Hihi.. Just bored. :) This is the MD-11 tht Dan's flying now, even as i'm posting. On his way to Hong Kong. Cute kan?
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Monday, June 27, 2005
I'm backkkk!!! Miss my work station so much! *purr* A helluva long week behind me... full of ups and downs and laughters.. and i dont mean mine. :p URgh.. urgh.. still cant get it outta my head. PTD Interview sucks!!!! Grrrr....
Hang on for a longgg, one week worth of posting. Lols. Kalau ngantuk g tdo. Nobody forced you to read anyway. :p
Saturday
Hari yang dinanti2 since the week before. Penyampaian sijil rendah + perjumpaan tenaga pengajar @ UIA + dinner cekak @ Razak Hall, PWTC. Haha.. Jgn jealous. Persatuan kami ada dinner @ PWTC. Sebuah persatuan silat. Jgn pandang takdak mata noo...
Anyways... the day went well... cuma lunch haritu lewat sikit... atas sebab2 tertentu yg agak mengejutkan. Hmm.. Alhamdulillah.. Tuhan nak bagi selamat. Gantung hati hanya pada Dia. Org kalau nk buat kacau, tapi tak diizin olehNya, tetap tak jadi apa. Betul tak?
Pepun, pagi penyampaian sijil, tgk adik2 dpt sijil rendah. Tahniah semua adik2 yg berjaya dapat sijil... dan ada jugak yang dapat kepujian.. Tahniah. Semoga lekat dengan perjuangan bangsa. :) Petang, perjumpaan ten pengajar. YM Ustaz beri ucapan, amanat kat tenaga2 pengajar utk diingati dan dipraktikkan.
Mlm, dinner. Perghh.. hangat sungguh. Ucapan yang sgt bertenaga dr semua yg berucap, termasuklah Tan Sri Muhammad Mohd Taib. Terima kasih Tan Sri sbb sudi meraikan perayaan 40 thn bersama kami. :) (mcm la dia baca blog aku nih.. ngeh ngeh... takpe.. terima kasih jugak.) Duduk semeja ngan azno, anis, nura n hubby, aima n hubby n their cute kids, aishah n aiman, kekasey lama pun ade. Hihi. Siap tanya lagi whether i'm still with Dan. Told him we're engaged. Dia pun turut gembira. Alhamdulillah. Harap2 abg A pun ditemukan jodoh yang baik hendaknya. :)
All in all, i think everyone had fun la. Cuma kesian kat Dan. He had to wait for me from the start of the dinner to the end. Ish ish... I'm still sorry.. Owe you one, ok?
Sunday
Patutnya ada AGM Cekak Malaysia.. tapi tak pergi since mama ajak blk kg, nak pasang langsir umah. So, bwkla mama blk kg sbb lain kali tak tau bila lagi yg free blh nak bawak mama blk kg kan. Nenek pun suh balik, amek durian. So, lps mama blk kursus haji, pergi la bawak mama blk kg.
Smpi around noon, lepak2 jap tgk rerun AF3 sambil makan nasik, and after zuhur, Dan datang. Hihi... :D Sangat suke! Jamu dia durian ngan lemang. Tersandar member kat kerusi. Habis diet dia for tht day. After tht, ajak dia turun kat the new hse, tgk my mom n aunties pasang langsir. Clips tak cukup palk, hehe.. dpt chance aa kuar ngan dan beli clip langsir tu. :D PAstu lepak2 kat umah tu, sambil carik2 durian kat belakang umah.. Jumpe gak 5 bijik. Perghhh sunggguh. Atas pokok byk lagi tuh.
Dan stayed for dinner (berjaya gak memujuk dia utk stay for dinner. Yeay!!) Ye la.. bila lagi nak beramah mesra and hang out with my family kan. Its only fair. I've hung out with his family and met his relatives... his relatives yg dia sendiri pun tak kenal aku dah jumpa.. so, its only fair la kan? Hihi... Pas dinner, kitorg gerak skali blk KL... memula he was following behind me rather closely... pastu smpi kt tol Sg Besi, hilang... hmm.. mentang2 pakai smart tag baru beli. Berlagak. :p Hmmmphh!
Monday
Pagi2 bawak Athirah teman me pegi umah Ustaz kt KL. Saje ziarah. Berapa kali dah ckp kt Mak Tam nak singgah... tp tak smpi2 gak... Akhirnya smpi la jugak rumah ustaz hari isnin tu. Bwk buah tgn sket dr kg. Duduk2 kat situ. Lama jugak kot. Borak2 ngan ustaz n Mak Tam. Athirah pun baik je tak buat hal. Ok la. Ustaz nasihat pasal bersihkan hati, nak g interview nnt selawat byk2, tawasul, berbincang antara suami isteri... Hihi.. Mak Tam kasik tips.. nnt dah kawen, jgn baisakan kalau husband tanya nak yang mana satu bila beli apa2, jgn ckp tak kesahla yg mana2 pun. Nnt, terbiasa smpi tua. Make sure kita perempuan ni make the choice, pastu tanyela dia dia suka tak.. yg penting.. BINCANG! :)
Blk from umah ustaz, jumpa Dan plak kat KLCC. Gi pekena alfredo. Yummy as usual lah! Tak buat apa pun.. just lepak2 kt KLCC. Mlm g pekena naan sedap kt ampang. Ish.. kalau la makanan sedap tak menggemukkan. :p
Tuesday
Aunty called at around 0900.. Haha.. baru celik mata, suara serak2 lagi. Aunty ckp "baru bgn tdo la nih?" Hihi... as always, deny la kan. Kuang3. Isk.. ni je la masa nk bgn lmbt pun. Kang dah ada hubby takleh dah. Haha.. Alasan! :p aunty tanya bila nak anta baju g tailor, baju nikah nnt. I said i wanted to study tht day.. so raincheck la kan hantar baju.
Spent the rest of the day at home.. trying so hard to keep awake masa baca buku Malaysia Kita. Hisyy... wasted effort. :p
Oh... today's Dan's maiden flight on the MD11. Flight from Subang to Hong Kong. MD 11 is like twice the size of B727. He got to go first, even before his captains. Wow. Proud of my baby. :D
Wednesday
Dan had a flight to HKG, again! Mama demam, so Athirah pun tak datang umah. Me? Still trying hard to study... or sth like tht.
By afternoon, siap2 nk g Putrajaya. Haha.. cam xcited la pulak... NOT. Just wanted to escape the morning traffic actually. Kuar umah around 4pm, jam sket2, org tak kuar keje lagi dah jam. Hampeh. Reached pjaya at aorund 5. Headed straight to Alamanda... jalan2 cuci mata. Found a nice pair of jeans kat RS... Nice fit, low waisted. Murah la.. rm40. Just so happens tht i didnt have the money for tht at tht time. Sms-d Nurul, asked if dah habis kerja. Dia kat site lagi rupanya... so waited for my friend from BB, eza to arrive. Lepak2 ngn eza kat a&w until 7+, pastu ikut eza blk, since nurul said tht she's gonna be late kan. So, g aa lepak kt umah eza. Tgk frens, tgk It Might Be You until 10pm, tp Nurul tak blk lg from site. Huhu... Pastu nurul kasik directions g umah dia, and i went to her place. Hsemate dia tunggu dpn pintu. Kesian minah tu dah ngantuk.
Lepak2 smbl baring2 tunggu Nurul blk. When she's back, hmmm.. apa lagi. Borak la smpi tak sedar dah nk pagi. Hihi.. Great to get to borak2 with you like the good 'ol times buddy. Oooohh.. and i've said this once and i'll say it again. I respect your guts. Whewww... it took courage to do the things tht you did gal. Gurl power! Pepun, so happy to hear abt it, and wish you all the very best. :D
Ntah kol berapa, we both tdoq.
Thursday
Comes the dreaded, ptuih2 day. Wahahhaa. Kuar from Nurul's hse kinda early coz they're closing the roads to PMO to make way for the IDB meeting reps. Smpi Parcel C around 7.40. Lepak dlm kete, tukar kasut baru... hihi.. Dan siap belikan kasut lagi for the interview. A very nice, comfortable court shoes. Looks elegants and sweet sbb ada little bow kat depan dia. Hihi.. dapat gak kasut ada reben. :D Thanks honey, for the shoes.
7.50, i walked into the building. Berlagak selambe naik lif g aras 6. Waaa... tergezut. I thot i was early. Hahha.. Dewan menunggu tuh dah separa penuh dgn bakal2 ditemuduga! So, i gave my name and was asked to sit until my name was called. Lama gak tunggu. Nak dekat kol 8.30 lebey kurang kot (if not longer) baru dgr my name called. Dia nk tgk all the photostated stuffs plus the original ones. Haha... Nak jadi cerita tak bawak plak original scroll.. tinggal kt PB.. auta la.. kata dah frame. Wahahaha... Yg lain2 (transkrip) tak bawak. :p Org tu kata nape tak bwk dgn frame2 skalik? :p Pastu he gave me my number: C-307. Huhu.. lucky number-7, at room C. Masa i got the number, the number at the digital display on the door was 302. Hmm... 5 more to go. Lepak2, borak2, main snake, tetiba brader tu panggil lagi nama aku. Isk.. pehal lak nih? I went to him... and he said.. " awak dah dapat nombor kan? ermm.. takpela, saje je nak confirm" Isk... org lain takde pun kena panggil 2 kali. Bikin tambah sakit perut je. :p
Elok je org no 6 habis kena interview. Panels from room C kuar. Morning tea. Cheisss... Saje nak kasik aku tunggu lama2. Tp takpela kot. Diorg dah kenyang2, takdela nk tension2 tanye aku soklan, harap2 nye la kan.
Around 11, diorg masuk blk blk tu. And my number was blinking on the display. Huhuhu... comes the dreaded much awaited time. Ketuk pintu, masuk. 3 panels, all men. One of them is a Dato kot... so i was told la. Anyways, they asked for my certs and photostated stuffs. cepat2 btau scroll tak bawak, dah frame. Tatau la Dato ni silap paham ke silap dgr, dia kata "isy.. teruk benor awak ni smpi IC pun awak frame" aku pun cam.. Huh? bila masa plak aku ckp aku frame ic?? Isk..
They asked me to sit, and bombarded me with provocative questions. "Dgn keluluasan awak kenapa nak jadi ptd?" "awak peluang lagi cerah kat sektor swasta" "Awak lagi sesuai kalau jadi lecturer/tutor" "awak kan procuk tun mahathir yg melahirkan msc, kenapa tak aktif kat situ?" "apa kelebihan awak yg buat kita terpaksa amek awak?" "apa pendapat awak ttg ptd dan bidang politik. patutkah ptd bergiat dlm politik?" "apa peranan ptd?" "Macam mana awak nak elokkan service perkhidmatan awam" "kalau awak diletakkan di Biro Pengaduan Awam, camne nak guna kelayakan awak ni kt situ?" "Awak tak rasa rugi ke tak practicekan apa yg awak study?" "Apa beza web dgn portal?"
And the whole time, i was cursing inside because they were practically laughing AT me.... not with me, AT me. Rasa cam grr... nk sekeh je sekor2 kasik lagi licin kepale tu. Geram sey. Sbb rasa cam diorg tak respect org.. haha.. tapi cam adatla kan. Interbiu mmg cenggitu. Maybe dia nak test la kite bley handle provocation and being laughed at kot... which i think i failed badly. Lols. Shillaker! And before ending the session diorg tajya "apa pendapat awak ttg islam hadhari".. and i was like "demm.. i read abt this, but i didnt study it.. it just passed thru my brain and didnt get stored ayway demmit!!) Ntah hapa2 la yg aku goreng.
Oh.. i didnt get asked abt any of the dasar. Penat bace. Iskkkk... Wasted effort!!!!
Blk tu, headed to Vista, jumpa Dan for lunch. sian dia penat from the previous day's flight... so ingat nk teman dia makan. Siap sesat2 tak jumpa cark s'ban-sg besi hiway.. mana hala ntah jalan smpi ke area nirvana memorial center. Hampeh al bengongi.... Kena lak call Dan tanya directions. Wahahaha.... Bengong.
Friday
Konon nk bawak Athirah gi bird park. Cancel sbb minah tu dtg dah tgh hari. Jgn tidak, bawak gi umah mak ngah kt kg pandan. Pastu i went out with aunty, hantar baju nikah gi tailor. Huhu.. Benci nye.. had to ukur badan when i'm at my fattest. :p K. Sha tu ckpla baju camne yg sesuai utk tak bg nmpk aku ni besau sgt. Dahla kain tu organza kan.. silap beli la.. should've bought chiffon. Ishhh... Pastu aunty belikan kain for hantaran. Huhu... terharu... Pepun, pasni mmg kena dayet sungguh2 ni. Tinggal pat bln je lagi! Uhhh!
Saturday
Gi bridal ngan Dan, pilih baju, pilih pelamin... Harga package asalnye 1800 je.. tambah tu ini, amek baju baru lagi, jeng3... hehehe... naik la sket. hampeh tol. :p Kena ukur lagi utk buat baju baru. Isyyy.... benci nye. Lagi menguatkan semangat utk dayet! Have to, have to! Walaupun Dan ckp he loves me the way i am, taleh jadik gak. Kene dayet gak.. becoz other ppl is complaining, myself included!
Sunday
Time to get my ass back to PB. Huhu.. Smpi2, sth happened and so on and so forth. Hmm... pelik. Kenapa org melayu suka dengki mendengki, khianat dgn bangsa sendiri. Ckp kt org prong prang2 abt ketuhanan, abt jgn bergaduh... tp diri sendiri yg tak praktikkan. Kalau di mulut lain, di hati lain, agak2nya golongan orang yg macam mana tu?
Wallahu'alam. Biarlah mereka dengan kedengkian mereka. Kita tetap dgn perjuangan kita, gantung hati sepenuhnya kpd Allah swt.
Hang on for a longgg, one week worth of posting. Lols. Kalau ngantuk g tdo. Nobody forced you to read anyway. :p
Saturday
Hari yang dinanti2 since the week before. Penyampaian sijil rendah + perjumpaan tenaga pengajar @ UIA + dinner cekak @ Razak Hall, PWTC. Haha.. Jgn jealous. Persatuan kami ada dinner @ PWTC. Sebuah persatuan silat. Jgn pandang takdak mata noo...
Anyways... the day went well... cuma lunch haritu lewat sikit... atas sebab2 tertentu yg agak mengejutkan. Hmm.. Alhamdulillah.. Tuhan nak bagi selamat. Gantung hati hanya pada Dia. Org kalau nk buat kacau, tapi tak diizin olehNya, tetap tak jadi apa. Betul tak?
Pepun, pagi penyampaian sijil, tgk adik2 dpt sijil rendah. Tahniah semua adik2 yg berjaya dapat sijil... dan ada jugak yang dapat kepujian.. Tahniah. Semoga lekat dengan perjuangan bangsa. :) Petang, perjumpaan ten pengajar. YM Ustaz beri ucapan, amanat kat tenaga2 pengajar utk diingati dan dipraktikkan.
Mlm, dinner. Perghh.. hangat sungguh. Ucapan yang sgt bertenaga dr semua yg berucap, termasuklah Tan Sri Muhammad Mohd Taib. Terima kasih Tan Sri sbb sudi meraikan perayaan 40 thn bersama kami. :) (mcm la dia baca blog aku nih.. ngeh ngeh... takpe.. terima kasih jugak.) Duduk semeja ngan azno, anis, nura n hubby, aima n hubby n their cute kids, aishah n aiman, kekasey lama pun ade. Hihi. Siap tanya lagi whether i'm still with Dan. Told him we're engaged. Dia pun turut gembira. Alhamdulillah. Harap2 abg A pun ditemukan jodoh yang baik hendaknya. :)
All in all, i think everyone had fun la. Cuma kesian kat Dan. He had to wait for me from the start of the dinner to the end. Ish ish... I'm still sorry.. Owe you one, ok?
Sunday
Patutnya ada AGM Cekak Malaysia.. tapi tak pergi since mama ajak blk kg, nak pasang langsir umah. So, bwkla mama blk kg sbb lain kali tak tau bila lagi yg free blh nak bawak mama blk kg kan. Nenek pun suh balik, amek durian. So, lps mama blk kursus haji, pergi la bawak mama blk kg.
Smpi around noon, lepak2 jap tgk rerun AF3 sambil makan nasik, and after zuhur, Dan datang. Hihi... :D Sangat suke! Jamu dia durian ngan lemang. Tersandar member kat kerusi. Habis diet dia for tht day. After tht, ajak dia turun kat the new hse, tgk my mom n aunties pasang langsir. Clips tak cukup palk, hehe.. dpt chance aa kuar ngan dan beli clip langsir tu. :D PAstu lepak2 kat umah tu, sambil carik2 durian kat belakang umah.. Jumpe gak 5 bijik. Perghhh sunggguh. Atas pokok byk lagi tuh.
Dan stayed for dinner (berjaya gak memujuk dia utk stay for dinner. Yeay!!) Ye la.. bila lagi nak beramah mesra and hang out with my family kan. Its only fair. I've hung out with his family and met his relatives... his relatives yg dia sendiri pun tak kenal aku dah jumpa.. so, its only fair la kan? Hihi... Pas dinner, kitorg gerak skali blk KL... memula he was following behind me rather closely... pastu smpi kt tol Sg Besi, hilang... hmm.. mentang2 pakai smart tag baru beli. Berlagak. :p Hmmmphh!
Monday
Pagi2 bawak Athirah teman me pegi umah Ustaz kt KL. Saje ziarah. Berapa kali dah ckp kt Mak Tam nak singgah... tp tak smpi2 gak... Akhirnya smpi la jugak rumah ustaz hari isnin tu. Bwk buah tgn sket dr kg. Duduk2 kat situ. Lama jugak kot. Borak2 ngan ustaz n Mak Tam. Athirah pun baik je tak buat hal. Ok la. Ustaz nasihat pasal bersihkan hati, nak g interview nnt selawat byk2, tawasul, berbincang antara suami isteri... Hihi.. Mak Tam kasik tips.. nnt dah kawen, jgn baisakan kalau husband tanya nak yang mana satu bila beli apa2, jgn ckp tak kesahla yg mana2 pun. Nnt, terbiasa smpi tua. Make sure kita perempuan ni make the choice, pastu tanyela dia dia suka tak.. yg penting.. BINCANG! :)
Blk from umah ustaz, jumpa Dan plak kat KLCC. Gi pekena alfredo. Yummy as usual lah! Tak buat apa pun.. just lepak2 kt KLCC. Mlm g pekena naan sedap kt ampang. Ish.. kalau la makanan sedap tak menggemukkan. :p
Tuesday
Aunty called at around 0900.. Haha.. baru celik mata, suara serak2 lagi. Aunty ckp "baru bgn tdo la nih?" Hihi... as always, deny la kan. Kuang3. Isk.. ni je la masa nk bgn lmbt pun. Kang dah ada hubby takleh dah. Haha.. Alasan! :p aunty tanya bila nak anta baju g tailor, baju nikah nnt. I said i wanted to study tht day.. so raincheck la kan hantar baju.
Spent the rest of the day at home.. trying so hard to keep awake masa baca buku Malaysia Kita. Hisyy... wasted effort. :p
Oh... today's Dan's maiden flight on the MD11. Flight from Subang to Hong Kong. MD 11 is like twice the size of B727. He got to go first, even before his captains. Wow. Proud of my baby. :D
Wednesday
Dan had a flight to HKG, again! Mama demam, so Athirah pun tak datang umah. Me? Still trying hard to study... or sth like tht.
By afternoon, siap2 nk g Putrajaya. Haha.. cam xcited la pulak... NOT. Just wanted to escape the morning traffic actually. Kuar umah around 4pm, jam sket2, org tak kuar keje lagi dah jam. Hampeh. Reached pjaya at aorund 5. Headed straight to Alamanda... jalan2 cuci mata. Found a nice pair of jeans kat RS... Nice fit, low waisted. Murah la.. rm40. Just so happens tht i didnt have the money for tht at tht time. Sms-d Nurul, asked if dah habis kerja. Dia kat site lagi rupanya... so waited for my friend from BB, eza to arrive. Lepak2 ngn eza kat a&w until 7+, pastu ikut eza blk, since nurul said tht she's gonna be late kan. So, g aa lepak kt umah eza. Tgk frens, tgk It Might Be You until 10pm, tp Nurul tak blk lg from site. Huhu... Pastu nurul kasik directions g umah dia, and i went to her place. Hsemate dia tunggu dpn pintu. Kesian minah tu dah ngantuk.
Lepak2 smbl baring2 tunggu Nurul blk. When she's back, hmmm.. apa lagi. Borak la smpi tak sedar dah nk pagi. Hihi.. Great to get to borak2 with you like the good 'ol times buddy. Oooohh.. and i've said this once and i'll say it again. I respect your guts. Whewww... it took courage to do the things tht you did gal. Gurl power! Pepun, so happy to hear abt it, and wish you all the very best. :D
Ntah kol berapa, we both tdoq.
Thursday
Comes the dreaded, ptuih2 day. Wahahhaa. Kuar from Nurul's hse kinda early coz they're closing the roads to PMO to make way for the IDB meeting reps. Smpi Parcel C around 7.40. Lepak dlm kete, tukar kasut baru... hihi.. Dan siap belikan kasut lagi for the interview. A very nice, comfortable court shoes. Looks elegants and sweet sbb ada little bow kat depan dia. Hihi.. dapat gak kasut ada reben. :D Thanks honey, for the shoes.
7.50, i walked into the building. Berlagak selambe naik lif g aras 6. Waaa... tergezut. I thot i was early. Hahha.. Dewan menunggu tuh dah separa penuh dgn bakal2 ditemuduga! So, i gave my name and was asked to sit until my name was called. Lama gak tunggu. Nak dekat kol 8.30 lebey kurang kot (if not longer) baru dgr my name called. Dia nk tgk all the photostated stuffs plus the original ones. Haha... Nak jadi cerita tak bawak plak original scroll.. tinggal kt PB.. auta la.. kata dah frame. Wahahaha... Yg lain2 (transkrip) tak bawak. :p Org tu kata nape tak bwk dgn frame2 skalik? :p Pastu he gave me my number: C-307. Huhu.. lucky number-7, at room C. Masa i got the number, the number at the digital display on the door was 302. Hmm... 5 more to go. Lepak2, borak2, main snake, tetiba brader tu panggil lagi nama aku. Isk.. pehal lak nih? I went to him... and he said.. " awak dah dapat nombor kan? ermm.. takpela, saje je nak confirm" Isk... org lain takde pun kena panggil 2 kali. Bikin tambah sakit perut je. :p
Elok je org no 6 habis kena interview. Panels from room C kuar. Morning tea. Cheisss... Saje nak kasik aku tunggu lama2. Tp takpela kot. Diorg dah kenyang2, takdela nk tension2 tanye aku soklan, harap2 nye la kan.
Around 11, diorg masuk blk blk tu. And my number was blinking on the display. Huhuhu... comes the dreaded much awaited time. Ketuk pintu, masuk. 3 panels, all men. One of them is a Dato kot... so i was told la. Anyways, they asked for my certs and photostated stuffs. cepat2 btau scroll tak bawak, dah frame. Tatau la Dato ni silap paham ke silap dgr, dia kata "isy.. teruk benor awak ni smpi IC pun awak frame" aku pun cam.. Huh? bila masa plak aku ckp aku frame ic?? Isk..
They asked me to sit, and bombarded me with provocative questions. "Dgn keluluasan awak kenapa nak jadi ptd?" "awak peluang lagi cerah kat sektor swasta" "Awak lagi sesuai kalau jadi lecturer/tutor" "awak kan procuk tun mahathir yg melahirkan msc, kenapa tak aktif kat situ?" "apa kelebihan awak yg buat kita terpaksa amek awak?" "apa pendapat awak ttg ptd dan bidang politik. patutkah ptd bergiat dlm politik?" "apa peranan ptd?" "Macam mana awak nak elokkan service perkhidmatan awam" "kalau awak diletakkan di Biro Pengaduan Awam, camne nak guna kelayakan awak ni kt situ?" "Awak tak rasa rugi ke tak practicekan apa yg awak study?" "Apa beza web dgn portal?"
And the whole time, i was cursing inside because they were practically laughing AT me.... not with me, AT me. Rasa cam grr... nk sekeh je sekor2 kasik lagi licin kepale tu. Geram sey. Sbb rasa cam diorg tak respect org.. haha.. tapi cam adatla kan. Interbiu mmg cenggitu. Maybe dia nak test la kite bley handle provocation and being laughed at kot... which i think i failed badly. Lols. Shillaker! And before ending the session diorg tajya "apa pendapat awak ttg islam hadhari".. and i was like "demm.. i read abt this, but i didnt study it.. it just passed thru my brain and didnt get stored ayway demmit!!) Ntah hapa2 la yg aku goreng.
Oh.. i didnt get asked abt any of the dasar. Penat bace. Iskkkk... Wasted effort!!!!
Blk tu, headed to Vista, jumpa Dan for lunch. sian dia penat from the previous day's flight... so ingat nk teman dia makan. Siap sesat2 tak jumpa cark s'ban-sg besi hiway.. mana hala ntah jalan smpi ke area nirvana memorial center. Hampeh al bengongi.... Kena lak call Dan tanya directions. Wahahaha.... Bengong.
Friday
Konon nk bawak Athirah gi bird park. Cancel sbb minah tu dtg dah tgh hari. Jgn tidak, bawak gi umah mak ngah kt kg pandan. Pastu i went out with aunty, hantar baju nikah gi tailor. Huhu.. Benci nye.. had to ukur badan when i'm at my fattest. :p K. Sha tu ckpla baju camne yg sesuai utk tak bg nmpk aku ni besau sgt. Dahla kain tu organza kan.. silap beli la.. should've bought chiffon. Ishhh... Pastu aunty belikan kain for hantaran. Huhu... terharu... Pepun, pasni mmg kena dayet sungguh2 ni. Tinggal pat bln je lagi! Uhhh!
Saturday
Gi bridal ngan Dan, pilih baju, pilih pelamin... Harga package asalnye 1800 je.. tambah tu ini, amek baju baru lagi, jeng3... hehehe... naik la sket. hampeh tol. :p Kena ukur lagi utk buat baju baru. Isyyy.... benci nye. Lagi menguatkan semangat utk dayet! Have to, have to! Walaupun Dan ckp he loves me the way i am, taleh jadik gak. Kene dayet gak.. becoz other ppl is complaining, myself included!
Sunday
Time to get my ass back to PB. Huhu.. Smpi2, sth happened and so on and so forth. Hmm... pelik. Kenapa org melayu suka dengki mendengki, khianat dgn bangsa sendiri. Ckp kt org prong prang2 abt ketuhanan, abt jgn bergaduh... tp diri sendiri yg tak praktikkan. Kalau di mulut lain, di hati lain, agak2nya golongan orang yg macam mana tu?
Wallahu'alam. Biarlah mereka dengan kedengkian mereka. Kita tetap dgn perjuangan kita, gantung hati sepenuhnya kpd Allah swt.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Menuju Puncak!!
Huhu.. debaran dah terasa. Since last night when one og my colleagues in PAC called. She went for the interview yesterday... Lucky her, she said her panels were alright. Tanya dia abt her experience studying abroad. Menarik la since she studied in Germany masa undergrad dulu. Me? Sah2 diorg tak tertarik nak tanya abt my experiences masa undergrad.. ye la.. grad local u je kan. Huhu... mesti tak menarik minat diorg. amende la agaknye yg diorg nak tanya nih?? Peluh jantan, betina, bapuk semua dah nak kuar dah nih... My fren cakap tgk panel la.. ada panel baik hati, ada yg garang... tgk la rezeki masing2... Huwaaaaaaa!!!!
Day b4 yesterday, galok pinjam buku kenegaraan kat library... Pinjam buku malaysia kita, pastu pinjam skali buku latihan peperiksaan pengajian am stpm.. Dolu2 masa skolah, kalau nk study cepat, buat latihan soklan peksa manyak2.. Skang ni, utk tujuan interbiu, tatau la kaedah ni bkesan ke tak. Huhu.. manyak nye nak baca.. newspaper lagi, malaysia kita lagi, tesis lagi. Lucunye, skng ni, tiap2 mlm tak miss dah nengok berita. Wahahaha... tak penah2 layan news tiap2 malam. :p
Malas aaa nak pk. Dan ckp kalau dapat, dpt la... tak dpt sudah... both ways pun, syukur alhamdulillah kan? Hmm... sepatutnya tht should take the pressure off la... but it doesn't!!! Grrr... pesal la nak gabra2... isk.. bukannye nak kena interbiu ngan rimau... HUhuu...
Malas aa pk.. janji sabtu mlm nak ngecas cun kat pwtc.. wahahahaa... pastu ahad nk kendori durian kt sepang... rabu nk bersukaria ngan nurul.. come thursday, baru pk abt thursday la... bazir tenaga je gabra skang. :p
Huhu.. debaran dah terasa. Since last night when one og my colleagues in PAC called. She went for the interview yesterday... Lucky her, she said her panels were alright. Tanya dia abt her experience studying abroad. Menarik la since she studied in Germany masa undergrad dulu. Me? Sah2 diorg tak tertarik nak tanya abt my experiences masa undergrad.. ye la.. grad local u je kan. Huhu... mesti tak menarik minat diorg. amende la agaknye yg diorg nak tanya nih?? Peluh jantan, betina, bapuk semua dah nak kuar dah nih... My fren cakap tgk panel la.. ada panel baik hati, ada yg garang... tgk la rezeki masing2... Huwaaaaaaa!!!!
Day b4 yesterday, galok pinjam buku kenegaraan kat library... Pinjam buku malaysia kita, pastu pinjam skali buku latihan peperiksaan pengajian am stpm.. Dolu2 masa skolah, kalau nk study cepat, buat latihan soklan peksa manyak2.. Skang ni, utk tujuan interbiu, tatau la kaedah ni bkesan ke tak. Huhu.. manyak nye nak baca.. newspaper lagi, malaysia kita lagi, tesis lagi. Lucunye, skng ni, tiap2 mlm tak miss dah nengok berita. Wahahaha... tak penah2 layan news tiap2 malam. :p
Malas aaa nak pk. Dan ckp kalau dapat, dpt la... tak dpt sudah... both ways pun, syukur alhamdulillah kan? Hmm... sepatutnya tht should take the pressure off la... but it doesn't!!! Grrr... pesal la nak gabra2... isk.. bukannye nak kena interbiu ngan rimau... HUhuu...
Malas aa pk.. janji sabtu mlm nak ngecas cun kat pwtc.. wahahahaa... pastu ahad nk kendori durian kt sepang... rabu nk bersukaria ngan nurul.. come thursday, baru pk abt thursday la... bazir tenaga je gabra skang. :p
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Ini posting smlm.. tp arini baru naikkan sbb smlm takleh access. :p
Dah Jumpe!!!!
Ngegngengengengeeeehhhh.... Buku latihan USM kaler biru yang ada plastic cover tu dah jumpe... :D Buku yg ptg yg ada nota mcm mcm ttg pojek nih... yang ada senarai buku2 + website + papers yg diguna utk reference.. For the last one week dok pening2 mencarik buku tu, berserta ngan paper handout PTD yg diberi masa last day kat PAC haritu... gelabah gile.. ye la.. nk buat preps utk gi interview.. so pentingla handout tu kirenye. Punya la carik merata.. tanya mama kot2 ada kat umah, tanya Dan kot2 tertinggal dlm keter... selongkar kat umah, selongkar kat umah azeno.. hihi.. last2.. pagi2 ni, bila dah terniat malas nak pikir abt the book and the handout, tetiba dpt ilham nak bukak satu drawer kat school ni... kat meja yang slalu dok g buat keje... dannn... jeng jeng jengggg.. tersembul la buku tu, elok je, sekali ngan handout ptd tu. Phew!~ Alhamdulillah... jumpe akhirnya stlh seminggu kebengongan mencari!
Perayaaan 40 Tahun Cekak
Excited!! Hujung minggu ni ada majlis penyampaian sijil + perasmian sambutan 40 tahun cekak di KL. Besnye.. annual dinner besar2an nih. Buat kat Dewan Razak, PWTC. PErghhhh... sgt tak sabar nak pergi!!! :D Dahla pagi tadik tgk ustaz, abg olen + abg maidin kat MHI tv3... plus lagi dgn sekumnpulan kawan2 yang berdemo.. siap ada demo parang lading lagik.. lagi la berkobar2 nak pegi...Bley jumpa kengkawan lama... err... kekasey lama datang tak agak2 nye?? Hihihiiiii..... Miang utk kali terakhir. :p
Dah Jumpe!!!!
Ngegngengengengeeeehhhh.... Buku latihan USM kaler biru yang ada plastic cover tu dah jumpe... :D Buku yg ptg yg ada nota mcm mcm ttg pojek nih... yang ada senarai buku2 + website + papers yg diguna utk reference.. For the last one week dok pening2 mencarik buku tu, berserta ngan paper handout PTD yg diberi masa last day kat PAC haritu... gelabah gile.. ye la.. nk buat preps utk gi interview.. so pentingla handout tu kirenye. Punya la carik merata.. tanya mama kot2 ada kat umah, tanya Dan kot2 tertinggal dlm keter... selongkar kat umah, selongkar kat umah azeno.. hihi.. last2.. pagi2 ni, bila dah terniat malas nak pikir abt the book and the handout, tetiba dpt ilham nak bukak satu drawer kat school ni... kat meja yang slalu dok g buat keje... dannn... jeng jeng jengggg.. tersembul la buku tu, elok je, sekali ngan handout ptd tu. Phew!~ Alhamdulillah... jumpe akhirnya stlh seminggu kebengongan mencari!
Perayaaan 40 Tahun Cekak
Excited!! Hujung minggu ni ada majlis penyampaian sijil + perasmian sambutan 40 tahun cekak di KL. Besnye.. annual dinner besar2an nih. Buat kat Dewan Razak, PWTC. PErghhhh... sgt tak sabar nak pergi!!! :D Dahla pagi tadik tgk ustaz, abg olen + abg maidin kat MHI tv3... plus lagi dgn sekumnpulan kawan2 yang berdemo.. siap ada demo parang lading lagik.. lagi la berkobar2 nak pegi...Bley jumpa kengkawan lama... err... kekasey lama datang tak agak2 nye?? Hihihiiiii..... Miang utk kali terakhir. :p
Friday, June 10, 2005
Panggilan Interview!
Hihihihiiii... smlm surat smpi umah... surat urusan seri paduka baginda. Hihi.. panggilan utk interview PTD di Putrajaya, 23 hb nih. Phew!~ alhamdulillah.. smpi stage nih. Tp, ramai yg tak berjaya bila dah tiba stage nih. Gabra jugak. Huhu... hmm.. nak kena start baca dasar2 kerajaan and all the yadda yaddas... Uh..uh.. Cuaksss!
Wish me luck!
Hihihihiiii... smlm surat smpi umah... surat urusan seri paduka baginda. Hihi.. panggilan utk interview PTD di Putrajaya, 23 hb nih. Phew!~ alhamdulillah.. smpi stage nih. Tp, ramai yg tak berjaya bila dah tiba stage nih. Gabra jugak. Huhu... hmm.. nak kena start baca dasar2 kerajaan and all the yadda yaddas... Uh..uh.. Cuaksss!
Wish me luck!
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Dr..! Tlg la saye!..
Huhu.. dr tolon la.. saye. Huhu.. walaupun dr dah byk tlg saya, dr tlg la saya lagi ek. :D Ermm.. harap2 paper tu berjaye kali ni. Hua hua huaaaa....
Arghh... bosan la.. asyik2 null pointer exception. :p Balik jahit manik kat baju lagi baik. Isy.. sempat ke nih? Sempat kot.. b4 sabtu jahit semua manik tu. Hmm... :/
Huhu.. dr tolon la.. saye. Huhu.. walaupun dr dah byk tlg saya, dr tlg la saya lagi ek. :D Ermm.. harap2 paper tu berjaye kali ni. Hua hua huaaaa....
Arghh... bosan la.. asyik2 null pointer exception. :p Balik jahit manik kat baju lagi baik. Isy.. sempat ke nih? Sempat kot.. b4 sabtu jahit semua manik tu. Hmm... :/
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Uh.. lamanya tak posting...
Sabtu yang nyaris
Last friday ikut azno blk ipoh jap, kebetulan ada member dia kawen kat sana. Syok jugak pergi kenduri member azeno tu, turned out tht i saw two old frens of mine from school pulak. Hihi.. tak sangka betul. Dahla the night before tht i kinda had a dream abt one of the two. Cam misteri nusantara lak. Hihi.
Neways, around 1530, kitorg gerak aa nk blk pb. Ingatnye kalau sempat leh singgah kenduri k.Salmi n Mie. On the road mmg azno pecut la.. tapi takla smpi 140 pun... biasa je, max dlm 120 kot maybe masa turun bukit ke tercecah 130... tp kejap je la. Pastu, kat satu kawasan ni, dah lepas sikit dr kuale kangsor, macam ada jambatan kecik di tmpt berselekoh, so kiri kanan jmbtn tu, diorg letak palang2 besi. We were following this honda, tp takla dekat sgt.. and another car was following us from the back. Tiga2 kete nih tgh laju la nih. Tetiba honda tu cam lost control and pergi langgar tiang2 besi tepi jalan tu... right in front of our car, right in front of our eyes. Tayar dia pecah, berterbangan la kat situ. Uhh... gabanz seyy.. seb baik the driver still had control over his car, and trus masuk the left lane. Seb bek gak org kat left lane tu tgh slow. Seb bek lagik azno tak panic and drove straight je la.. smbl brek kuat2. Terasa bergegar kete tu. Kalau azno terpusing sket je stereng tu, ada can la merasa lagi terpusing2 kete mcm masa kat cyberjaya dulu. Hisyyy.. ngeri sey. Alhamdulillah.. semua selamat. Except kete honda tu la.. kena gi repair. Tak smpt nak amek tau. Too shocked to even stop. Smpi kat jelapang baru la terpikir.. pesal tak stop ek? Hihi... Isk.. ketaq pala lutut. Tu la.. cite... kalau Tuhan nak bagi selamat kan..? Alhamdulillah.. syukur.. masih ada depan pc nih. :)
Bengong
Last week heboh kat suratkhabar abt the Health Minister nak try harm reduction among IDUs (injecting drug users) utk kurangkan merebaknya HIV. Most religious leaders were against the idea, but NGO's are so eager to carry them out. Of course la eager... its not their money tht the ministry will be using kan? Its gonna be the taxpayers money. Suka hati je nak habiskan duit rakyat kat mayat hidup kan?
I'm against the idea as well. According to the harm reduction method nih, IDUs will be given free syringes in exchange of old ones, so tht HIV tak merebak mll perkongsian jarum. And then, they'll also be given free drug replacement, dimethicone kot nama dia, to these IDUs. Oh.. condoms will be given free as well. All of these needs money. Whose money? The answer is quite obvious. Lagipun, i dont see the practicality of this method. TV3 news surveyed on some drug addicts on whether or not they'll get the free syringes and use them and not share needles. They said no. Why should this be done when the IDUs themselve dont even bother? lagipun, ingat dlm keadaan khayal terketar2 tu, diorg sempat ke nak tukar2 jarum? Takdenye... first things first... mesti nak get the drug first. HIV or not... they dont even care!
A lot of money had been spent on drug rehabs. Need we spend more to encourage them be drug addicts for the rest of their lives? Unless of course if they'd want to taint the syringes or drug replacements with rat poison... By all means, go ahead. Barula kuantiti diorg ni berkurang. Kurangla org berkongsi jarum. Baru la reducing harm. Lagipun, mmg amek dadah tu nak cepat mati kan.. y dont we speed up the process?
NGOs only see it from their point of view. Bukan nak rujuk hadis & sunnah. Tu yang diorg pakat2 gelakkan mufti Perak sbb cadangkan pengasingan terhadap mrk yg HIV+ ni. Tujuannya bukan nak stigmatize.. tp kalau kata diorg ni betul2 nak kawal merebaknya HIV ni, y not give it a try, instead of menggalakkan diorg hidup dgn cara tu?
Entahla... most HIV+ are victims of their own doing. Diorg didatangkan penyakit tu sbb Allah masih sayang diorg, nak bagi mrk peluang utk insaf dan bertaubat... tp kadang2, cara NGO ni mcm nak galakkan kehidupan bebas dan tak bermoral, tp dgn cara yang kononnya "selamat" spy tak dijangkiti HIV, and yg dah dijangkiti tak menjangkiti orang lain. Its like.. you can have sex with anyone you want, but use a condom; you can use drugs, but dont share needles. Bila la nak habis...? I still think abstinance is the way to go.
Apapun... seblom jalankan rancangan yg hanya berjaya di aussi dan tak berjaya di 3 buah negara besar yg lain (quoting from PEMADAM president), kena tgk dulu adakan ia bersesuaian dgn konsep yg nak dibawa oleh k'jaan. Kononnya nak berlandaskan islam hadhari... jgn islam hadhari pada konsep aje, tp pada pembawakannya islam had-hari. Hanya terhad pd hari2 tertentu. Wallahualam.
uh.. emosi sungguh posting ini. Emosi la.. sbb sygkan agama, bangsa & negara!!
Sabtu yang nyaris
Last friday ikut azno blk ipoh jap, kebetulan ada member dia kawen kat sana. Syok jugak pergi kenduri member azeno tu, turned out tht i saw two old frens of mine from school pulak. Hihi.. tak sangka betul. Dahla the night before tht i kinda had a dream abt one of the two. Cam misteri nusantara lak. Hihi.
Neways, around 1530, kitorg gerak aa nk blk pb. Ingatnye kalau sempat leh singgah kenduri k.Salmi n Mie. On the road mmg azno pecut la.. tapi takla smpi 140 pun... biasa je, max dlm 120 kot maybe masa turun bukit ke tercecah 130... tp kejap je la. Pastu, kat satu kawasan ni, dah lepas sikit dr kuale kangsor, macam ada jambatan kecik di tmpt berselekoh, so kiri kanan jmbtn tu, diorg letak palang2 besi. We were following this honda, tp takla dekat sgt.. and another car was following us from the back. Tiga2 kete nih tgh laju la nih. Tetiba honda tu cam lost control and pergi langgar tiang2 besi tepi jalan tu... right in front of our car, right in front of our eyes. Tayar dia pecah, berterbangan la kat situ. Uhh... gabanz seyy.. seb baik the driver still had control over his car, and trus masuk the left lane. Seb bek gak org kat left lane tu tgh slow. Seb bek lagik azno tak panic and drove straight je la.. smbl brek kuat2. Terasa bergegar kete tu. Kalau azno terpusing sket je stereng tu, ada can la merasa lagi terpusing2 kete mcm masa kat cyberjaya dulu. Hisyyy.. ngeri sey. Alhamdulillah.. semua selamat. Except kete honda tu la.. kena gi repair. Tak smpt nak amek tau. Too shocked to even stop. Smpi kat jelapang baru la terpikir.. pesal tak stop ek? Hihi... Isk.. ketaq pala lutut. Tu la.. cite... kalau Tuhan nak bagi selamat kan..? Alhamdulillah.. syukur.. masih ada depan pc nih. :)
Bengong
Last week heboh kat suratkhabar abt the Health Minister nak try harm reduction among IDUs (injecting drug users) utk kurangkan merebaknya HIV. Most religious leaders were against the idea, but NGO's are so eager to carry them out. Of course la eager... its not their money tht the ministry will be using kan? Its gonna be the taxpayers money. Suka hati je nak habiskan duit rakyat kat mayat hidup kan?
I'm against the idea as well. According to the harm reduction method nih, IDUs will be given free syringes in exchange of old ones, so tht HIV tak merebak mll perkongsian jarum. And then, they'll also be given free drug replacement, dimethicone kot nama dia, to these IDUs. Oh.. condoms will be given free as well. All of these needs money. Whose money? The answer is quite obvious. Lagipun, i dont see the practicality of this method. TV3 news surveyed on some drug addicts on whether or not they'll get the free syringes and use them and not share needles. They said no. Why should this be done when the IDUs themselve dont even bother? lagipun, ingat dlm keadaan khayal terketar2 tu, diorg sempat ke nak tukar2 jarum? Takdenye... first things first... mesti nak get the drug first. HIV or not... they dont even care!
A lot of money had been spent on drug rehabs. Need we spend more to encourage them be drug addicts for the rest of their lives? Unless of course if they'd want to taint the syringes or drug replacements with rat poison... By all means, go ahead. Barula kuantiti diorg ni berkurang. Kurangla org berkongsi jarum. Baru la reducing harm. Lagipun, mmg amek dadah tu nak cepat mati kan.. y dont we speed up the process?
NGOs only see it from their point of view. Bukan nak rujuk hadis & sunnah. Tu yang diorg pakat2 gelakkan mufti Perak sbb cadangkan pengasingan terhadap mrk yg HIV+ ni. Tujuannya bukan nak stigmatize.. tp kalau kata diorg ni betul2 nak kawal merebaknya HIV ni, y not give it a try, instead of menggalakkan diorg hidup dgn cara tu?
Entahla... most HIV+ are victims of their own doing. Diorg didatangkan penyakit tu sbb Allah masih sayang diorg, nak bagi mrk peluang utk insaf dan bertaubat... tp kadang2, cara NGO ni mcm nak galakkan kehidupan bebas dan tak bermoral, tp dgn cara yang kononnya "selamat" spy tak dijangkiti HIV, and yg dah dijangkiti tak menjangkiti orang lain. Its like.. you can have sex with anyone you want, but use a condom; you can use drugs, but dont share needles. Bila la nak habis...? I still think abstinance is the way to go.
Apapun... seblom jalankan rancangan yg hanya berjaya di aussi dan tak berjaya di 3 buah negara besar yg lain (quoting from PEMADAM president), kena tgk dulu adakan ia bersesuaian dgn konsep yg nak dibawa oleh k'jaan. Kononnya nak berlandaskan islam hadhari... jgn islam hadhari pada konsep aje, tp pada pembawakannya islam had-hari. Hanya terhad pd hari2 tertentu. Wallahualam.
uh.. emosi sungguh posting ini. Emosi la.. sbb sygkan agama, bangsa & negara!!
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