Taking a breather

Yawn!~ posting sesambil menunggu rambut kering. Lately nih malam2 baru dapat mandi.. Daddy takde nak entertain sarah while mommy mandi. Yang sarah pulak asyik clingy semacam. Letak dalam cot kejap nak pi toilet pun dia nangis. Sigh!~ Can't blame her on her increased separation anxiety. It's a sign that she's maturing (so the book What To Expect The First Year said).

Pening. 17 nih i'm scheduled to go for kursus kepimpinan, kursus wajib @ btn. Perlu pergi kursus ni utk kenaikan pangkat. Invitation utk mengikuti kursus ni dibuat ikut batch. Problemnya, Dan won't be back from detachment yet at that time. Dan will only be back on the 20th and i'll be returning on the 21st. Sarah nak tinggal dgn sape pun tak tau. Nak tinggal with tok mak n tok bapak dia, they're quite old now to be taking care of a buas little girl.. Takut diorang takleh nak handle. Tapi, with them sarah can still go to school during the day. Nak tinggal ngn mama, mama sorang2... terganggu lak dia nak solat ke, nak buat keje ke sbb takde org nak assist dia, plus takde sape nak htr sarah pergi nursery. Penting pergi nursery ni.. sbb it's her routine. It's important that she sticks to her routine when there's something happening, i.e mommy or daddy's away (or in this case both). Sticking to her routine means that she has something predictable to hold on to, amidst all the unpredictable things happening around her, giving her at least some (even if only a miniscule) sense of security. Sigh!~ Timing tak sesuai betullah. *Please God, let me find a way*

Balik BTN nih kene amek cuti sesame ngn Dan nih... nak spend time dgn sarah. Sian dia asyik kene tinggal je.

Yawn!~ Better retire to bed now before sarah wakes up for her night feeding.

BTW, lupa pulak nak congratulate a very dear buddy for the very good news!! Congrats buddy!!! *Identiti dan the good news - biarlah rahsia... hehehe*