Friday, February 28, 2003

Guess what... its already Friday!!!!! and i'm going back later, leaving on the 1530 us from parit buntar. Fortissimo will also be leaving for KL from perlis today.. Probably going out with her and Syude on Saturday but it's not confirmed yet. So... gonna hafta call her when i reach home.

Chatted with Ben yesterday... and a few mins chatting with him, my aviator signed in.. hahaha! Ben said that Bro Goe is coming over to KL as well this weekend.. ghee whiz.. and bro Goe didnt even tell me abt it... so Ben said maybe we could all go out... hmm.. nice idea but i dunno if i can see everyone in 2 days. Let see... lemme schedule everyone... Fort and Syude Saturday.... Other BB gals Sunday.... Bro Goe and Ben.. depends on the invitation... sounds good enough huh?

Working on my proposal for the Pasca siswazah application. Sucks! Dont know how to make a good, winning one! Hell.. gonna hafta try anyway.

So ok... better get to work. Will definitely ign in again.... after coming back from kl... chiow!

Tuesday, February 25, 2003

Gawd!! All these finding stuffs for my project make we wanna puke! man... i really do feel like throwing out.REALLY! hmm... cant wait to go back this upcoming friday. gonna be home until tuesday i guess, so that i'd have time to play around with athirah for a while. It feels like i hadnt se4en her for such a long, long time! I miss her so much! My mom said that she had just recovered from fever. Good. Now that she's healthy as ever, i can tease her like always! How i love to make her cry!! ]:D

About Dan.. well he'd been calling me from Melbourne nearly every night. I told my mom about it and she nagged me about the whole thing. Can you believe it? She said its long distance call, expensive, shouldnt talk long to him..bla..bla... you know. But hey.. i wasnt the one who asked him to call me was i? Duhhhh.... Well that's just one reason why moms are sooo wonderful. They can nag.. a lot!

I really gotta go throw up.....
Hmm... went to see my supervisor this morning and got some of the things that had been clouding my mind about the project cleared up. The sad thing is.. now i'm all clouded again, thanks to blogger. I've been playing around with the templates that my head had gone a little cuckoo now...

Progress on project.. well not very good. I'm quite clear about what i'm supposed to do.. just not quite clear how to do it. I'm supposed to be designing a gps transceiver, the transceiver for the use of the controller and the receiver for the user. How? Hey.. if i have any idea, i'd make millions already won't i? Guess i'd have to read more..

Fortissimo called on sunday, 3 days after she'd been back. She said she couldnt get in the mood to talk to anyone. Cant blame her for that coz she's having some tough time with her mom. I pity her. I cant imagine what would become of me if my own mother belittle me in front of public like what her mom did to her. Its like her mom was so over-the-limit, she even called her mom mean. Her mom was like fussing about her putting on weight when she's not! And i can assure you that she is not anywhere near fat nor chubby. I guess its so true when people say that women can be their own worst enemy.

Better get going now.chiow!

Friday, February 21, 2003

Dan left for melbourne this morning, 0830 flight. I think he's in Singapore now waiting for transit. He said he'd get connected if he could find an internet kiosk anywhere at the airport but since he hasn't messaged me yet, i guess he couldn't find one. He said he'd call me from australia at least once a week. God i so miss him already! But the bright side is.. i get 2 weeks of singledom and hey.. that calls for flirt games! cool huh? yeah.. better start checking my market value.. heheh.. kidding...

Project... oh boy.. this is difficult. Only a few days and my mind is all kah-put!.. i'm not even sure what i'm supposed to do anymore. Don't know where to find stuffs... but how can i find the things i don't even know what.. get it?...look at the way i write.... my mind is gone.. for the time being... must be too much internet and reading (yeah right!)... i need an escapade.... would be nice to go somewhere... bali.. or haadyai (for the shopping pleasure ok.. not other pleasures)

Hey.. my aviator is online!.. gtg send my hugs to him.. will surely write again soon. chiow for now.

Thursday, February 20, 2003

Its already the 3rd day pursuing my masters.. .heheh..yeah..me masters.. weird huh?....hmmm.. got an email from my ex room mate... she's now one mth pregnant! wow man!!! wonder when my turn would be... cant wait! esp for the making one part.. hahah..kidding..kidding...

Fortissimo is back in Msia i think but hadnt got any news from her yet... hmmm.. wonder what's happened to her.I miss home already! wanna go back so badly! Dan will be leaving for melbourne tomorrow either morning flight or night. He'd be gone for two long weeks!!! Uwaaaa!! janda 2 minggu! uhuhuuukkk.... hmm.. i'm kinda worried actually.. you know how racist australians can get. especially with the war coming and stuffs.. hell i'm worried.

Feeling kinda dizzy... confused on what to find about my project.... guess i'd just hafta get going..and i wil..so gonna write again soon.

Monday, February 17, 2003

Heyy!! it's me.. back.. yep.. as it says... better..or at least i hope so. My first day reporting as an MSc student. Havent started on a thing yet as my appointment with my spv will only be on 2p.m today so i'm just updating on my online stuffs here and there... just browsed thru my mails.. got a few job matches which actually pays well.. but guess what... can't apply online coz i forgot my loggin i.d.great huh?

Hmm... i've like thousands of things to write and yet i dont know where to start!... havent been writing for quite some time now and i must say that my vocab is shrinking in capacity... Whwn was the last time i wrote?.. hmm october? yeah.. must be. Then, i was back at home for my hols... i couldnt stay at home doing nothing for long though so i got a temporary job as a sales assistant in the reject shop. getting the job was a breeze coz the one of the sr operations execs is my cuz-in-law. The job was not challengig so i spent most of my time playing around rather tan actually doing my job. The tasks... well.. daily housekeeping, making sure that the items displayed are in its best.. bla..bla... oh yeah.. and assist the customers...hahahh.. yeah right... Usually we assist ourselves... try on clothes.... it was actually nice working there.

Love life had been very, very beautiful... then.. until now and i do hope it'll stay that way. Dan and i had been going out a lot and one day, i cant really remember when... i think it's somewhere during the fasting mth (i think its somewhere on the 18th of oct)he uttered the three magic words and we're hooked! Since then, i havent been flirting around much and had since directed my attention to him. Before i got back to campus we had a magnificent valentine's dinner at his place where we watched a movie-sabrina... and he prepared dinner... for us.... and to make the night even more perfect, they had fireworks at the mines area and we could see it frm his balcony... it was sooo spectacular!! i love every minute of the night! i thought stuffs like that could only happen in dreams... guess i was wrong huh?

Home life.... well.. not much to say.. been helping my mom taking care of a baby... my neighbour's. She's a pretty little thing, who loves to smile. we adore her so much!

Well.... i think i'd better get going... i'll be writing again often enough.