Meeting bosan
The thing that really pisses me off when attending meetings is when the chairperson is clueless about what the meeting is about and making things worse, s/he doesn't even make an effort to cover that mistake of NOT preparing for a meeting by saying unintellectual stuffs which really shows his/her dumbness. **Jauhilah aku dari menjadi orang yang sedemikian ya Allah!~**
Shock of my life
LAst night my feet were swollen... pretty bad swelling that is. Huhu.. mcm kaki gajah. :p
Anyways.. mama noticed the swelling and told me sth that made me nearly jumped off my skin. Panic siot!~
Mama : Kaki dah bengkak tu
Me : Ha.. tu la..
Mama : Orang selalu bila bengkak tu surut, dia beranak...
Me : Huishhhhhhhh.... ye ke??
Huaaaa.. betul ke mcm tu? Huhu.. takmo la.. Punya la in shock sampai susah nak tdo last night. Very, very worried. Mana barang tak siap beli lagi.. and my own mental preps pun macam tak ready lagi. I mean.. really, come to think of the time after the baby is born... iskk.. macam.. ntah... perasaan yang bercampur baur. I am like SOOOO not ready to have the baby this early... Please God, let me carry this baby to term... and help me be mentally prepared!
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Friday, October 27, 2006
Selamat Hari Raya
Selamat Hari Raya all, maaf zahir dan batin kiranya ada salah dan silap, terkasar bahasa, terluka hati. Ampun dipinta. :)
My first raya as a wife was pretty exhausting since we had to zoom from sepang to pandan on a daily basis. Eve of raya, first we spent it in sepang, had our last buka puasa there. Then we waited til the jemaah came for the takbir and after that we shoot off to spend the night in pandan.
In the morning, i helped mak and aunty Maria in the kitchen while Dan and bapak went for raya prayers. Then we had a massive breakfast of ketupat, lemang, meat pie and the yummylicious apricot pie. After breakfast, mak and i got ready, and then we had the salam2 and family photo session. Cute little almaz was there too with her mommy and pappy. Cantik dia pakai baju kurung pink.
Around 11, relatives started pouring in. So i helped out here and there. Mostly everyone were there, except Shikin n Effie since they're spending raya with shikin's parents in k'tan. She's due next month. All the 3 of us on Dan's side who got married less than a year apart are now pregnant; Shikin, Azira and myself. Azira's tummy is also showing now. On my side, i'm the only one pregnant for the time being. Zura and Awin haven't conceived yet, padahal akulah org yang beriya2 kata nak pregnant lambat.. Wanna have a year alone with hubby. Konon2 sempat nak 2nd honeymoon dulu baru nak stat pregnant. Hehe.. Rezeki awal plak. 2nd honeymoon bila perut dah besar.
After everyone left, at aorund 4pm, baru balik sepang. Tp by then, dah ramai yang dah tadek. Most of my relatives and cuzs went to nenek's in the morning, pastu baru pergi balik rumah spouse masing2 in N9 n johor. Hmm... tak jumpa pun my cuzs... and that cute baby nayara. Mama said she wore baju kurung, nenek dia jahit sendiri (Nenek Nayara is my Mak Uteh, the japanese one). Mesti cute. :) Too bad they already left when we got there.
The rest of the 1st raya was spent in sepang. Nura and family came at around 6.30, masa hujan dah mula nak lebat. Comel je Danish Haikal. Dan held him a couple of times tapi kejap2 je sbb bila Danish start nangis je dia panic. Mama pun mengamek kesempatan main2 n geram2 ngan Danish. Hehhe... tak sabar nak bercucu la tu... Seronok dpt jumpa Nura n the whole family, plus Amirul, Amni n K.Su sekali yang dtg haritu. Terima kasih byk2 sbb sudi dtg umah nenek i ek. :D P/S: Nura, Dan ckp ko dah kuwus aaa.. Jeles nih.
Malam konon2 nak lepak with Zura, Wan, KLong and other cuzs tp since everyone were tired, we called it off. :(
2nd raya, we left sepang at around noon to go beraya at Tok Mud's house with Mak n bapak. Tok Sarah made mee penang which was really nice. I enjoyed the fruit cake too. Mak said the fruit cake comes every year from istana johor. Hmm.. sedap. Pandai gak royalty buat kek. Hehehe...
So there... my first raya as a wife. Next year, my first raya as a mother. On the friday before raya, we went for a checkup and scanned the baby. This time Dan was there to see it. The baby moved a lot, tutup muka la, paling badan la, macam malu2 je. Hehe.. but we got to see HER 'burger' as the dr called it. Hehe... my baby's gonna be a girl!!! Suka Dan. He'd always wanted a girl. Balik from checkup, terus pergi Planete Enfants kat Atria to get the stroller since tgh sale. Ended up buying a travel system jugak akhirnya. I thought we can save in not buying a baby carrier. Beli gak.. Dan insisted. So we got a Peg Perego Pliko stroller and Primo Viaggio carrier. Quinny Buzz ada gak kat situ.. tapi harga dia, stroller alone dah nearly 1900. Hehe.. tgk je la stroller tu ye. Cantik mmg la cantik, but quite bulky and berat. Peg travel system ni okla, tak berat sgt, and the stroller can stand when folded. Kira ok la. Plus the stroller ada foot rest for a toddler behind the seat, for future use, when this baby has a sibling, insyaAllah. Heheh... **Dan tepuk dahi. :p
Selamat Hari Raya all, maaf zahir dan batin kiranya ada salah dan silap, terkasar bahasa, terluka hati. Ampun dipinta. :)
My first raya as a wife was pretty exhausting since we had to zoom from sepang to pandan on a daily basis. Eve of raya, first we spent it in sepang, had our last buka puasa there. Then we waited til the jemaah came for the takbir and after that we shoot off to spend the night in pandan.
In the morning, i helped mak and aunty Maria in the kitchen while Dan and bapak went for raya prayers. Then we had a massive breakfast of ketupat, lemang, meat pie and the yummylicious apricot pie. After breakfast, mak and i got ready, and then we had the salam2 and family photo session. Cute little almaz was there too with her mommy and pappy. Cantik dia pakai baju kurung pink.
Around 11, relatives started pouring in. So i helped out here and there. Mostly everyone were there, except Shikin n Effie since they're spending raya with shikin's parents in k'tan. She's due next month. All the 3 of us on Dan's side who got married less than a year apart are now pregnant; Shikin, Azira and myself. Azira's tummy is also showing now. On my side, i'm the only one pregnant for the time being. Zura and Awin haven't conceived yet, padahal akulah org yang beriya2 kata nak pregnant lambat.. Wanna have a year alone with hubby. Konon2 sempat nak 2nd honeymoon dulu baru nak stat pregnant. Hehe.. Rezeki awal plak. 2nd honeymoon bila perut dah besar.
After everyone left, at aorund 4pm, baru balik sepang. Tp by then, dah ramai yang dah tadek. Most of my relatives and cuzs went to nenek's in the morning, pastu baru pergi balik rumah spouse masing2 in N9 n johor. Hmm... tak jumpa pun my cuzs... and that cute baby nayara. Mama said she wore baju kurung, nenek dia jahit sendiri (Nenek Nayara is my Mak Uteh, the japanese one). Mesti cute. :) Too bad they already left when we got there.
The rest of the 1st raya was spent in sepang. Nura and family came at around 6.30, masa hujan dah mula nak lebat. Comel je Danish Haikal. Dan held him a couple of times tapi kejap2 je sbb bila Danish start nangis je dia panic. Mama pun mengamek kesempatan main2 n geram2 ngan Danish. Hehhe... tak sabar nak bercucu la tu... Seronok dpt jumpa Nura n the whole family, plus Amirul, Amni n K.Su sekali yang dtg haritu. Terima kasih byk2 sbb sudi dtg umah nenek i ek. :D P/S: Nura, Dan ckp ko dah kuwus aaa.. Jeles nih.
Malam konon2 nak lepak with Zura, Wan, KLong and other cuzs tp since everyone were tired, we called it off. :(
2nd raya, we left sepang at around noon to go beraya at Tok Mud's house with Mak n bapak. Tok Sarah made mee penang which was really nice. I enjoyed the fruit cake too. Mak said the fruit cake comes every year from istana johor. Hmm.. sedap. Pandai gak royalty buat kek. Hehehe...
So there... my first raya as a wife. Next year, my first raya as a mother. On the friday before raya, we went for a checkup and scanned the baby. This time Dan was there to see it. The baby moved a lot, tutup muka la, paling badan la, macam malu2 je. Hehe.. but we got to see HER 'burger' as the dr called it. Hehe... my baby's gonna be a girl!!! Suka Dan. He'd always wanted a girl. Balik from checkup, terus pergi Planete Enfants kat Atria to get the stroller since tgh sale. Ended up buying a travel system jugak akhirnya. I thought we can save in not buying a baby carrier. Beli gak.. Dan insisted. So we got a Peg Perego Pliko stroller and Primo Viaggio carrier. Quinny Buzz ada gak kat situ.. tapi harga dia, stroller alone dah nearly 1900. Hehe.. tgk je la stroller tu ye. Cantik mmg la cantik, but quite bulky and berat. Peg travel system ni okla, tak berat sgt, and the stroller can stand when folded. Kira ok la. Plus the stroller ada foot rest for a toddler behind the seat, for future use, when this baby has a sibling, insyaAllah. Heheh... **Dan tepuk dahi. :p
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Here Comes The Maid....
Huakkk.... mak just told us that the new maid will be around on the 27th!!! I'm like sooo not ready for this. Huhu... Was like dazed when hubby told me. :|
One of the things that worries me.... where the hell are we gonna put her in? Ok, we do have an extra room where we'd turn into a store room... and there's also the guest room... I guess we'll have to kemas the store room to accomodate the stuffs as well as the maid. Stuffs takla byk, just need to have some racks to make room sbb so far there's no racks in there, we just arranged everything on the floor. Once we get a rack, there'll be enough space for one single bed, a small wardrobe and a fan. Should be ok la kot. Problem will arise when i have to balik to mama's place and stay there during confinement. There's no extra room to place her... How la???
Then.. comes the chores. Ok.. there are work to be done around the house, but to have a live-in maid to do it? It's like bukan everyday kena buat. But then again, hubby said we'll find things for her to do la. Probably ask her to mop the floor twice a week, and clean the windows, hmm... we can keep our furniture polished as well. Cooking wise, hmm.. i'm not so keen on a stranger preparing food for the household. I guess we'll get the stuffs, ask her to do the renyah part - cleaning, cutting and stuffs like that, and i'll do the cooking. Hmmmmmm... me... cook... hehehehe... Well.. it's bound happen sooner or later anyway kan. Probably learn form the maid how to cook. Lols. Nak kena cari where the nearest wet market is pulak....
When there's a maid, there'll also be extra expenses. Paper works, medical checkup and the monthly pay. Slalu gaji maid berapa ek? Iskk...
Finally there's also the miscellaneous issues on maids. Security, reliability... stuffs like that. Isk... poning..poning. I'm seriously wondering if the maid's gonna make my life easier or harder. Sure hope it's NOT the latter.
Huakkk.... mak just told us that the new maid will be around on the 27th!!! I'm like sooo not ready for this. Huhu... Was like dazed when hubby told me. :|
One of the things that worries me.... where the hell are we gonna put her in? Ok, we do have an extra room where we'd turn into a store room... and there's also the guest room... I guess we'll have to kemas the store room to accomodate the stuffs as well as the maid. Stuffs takla byk, just need to have some racks to make room sbb so far there's no racks in there, we just arranged everything on the floor. Once we get a rack, there'll be enough space for one single bed, a small wardrobe and a fan. Should be ok la kot. Problem will arise when i have to balik to mama's place and stay there during confinement. There's no extra room to place her... How la???
Then.. comes the chores. Ok.. there are work to be done around the house, but to have a live-in maid to do it? It's like bukan everyday kena buat. But then again, hubby said we'll find things for her to do la. Probably ask her to mop the floor twice a week, and clean the windows, hmm... we can keep our furniture polished as well. Cooking wise, hmm.. i'm not so keen on a stranger preparing food for the household. I guess we'll get the stuffs, ask her to do the renyah part - cleaning, cutting and stuffs like that, and i'll do the cooking. Hmmmmmm... me... cook... hehehehe... Well.. it's bound happen sooner or later anyway kan. Probably learn form the maid how to cook. Lols. Nak kena cari where the nearest wet market is pulak....
When there's a maid, there'll also be extra expenses. Paper works, medical checkup and the monthly pay. Slalu gaji maid berapa ek? Iskk...
Finally there's also the miscellaneous issues on maids. Security, reliability... stuffs like that. Isk... poning..poning. I'm seriously wondering if the maid's gonna make my life easier or harder. Sure hope it's NOT the latter.
Friday, October 13, 2006
Changes
When i was in the early pregnancy, i looked around for maternity clothings for myself.. Now, entering my 6th mth, i'm looking around for baby furniture, baby clothing, baby bedding, baby this, baby that, baby, baby, baby... Hehe.. Quite a change, in a really pleasant way.
Me n hubby had discussed about preparing for the baby. It was fun to want to buy things, but less fun when you look at the financial strain it'll put on us both. Heh. But it's ok. Duit boleh carik. Anak anugerah. To me n hubby, it's better to buy things that will last at a slightly higher price than getting something cheap but can only last a mth or two. We've decided on where to get the cot, dresser and changing table, but haven't actually gone there and look at it and make the purchase. Bila ek nak pergi? Dunno la.. probably after raya, or during christmas sale. Then we're gonna get the baby seat and stroller. To get maximum use out of the baby seat, i've decided to get a convertible baby seat tht can be used from birth to age 4. I decide tau.. hehe.. blom diskas lagi pun. I think i'm going to get the Britax seat since it'd gotten good reviews everywhere. As for stroller, i can't make up my mind yet since each stroller taht i looked at online has an equal number of good and bad reviews. Hmm.. kalau yang review elok tu, price plak tak ok. Hehe. See how la. Gonna ask hubby out to planete enfants when he comes back, see what the price is like here. Kalau more expensive, will ask Dan to get it in the states when he goes there, hopefully somewhere in December so that he can get a good deal during Christmas sale. Hmm.. stroller, stroller... susah gak nak pilih. Bugaboo mmg tak mampu la kan.. but damn it looks good... So now either Quinny, Kolcraft, BOB or Jeep. Hmmm.... hehe.. suka2 je buat research snirik. Hubby tatau pun. :p
Last friday had a chance pergi alamanda ikut kengkawan opis. While they went scouting for sports shoe, i went into mothercare to look at baby clothing. Sigh!~ Comelnya!!! Tapi mahal la.. well.. mothercare kan. :p I'm so hooked on the tiny newborn socks though. Takla mahal sangat. 35 bucks for six pairs. Tatau la sampai bila baby boleh pakai. Ada boy colors and girl colors... dunno which to pick (tapi berat nak amek yang girl colors...heheh). Tunggu la. Kena gi ngan hasben gak baru blh choose. Layette pun kiut gak. *Sigh again*.
Harini pergi lagi alamanda. It's like a friday routine. :p Didn't look at much baby things today. Went to MPH and got the First Time Parents book by Dr Miriam Stoppard. Too bad it was the only copy and quite old. Tapi takple.. it's the contents that matters kan.
Tonight i'm going to have a good book to read before bed.... and come sahur, hubby will be home! :)
When i was in the early pregnancy, i looked around for maternity clothings for myself.. Now, entering my 6th mth, i'm looking around for baby furniture, baby clothing, baby bedding, baby this, baby that, baby, baby, baby... Hehe.. Quite a change, in a really pleasant way.
Me n hubby had discussed about preparing for the baby. It was fun to want to buy things, but less fun when you look at the financial strain it'll put on us both. Heh. But it's ok. Duit boleh carik. Anak anugerah. To me n hubby, it's better to buy things that will last at a slightly higher price than getting something cheap but can only last a mth or two. We've decided on where to get the cot, dresser and changing table, but haven't actually gone there and look at it and make the purchase. Bila ek nak pergi? Dunno la.. probably after raya, or during christmas sale. Then we're gonna get the baby seat and stroller. To get maximum use out of the baby seat, i've decided to get a convertible baby seat tht can be used from birth to age 4. I decide tau.. hehe.. blom diskas lagi pun. I think i'm going to get the Britax seat since it'd gotten good reviews everywhere. As for stroller, i can't make up my mind yet since each stroller taht i looked at online has an equal number of good and bad reviews. Hmm.. kalau yang review elok tu, price plak tak ok. Hehe. See how la. Gonna ask hubby out to planete enfants when he comes back, see what the price is like here. Kalau more expensive, will ask Dan to get it in the states when he goes there, hopefully somewhere in December so that he can get a good deal during Christmas sale. Hmm.. stroller, stroller... susah gak nak pilih. Bugaboo mmg tak mampu la kan.. but damn it looks good... So now either Quinny, Kolcraft, BOB or Jeep. Hmmm.... hehe.. suka2 je buat research snirik. Hubby tatau pun. :p
Last friday had a chance pergi alamanda ikut kengkawan opis. While they went scouting for sports shoe, i went into mothercare to look at baby clothing. Sigh!~ Comelnya!!! Tapi mahal la.. well.. mothercare kan. :p I'm so hooked on the tiny newborn socks though. Takla mahal sangat. 35 bucks for six pairs. Tatau la sampai bila baby boleh pakai. Ada boy colors and girl colors... dunno which to pick (tapi berat nak amek yang girl colors...heheh). Tunggu la. Kena gi ngan hasben gak baru blh choose. Layette pun kiut gak. *Sigh again*.
Harini pergi lagi alamanda. It's like a friday routine. :p Didn't look at much baby things today. Went to MPH and got the First Time Parents book by Dr Miriam Stoppard. Too bad it was the only copy and quite old. Tapi takple.. it's the contents that matters kan.
Tonight i'm going to have a good book to read before bed.... and come sahur, hubby will be home! :)
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Uhhhh...
Urghh... geram siot. Not the good kind of geram. The bad one. Like duh!~ sungguh. hmm.. this posting will not make any sense. I just want to vent out.
I was just an outsider looking in until i began to get the ill-meaning emails from this jerk. I mean if you're pissed with someone, ditch la. Why bitch abt the person to me and to the others. I don't need to know all the details. What kind of a man hits a woman and was proud of it. Oh... so now its so manly to hit a girl while it's not manly asking for money from the girl la. Make a big deal out of it as if it doesnt happen. Duh!~ Twisted mind of a dumbass. The weirdest part is that....urhh... pointless to even mention. It's just plain weird and not for me or anyone to understand. They live in their own world and i really don't wanna know anymore; so i hope the chicken stop mailing me crap. It pisses me off and it's a waste of my emotions. But.. if i do see the chicken, i'd gladly punch his thick, shameless face.
Urghh... geram siot. Not the good kind of geram. The bad one. Like duh!~ sungguh. hmm.. this posting will not make any sense. I just want to vent out.
I was just an outsider looking in until i began to get the ill-meaning emails from this jerk. I mean if you're pissed with someone, ditch la. Why bitch abt the person to me and to the others. I don't need to know all the details. What kind of a man hits a woman and was proud of it. Oh... so now its so manly to hit a girl while it's not manly asking for money from the girl la. Make a big deal out of it as if it doesnt happen. Duh!~ Twisted mind of a dumbass. The weirdest part is that....urhh... pointless to even mention. It's just plain weird and not for me or anyone to understand. They live in their own world and i really don't wanna know anymore; so i hope the chicken stop mailing me crap. It pisses me off and it's a waste of my emotions. But.. if i do see the chicken, i'd gladly punch his thick, shameless face.
Friday, October 06, 2006
Funnies
A colleague sent me this thru email yesterday. I thot i'd share it. Hehe.. Enjoy.
Man comes home, finds his wife with his friend in bed.
He shoots his friend to death.
Wife says "If you behave like this, you will lose ALL your friends".
============ ========= ========= =========
Small Boy wrote to Santa Claus," send me a brother"
Santa wrote back," SEND ME YOUR MOTHER"
============ ========= ========= =========
What is the definition of Mistress?
Someone between the Mister and Mattress
============ ========= ========= =========
Husband asks , "Do u know the meaning of WIFE??
"Without Information Fighting Everytime"
Wife replies," No, It means ,
"With Idiot For Ever !!!"
============ ========= ========= ========= ========= ==
Three Feelings:
What's the difference between stress, tension and panic?
Stress is when wife is pregnant,
Tension is when girlfriend is pregnant, and
Panic is when both are pregnant.
============ ========= ========= =========
Teacher: u know the importance of period?
Kid: Ya, once my sister said she has missed one, my mom fainted, dad got
heart attack & our driver ran away.
============ ========= ========= =========
Why did they stop printing Pamela Anderson stamps in the U.S?
B'coz people started licking the wrong side.
============ ========= ========= =========
Women asked man who is traveling with six children, all these kids are
urs??
No, I work in a condom factory & these are customer complaints.
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Two men met while both where looking for their lost wives.
1st: How urs look like?
2nd: She is 5"7, 36-24-36, Fair, Black eyes. Wat abt urs?
1st: Forget mine. Lets find urs!!
============ ========= ========= =========
Sons asks difference between confidence and confidential
Dad says, you are my son, im confident. ur friend also my son, that's
confidential!
============ ========= ========= =========
Mother to her teenage daughter: I think this is the right time we should
talk about sex.
Daughter (Excitingly) : Sure mom, tell me what do you want to know.
Mother Faints...
A colleague sent me this thru email yesterday. I thot i'd share it. Hehe.. Enjoy.
Man comes home, finds his wife with his friend in bed.
He shoots his friend to death.
Wife says "If you behave like this, you will lose ALL your friends".
============ ========= ========= =========
Small Boy wrote to Santa Claus," send me a brother"
Santa wrote back," SEND ME YOUR MOTHER"
============ ========= ========= =========
What is the definition of Mistress?
Someone between the Mister and Mattress
============ ========= ========= =========
Husband asks , "Do u know the meaning of WIFE??
"Without Information Fighting Everytime"
Wife replies," No, It means ,
"With Idiot For Ever !!!"
============ ========= ========= ========= ========= ==
Three Feelings:
What's the difference between stress, tension and panic?
Stress is when wife is pregnant,
Tension is when girlfriend is pregnant, and
Panic is when both are pregnant.
============ ========= ========= =========
Teacher: u know the importance of period?
Kid: Ya, once my sister said she has missed one, my mom fainted, dad got
heart attack & our driver ran away.
============ ========= ========= =========
Why did they stop printing Pamela Anderson stamps in the U.S?
B'coz people started licking the wrong side.
============ ========= ========= =========
Women asked man who is traveling with six children, all these kids are
urs??
No, I work in a condom factory & these are customer complaints.
============ ========= ========= =========
Two men met while both where looking for their lost wives.
1st: How urs look like?
2nd: She is 5"7, 36-24-36, Fair, Black eyes. Wat abt urs?
1st: Forget mine. Lets find urs!!
============ ========= ========= =========
Sons asks difference between confidence and confidential
Dad says, you are my son, im confident. ur friend also my son, that's
confidential!
============ ========= ========= =========
Mother to her teenage daughter: I think this is the right time we should
talk about sex.
Daughter (Excitingly) : Sure mom, tell me what do you want to know.
Mother Faints...
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Update on Life
Uhh.. finally i could get my butt out of the meeting room. Ahh.. penatlah dua tiga kali meeting session nak bincang mende yg sama.. Yawn!~ Ngantuk gile babas...
Hubby is finally back!! :D Smlm baru dia sampai. The bad news is that he'll be leaving again on saturday. Takpela.. that gives me a chance to hang out at sepang with mama. Kekadang tu from sepang nk blk KL, kesian lak tgk mama kat muka pintu tu. She'll wait at the door smpi la kereta hilang dr pandangan. Isk.. Sebak gak kekadang. Tp nak wat camno...
This year raya, first as a wife. Tataula how it's gonna be. In laws will be having relatives coming over to their place on the first day. My mom has yet to decide when we're going to ziarah kubur arwah babah. My hubby would probably be away. Urrghhh.. dunno la what's gonna happen. Initially i planned to spend half of the 1st raya with in laws, help out with things when ppl comes kan. Petang sket, balik la sepang. Tapi if hubby not around, cam berat sket nak bermingle2 ngan relatives belah sana.. sbb i kinda still feel rather out of place with some of them sometimes. Ye la.. bukannya aku biasa lagi dgn diorg kan. It doesnt help when there's ppl yang feel as if they're better of than anyone else there la. Hmm.. how aa? Walaupun ada baby dlm perut sbg peneman... kalau hubby tadek, mesti rasa tak syok jugak. Huhu.. :p
Takpela.. will think of it when the time comes.
Last night hubby asked if i was scared with the arrival of the baby. Hmm.. at times ya actually.. tp i'm more concerned with the baby's well being inside my tummy and after birth to think too much about the birthing process itself. Takut pun, kena lalu jugak kan? It's like the way i felt abt repelling la masa DPA dulu. Takut gile babas pun, kena buat gak... the best thing is, tak payah fikir. When the time comes, hadap je la. Tp, doa pun takleh putus gak la kan?
Apela meraban harini. Hehe. Anyways... japgi nak pergi intan amek dip aritu. Nak tgk ranking no brape. Huahuahuahuaaaa... mesti 3 angka nihs. Lols. Whateva la kan. Janji dah lepas n tak perlu repeat! :D
Uhh.. finally i could get my butt out of the meeting room. Ahh.. penatlah dua tiga kali meeting session nak bincang mende yg sama.. Yawn!~ Ngantuk gile babas...
Hubby is finally back!! :D Smlm baru dia sampai. The bad news is that he'll be leaving again on saturday. Takpela.. that gives me a chance to hang out at sepang with mama. Kekadang tu from sepang nk blk KL, kesian lak tgk mama kat muka pintu tu. She'll wait at the door smpi la kereta hilang dr pandangan. Isk.. Sebak gak kekadang. Tp nak wat camno...
This year raya, first as a wife. Tataula how it's gonna be. In laws will be having relatives coming over to their place on the first day. My mom has yet to decide when we're going to ziarah kubur arwah babah. My hubby would probably be away. Urrghhh.. dunno la what's gonna happen. Initially i planned to spend half of the 1st raya with in laws, help out with things when ppl comes kan. Petang sket, balik la sepang. Tapi if hubby not around, cam berat sket nak bermingle2 ngan relatives belah sana.. sbb i kinda still feel rather out of place with some of them sometimes. Ye la.. bukannya aku biasa lagi dgn diorg kan. It doesnt help when there's ppl yang feel as if they're better of than anyone else there la. Hmm.. how aa? Walaupun ada baby dlm perut sbg peneman... kalau hubby tadek, mesti rasa tak syok jugak. Huhu.. :p
Takpela.. will think of it when the time comes.
Last night hubby asked if i was scared with the arrival of the baby. Hmm.. at times ya actually.. tp i'm more concerned with the baby's well being inside my tummy and after birth to think too much about the birthing process itself. Takut pun, kena lalu jugak kan? It's like the way i felt abt repelling la masa DPA dulu. Takut gile babas pun, kena buat gak... the best thing is, tak payah fikir. When the time comes, hadap je la. Tp, doa pun takleh putus gak la kan?
Apela meraban harini. Hehe. Anyways... japgi nak pergi intan amek dip aritu. Nak tgk ranking no brape. Huahuahuahuaaaa... mesti 3 angka nihs. Lols. Whateva la kan. Janji dah lepas n tak perlu repeat! :D
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