..From PAC with...
*Broad smile*. Back from KL yesterday. Datang school... tapi tak sempat nak posting. Well.. sampai school pun dah dekat 4pm.. mana la nak sempat. Semua bas tu punya pasal... asal nak naik bas pagi je, mesti bas tu delay. hampeh sungguh3.

Hehee... nak citer abt PAC... sronot giler... tima kasey kengkawan yg kasik sokongan suh pegi. Mmg akan menyesal la kalau tak pegi. Huhu.

Tues, 19/4, i was already headed for kl. Konon2, nak pergi lawat athi'z on wed morning.. tapi, tak bukak plak. :p So, ended up pergi Dan's place. He left his keys to me so that i can get his mails... so i did, and went into the house. Ya rabbiii!!! Sangatla bersepahnyaaa!! Muahaha.. std kot umah org bujang. Was there at around 1800... the plan was to see nurul at around 1900 since dia ada kerja at the mines. so, while waiting for her call, i decide to get my hands dirty lah .. haha.. mmg la dirty pun. Cleaned up the dining and rest area je pun. But itupun dah makan sejam... lotsa dust. Bila la kali terakhir cik abang ni menyapu pun tatau. Ish..ish.. While rearranging his stuffs kat depan tu, saw framed pics of himself with friends and family... Huhu.. sebak lak sesiket. Windunyer!!! ;( Anyways, nak dekat2 siap kemas tu, nurul call, said keje tak abes lagik.. so we called it off la sbb dah nak mlm. Nk blk pun jauh lagik.. so, jumpa lain kali la kot, insyaAllah.

Around 1930, balik umah, had dinner and started packing. The next day nak kena pergi kluang for ptd assessment training in intan kampus selatan (ikwas). Guess who's sending me there?? Hehe.. Dan's parents. :D Diorg insisted nak hantar jugak2... kata need a break la, nak visit cousins in jb la.. so.. ok la... Takkan nak paksa jangan pergi plak kan.

Thursday morning, my bro sent me off to Dan's parents place. Pagi lagik masa tu, since my bro keje walaupun masa tu cuti kan. Dia mmg odd working hours sket. Anyways.. had my 2nd breakfast at their place (mana la seluar sumer tak ketat).. and around 1000, we're off to johor. Tak singgah mana2 pun.. just rnr ayer keroh coz aunty wanted to buy the kuih bakar. She just love it so much. Ok la kuih bakar tu... but it's a little bit too cinnamon-ny to me. Lepak kejap, then we proceeded. Stop plak dulu kat Ayer Hitam.. gilak akuk pergi sana!! Wahaha... aunty pun tempah bekas ceramics utk reception nanti. Dah gila2 menempah tu... barula akhirnya terus ke pekan kluang to have lunch and check in...

DAY 1
..The next day, registration for pac. Registration end at 1100, kitorg 1020 baru smpi. We were given these huge neck tags upon registration. Its like 4 to 5 times the size of the regular neck tag. They call it body number. Haha.. rasa macam being referred to as corpses plak. Isk.. Then ada photography session. A group of 5 ppl in a session. Berdiri in one line. Mcm banduan sey... or mcm criminal tgh line up. Lols!! After that, we had to sit for and Englist test.. ESL kot they call it.. English as Second Language kot.. So.. tunggu la for abt an hour befor finally being called to sit for the test. Kesian Dan's parents menunggu lama. After tht, lunch time. Aunty insisted tht i have lunch first before moving my stuffs into the room.. So pergi la lunch while they waited... Pastu, masuk blk ... and Dan'a parents left for jb.

Our schedules were so packed. I have til abt 1430 to pack and pray and everything.. after that there's a 3 hours phsychology test. Haha.. psycho sunnguh!! Then, taklimat ptd.. rules n regulations.. yadda.. yadda.. And we're told tht we wont be fixed into a certain group for every session. So.. jumpa byk org jugak la kiranya... oh.. and we're reminded that every single step we make will be observed.. hehe.. except when we're in our rooms la.

The first grouped session started tht very night. A problem solving session, an hour conducted in malay and an hour in english. We're given 2 tasks and we had to solve it la, in a group. I think my group didnt do quite well.. Lols!! Anyways, it was fun.. hehe... coz fasci tu is quite a sight for sore eyes. ;) After the problem solving, ada supper.. and then blh blk tdo.

Day 2
Next morning, gals were encouraged to go to the surau fpr subuh prayers.. but my room mate and i, and another friend agreed tht we'll do it in our rooms. Lols. Pastu breakfast, and then the 1st session for tht day.. Case study. We're given a dialogue.. and the panelist insisted that we act it out. Dia kata, kalau tak nak lakonkan, dia nk potong markah. Hehe.. so, i jadikla narrator.. pastu we discussed... smpi la habis session tu at around 1030. after tht, morning tea, and we're given time to prepare for our public speaking. There were 2 sessions. one is pengucapan umum, conducted in malay, petang tu after lunch.. and public speaking, in english later tht night. So prepare la bersungguh dlm masa 2 jam.

Lepas lunch, masuk la kat appointed room. For public speaking ni, total members per group ditambahkan from 10-11 persons jadik 20 persons. Ketaq sey... rasa cam nak tercabut jantung. Lols.. pelik betul la.. bukannya amende pun.. ckp je.. tp, mesti nervous gak. Bukannya kena naik stage pun. :p Hampeh betul. I talked about "Pembinaan insan melalui seni silat cekak".. Hehe.. they let us use the pc to browse the net.. apa lagi.. masuk website cekak la, carik apa nk ckp.. Jumpa paper abg majid abt jati diri mll seni bela diri. Blasah la labu.. (" err.. abg majid, dgn izin ye.. saya amek isi sket2.") Masa tu kena cakap depan sorg pengerusi, time keeper, 2 panel and peserta2 lain. Isk.. sorg panel tu, muka stoned habeh. Expressionless sungguh! :p

Selesai gabra2 pengucapan umum.. gabra nk kena lari 2.4km plak. Smpi tak minum tea la ptg tu gabra nk lari punya pasal. They shortened the course to 2.2 km.. not tht it made any difference la kan... sbb the course includes going up and down and up hilly areas. Mmg "the very the" sungguh la.. Dahla masa tu berat tgh naik mencanak2 + dah tak fit kan. Cuba kalau suh lari masa seblom raya haritu.. ok la jugak. Ni mmg tahap lari sket dah bernafas mcm kerbau sungguh. Ye la.. jantung dah tak berapa kuat.. check pulse pun around 75 bpm kan.. tahap normal. Dulu kalau dlm 65 bpm.. tahap active. Hampeh beribu2 kali hampeh. Mana la nak tau kena larik.. Huhu.. kalau tau, ada la point sket nak larik petang2 around campus. Tp.. skang, camne pun kena larik la.. kalau getting engaged takleh nak memotivate, this certainly will.. Sbb, kalau dapat, dan kena sit for dip perkhidmatan awam.. kena training tentera + polis + bomba and kena pergi outward bound school. Kalau tak fit.. somput la weyy..

Apa pun, did badly la kan for the run. Huhu... group2 cicir nih kumpul aa satu group masa buat cooling down kan. Tapi, yg tak best tu, one fasci came.. just lalu je.. and tanya la.. ni group kaler apa (sape habeh, diorg kasik colored cards, ikut masa kita habis la).. so.. jawab aa.. colorless.. (sedey!).. pastu dia cakap.. "isk.. bahaya korg nih.. tapi takpe.." Dia kata camtu you!! Ada ke patut. Secara automatic nya, kekonfidenan aku utk sesi2 sterusnya pun sama2 la merudum dgn kata2 dia tu. Hampeh sungguh!! Mlm tu b4 public speaking, msg ler org2 tertentu utk luahkan isik hati yg sedey + keciwa... huhuhu... *srooott!!*

0830, public speaking session. Mmg semua muka penat. During public speaking, everyone had droopy eyelids. Penat sey.. penat sampai tak larat la nak gabra. simpan tenaga utk berckp je. dahla dinner tak makan.. sbb dinner lps lari.. so biasa la.. lps workout kan tak rasa sgt nk mkn.. tk makan la mlm tu.. Mmg lesu abes aa.. seb baik ada gula2 for instant glucose fix. Elok je habes gula2 tu, my number was called out. Sebbaik smpt habes gula2. So, i stood in front and ckp la. Dan ckp, imagine nobody was there and tht i was speaking thru the phone. Haha.. bila dah ada kt depan tu, mcm mana pun, ada jugak nervous tu sesiket... although it wasnt as bad as before la.. dulukalau nervous, ckp mesti macam rapper... laju semacam. Ni, tanya member2 sblh, diorg kata ok je, tak la laju sgt.. kira improve la kan dr zaman dulu kala kan. Hehe.. i talked about blogging. Kebetulan terbaca article abt blogging and business opportunities kt fortune mag, apa lagi.. buat tajuk tu la... ahhaha..

Tamat public speaking, supper, tdo. Mmg masuk blk terus lena..

Day 3
Pagi terakhir di ikwas, ada debat ala parlimen. Hehe.. jadik YB la kitorg pagi tu. I jadik YB PArit Buntar!! Hehe.. of all places la kan. So, we debated on the topic "Kuasa lebih penting dari pengaruh". I wanted to oppose the title, tp terpilih utk propose the title. Hmm.. nasib baikla ada group member tu amek law.. so dia tau la pasal pembahagian kuasa and such. Aku ni la yg the very the blur gitu kan.

Lepas debate, ada taklimat ptd. Pengarah ikwas bg taklimat tu.. and after tht taklimat, barulah aku rasa yg aku betul2 nak jadik ptd. Seblom ni cam.. ala.. dapat ke tak dpt ke, doesnt matter.. Pas taklimat, rasa cam kalau tak dpt tu mmg keciwa yang amat la kan. :( Tambah la risau abt the run smlm tu.. Rasa cam takleh dapat je.. Huhuhu....

Lps taklimat, lunch and blh blk. Sementara tunggu dan's parents datang amek, lepak la kat bawah tu, ada la urusetia yg kumpul room keys kan.. dia ckp.. actually, result tu dah ready.. Dirg dah kena key in dah. Huhuh... dia kata ramai yg ok.. tp ada gak yg fail. Uwaaa... lagi la gabra.. sbb bila review blk diri sendiri.. i do think tht i have a chance to fail. Dr segi ketepatan masa.. takde problem la.. tp dr segi appearance, mcm ada kurengg.. sbb dah la pakai mary-janes je.. tak pro langsung. Patut pakai court shoes... Huhu.. bengong btol la.. masa pergi tu mmg tak tau apa nk expect. Dia ckp bwk baju kerja.. ckp la bawak baju kerja professional... Huhuhuhuhu!!!

So.. kesimpulannya, ptd ni.. tatau la dapat ke tak. Apa pun, mulai skang, kena byk baca menda and excercise, di samping siapkan projek nih. Dpt ke tak, lain cerita. Yg penting kena be well prepared.

Blk tu, singgah la kat ayer hitam.. nak amek brg2 yg aunty tempah tu kan.. heheh.. Tak muat sey nak masuk dlm keta. Walaupun boot keta tu besau.. dgn brg2 kitorg je pun dah penuh. Ni plak nak masukkan berkotak2 lagik seramik kan.. mana la nk muat. Kena kirim via lorry. Heheh.. PAstu kt situ ada byk kedai jual soft toys... aunty beli the candy doll ngan stuffed ultraman for almaz. Hmm.. kalau Dan ada, bley mintak teddy bear besau. Huhu.. i've always wanted one. Tp, every time mintak je kat mamat tu dia ckp tak payahla.. nnt dia ada. :p Ish.. geram btol... Dia lmbt lagik.. kena la ada teddy bear for replacement.. Hehehe..

Mlm around 1930, smpi umah parents dan.. tunggu my bro dtg amek.. and aunty bekal mcm2.. mee rebus johor, murtabak johor, pisang tanduk johor.. hehe.. all sorts of things la.

Thanks gazillions to anuty n uncle for taking me all the way to kluang and back... and also for everything else.. the hotel, the food.. everything. Tumirah pun tima kasey gak sbb tlg iron baju n angkat beg. To all my friends and colleagues in pac, thanks a lot. It was a great experience to be there, and such a gratitude to meet such interesting ppl as all of you. :D May we see each other again, as PTDs. ;)