Update on Life

Uhh.. finally i could get my butt out of the meeting room. Ahh.. penatlah dua tiga kali meeting session nak bincang mende yg sama.. Yawn!~ Ngantuk gile babas...

Hubby is finally back!! :D Smlm baru dia sampai. The bad news is that he'll be leaving again on saturday. Takpela.. that gives me a chance to hang out at sepang with mama. Kekadang tu from sepang nk blk KL, kesian lak tgk mama kat muka pintu tu. She'll wait at the door smpi la kereta hilang dr pandangan. Isk.. Sebak gak kekadang. Tp nak wat camno...

This year raya, first as a wife. Tataula how it's gonna be. In laws will be having relatives coming over to their place on the first day. My mom has yet to decide when we're going to ziarah kubur arwah babah. My hubby would probably be away. Urrghhh.. dunno la what's gonna happen. Initially i planned to spend half of the 1st raya with in laws, help out with things when ppl comes kan. Petang sket, balik la sepang. Tapi if hubby not around, cam berat sket nak bermingle2 ngan relatives belah sana.. sbb i kinda still feel rather out of place with some of them sometimes. Ye la.. bukannya aku biasa lagi dgn diorg kan. It doesnt help when there's ppl yang feel as if they're better of than anyone else there la. Hmm.. how aa? Walaupun ada baby dlm perut sbg peneman... kalau hubby tadek, mesti rasa tak syok jugak. Huhu.. :p

Takpela.. will think of it when the time comes.

Last night hubby asked if i was scared with the arrival of the baby. Hmm.. at times ya actually.. tp i'm more concerned with the baby's well being inside my tummy and after birth to think too much about the birthing process itself. Takut pun, kena lalu jugak kan? It's like the way i felt abt repelling la masa DPA dulu. Takut gile babas pun, kena buat gak... the best thing is, tak payah fikir. When the time comes, hadap je la. Tp, doa pun takleh putus gak la kan?

Apela meraban harini. Hehe. Anyways... japgi nak pergi intan amek dip aritu. Nak tgk ranking no brape. Huahuahuahuaaaa... mesti 3 angka nihs. Lols. Whateva la kan. Janji dah lepas n tak perlu repeat! :D