Friday, October 29, 2004

Hmm.. convenient la boleh blog from email nih.
 
Tak sehat!
 Hari ni tak sehat lagi! Kalu smlm dah mcam hampir sehat dr sakit tekak n demam, hari ni rasa macam kena food poisoning pulak. Dari lepas sahur kena diarrhea, pastu the whole day rasa mual...  Series rasa nak muntah. Tgh thn jer nih sbb puasa. Try tak fikir menda2 yg boleh membuatkan lagi rasa mual.. cthnya... sup sayur.. Blueekkk!!
 
Pelik gak.. masa bukan bln puasa takde punkena sakit2 ginih. Hmm.. rezeki bln puasa la gamaknya kan. Bila sakit tak sehat sket nih, mmg rasa tak berapa nak best... tapi apalah sgt rasa tak best tu bila dibandingkan dgn rasa seronoknya bila ingat Allah ingat gak kat kita dan sudi gak nak mengkifarahkan dosa kita dengan memberikan kita penyakit. Alhamdulillah.
 
Asam Podeh
Smlm 1st try masam asam pedas utk sahur. Tepon mama tanya cane nak buat kasik kaw2 punya. Bila dah masak mlm tadik, rasa cam tak sedap la pulak. Semua dah letak.. tapi rasa cam off sket, mungkin sbb letak ayam instead of ikan. Slalu mama buat ikan. Pastu akak kata, kalau asam pedas ayam, elok letak jintan manis sket... so letakla... Kira okla pastu. Akak pun kata sodap. Wahaha.. pas.. Dan leh masuk meminang dah. Tapi takleh la masak asam pedas kat Dan... perut dia too sensitive. takleh mkn anything yg too masam or too pedas.
 
Bedal punya syok pagi tadik.. skang kalau teringat balik asam pedas tu.. rasa nak terkeluar segala isi perut (puasa2 nih tinggal asid gaster je la kot?) Tak tau pesal... Nak kata rasa asam pedas tu giler2 tak sedap.. takla pulak. Dah dicertify sedap oleh akak..huhuu... uwekk.. takmo fikir.. loya tokak den.
 
Suka + Duka
Suka - nak balik esok,
Duka - program tak setel lagi;
Suka - Dan nak balik esok,
Duka - takleh jumpa dia lagi sampai sabtu;
Suka - nak shopping ngan Dan,
Duka - takleh nak peluk, cium dia utk lepas rindu sbb blom kawen ;
Suka - boleh balik umah, jumpa mama, jumpa adik,
Duka - boley balik 2 hari aje!
 
Tu la kan.. Namanya manusia... tak penah cukup. Iskk.. sekeh gak kang budak nih.
 
Cheers fellas! Slmt buka puasa kepada yg berpuasa.


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Hmmm.. sedey.. Smlm punya posting baru je puji2 on blogging from yahoo.. Apesal tak terpost sampai hari ni? Message was sent but not published. Vyyyy????

Halloween Ramadhan
Trick or treats! Hehhe... camne ek Halloween. Thn ni halloween jatuh dlm bulan ramadhan. Err... kan ke hantu sume dah kena ikat??? Hmmm...

okeh.. malas nak post panjang2. Nak balik umah. Singgah pbtr jap amek spek. Pastu lepak2 kat umah, tgk tv, kot2la ada rerun Simple Life smlm.. Nak tgk kerenah 2 budak kaya hollywood masuk kampung. Cam bengong jer paris hilton ngan kawan dia tuh. :p Sesambil nunggu nak siap leh tgk2 balik article ttg codes. Isk.. blank betul aa. :p Baik balik.

Have a great weekend y'all... and Happy Halloween!!!!

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Blogger is getting from bad to worse!! Kalau dulu, at least boleh masuk dashboard.. Nih dashboard pun tak nampak bayang! Hampehs.. Nasib baik boleh blog from yahoo. :)
 
</u>Balik lagi!</u>
Asyik2 balik, asyik2 bali... heh.. sukati la.. Bukannya mintak duit korg beli tiket bas.  Hehe.. sebenarnya, balik ni sbb Fadzlee nak ajak buka posa reramai.. heh.. satu invitation utk memperkenalkan gf baru dia. Tapi.. she already had bad records with me la. I've met her, and she did faaarr from impressing me. So i dont like her... and i told my mom so.. and she doesnt like her.. Mwahahah... The very the mami jarum!
 
Tadik browse kat mana tempat2 yg ada buka puasa buffet kt kl.. yang ada reasonable price la. Kira2 ada 12 tempat yg price bwh rm40.. okla.. takdela pengsan adik aku nak bayar bil nanti. Hehe. Whatever it is, hopefully jadikla, coz this will be the 1st time we all go out for dinner together... including Dan!!! Tlg la jadik!
 
Oh.. another thing..nk balik sbb nk blaja buat apricot pie. Takleh la tak buat. Kesian kat nura yg pregnant tu.. Kang meleleh lak air liur baby dia. You better remember you aunty een dearest well baby!
 
Byk gile menda nak kena buat.. shopping lagik, buat pie lagik, isk.. tak lekat kat umah... haha.. sah2 kena ngomel ngan mama... Nak wat cane... anak dia long-distance love. Bila dapat chance jumpa, jumpa la pepuas! Tak gitu? hehehe..gitu, gitu...
 
</u>Cerita kartun</u>
Tadi lepas sahur tgk al-kulliyah. Ustaz tu cite, dia baca satu kartun ttg perjumpaan ahli syurga ngan ahli neraka. Pakat punya pakat, diorg agree nak jumpa kat tgh2 antara syurga n neraka.
 
Lepas bincang2 (tak sure apa motif perjumpaan tu initially sbb tgh karang intro, so tak dgr sgt)... diorg pun stujulah utk buat jambatan dari neraka, sambung terus ke syurga. Org neraka buat separuh, org syurga buat separuh. Bila org neraka dah siapkan bhg dia, jamabatan dr syurga tak jugak nampak bayangnya. Jadik org neraka ni persoal aa
"mcm mana korang ni boleh masuk syurga.. kata nak buat jambatan.. tak buat pun? camni pun boley masuk syurga ke?"
Jadik org syurga pun jawab,
"Kami mmg nak buat.. tapi puas dah carik keliling syurga carik kontraktor.. takde sorang kontraktor pun kat syurga.. Semua dah masuk neraka"
 
Hehehe... apa yg nk disampaikan kat sini, nnt jgnla kat syurga takde kontraktor, takde pegawai kerajaan, takde polis, takde kastam dan semua yg lain2 sbb masing2 tak jlnkan amanah masing2. Kerja masuk kol 8, mmg masuk kol 8.. tpi pastu lepak minum berjam2.. org dtg kaunter, foerever satu kaunter je yang operate. Kerja saman org sbb buat salah, nisaman org utk dapat duit kopi. Kerja membenteras jenayah, dia lagi hantu dr penjenayah. Kerja utk didik anak bangsa.. dia mintak rokok kat anak murid. Kerja suh buat master, ida sibuk nak kawen... Uiks.. hehe... kawen lagi penting. WAJIBBBB!!!  Pepun, pesanannya, ingatla kerja tu amanah kpd kita. Apa pun keje kita buat, mesti kena amanah... sbb cerita hidup kita tak habis bila kita mati. Sok nak berjumpa tuhan... akan ditanya balik apa yg kita dah buat semasa hidup. Peringatan utk diri sendiri dan sesiapa yg rasa2 nak diingatkan. Kalau sape rasa dia takmo diingatkan, dah terbaca pun... so nak wat cane.
 
</u>Memori</u>
Dulu masa belajar kat KMK, ada sorang kawan.. sgt rapat pada masa tu. Time2 bln puasa ni la yg sgt2 mengingatkan aku kat dia. Masa bln posa, kitorg sama turun sahur pepagi buta kat DS yang boleh tahan jauh.. pastu terus sambung solat subuh jemaah.. nanti bila turn hidang buka, pegi sesame... byk la benda yg dishare masa tu.
 
Pastu, masa kami masuk uni, dia tmpt lain, aku tmpt lain, masih jugak contact, cuma makin jarang. So.. aku tak tau sgt perkembangan dia, vice versa. Tiba2, kami jadik jauh sbb aku menjauhkan diri dari dia... atas sebab yang sangat tak worth it kalau difikirkan sekarang. Menyesal? Tak.. aku tak menyesal dgn apa yg berlaku. dah jadi, apa nak nyesal pulak kan... Tapi, kalau boleh, nak baik balik la.. Takla kalau berjumpa pun hati tak berapa nak berada di tempat yang sama. Nak buang isu lama jauh2 supaya boleh bukak lembaran baru. Mungkin tak serapat dulu... at least masih bersahabat. skang nih, we're more like acquaintances than friends.
 
Ntahla.. sebenarnye tak tau nak harap apa... Nak jadik kawan rapat balik ke.. ape ke.. ntah. Terpulangla pada takdir. Nyatanya, aku rasa aku dah sedia nak terima dia balik dalam hidup aku sbg sahabat.. sbb dia sahabat yg baik, cuma keadaan masa tu yg menutupi kebaikannya. Lantakla... let the past be left behind. Dont wanna live in the shadows of the past.
 
 


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Monday, October 25, 2004

Hitz.fm Radio Icon
Congrats Pietro for winning the 1st ever hitz.fm radio icon. Not that i follow the thingy down to bits but yeah, i listen to some of the icons a few times. Thank God all the other "beggers" didnt win. For god's sakes.. why do they have to beg? They didnt have to if they know they're good enough and ppl will naturally vote for them. Gee whiz.. for future icons, please, drop the begging part. Its downright pathetic.

Out with buddies
Went out with Azeno, Di n Nurul on Friday. Met at Carrefour and had buka puasa there. Jalan2 and did some shopping... mostly protein packed food items and a sweet checked smocking dress for Athirah. There were also pink ones and i think it'll look nice on almas. Havent bought it yet. Let her uncle see the dress first. If he says ok, i'll get one for her. :)

After shopping, went out for minum2 session. Went to a nasi kandar place in Bdr Perda. Had one helluva chat session. Syok giler coz lama tak lepak mlm2 camtuh. Sedar2 je dah kol 11+, so we sent nurul home and off we go.. sampai rumah agak lewat n tdo pun lewat.. so, some ppl couldnt get up the next morning for sahur. Sempat minum air je.. Cian diorg yg berkenaan tu.

Makan2
Sabtu, pergi umah Nura for buka puasa. Aunty n uncle were out to buy food when we reached there. Memang diorg dah ckp, kalau dtg nak beli mcm2... and... mmg betullah.. Sgt byk menda yg perlu dihabiskan.. Lauk ayam, angsa, ayam piru (turkey), putu mayam beriyani, aunty masak nasik beriyani.. Belum masuk kuih.. kuih cucur, ketayap and puding roti yg kitorg bawak.. Perhhh.. sengkak seyyy... Pas smayang masing2 terjelepuk kat guest's room... Mata dah berat sbb kenyang sgt.. tapi mulut tak berenti mengomel gaks.. Wahahahaa...

Smlm lak (Ahad) pergi umah Mak Tam utk tujuan yg sama. Kali ni menu mee kuah, nasi himpit + rendang ayam yg baru disembelih (mmg sedap nak mampos2), jemput2, agar2, sup ayam azeno buat n agar2 susu yg jadik tau foo fah sbb terlalu byk air.. HUhuuu.. (tu aku ler yg buat. 1st try - FAIL! Tapi rasa tak fail sgt.. rupa je fail.) Sengkak lagi untuk mlm yg kedua. Dlm pada sengkak2 tu, masa lepak2 kat depan layan si kecik suhaila tgk citer putih, kudapan kerepek yg mak tam saji tuh licin jugak. Kuang3... hebats sey... Dua hari straight perut penuh mengalahkan bulan2 tak puasa.. Isk.. habis dayet. :( Takpe... rezeki. :)

Tinggal
Dlm keghairahan nak g skul cepat arini, tetinggal phone ler pulok kat umah. Huhuhu... dah la tgh charging tadik. Hmm.. nak g amek jauh ler pulak. Rasa2nya takpe kot kan? Tinggal tercharge lama sket. Takut kang battery dia cam kong sket la. Isk.. teruk betui... :p Hope ok la mende tuh... Huhuhu.. Br ingat nak call aunty, nak mintak dia ajar buat apricot pie blk nnt... sbb nura mengidam nak makan home baked pie pulok. Tak buat, tak sampai hati.. kempunan lak anak buah dlm perut tuh karang. Hissyyy... nnt when its my turn, siap hang.. balas balik.. nak hang masak kat aku. kalau tak sedap suh buat lain.. Nanti aku nak megidam mkn kek lapis asam senipis2nya... hang yang kena buat... takmo tebal2 mcm aritu...Wahahahaha... ]:D

Cheers!

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Almas
Almas was admitted to the hosp last night of some viral infection in her stomach. Poor baby! Aunty sed she got it from one of the kids in school. Called aunty just now to ask her abt almas' condition.. but no one answered. Hmm.. i do hope that she'll be ok. Still not sure whether or not to tell Dan abt it. Nanti he'll get too worried pulak (it's soo like him). Then he'll get stressed out. Maybe i'll leave it to his mom to tell him. Lagipun he didn't call me.. so.. if i'm telling pun, i'll wait til he calls la.. News like this is easier to tell thru speaking instead of texting messages, rite?

Bad dream!!
Uhuhuuu... had a bad dream..err.. not last night.. this morning... Padan muka.. tdo lagik lepas subuh! It was abt me getting married to dan and having a jolly good time.. The only catch was... he was married (and still married) to not one.. but TWO other women!! Boleh tak???? nasib baik la mimpi je kan. phew!~

But then kan, kinda have a nice feeling after the dream... not because i was being the 3rd wife in the dream... but because of the things i shared and did with him in the dream.. sweet things.. Ehehee... :) I love you honey... :)

Err... tapi..mimpi lepas subuh ni keje setan kan? tapi setan dah kene ikat... Huhuhu... tak betul kan mimpi tuh?? kan?

Hmm.. tak.. memang tak betul. :)

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Welcome home
Yeps... hehe.. welcome back to campus to myself after a 6-days break. Was the break worth it? You bet! Worth every minute!

Kenduri
Had to go back earlier than scheduled to attend aunty's kenduri. It was a really small kenduri.. There were aunty's siblings and the imam, and uncle, and Dan, and of course, myself. Aunty's siblings pun tak la semua datang. Only uncle Titi and Aunty Ojah came. Aunty Ojah came with Uncle Baharom while uncle Titi came with his son and maid. Aunty Anne tak sihat katanya. Aunty Mena (aunty's cousin from Spore) came as well... So.. there it went.. i met everyone now.. :) Aunty Anek + hubby + sons (excepth Effy) + menantu + granchildren, Aunty Ojah + hubby + Chum (adik not yet), Uncle Titi + wife + one of their sons + maid,Aunty Mena... the rest, aunty Baby and aunty Umi.. belum jumpa since they're living overseas. Tgkla.. if i go to the Jenaton clan family gathering this year, ada harapan la jumpa kot... Hmmmm.... Takottt!! :p ahahahaa...

So far.. kenduri was okay la jugak. Tolong2 aunty sket2 (mostly tlg tgk + tlg berdiri kat dapur.. duh!), borak2 with aunty Mena and aunty Ojah (abt rumput mutiara.. of all topics! Nasib baik jugakla kenal rumput tu sbb kat umah sinih akak tanam rumput tuh.. phew!~) Ahahaa... after that, lepak kejap baca newspaper until Dan joined me... Muahahaha... tak tau cane nak join org tua2.. everyone was sitting at the table.. kang join kang kata menyampuk lak kan? So..lepak la sensorang kat sofa.. Lols.. sampai la dessert time... Had the royal pudding.. Waaa.... sedapnye... puasa2 nih.. teringin la pulokkkk!! Haritu blk ingat nak carik resipi lupa plak... Kalau tak bley buat... Huaaaa... :p

Dr's apptmt
This time round, jumpa dr memang paling meriah la.. Everyone went in the consultation room at once like one big happy family. I went first (kantoi kat Dan sbb kena bukak tudung).. nasib baik tak kena jab.. kalau tak soheh malu nak mampos2! Dan was looking fwd to the prospect of me getting jabbed so that he can laugh at me if i let out a shout of any kind.. Jahat betul! :P After me it was Dan's turn. He had some kind of dried skin on his left hand. The dr said HE himself caused it and it had to be jabbed.. Hahahahaa... padan muka.. THe dr said "That's for laughing at your sister" Pastu Dan blurr... "Sister?" he said. "That's my girlfriend!" Hahahaa.... Kitorg sume bantai gelak. Dr plak tersorry2 la.. nak buat cane. Dia ingat aunty was my mom.. tak perasan kot bin n binti lain2. :p

Balik, again had the royal pudding sbb aunty buat byk.. 3 trays.. Memang sedap.. Konon nak control.. amek one serving only. Hehe.. habis sekali, tolak bowl kat Dan suh dia letak lagik.. Hahaha... (kalau malu kempunan beb!) So.. Dan letakla.. sikit.. and he was scooping a piece of prune.. i thought he was gonna put it into my bowl, so i waited.. Sekali dia masuk dlmn bowl dia la pulok.. The very the hampehs! Uncle gelak terbahak2... Uhuhukk... maluk! Cover malu... cubit Dan.. jahat! Pastu aunty bising suh amek lagi... sbb byk lagik prune dlm pudding tu.. Uhuhuhu...

Athirah
Ahaha.. balik nih Athirah mmg banyak perangai. Mulut bising, gaya ckp macam org tua. Pandai nyanyi lagu "senyumlah.. senyumlah" yg Zahid nyanyi tu, twinkle2 little star (although it didnt quite sound like it) and yg plg terkejut, dia nyanyi lagu pulangkan! Perhhh!

Took her shopping.. dapat la dua dresses. Susah carik old-fashioned-sweet girls' dresses skarang. Kebanyakan style skang ni funky 2-piece punya baju. Nice, but no as sweet as the girly gowns with smockings and such. Macam mana pun, dapatla 2 helai kat dia.. Gila penat bawak dia shopping, nasib baik bukan bulan puasa. Lari sini, lari sana.. Try baju takmo.. so main agak2 la.. acu kat badan dia, rasa2 kena amek. Pastu mama beli kat dia Elmo sekor... Memula nak belikan patung Barbie.. tapi dia macam tak minat.. so suh dia pilih, nak Elmo ke, Barbie ke, Cookie Monster... Dia tunjuk Elmo... Heehe..

Balik shopping, she was tired and sleepy, and always, kalau time2 mcm tuh, sah2 nak mengamuk.. Apesal ntah.. nak tdo, tdo je la.. mesti nak mengamuk dulu. So i kinda scolded her la konon2... Pastu dia nangih... suh dia senyap, trying to maintain muka garang. Ahahaha.. gagal! Tergelak terus.. kesian pun ada. Mama pun datang la pujuk dia while i landed myself on the day bed nearby. She ran towards me and laid herself beside me.. alahai.. kesian la pulok... rasa cam nyesal lak marah dia. Seriously, i've never had that kind of feeling before. Agaknya because i'm too fond of her kot.. and i've never scolded her before sampai dia nangis camtu.. slalu marah jokingly je.. Kesian dia.. tapi skang dah ok... Yesterday when she followed us to Duta to send me back, mengais2 nak ikut. Isk.. kesian betul anak awang nih.

Rumah baru
Saturday, bwk mama blk kg sbb dah lama tak blk and teringin berbuka kat kg. Before blk, berjalan gi jln TAR dulu dgn mak skalik sbb nk carik tudung. Aku pun mmg nak g gak, carik tudung + brooch kat First Lady... Heheh.. sakan tempat tu, macam puasa dah berminggu2! Anyways... dapatla.. tudung 3 helai, brooch 3 bijik. Hehehe.. puasa hati, poket pun koyak. Nasib baik bln puasa.. kurang sket expenses lain (kononnya!)

Blk kg, jenguk rumah baru. Keciwa!!! Mcm tu la dr dulu smpi skang. Flooring tak jugak berbuat2. Pak Uteh blk kejap.. dia pun dah bising2 apesal la si Man contractor lembab sgt buat keje. Eiii... rasa nak sekeh2 si Man tuh.. Hopefully cecepat la dia menyiapkan umah tu, sbb dah tak sabar2 lagi nak hias umah ala2 casa impian.. hahahaha... Impian tinggi melangit!

Saturday, October 09, 2004

Kenduri
Mlm tadi aunty call.. Dia tanya bila nak balik. She said she's going to organize a kenduri next week.. wednesday. She wanted me to come.. So.. plan nak balik petang after school, nampaknya kenala balik awal sket so that sempat attend kenduri after maghrib. Hmm.. nak gih tu nak gih.. tapi ala2 segan lak.. Kang family aunty ramai2.. aku maluk!! Abg Jib pun ada.. he's coming back on the 13th for a business trip of some kind.. tapi dtg sorang, almas tak ikut. :( I was hoping that almas would be around.. rindu lak kat almas. I think it'd been a year since i last saw her. Mesti dah besar.

Hmmm.. oleh sbb nak g kenduri, dan baju kurung takde, stakat baju biasa2 pakai g skul... adakah patut beli baju kurung sepasang????? kuang3...

Idol
Last night's M'sian Idol was good la. Jien conducted the show well.. but i think Leya was a little out of words. Apesal ek? Anyways... both girls did their very best.. but maybe Dina was too nervous to perform as well as she'd always had. I think she shouldn't have chosen the song Jelingan Manja.. she should've chosen a more powerful song that can really show off her ability. It wasn't that bad la the way she sang it.. but it could've been better.. tu la.. nervous kot.. dahla uncomfortable.. pakai skirt yang 1st time pakai kan... 3rd song pun, the song that should've been a killer, didn't turn out so well... Sayang la.. Overall, i think Jac stole the show.. last night it was her night.. and i think she's gonna be the very 1st Malaysian Idol... I've always preferred Dina, but looking from last night's performance, i think Jac can represent Malaysia better than Dina can because she's more experienced and she can handle her nervousness better than Dina can handle hers... Takpe Dina.. both of you are winners. I still think you have a very powerful voice Dina. Dina rocks!


Friday, October 08, 2004

Hmm.. setelah beberapa kali di'refresh'.. baru berjaya posting page ni load... hampehsss...

Base Check
Dan is off to Aussie for his bi-annually base check. He'd been stressed out the whole month about it. Good thing the day finally came though. At least he'll be done with it once and for all.. And i can enjoy his warm, unstressed company again. Hmm.. planning to go the new Alamanda Putrajaya when i go back next week. Not sure if we have the time though. Hope we would.. coz i really, really, really wanna go there. And when we're there perhaps we could go on the 'Daun' boat ride as well. :)

PHSM
Finally, i had the chance to watch this film everyone had been talking about months ago.. It was supposed to be a really scary flick and all... but why the hell was azeno and myself laughing our heads off?? Hehe.. ok la.. gotta give the movie some credits.. The accident scene was good, the dances were great, some angles of the pontianak looked scary.. but overall... hehe... what can i say? If you want to see hantu materialistic, this is the right movie for you.. Man... in those time.. ghosts only hunt for blood.. now.. they want a piece of land,jewelleries, they even 'drive' a kancil for god's sakes!!!! LOLS (sambil terguling2 dgn azno). Besides the very out-of-place ghost driving kancil scene, the plots were so confusing. The first half was ok.. the second half was a real bommer... iskk... I expected something much better from a director like Shuahaimi Baba. As usual, most of the terkejut part was not because the ghost scares the shit out of you, but because it pops on the screen so suddenly that you terkejut.. bukan takut... terkejut. So.. this movie wasn't really my type of horror movies. I prefer movies like Dark Water and What Lies Beneath with the ghost appearing slowly in some scenes. I think that's wayyy more scary...(Hehe..bukan berani sangat pun.. penakut jugak.. :p )

Exes
Hehe... tiba2 nak ckp abt exes.. well.. wanted to post abt this yesterday, tapi takleh masuk.. Anyways, i don't know if its just me, but i do feel a tinge of jealousy when he tells me about his past romantic acquaintances.. It makes me sick in the stomach just to imagine that he still think about them (even if he doesn't). Paranoid huh? Sometimes, yeah.. maybe. I know.. i'm the one he's dating now.. and i'm the one he's marrying.. tapi emotions kan. It comes and goes as it please. Tapi, fikir2 balik.. hehe.. nak jealous buat apa? If he had past romantic acquaintances.. well.. so do i.. I can think of them too whenever i please. Hmmphhh...! :p (yeah.. yeah.. Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy ME!!) *evil grin*

Thinkin Thoughts
Oh.. talkin abt exes and such.. I remember a phrase that one of them would usually use when we chat.. "Orang baik tak mengaku dia baik". Was it him who said or was it me? Hmm.. Well.. anyway... thinking about the phrase... Betul jugak kan. Orang baik tak mengaku dia baik, orang jahat pun tak mengaku dia jahat, orang bijak jarang mengaku dia bijak, orang cantik susah nak mengaku dirinya lawa, orang soleh tak pernah kata dirinya soleh... Orang2 yg perasan je yang mengklasifikasikan diri dia dgn ayat2 adjektif tu.. dgn niat, mungkin, utk convince kan diri dia yang bahawasanya dia lah baik, dialah lawa, dialah beriman, dialah bijak, dialah segalanya. Mungkin lupa, kita ni hanyalah makhluk kudus yang tak punya apa. Segalanya hanya pinjaman... tiba masanya, dipulangkan semula ke pemilik yang Esa.

Macam mana pun, tak salah nak cakap benda2 positif ni kat diri sendiri utk maintainkan tahap confidence yang tinggi... Tapi.. make sure masa ckp tu takde org di sekeliling.. supaya tak digelar seorang makhluk yang perasan!!! But then again.. pedulik hape org nak kata kan? Me, myself and i... hehe... (bolehla amek falsafah ni kalau rasa2 nanti esok bila nak mati boleh mandi snirik, kafan snirik dan tanam diri sendiri di kubur sendiri!)

Hehe.. rasa macam penulis utk ruangan gossip suratkabar pulak. Kuang3....

Malaysia Idol Final 2
Tonight's the night! Between Jac and Dina. Who'll be carrying Malaysia's name into the World Idol to challenge the other idols including Fantasia?? I dunno.. let the people who votes decide.. (kita yg tak vote duduk je la tgk... :p )

Anyways.. my personal preference is Dina. I think she has a great voice, and a great personality. Jac sings very well... but from the start i'd always think that she has more advantage because she's already a performer. So.. to me, it's a little unfair to the others. But that doesnt make much difference kan. They're all performaers now. So.. the best of luck to both of them, and.. may the best gal wins! (An advanced message to the one who doesnt win: You both are equally good... but the one who didnt win only lacks in luck.)

Let us enjoy the show tonight. Rock on ladies...!
Cheers!

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

BIG mistake
I made a mistake with blogger yesterday.. not saving my posts before actually posting it. As a result, the whole content went missing. Damnnnn!! Bosan betul. :p

Baju raya
Hmm.. puasa tinggal lagi beberapa hari. Memandangkan usia dah lanjut, kemeriahan raya pun dah agak2 kureng, takdela excited sangat nak carik/buat baju raya kan. Sekadar ada something yang elok and baru utk pakai di pagi lebaran cukup ler.. benda sunat dibuat kan.. pakai cun2 masa hari raye(tak semestinya baru!).

Walaupun yang demikian halnya... bila dikira2.. baju "raya" adala jugak 4 pasang dah kot (hehe.. dalam tak excited tu kan..) Hmmm.. semua hasil dr kain yang orang bagik... Sendiri beli punya takde langsung.. Cuma bayor utk tempah je.. tapi.. kekadang upah tempah lagi mahal dari harga kain! Baju kurung lilac sepasang(honey bagik kain!) kebaya light purple satu(aunty bagi), baju kurung turquoise blue satu ngan baju kurung hitam bunga merah ada manik satu.. yang dua2 ni mama bagik.. konon2 pakat satu family nak pakai biru tahun nih.. dengan si dia plak nak pakai purple! :)

Nak jadik ceritanya, lepas g makan tadik, tini bawak lak gi kedai kain kat pekaka.. baru bukak.. Murah giler siot!!! Opel silk 4 meter rm35.. harus boleh kurang lagik kan? Isk.. baju siap rm50-rm65.. utk melaram pun boley.. saje nak buat pakai tiap2 hari g sekul pun boley.. isk.. murah tuh.. tangan dah gatai nak menyambar satu baju siap n kain satu atau dua... Muahaha... Tapi tu la masalahnya.. kain 35 engget.. hanta kedai (kat kl) tempah dah menjangkau rm70.. adeyyy.... koyak akak dek non! :p Caneee??? (**mama.. sponsor??? Heeheeeee....**)

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Monday, October 04, 2004

Tadik tulis panjang lebar.... pastu lupa nak save kat notepad dulu dan terus post... Tapi posting tak dapat di post!! Sbb page can't be opened!!! Huhuhu.. shellaker punye blogger!
Weekend
Dan happened to be in Penang last Friday so i decided to go there and get the car fixed before meeting him in the afternoon. Got the car fixed at noon and it didnt take long coz it was over by 1pm... Then i shoot off to KBJ and had lunch all by myself (sedey betui). Spent an hour lunching, just to kill the time.. and proceeded to cosmart and RS... Bought a white t-shirt and a really cute pair of night-wear. Geram tengok.. rasa nak beli semua.. hehe. Of course that didnt happen la kan. Still no news from Dan.. lepak jap at some drinks stall for a drink..lepak lagi half an hour.. Rasanya auntie situ mesti rasa nak halau je aku dari kaunter dia.. Haha.. pedulik aa.. dah bayar ape. :p When he still hasn't called at 1720, i decided to just get out and park somewhere while waiting for him. Luckily he called me as soon as i stepped into the car, saying that he'd just landed.. and off we go spending the rest of the day together.

Saturday morning, i went to do some grocery shopping at Carrefoure.. alone.. again.. Gee whiz.. i'm sooo not used to shopping alone. I get everything i wanted, but it felt kinda awkward jalan takde teman. Mixed feelings la.. sometimes rasa macam confident jek jln sensorg.. sometimes rasa mcm people looking at me giving a somewhat pathetic look that spelled... look at her.. all alone in the world! Haha... gila.. people don't even give a damn for god's sakes!! Shoulda used the opportunity of shopping alone to "test" my market value.. Lols... tapi.. entahla.. not in the mood for that anymore... Too old for flirts already kot... Hahaha...

After spending nearly 4 hrs in Carrefour, pegi rumah Nura, had lunch, dozens of sweet treats (ice cream, trufles, durians..).. and lepak with her in the room, gossipping as well as talking abt us. She showed me her hand-me-down pregnancy book. There were pictures taken when a woman was giving birth...every stage of it. Gawd... it looked awfully painful!!!.. not forgetting shameful; having everyone (plus myself coz i was looking at the pic) peering at your you-kow-what... Note: Hygiene is VERY important.. especially when you're giving birth! Hahahaaa... Back to the subject, after looking at the book, i'm gonna make sure that my huby follows me into the labour room when i'm delivering our baby.. Biar dia sedar sket susahnye nak beranakkan anak dia... Isk... camne la nak beranak sok... isk.. so many things to consider... Heheh.. beranak konon.. kawen pun belum... :p

Perabot Baru
Rumah baru skang dah penuh dgn perabot baru!! Akak borong sakan mlm sabtu lepas. Almari dapur, set meja makan... Kononnya tunggu promosi raya.. hehe.. takde la gamaknya.. Tumpang gembira.. sbb boleh tumpang guna sama perabot2 baru tu. :D

Halal Jakim
Beberapa hari nih kecoh pasal brg haram yg ada tanda halal... Hari tu ayam campur babi, pastuh kuih bulan guna minyak babi... Hisyy.. camne? Skang ni, orang pun dah nak hilang kepercayaan kat logo halal oleh Jakim. Diorg kata, dia takde kuasa nak amek tindakan sbb mende perniagaan ni bwh kementerian.. Tapi, kan diorg yg keluarkan sijil tu.. kalau diorg takleh nak bertanggungjawab... baik takyah kuarkan. Penguatkuasaan kena selalu berjalan.. pergi la buat spot check bebila patut. Mungkin diorg lupa kot... diorg dah sahkan mende halal.. so.. apa2 jadik tertanggung ke atas diorg.. Isk.. buat la keje elok2 kat dunia nih.. sok kat sana sapa nak tanggung bila org berduyun salahkan diorg sbb halalkan yg haram... Elok2 nak melangkah ke syurga.. langsung terhumban ke neraka... Hmm... tapi, siapa la kita nak ckp pasal syurga neraka.. Wallahu'alam.