I'm backkkk!!! Miss my work station so much! *purr* A helluva long week behind me... full of ups and downs and laughters.. and i dont mean mine. :p URgh.. urgh.. still cant get it outta my head. PTD Interview sucks!!!! Grrrr....

Hang on for a longgg, one week worth of posting. Lols. Kalau ngantuk g tdo. Nobody forced you to read anyway. :p

Saturday
Hari yang dinanti2 since the week before. Penyampaian sijil rendah + perjumpaan tenaga pengajar @ UIA + dinner cekak @ Razak Hall, PWTC. Haha.. Jgn jealous. Persatuan kami ada dinner @ PWTC. Sebuah persatuan silat. Jgn pandang takdak mata noo...

Anyways... the day went well... cuma lunch haritu lewat sikit... atas sebab2 tertentu yg agak mengejutkan. Hmm.. Alhamdulillah.. Tuhan nak bagi selamat. Gantung hati hanya pada Dia. Org kalau nk buat kacau, tapi tak diizin olehNya, tetap tak jadi apa. Betul tak?

Pepun, pagi penyampaian sijil, tgk adik2 dpt sijil rendah. Tahniah semua adik2 yg berjaya dapat sijil... dan ada jugak yang dapat kepujian.. Tahniah. Semoga lekat dengan perjuangan bangsa. :) Petang, perjumpaan ten pengajar. YM Ustaz beri ucapan, amanat kat tenaga2 pengajar utk diingati dan dipraktikkan.

Mlm, dinner. Perghh.. hangat sungguh. Ucapan yang sgt bertenaga dr semua yg berucap, termasuklah Tan Sri Muhammad Mohd Taib. Terima kasih Tan Sri sbb sudi meraikan perayaan 40 thn bersama kami. :) (mcm la dia baca blog aku nih.. ngeh ngeh... takpe.. terima kasih jugak.) Duduk semeja ngan azno, anis, nura n hubby, aima n hubby n their cute kids, aishah n aiman, kekasey lama pun ade. Hihi. Siap tanya lagi whether i'm still with Dan. Told him we're engaged. Dia pun turut gembira. Alhamdulillah. Harap2 abg A pun ditemukan jodoh yang baik hendaknya. :)

All in all, i think everyone had fun la. Cuma kesian kat Dan. He had to wait for me from the start of the dinner to the end. Ish ish... I'm still sorry.. Owe you one, ok?

Sunday
Patutnya ada AGM Cekak Malaysia.. tapi tak pergi since mama ajak blk kg, nak pasang langsir umah. So, bwkla mama blk kg sbb lain kali tak tau bila lagi yg free blh nak bawak mama blk kg kan. Nenek pun suh balik, amek durian. So, lps mama blk kursus haji, pergi la bawak mama blk kg.

Smpi around noon, lepak2 jap tgk rerun AF3 sambil makan nasik, and after zuhur, Dan datang. Hihi... :D Sangat suke! Jamu dia durian ngan lemang. Tersandar member kat kerusi. Habis diet dia for tht day. After tht, ajak dia turun kat the new hse, tgk my mom n aunties pasang langsir. Clips tak cukup palk, hehe.. dpt chance aa kuar ngan dan beli clip langsir tu. :D PAstu lepak2 kat umah tu, sambil carik2 durian kat belakang umah.. Jumpe gak 5 bijik. Perghhh sunggguh. Atas pokok byk lagi tuh.

Dan stayed for dinner (berjaya gak memujuk dia utk stay for dinner. Yeay!!) Ye la.. bila lagi nak beramah mesra and hang out with my family kan. Its only fair. I've hung out with his family and met his relatives... his relatives yg dia sendiri pun tak kenal aku dah jumpa.. so, its only fair la kan? Hihi... Pas dinner, kitorg gerak skali blk KL... memula he was following behind me rather closely... pastu smpi kt tol Sg Besi, hilang... hmm.. mentang2 pakai smart tag baru beli. Berlagak. :p Hmmmphh!

Monday
Pagi2 bawak Athirah teman me pegi umah Ustaz kt KL. Saje ziarah. Berapa kali dah ckp kt Mak Tam nak singgah... tp tak smpi2 gak... Akhirnya smpi la jugak rumah ustaz hari isnin tu. Bwk buah tgn sket dr kg. Duduk2 kat situ. Lama jugak kot. Borak2 ngan ustaz n Mak Tam. Athirah pun baik je tak buat hal. Ok la. Ustaz nasihat pasal bersihkan hati, nak g interview nnt selawat byk2, tawasul, berbincang antara suami isteri... Hihi.. Mak Tam kasik tips.. nnt dah kawen, jgn baisakan kalau husband tanya nak yang mana satu bila beli apa2, jgn ckp tak kesahla yg mana2 pun. Nnt, terbiasa smpi tua. Make sure kita perempuan ni make the choice, pastu tanyela dia dia suka tak.. yg penting.. BINCANG! :)

Blk from umah ustaz, jumpa Dan plak kat KLCC. Gi pekena alfredo. Yummy as usual lah! Tak buat apa pun.. just lepak2 kt KLCC. Mlm g pekena naan sedap kt ampang. Ish.. kalau la makanan sedap tak menggemukkan. :p

Tuesday
Aunty called at around 0900.. Haha.. baru celik mata, suara serak2 lagi. Aunty ckp "baru bgn tdo la nih?" Hihi... as always, deny la kan. Kuang3. Isk.. ni je la masa nk bgn lmbt pun. Kang dah ada hubby takleh dah. Haha.. Alasan! :p aunty tanya bila nak anta baju g tailor, baju nikah nnt. I said i wanted to study tht day.. so raincheck la kan hantar baju.

Spent the rest of the day at home.. trying so hard to keep awake masa baca buku Malaysia Kita. Hisyy... wasted effort. :p

Oh... today's Dan's maiden flight on the MD11. Flight from Subang to Hong Kong. MD 11 is like twice the size of B727. He got to go first, even before his captains. Wow. Proud of my baby. :D

Wednesday
Dan had a flight to HKG, again! Mama demam, so Athirah pun tak datang umah. Me? Still trying hard to study... or sth like tht.

By afternoon, siap2 nk g Putrajaya. Haha.. cam xcited la pulak... NOT. Just wanted to escape the morning traffic actually. Kuar umah around 4pm, jam sket2, org tak kuar keje lagi dah jam. Hampeh. Reached pjaya at aorund 5. Headed straight to Alamanda... jalan2 cuci mata. Found a nice pair of jeans kat RS... Nice fit, low waisted. Murah la.. rm40. Just so happens tht i didnt have the money for tht at tht time. Sms-d Nurul, asked if dah habis kerja. Dia kat site lagi rupanya... so waited for my friend from BB, eza to arrive. Lepak2 ngn eza kat a&w until 7+, pastu ikut eza blk, since nurul said tht she's gonna be late kan. So, g aa lepak kt umah eza. Tgk frens, tgk It Might Be You until 10pm, tp Nurul tak blk lg from site. Huhu... Pastu nurul kasik directions g umah dia, and i went to her place. Hsemate dia tunggu dpn pintu. Kesian minah tu dah ngantuk.

Lepak2 smbl baring2 tunggu Nurul blk. When she's back, hmmm.. apa lagi. Borak la smpi tak sedar dah nk pagi. Hihi.. Great to get to borak2 with you like the good 'ol times buddy. Oooohh.. and i've said this once and i'll say it again. I respect your guts. Whewww... it took courage to do the things tht you did gal. Gurl power! Pepun, so happy to hear abt it, and wish you all the very best. :D

Ntah kol berapa, we both tdoq.

Thursday
Comes the dreaded, ptuih2 day. Wahahhaa. Kuar from Nurul's hse kinda early coz they're closing the roads to PMO to make way for the IDB meeting reps. Smpi Parcel C around 7.40. Lepak dlm kete, tukar kasut baru... hihi.. Dan siap belikan kasut lagi for the interview. A very nice, comfortable court shoes. Looks elegants and sweet sbb ada little bow kat depan dia. Hihi.. dapat gak kasut ada reben. :D Thanks honey, for the shoes.

7.50, i walked into the building. Berlagak selambe naik lif g aras 6. Waaa... tergezut. I thot i was early. Hahha.. Dewan menunggu tuh dah separa penuh dgn bakal2 ditemuduga! So, i gave my name and was asked to sit until my name was called. Lama gak tunggu. Nak dekat kol 8.30 lebey kurang kot (if not longer) baru dgr my name called. Dia nk tgk all the photostated stuffs plus the original ones. Haha... Nak jadi cerita tak bawak plak original scroll.. tinggal kt PB.. auta la.. kata dah frame. Wahahaha... Yg lain2 (transkrip) tak bawak. :p Org tu kata nape tak bwk dgn frame2 skalik? :p Pastu he gave me my number: C-307. Huhu.. lucky number-7, at room C. Masa i got the number, the number at the digital display on the door was 302. Hmm... 5 more to go. Lepak2, borak2, main snake, tetiba brader tu panggil lagi nama aku. Isk.. pehal lak nih? I went to him... and he said.. " awak dah dapat nombor kan? ermm.. takpela, saje je nak confirm" Isk... org lain takde pun kena panggil 2 kali. Bikin tambah sakit perut je. :p

Elok je org no 6 habis kena interview. Panels from room C kuar. Morning tea. Cheisss... Saje nak kasik aku tunggu lama2. Tp takpela kot. Diorg dah kenyang2, takdela nk tension2 tanye aku soklan, harap2 nye la kan.

Around 11, diorg masuk blk blk tu. And my number was blinking on the display. Huhuhu... comes the dreaded much awaited time. Ketuk pintu, masuk. 3 panels, all men. One of them is a Dato kot... so i was told la. Anyways, they asked for my certs and photostated stuffs. cepat2 btau scroll tak bawak, dah frame. Tatau la Dato ni silap paham ke silap dgr, dia kata "isy.. teruk benor awak ni smpi IC pun awak frame" aku pun cam.. Huh? bila masa plak aku ckp aku frame ic?? Isk..

They asked me to sit, and bombarded me with provocative questions. "Dgn keluluasan awak kenapa nak jadi ptd?" "awak peluang lagi cerah kat sektor swasta" "Awak lagi sesuai kalau jadi lecturer/tutor" "awak kan procuk tun mahathir yg melahirkan msc, kenapa tak aktif kat situ?" "apa kelebihan awak yg buat kita terpaksa amek awak?" "apa pendapat awak ttg ptd dan bidang politik. patutkah ptd bergiat dlm politik?" "apa peranan ptd?" "Macam mana awak nak elokkan service perkhidmatan awam" "kalau awak diletakkan di Biro Pengaduan Awam, camne nak guna kelayakan awak ni kt situ?" "Awak tak rasa rugi ke tak practicekan apa yg awak study?" "Apa beza web dgn portal?"

And the whole time, i was cursing inside because they were practically laughing AT me.... not with me, AT me. Rasa cam grr... nk sekeh je sekor2 kasik lagi licin kepale tu. Geram sey. Sbb rasa cam diorg tak respect org.. haha.. tapi cam adatla kan. Interbiu mmg cenggitu. Maybe dia nak test la kite bley handle provocation and being laughed at kot... which i think i failed badly. Lols. Shillaker! And before ending the session diorg tajya "apa pendapat awak ttg islam hadhari".. and i was like "demm.. i read abt this, but i didnt study it.. it just passed thru my brain and didnt get stored ayway demmit!!) Ntah hapa2 la yg aku goreng.

Oh.. i didnt get asked abt any of the dasar. Penat bace. Iskkkk... Wasted effort!!!!

Blk tu, headed to Vista, jumpa Dan for lunch. sian dia penat from the previous day's flight... so ingat nk teman dia makan. Siap sesat2 tak jumpa cark s'ban-sg besi hiway.. mana hala ntah jalan smpi ke area nirvana memorial center. Hampeh al bengongi.... Kena lak call Dan tanya directions. Wahahaha.... Bengong.

Friday
Konon nk bawak Athirah gi bird park. Cancel sbb minah tu dtg dah tgh hari. Jgn tidak, bawak gi umah mak ngah kt kg pandan. Pastu i went out with aunty, hantar baju nikah gi tailor. Huhu.. Benci nye.. had to ukur badan when i'm at my fattest. :p K. Sha tu ckpla baju camne yg sesuai utk tak bg nmpk aku ni besau sgt. Dahla kain tu organza kan.. silap beli la.. should've bought chiffon. Ishhh... Pastu aunty belikan kain for hantaran. Huhu... terharu... Pepun, pasni mmg kena dayet sungguh2 ni. Tinggal pat bln je lagi! Uhhh!

Saturday
Gi bridal ngan Dan, pilih baju, pilih pelamin... Harga package asalnye 1800 je.. tambah tu ini, amek baju baru lagi, jeng3... hehehe... naik la sket. hampeh tol. :p Kena ukur lagi utk buat baju baru. Isyyy.... benci nye. Lagi menguatkan semangat utk dayet! Have to, have to! Walaupun Dan ckp he loves me the way i am, taleh jadik gak. Kene dayet gak.. becoz other ppl is complaining, myself included!

Sunday
Time to get my ass back to PB. Huhu.. Smpi2, sth happened and so on and so forth. Hmm... pelik. Kenapa org melayu suka dengki mendengki, khianat dgn bangsa sendiri. Ckp kt org prong prang2 abt ketuhanan, abt jgn bergaduh... tp diri sendiri yg tak praktikkan. Kalau di mulut lain, di hati lain, agak2nya golongan orang yg macam mana tu?

Wallahu'alam. Biarlah mereka dengan kedengkian mereka. Kita tetap dgn perjuangan kita, gantung hati sepenuhnya kpd Allah swt.