..From PAC with...
*Broad smile*. Back from KL yesterday. Datang school... tapi tak sempat nak posting. Well.. sampai school pun dah dekat 4pm.. mana la nak sempat. Semua bas tu punya pasal... asal nak naik bas pagi je, mesti bas tu delay. hampeh sungguh3.

Hehee... nak citer abt PAC... sronot giler... tima kasey kengkawan yg kasik sokongan suh pegi. Mmg akan menyesal la kalau tak pegi. Huhu.

Tues, 19/4, i was already headed for kl. Konon2, nak pergi lawat athi'z on wed morning.. tapi, tak bukak plak. :p So, ended up pergi Dan's place. He left his keys to me so that i can get his mails... so i did, and went into the house. Ya rabbiii!!! Sangatla bersepahnyaaa!! Muahaha.. std kot umah org bujang. Was there at around 1800... the plan was to see nurul at around 1900 since dia ada kerja at the mines. so, while waiting for her call, i decide to get my hands dirty lah .. haha.. mmg la dirty pun. Cleaned up the dining and rest area je pun. But itupun dah makan sejam... lotsa dust. Bila la kali terakhir cik abang ni menyapu pun tatau. Ish..ish.. While rearranging his stuffs kat depan tu, saw framed pics of himself with friends and family... Huhu.. sebak lak sesiket. Windunyer!!! ;( Anyways, nak dekat2 siap kemas tu, nurul call, said keje tak abes lagik.. so we called it off la sbb dah nak mlm. Nk blk pun jauh lagik.. so, jumpa lain kali la kot, insyaAllah.

Around 1930, balik umah, had dinner and started packing. The next day nak kena pergi kluang for ptd assessment training in intan kampus selatan (ikwas). Guess who's sending me there?? Hehe.. Dan's parents. :D Diorg insisted nak hantar jugak2... kata need a break la, nak visit cousins in jb la.. so.. ok la... Takkan nak paksa jangan pergi plak kan.

Thursday morning, my bro sent me off to Dan's parents place. Pagi lagik masa tu, since my bro keje walaupun masa tu cuti kan. Dia mmg odd working hours sket. Anyways.. had my 2nd breakfast at their place (mana la seluar sumer tak ketat).. and around 1000, we're off to johor. Tak singgah mana2 pun.. just rnr ayer keroh coz aunty wanted to buy the kuih bakar. She just love it so much. Ok la kuih bakar tu... but it's a little bit too cinnamon-ny to me. Lepak kejap, then we proceeded. Stop plak dulu kat Ayer Hitam.. gilak akuk pergi sana!! Wahaha... aunty pun tempah bekas ceramics utk reception nanti. Dah gila2 menempah tu... barula akhirnya terus ke pekan kluang to have lunch and check in...

DAY 1
..The next day, registration for pac. Registration end at 1100, kitorg 1020 baru smpi. We were given these huge neck tags upon registration. Its like 4 to 5 times the size of the regular neck tag. They call it body number. Haha.. rasa macam being referred to as corpses plak. Isk.. Then ada photography session. A group of 5 ppl in a session. Berdiri in one line. Mcm banduan sey... or mcm criminal tgh line up. Lols!! After that, we had to sit for and Englist test.. ESL kot they call it.. English as Second Language kot.. So.. tunggu la for abt an hour befor finally being called to sit for the test. Kesian Dan's parents menunggu lama. After tht, lunch time. Aunty insisted tht i have lunch first before moving my stuffs into the room.. So pergi la lunch while they waited... Pastu, masuk blk ... and Dan'a parents left for jb.

Our schedules were so packed. I have til abt 1430 to pack and pray and everything.. after that there's a 3 hours phsychology test. Haha.. psycho sunnguh!! Then, taklimat ptd.. rules n regulations.. yadda.. yadda.. And we're told tht we wont be fixed into a certain group for every session. So.. jumpa byk org jugak la kiranya... oh.. and we're reminded that every single step we make will be observed.. hehe.. except when we're in our rooms la.

The first grouped session started tht very night. A problem solving session, an hour conducted in malay and an hour in english. We're given 2 tasks and we had to solve it la, in a group. I think my group didnt do quite well.. Lols!! Anyways, it was fun.. hehe... coz fasci tu is quite a sight for sore eyes. ;) After the problem solving, ada supper.. and then blh blk tdo.

Day 2
Next morning, gals were encouraged to go to the surau fpr subuh prayers.. but my room mate and i, and another friend agreed tht we'll do it in our rooms. Lols. Pastu breakfast, and then the 1st session for tht day.. Case study. We're given a dialogue.. and the panelist insisted that we act it out. Dia kata, kalau tak nak lakonkan, dia nk potong markah. Hehe.. so, i jadikla narrator.. pastu we discussed... smpi la habis session tu at around 1030. after tht, morning tea, and we're given time to prepare for our public speaking. There were 2 sessions. one is pengucapan umum, conducted in malay, petang tu after lunch.. and public speaking, in english later tht night. So prepare la bersungguh dlm masa 2 jam.

Lepas lunch, masuk la kat appointed room. For public speaking ni, total members per group ditambahkan from 10-11 persons jadik 20 persons. Ketaq sey... rasa cam nak tercabut jantung. Lols.. pelik betul la.. bukannya amende pun.. ckp je.. tp, mesti nervous gak. Bukannya kena naik stage pun. :p Hampeh betul. I talked about "Pembinaan insan melalui seni silat cekak".. Hehe.. they let us use the pc to browse the net.. apa lagi.. masuk website cekak la, carik apa nk ckp.. Jumpa paper abg majid abt jati diri mll seni bela diri. Blasah la labu.. (" err.. abg majid, dgn izin ye.. saya amek isi sket2.") Masa tu kena cakap depan sorg pengerusi, time keeper, 2 panel and peserta2 lain. Isk.. sorg panel tu, muka stoned habeh. Expressionless sungguh! :p

Selesai gabra2 pengucapan umum.. gabra nk kena lari 2.4km plak. Smpi tak minum tea la ptg tu gabra nk lari punya pasal. They shortened the course to 2.2 km.. not tht it made any difference la kan... sbb the course includes going up and down and up hilly areas. Mmg "the very the" sungguh la.. Dahla masa tu berat tgh naik mencanak2 + dah tak fit kan. Cuba kalau suh lari masa seblom raya haritu.. ok la jugak. Ni mmg tahap lari sket dah bernafas mcm kerbau sungguh. Ye la.. jantung dah tak berapa kuat.. check pulse pun around 75 bpm kan.. tahap normal. Dulu kalau dlm 65 bpm.. tahap active. Hampeh beribu2 kali hampeh. Mana la nak tau kena larik.. Huhu.. kalau tau, ada la point sket nak larik petang2 around campus. Tp.. skang, camne pun kena larik la.. kalau getting engaged takleh nak memotivate, this certainly will.. Sbb, kalau dapat, dan kena sit for dip perkhidmatan awam.. kena training tentera + polis + bomba and kena pergi outward bound school. Kalau tak fit.. somput la weyy..

Apa pun, did badly la kan for the run. Huhu... group2 cicir nih kumpul aa satu group masa buat cooling down kan. Tapi, yg tak best tu, one fasci came.. just lalu je.. and tanya la.. ni group kaler apa (sape habeh, diorg kasik colored cards, ikut masa kita habis la).. so.. jawab aa.. colorless.. (sedey!).. pastu dia cakap.. "isk.. bahaya korg nih.. tapi takpe.." Dia kata camtu you!! Ada ke patut. Secara automatic nya, kekonfidenan aku utk sesi2 sterusnya pun sama2 la merudum dgn kata2 dia tu. Hampeh sungguh!! Mlm tu b4 public speaking, msg ler org2 tertentu utk luahkan isik hati yg sedey + keciwa... huhuhu... *srooott!!*

0830, public speaking session. Mmg semua muka penat. During public speaking, everyone had droopy eyelids. Penat sey.. penat sampai tak larat la nak gabra. simpan tenaga utk berckp je. dahla dinner tak makan.. sbb dinner lps lari.. so biasa la.. lps workout kan tak rasa sgt nk mkn.. tk makan la mlm tu.. Mmg lesu abes aa.. seb baik ada gula2 for instant glucose fix. Elok je habes gula2 tu, my number was called out. Sebbaik smpt habes gula2. So, i stood in front and ckp la. Dan ckp, imagine nobody was there and tht i was speaking thru the phone. Haha.. bila dah ada kt depan tu, mcm mana pun, ada jugak nervous tu sesiket... although it wasnt as bad as before la.. dulukalau nervous, ckp mesti macam rapper... laju semacam. Ni, tanya member2 sblh, diorg kata ok je, tak la laju sgt.. kira improve la kan dr zaman dulu kala kan. Hehe.. i talked about blogging. Kebetulan terbaca article abt blogging and business opportunities kt fortune mag, apa lagi.. buat tajuk tu la... ahhaha..

Tamat public speaking, supper, tdo. Mmg masuk blk terus lena..

Day 3
Pagi terakhir di ikwas, ada debat ala parlimen. Hehe.. jadik YB la kitorg pagi tu. I jadik YB PArit Buntar!! Hehe.. of all places la kan. So, we debated on the topic "Kuasa lebih penting dari pengaruh". I wanted to oppose the title, tp terpilih utk propose the title. Hmm.. nasib baikla ada group member tu amek law.. so dia tau la pasal pembahagian kuasa and such. Aku ni la yg the very the blur gitu kan.

Lepas debate, ada taklimat ptd. Pengarah ikwas bg taklimat tu.. and after tht taklimat, barulah aku rasa yg aku betul2 nak jadik ptd. Seblom ni cam.. ala.. dapat ke tak dpt ke, doesnt matter.. Pas taklimat, rasa cam kalau tak dpt tu mmg keciwa yang amat la kan. :( Tambah la risau abt the run smlm tu.. Rasa cam takleh dapat je.. Huhuhu....

Lps taklimat, lunch and blh blk. Sementara tunggu dan's parents datang amek, lepak la kat bawah tu, ada la urusetia yg kumpul room keys kan.. dia ckp.. actually, result tu dah ready.. Dirg dah kena key in dah. Huhuh... dia kata ramai yg ok.. tp ada gak yg fail. Uwaaa... lagi la gabra.. sbb bila review blk diri sendiri.. i do think tht i have a chance to fail. Dr segi ketepatan masa.. takde problem la.. tp dr segi appearance, mcm ada kurengg.. sbb dah la pakai mary-janes je.. tak pro langsung. Patut pakai court shoes... Huhu.. bengong btol la.. masa pergi tu mmg tak tau apa nk expect. Dia ckp bwk baju kerja.. ckp la bawak baju kerja professional... Huhuhuhuhu!!!

So.. kesimpulannya, ptd ni.. tatau la dapat ke tak. Apa pun, mulai skang, kena byk baca menda and excercise, di samping siapkan projek nih. Dpt ke tak, lain cerita. Yg penting kena be well prepared.

Blk tu, singgah la kat ayer hitam.. nak amek brg2 yg aunty tempah tu kan.. heheh.. Tak muat sey nak masuk dlm keta. Walaupun boot keta tu besau.. dgn brg2 kitorg je pun dah penuh. Ni plak nak masukkan berkotak2 lagik seramik kan.. mana la nk muat. Kena kirim via lorry. Heheh.. PAstu kt situ ada byk kedai jual soft toys... aunty beli the candy doll ngan stuffed ultraman for almaz. Hmm.. kalau Dan ada, bley mintak teddy bear besau. Huhu.. i've always wanted one. Tp, every time mintak je kat mamat tu dia ckp tak payahla.. nnt dia ada. :p Ish.. geram btol... Dia lmbt lagik.. kena la ada teddy bear for replacement.. Hehehe..

Mlm around 1930, smpi umah parents dan.. tunggu my bro dtg amek.. and aunty bekal mcm2.. mee rebus johor, murtabak johor, pisang tanduk johor.. hehe.. all sorts of things la.

Thanks gazillions to anuty n uncle for taking me all the way to kluang and back... and also for everything else.. the hotel, the food.. everything. Tumirah pun tima kasey gak sbb tlg iron baju n angkat beg. To all my friends and colleagues in pac, thanks a lot. It was a great experience to be there, and such a gratitude to meet such interesting ppl as all of you. :D May we see each other again, as PTDs. ;)

Blogging from intan

Err... in the midst of preparing for my public speaking session this afternoon and later tonight. Haha.. gonna talk abt weblogs for english and silat for bm. Wish me luck.

 

Btw.. have to run 2.5 km this evening!!!!! Waduhh... dah la tak fit. :p Tolon!!

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AwaY!~

Gonna be away for a few days starting tmrw. InsyaAllah.. akan blk secepat mungkin. Ada kerja byk lagi nih. Hmm.. end of next week blk lagi, awin nye engagement.. dah start bz with preps dah. Hmm.. kalau ada laptop.. senang buat keje kat umah. *Sigh!~* (hehe.. kang bila dah ada.. asyik tgk cd/men game je plak! :p )

Neways, keep those reccomendations coming (refer previous posting). I'm surely gonna read it a.s.i.c.

Hope everyone'll have a great week ahead.

P/S: Off to IKWAS on friday.. wish me luck! ;)

ToLoNgGGGggggg!!!

Kengkawan... kalau ada time, tlg tgk websites ni kejap, kasik pandangan photographer mana yg korg rasa amek gamba cun. Tatau nk pilih... semua pun ada kelebihan masing2.

Photographers in view (randomly):
1. saiful
2. salleh
3. manggis
4. zulkhas
5. suhaimi

Tolong kasik pendapat ek kengkawan. Desperate!! :S

Lawak bangang di pagi sabtu

Alkisah....
Di suatu pagi sabtu yang agak2 dah nak tengahari, datangla seorg student postgrad ke pusat pengajiannya. Sebab utama, nak siapkan coding dia yang ada lagi 3 error tak settle. Sbb sampingan, nak jumpa buah hati dia yg jauh di mata secara online.

Sesampainya di skul, dia pun ON kan pc, letak neck tag atas meja sekali dgn kunci keter, konon2 tak terlupa bila nak kuar nnt. Pastu, layan codes dia sekejap. Pastu dia merasa bosan lalu meninggalkan kerja dan melayari laman web Yahoo Games utk main beberapa game yang menarik. Sesambil tu, dia menanti2 la bf dia yg tak kunjung2 online.

Pada hari kejadian tu, air cond kat lab tu ada pulak servisnya, seperti biasa. Unexpected la, sbb ingatkan hari cuti, air cond pun cuti.. rupa2nya tidak. Air cond tu masih berkhidmat at full power.. menggigil2 student postgrad tu. Dahla dia sorang2 je kat lab yg menyerap haba. Oleh kerana kesejukan yang bangat, dia pun meninggalkan lab atas desakan pundi kencing yang dah penuh. :p

Si student pun menyarung selipar jepunnya dan menuju ke pintu utk keluar ke toilet. Kat lab dia ada 2 pintu. Satu pintu (pintu A -main door), kena access guna ID card shj, jadik sesapa yg didaftarkan utk masuk ke lab tu je yg boleh access, dgn syarat dia ADA KAD. Pintu lagi satu tu (pintu B), pintu biasa, di kunci dgn pad lock yg agak besar di luar, dan utk keselamatan yg lebih, si student nih dah selak plak dari dalam. So, oleh sbb pintu B tu dah kena kunci luar dan dalam, si student pun keluar melalui pintu A dan terus tarik pintu tu rapat2 spy pintu tu autolock. Pastu si student ni pun dgn tergesa2nya menuju ke toilet yg jauh di hujung bangunan.

Halfway, si student terhenti.... tetiba dia tersedar yang neck tag dia tertinggal kat atas meja... dia pegi balik ke pintu lab.. Alamakkkk!!! Dah terkunci!!!! Hmm.. si student pun jadik blurr... camne pun, dia g gak toilet dulu utk qada hajat. Patu baru bley fikir apa nak buat.

Dgn satu sen pun takde dlm poket, dgn h/p pun kat dlm lab yg terkunci tu, dia jln la sehelai sepinggang carik2 sesapa yg dia blh pinjam phone/ duit syiling. Takde sape pun kt school.. almaklumla, sabtu ketiga. So dia pun dgn bengong2 jln la ke kafe.. at least kak Jun kedai fotostat ke kalau ada...

Tiba kt bawah bgnn dewan kuliah, dia jumpe ngan sorg pkck guard. Mintak la duit syiling kat pak guard tu.. pk guard tu dgn baik hatinye terus offer h/p dia.. so dia pun tepon la member dia yg blom mandi n tgh kemas umah. Kelam kabut la member dia tuh g mandi n nak dtg sekul nak tlg member dia yg terkunci nih. Yg bestnya, member dia ni punya ID plak tertinggal kat umah dia kat ipoh. Best kan? :D

Pastu, habis ckp, pkck guard tu kata g kat pejabat keselamatan, jumpa ketua kt situ yg ada pegang kad yg blh access sume tmpt. So, pegila jumpa dia. Dia pun amekla details semua (seb baik gak sbb pkck tu ok je, tak berkerenah cam pkck yg utk amek sticker kenderaan tu). Pastu, dia anta sorang member dia utk bawak kad tu gih lab budak ni utk bukak kan pintu... Akhirnya dapat la budak ni masuk blk lab dia di hari sabtu tersebut.

Moral of the story: Neck tag tu letaknya di leher bukan di atas meja. :p

Self Image Slump. Sigh!~

This is the worst stage of gaining weight... A very significant drop in confidence.. I don't wanna meet anyone. :p

Masalahnye... how come i'm not motivated to lose the weight huh? Hmmm??? Confused nih.. With the wedding coming and all.. i should be motivated more than ever... but i'm not. Entahla... just lost it kot. :p (p/s: Nurullll!!! need your help in this department... m-o-t-i-v-a-t-e me to lose the pounds!!! pleaaaseeee!!! )

*big grin.. with aching heart* Daym.

Hmm.. seronok lak baca org punye blog. Baru ler ada mood nak posting. :D

Cerita Kuantan (siaran tertangguh)
Hehe.. oleh krn aku lmbt posting, cerita ini telah disambar oleh 2 paparazi lain,CikD n Azno... sila lawati blog mrk utk cerita selanjutnya ek.

Pepun.. terima kasih bebyk Ayu sbb sudi menumpangkan kitorg ke Kuantan, terima kasih CikD sbb benarkan kami tumpang dok umah dia n bawak kitorg jalan2 sekitar kuantan yang berpantai cantik, dgn org2 yg romantik2 belaka... Hehe...

Series, org kuantan mmg romantik.. sejuk mata tgk. Bukannya couple2 muda mudi yang sah2 tak kawen lagik tau.. couple2 yang dah agak berusia yang rasanya mesti dah kawen tu.. jalan tepi pantai berpegangan tangan, suapkan makanan kat pasangan, shopping2 sambil pegang tangan. Isk.. bagus org kuantan.. tak malu nak pamerkan kasih sayang kat pasangan yg sah.. Kalau kat KL, biasanya, yg tak sah tu la yg suka tayang2.. yang dah sah tu buat dekk je pulak. I hope, after Dan and I are married, we'll be like those couples i saw in kuantan... romantic and loving all the way through our marriage, walaupun usia dah separuh abad! :)

Terima kasih jugak kat Lin sbb sudi mengundang kitorg utk majlis perkahwinannya. Semoga Lin berbahagia di samping suami tersayang yang dah kenal dan bercinta sejak di matrikulasi (KMK 1998). Alhamdulillah, percintaan korang berakhir kat jinjang pelamin. :)

Hmm.. kesimpulannya, tak rugi lah pergi kuantan. Nak sangat pergi lagi, before i tie the knot. Bachelorette party kat pantai Cherating. Waw.. bestnya!! Jom kengkawan!! :D


Pre-Wedding Jitters

Isk.. pre-wedding jitters.. not to mention STRESS!! :p Sometimes its soo overwhelmingly exciting just to think abt the wedding itself.. Come the preparation.. then comes along the stress as well as the headaches. One wants this, the other wants that... if things doesnt get along well enough, pretty good chance of one person getting all sour and bitter. :p

Adatla kan.. sedangkan lidah lagik tergigit.

Whatever it is, i hope that i'll have all the strength it takes to go through this rather difficult times prior to becoming a wife. Biasala, nak buat menda baik mmg dibenci setan. So, masa2 vulnerable macam ni lah yang ditunggu2 oleh makhluk dilaknat nih utk mengelakkan benda baik tu dari terjadi, kan? Selamatkan kami ya Allah dari tipu daya syaitan. Amiin!~

Huargghh.. bosan la minggu nih.. Minggu yang tak produktif. Tiga hari, mengadap benda yg sama, takde improvement. :p Dr K!!! Tlg saya!!!! (Mana la Dr ni dah 3 hari tak nampak?? *garu kepala*)

Excited nyaaa!!

Baru blk from kuantan smlm... byk nak cerita, tp blom ada mood. Nyatanya, tgh excited abt saiful nang photography punya packages. Wahaha.. excited sungguh. And saiful nang was kind enough to YM me himself. Thanks a lot saiful... that really, really made a good impression to me. Really thinking of hiring him for the wedding. Tgh tunggu response from Dan. (Ala.. buleh la honey.. we share2 la... heheh... ).

Excited giler... the last time i was this excited, the bridal hse i wanted was booked by another bride-to-be. Huhu.. sedey sungguh. Hopefully it doesnt happen again this time.

SeDeY!~

Sedey nyeee... bridal yang dikehendaki dah di book org lain pada hari yg sama. Uwaaaaaaaaa!!!!! Tapi asst dia free lagi masa tarikh tu. Book je la. Org kata asst dia make up pun ok gak. Dia pun kata asst dia make up lebey kurang sbb dia dah ajar from a to z. Huhu.. hopefully still available la. Mama leh nak g book pun esok. Huwaaaa!!!

Keputusan

Aku dah putuskan utk pergi for the training. :) Masa mula2 dapat result haritu.. mmg rasa cam bengong2 and berat ke takmo pergi.. sbb masa tu semua tgh kacau bilau... lagipun.. ala2 financially challenged gitu kan. But since now everything seems to be in order.. project pun dapat pemerhatian + bantuan + sokongan from DrK, otak pun dah clear sikit2.. semua orang pun beri dorongan utk pergi.. so, pergila.. insyaAllah. Lagipun masa tu teringat ramai yg cakap dah pergi interview kali ke-3+, pastu tak dapat.. Itu kira orang hebat2 gak tu... aku kalau pegi?? sah2 ada chance tak dapat. Haha. Takpela.. pergi jugak... kalau rezeki kat situ, dapatla.. kalau tak, kurang2 boleh timba pengalaman. Yang penting usaha dulu... :)

Kepada semua kengkawan yang kasik pandangan, thank you very much... i really, really appreciate it. :)

Wish me luck!

Huhu.. To Go Or Not To Go??..

Nama Penuh: NOREEN HAIZA BINTI KHAIRUDIN

Tahniah! Anda telah LULUS Ujian Khas Memasuki Perkhidmatan Pegawai Tadbir dan Diplomatik yang telah diadakan pada 29/01/2005.

INTAN KAMPUS WILAYAH SELATAN (IKWAS)
BATU 2, JALAN BATU PAHAT,
PETI SURAT 141,
86007 KLUANG,
JOHOR DARUL TAKZIM.

Jauh nye.. gile nye... semate2 utk jadik PTD?? Hehe (ikut kata pkck halim, pegawai takde duit!)