The End of A WeekEnd

I hate Sundays. Because it's the end of non-working-days weekend. I don't look forward to Mondays. Coz Mondays mean that i need to get my ass to work. Mondays suck because it's a day when we usually have out 'hot potato' session. Read: screwed left, right and centre. I hate my job at the same time i'm (slightly) loving it. I think the weekly screwing up had actually screwed me. I hate my job, and though my brain tries and tries to tell me otherwise, my whole body just refuses to like the job. I just don't have the energy anymore to get crap from work. I need a break. A long freaking break... like a study break. Bad news is... tarikh permohonan dah tutup! Tunggu next April gayaknya... :p

Entry bengong.. hehe..

Huh.. tiba-tiba rasa rindu sangat2 kat hubby.. Sigh!~

Hehehe... tu la pasal... tadi gatai search ariel cut tari... Wakakakaka...

Now... dah rindu hubby plak... padan muka...

Nasib baik tak makan bidadari... kalau tak, lagi parah...

Hahahaha...

Nak tidurla... sorang-sorang.. huhu... Peluk bantal ajelah adanya... :p

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Hmm.. mungkin aku ni memang seorang yang always sitting inside the box, sebab tu i always kinda need a title for my post... Hmm... how la, to think outside the box?? But then again, it should be easier for you to do that if you've already identified the box, right?

Apa-apa la. Mengarut. Lama tak update. Hectic. darn busy. Work sucks. Boss sucks. What else is new?

Same old, same old.

Diet? Sometimes on, most of the time off. Tapi, tak dapat turun, maintain pun ok la kan. Hating the way my tummy looks. That slimming centre advertisement looks really inviting... Tapi, mengenangkan you have to diet and yet still fork out ribu riban, baik tak payah. But maybe they can really just suck out those stubborn fats.... Hmmm..... wonder how much it cost per session, with this amount of tummy flab... Hukhuk..

Minggu lepas, Sarah warded. High fever. Masa bawa jumpa paed, 40C.. Dr kata better duduk ward, senang monitor and check darah just in case la virus2 merbahaya tu kan. Dengan H1N1 and dengue scare, we agreed. So, empat hari la duduk ward. Tapi dia demam-demam pun, ligat je. Aku masa balik dari hospital haritu, baru demam kura... dah lembik lemau semacam. Nak lagi masa tu hubby ada, lagi la mengada2. Hehehe.. Bila lagi nak bermanja kan?

Aku penat dan letih. Work is burning me out. Huh. Don't have time to have a life. Aku balik 5.30 bos aku kata aku balik awal. Hujung minggu orang enjoy weekend. Aku stress nak menunggu hari isnin. Entahla.. hati aku kata aku tak happy with my job. Otak kata relax la. My body? I dunno. It's giving me mixed signals. Heh. I don't have much option. Nak mintak transfer, sec gen susah nak lepas. Transfer to other division, who knows if it'll be worse than this? Orang kata, better the devil you know, kan? Tapi, entahla.. bila fikir, tu macam kata-kata orang yang tak nak keluar dari comfort zone. Tapi, when you have other people who depends on you (read: your family who truly LOVES you), memang kita akan fikir berkali-kali untuk keluar dari comfort zone, so that orang lain yang depend on us to tak terlibat sama dengan the change, kan? Maybe that's what is stopping my hubby from getting a job elsewhere to. His company ain't doing so great either. Tengah dalam proses winding up. Huh.. Tapi operations masih jalan, for the time being. Apapun, so praying and hoping that he gets a better job somewhere, preferably outside Malaysia, so that i can follow him. CTG mengikut suami berkerja. One of the 2 options that i have to get out of my current rut. Option lagi satu, sambung belajar. Tapi yang tu soonest next year baru bley, sebab aku dah terlepas intake this year. Huhu. Next year, tak akan aku lepaskan! I need to get my ass out of my current workplace soon!

Kadang-kadang terfikir pulak. Apesal la aku jadik PTD? Kalau jadik engineer kan bagus? Kerja 5 years, mesti dah level senior engineer, gaji jauh la lebih dari sekarang. Kerja tentu la teruk, tapi sekarang pun keje teruk gak. Mana ada masuk 8.30, balik 5.30, pagi tea break, petang tea break. Nak gi toilet pun berkira, sempat tak siapkan kerja, boleh? Gaji kalau nak banding dengan senior engineer?? Huuhhh... tak hengat. Work load aku rasa Kerajaan pun work load teruk. Sigh!~ Tak guna mengenang barang yang lepas... Uwaaa... Takpe. Ada hikmahnya..*memujuk hati*

Dah pukul sepuluh rupanya. Daripada aku menghadap pc, baikla aku gi tidur. Kepala pun sakit. Cerita lak pasal kerja, hati pun sakit.

Sigh!~ Sorry kawan-kawan. Tak sempat chat/berbalas emel. Series, tak sempat. Huhu. Rindu kat korang sumer... Huhuhu..Apa pun, take care ya!