Back again... how i wished i wouldnt hafta return. :( Bosan!

Nways... the break had been ok. Loads and loads of food... McD's fish dips, strawberry shake, rice, prawns, chicken, squids, nasi lemak, monterey chicken, mashed potato laden with oh-so-heavenly creamy gravy, peanut bread, black pepper chicken, cream of mushroom soup... and not forgetting the taste of bleu cheese i tried at Dan's parents.. a little too salty for my liking.. tapi boleh aa... if eaten with a cracker... on its own, i'll pass, thanks. Tmrw... cake at secret recipe.. Yeayyy!! Bestnya! Why on earth does the best foods are always fat laden and calorie packed and have the tendency to increase one's weight?? Kalau takde affect on weight boleh tak?? Hmm...

Somehow, all the variety of food stuffs i had failed to keep off this lingering "doubt" on my mind. Well.. its not actually doubt.. but it is some sort of uncertainty.. eh.. sama la tu kan? Tapi.. doubt might be too strong a word to describe my state of mind right now - a total mess of "what ifs" meshed into one complicated confusion web. Why do we doubt things? Why do we keep hearing this voice murmuring in our heads about all this uncertain stuffs? Blueekkk... tak best langsung!

...First cut is the deepest... and the knife that cuts the first time is the knife most remembered....
What a stupid thought. :p (stupid because its so true!.. and i hate that!)