dikata.. tp tak terluah. )

Uhuhuhukk
Tapape la minggunih. Smlm lmbt masuk opis... 20 menet lmbat seyyy.. sbb terlupa dah tuka time keje, biasanya masuk kol 8 blk kol 5.. untuk bln Oct ni tuka masuk kol 7.30, blk 4.30.. sbb nak menyambut puasa la kan.. skali smlm bley terlupa plak.. Baiknye smpi kol 7.50.. ingat awal la.. Skali lewat 20 menet plak.. Haiyaaa!

Arini plak masa bgn pagi, otak kata hari ni hari Ahad.. isk.. nasib baik tak tertipu. Kalau tak kantoi tak dtg opis arinih. Apola aku nih... mentally exhausted dah kot?

Apepun, pagi tadi ada jamuan sempena menyambut Ramadhan. Bos suh aku handle (1st assignmnt by big small boss).. Isk.. lama dah tak buat event management nih (hehe.. event management konon!).. so pagi tadi ala-ala kelam kabut sket.. Tapi, everythingturned out ok.. boss suka teh tu.. dia kata sedap gak. Hihi.. pastu dia ckp thank you for organizing the thingy. :D Weeheee... alhamdulillah... tak kena marah aku hari nih. Kecut gak perut, kot2 kang bos tak puas hati kang kena marah plak.. alhamdulillah, semua ok & beres.. cuma kat pantry tu ada mknn lebih.. T/hari kang bley pakat mkn ramai2..

Updates on Preps
Energy Level : LOW
Stress Level : HIGH

Huhu.. excited campur tension buat preps kawen nih. So far masih dlm proses siapkan komponen bunga pahar.. Lagik sikit je.. pastu masih memikirkan apa door gift nak bagik utk kengkawan (sorila korg.. aku nih agak financially challenged sket nak kasik korang door gift mahal2.. Huhu.. Gaji tak masuk lagi nih! Uwaaa..).. Hantaran utk Dan.. 2 dah beli, tinggal nak hias je.. tapi dlm keadaan stress camnih, idea nak menghias tu tak dtg plak. :(

So far, every weekend kena turun KL.. Mmg la tak jauh sgt.. tapi kalau asyik berulang je, sabtu pergi balik, ahad pergi balik.. sakit gak mental n fizikal.. pergi awal balik lewat lak tu. Huhu.. dah lama tak dpt bgn lewat mcm dulu-dulu. Hari Ahad pun tak rasa mcm hari Ahad.. :( Takpela... penat2 one go... Nak kawen nih dah aplly cti agak pjg.. 7 hari... Wahaha.. puas hati ako... (Harap2nya lulus la).. Honeymoon nk g bali kononnya, nmpknye kena batalkan.. asyik kena bom je bali nih... Malas la nak pergi.. :p

Part yg plg stress abt jemputan.. Huhu.. fenin. Our jemputan ikut mom n myself, around 1000 je, sbb kuar kad 500.. Pastu nenek lak suh tambah lagi 600 keping kad utk jemput 3 buah kampung jiran. Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... Macam... iskk.. tak releven je.. diorg tak tau pun yang aku ni wujud.. tp dah nenek suh jemput gak... Mama pun jemput gak la... Nenek kata expect dlm 2000 orang.. iskk... parah sungguh.. Mcm nak g tgk konsert je. Bajet lari sey. Sarung telur nk kena tambah.. gula-gula budak2 nak kena tambah... Huhu.. isk.. saket pale dah pk. Aritu pergi ckp ngn head cook kat kg.. pjg list brg nak kena beli.. termasukla rokok dan bhn2 kudapan... Pastu siap demand karaoke plak. Huhuhuuuu... Tak tau la mana murahnye gune khidmat gotong royong kampung ni. Ntahla.. murah la kot kalau jemputan ramai. Penanggah je dah dekat 70 orang... Setiap orang nak kena bagi bunga roset tu.. Satu dlm 1.50, kena letak at least singgit kat bunga tuh. Kira dah 2.50 utk sorang. Huhuhuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.. Kalau hire katerer tak payah pun kasik bunga tu kan? Bayar ikut kepala je... So, in the end, expense kenduri style kg ngn style amek caterer lebih kurang je... So, kpd kawan2 yg nak kawen, kalau nak senang tak pening2 kepala, amek caterer je la. Byk hal la gotong royong ni.. Sok lps gotong royong nak berkemas lagik... Kalau caterer tu, mungkin mahal sket.. tapi semua setel. Sigh!~

Sebulan je lagi nak berpenat lelah... sebulan je... :(

Ari Ujan
Waktu keje dah tamat.. tp kat luar tgh ujan... Lepak la kejap.. Tak berkobar2 sgt nak blogging.. tp hmm..

Last 3 days kene gi kursus financing. Bagusla jugak.. dari tak tau, boleh jadi tau. :) Yang paling best, tiap2 hari blk bley jumpe kekande. Wakakaa...

Tp.. despite that, sedey.. sbb aunty kat sepital skang ni. Aritu kena admit sbb dia sakit belakang.. takleh nak gerak (teringat kat ko azno.. kejadian ko takleh gerak tuh.. Panic aku ngn anis!) Masa gi tgk dia kat sepital pun, dia baring je.. kesian.. sbb dia rimas baring lama2.. tapi nak bgn tak blh, sbb sakit sgt. Initially dr suspect kidney infection.. tp bila dah test n all, tak sakit apa pun.. Dr ckp mungkin spasm.. tapi cam tak logik.. Bila pegi physio, dr ckp maybe nerves dah haywire. Entahla.. kena tanya dr Ruza. :) Tp.. ada relatives ckp, aunty kena buatan org. Wallahualam. Kalau betul, aku masih konpius kenapa orang tergamak buat mende2 ni utk sakitkan orang lain. Diorg tak fikir ke kalau mende tu jadik kat diorg sendirik, or worse, jadik kat orang yang diorg sayang?Hmm.. Sayang sungguh.. Allah bagi hati, bagi akal, tapi disia2 kan.

Last 3 days, tiappetang tgk aunty kat spital.. Still sakit2 sikit2.. tp improve la. Skang dr tgh tunggu gula dia turun... sbb gula aunty tinggi sket. Stress agaknye. Sian aunty. I hope she'll get well soon. Mintak tlg gak ngn kengkawan, doa2kan ler aunty cepat sehat ek? :) Tima kaseh.

Sebulan lebih
Tinggal sebulan lebih sikit je. Huhu... Preps tak tau la ok ke tak lagi. Gila jugak.. khemah tak diskas lagi betul2.. ngan org masak pun belum.. Bunga pahar blom sambung... Buah tangan belum.. Pendek kata semua belum,belum, belum.. Yang sudah, baju nikah.. Hehe.. yang tu dah siap. :) Tinggal nak carik tudung ngan aksesori yang sesuai. :)

Isk... malu plak rasa nak kawen... Malu sbb nnt semua org tgk. Ahaks! *blush*

Btw, kalau sesape ingat address usm group kita, tlg kasik bley tak.. Aku lufer la. Hihi.

Ok la.. nakblk.. dok sini lama2 pun buat jari2ku krem je. :p Sejuk tahap dewa!