Friday, April 22, 2011

Hello Boredom

I can't believe i'm complaining for having not much of things to do. Can you imagine?

Memang payah manusia ni. Bila banyak kerja, komplen, tak ada kerja, komplen jugak. Tak pernahnya yang puas hati, kan?

However, i'm glad that the job i'm doing right now doesn't take too much of my time with the family. Almost nada. The job is pretty much routine. So much so that i sometimes feel ineffective, useless if you may.

So, I'm gonna pursue what i had set out to do this year. I'm gonna apply for the HLP (Hadiah Latihan Persekutuan). It was supposed to open today, but apparently the opening date was postponed to next Monday. Was checking the QnA, and i saw that it needed for the IELTS/TOEFL results to be attached along with the application. Panic sekejap. I haven't sat for any of those. Then, towards the end.. baru notice, for applicants applying for overseas studies only. Owhh.. begitukah... I'm not going to apply to study overseas (although i'm very keen on the idea). Somehow, i can't see how to work things out if i pursue my studies abroad. Tak apa, dalam negara pun, ilmu juga. Yang penting, 2 years break!!!

Planning to study Economics initially, but since i don't have any basic on Econs, and was advised to not take Econs, i guess i'll stick to MBA, probably in finance or islamic financing in either UKM or UPM. I heard it's easier to obtain MBA in UPM. It's quite close to Putrajaya too, so, it's easy for me to ferry my kiddo to and from school. Hmm.. proposal belum buat lagi nih. Sigh.

Really hope to get the HLP for 2012. I need a break from this ministry. :p

By the way.. anyone knows what color is Barbie Pink??? Is there such a shade?

Why i'm asking?

Got invited for a colleague's daughter's birthday party tomorrow. And the theme color is Barbie pink.. Hmm.. maybe i misinterpreted. Maybe the theme is pink Barbie, and it doesn't only refer to the color? Dunno-lah. Will check with la princessa and Mr.Hubby if we can go tmrw. We're going for hub's birthday lunch with MIL & FIL tmrw, at one of our favourite makan place, the Coliseum. Oh.. i haven't been dieting since my brother's wedding reception, just so you know. And i feel fat and crappy! Urghhh...

Need my gym fix this Sunday, and hoping to return to my usual weekday sessions by next week. Then, my diet will probably return as well (i hope!!)

Can't wait for the maid to come. The house really need someone looking after it.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Kuciwaaa

Bergosip sudah...

Melalak sudah...

Jumpa kawan2 sudah...

Makan aiskrem Magnum sudah...

Makan carbs banyak sudah....

... tapi.. i masih keciwa sikit2..huhu...

Sudahla hati... let it go... All the more reason to try and try again and again! :)


Saturday, April 16, 2011

(tak) Positif

Dah test... satu line je la.. Uhuk.. Tapi takpe.. i akan teruskan usaha.. :)

Kekeciwaan pagi ini telah dineutralkan oleh kisah yg baru kuar tibi dan online news portal. Tp, i dpt tau dr fesbuk, BBM dan sebagainya la kan. Tak sempat la tgk berita.. Asyik kena tengok Playhouse Disney jek...

Anyways, citer pasal sr officer sebuah kementerian yg ditangkap khalwat kat Penang. Dengar2nya dari kawan, orang tu mmg batch kitorg sangat familiar la. Kalau betul la dia orangnya, aku ingat dia sebagai seorang yang tak suka aku. Hehe. Itu pada pandangan aku la. Ntah apesal, tapi aku rasa macam tu. Tak kesahla kan.

Apa pun, setakat ni, dah 2 org officer yang terlibat dalam melatih kitorang dolu2 dan kantoi dengan perkara melibatkan tatatertib, yang menjadikan very important reminder kat aku yang kita ni akan diuji dengan benda yang kita cakap... Jadik... silalah beringat ye diri sendiri... Jangan judge orang sesuka hati anda... dan jangan cakap ikut sedap mulut je...

Apapun, untuk masing-masing, bahagian masing-masing. Wallahu'alam.


Thursday, April 14, 2011

Rasa Nak Meletoppp!!!

Huarghhhh..... overly excited over certain things sampai dada rasa macam nak meletop!!!

Apa la yang diexcitedkan sangat tu??

Satu, tentang share Bank Rakyat. Ramai yang sudah.. Aku gak yang belum gi lagi nih. HUhu... Bilo?? bilo??? Macam2 pertimbangan eh pulak. HAduiyaiii...

Yang nombor dua, yang lebih memecahkan dada.. Huhu... eh.. macam malu plak nak cakap..

Erm.. apesal aku rasa macam aku preknen ek?? Waaahhh... gitu.. Hehe.

Baru perasaan (more likely perasan) preknen. Tak test pun lagi, sebab takmo keciwa. HAhaha. Period due next week. Apesal ntah aku beriya sangat rasa aku preknen bulan ni? Rasa macam nak je beli test kit lunch japgi.. untuk merungkaikan persoalan ini. Tapiii... huhu.. Elok gak kan? Kalau betul takde, senang la aku meneruskan dengan cara pemakanan sedia ada, pakai PB, pergi gym seperti sekarang. Kalau ada, kena la aku buat readjustments.. kan? Tapi tak awal sangat ke??

Masa Sarah dulu, aku ingat ada muntah2, tapi tak selalu. Nak kata rasa penat ke masa sblm test jadi positive pun aku tak ingat. Yang aku ingat, bila test, line kedua tu macam tak nampak sangat... pudar je kaler biru dia. Sekarang ni, ada la rasa cam nak muntah kekadang.. Tapi.. adakah hanya gurauan minda?? Huaaa.. Tolong la saye...

Test ke tak?? test?? tak?? test?? tak?? huhu...

Friday, April 08, 2011

Persiapan

Alhamdulillah.. hari ni dapat berehat2 sambil memblog.. di rumah mama!! Yeay!

Yep.. I'm on leave today. For the second week now, i've been taking day-off on fridays. Hehe. And both fridays, the sec gen had call for meetings, which i obviously couldn't attend (thank God!!). Bukan apa, meeting dengan sec gen biasanya berjam2, with him always rambling and babling about the same old things. Jadi, bila itu berlaku, bateri BB akan habis cepat sebab i'll be busy browsing my FB or the web... atau pun BBM dengan rakan2 yang juga boring macam aku.. kan ke lebih baik, aku di ofis menyiapkan kerja-kerja yang ada di meja???

Anyways, kerja or not. Cuti tetap kena cuti. I cuti harini sebab esok kenduri kawen adik i nan seorang itew. I bukan taknak jemput uols kawan-kawan utk datang. Tapi mak i kata, kita buat kecik-kecik je.. takyah la jemput ramai2.. lagipun bukan cuti sekolah... sian orang nak datang jauh2...senin dah nak keje.. Cenggitula lebih kurang. :)

Tapi setakat ni, belum buat pun aktiviti persiapan. Bukan nak buat apo pun... rebus telur je sikit, nak letak kat bunga pahar tu. Yang lain tak ado.. oh..mungkin i nak pakai inai kejap lagi.. Eh-eh.. akak pulak yang pakai inai kan.. Memang overr mak! Takpela.. inai kan elok untuk kuku. :) (ada je la alasan haku..) Ni tengah tunggu akak2 mama i.. untuk mencukupkan korum. :)

Alahai.. anak i dah bising lapor lak.. I gi bagi dia makan dolu la.. Daa!!...