Terengganu had been funtastic. The only regret is that... it's mid month, and financial status is rather shaky... so.. not much of shopping could be done. Nevertheless, i did buy 2 tudungs which will be shared with my mom since i didnt buy anything for her... To my frens here.. sorryla.. tak dpt nak beli kopok lekor... :(

I went out with Dan on Feb 15th, on which he took me out for dinner at a very cozy and quiet Brazillian restaurant in PJ. It was such a lovely dinner, we had plenty to eat and it was such a blessing just to be there, spending my time with him. Its like we're so immersed in our own world that the our surrounding turned into such a blur. There were just the two of us, sharing a crackling, cosy time together in sweet love and harmony.

Feb 16th, it was time to go back to Pbtr... which i'm never really fond of. Dan sent me to the station. Before that, we went to KLCC to have lunch and look at some stuffs that Dan had intended to get. In the midst of it all, i snapped... i made a big, f***ing sarcastic comment that really blew his top off. I didnt know what got into me. It's not that i intended to hurt him... maybe i just wanted to state my point on something... but i was too harsh.. and now i'm paying for it. My favourite martian has gone back into his cave... and the only thing that i can do is not to worry about him, and let him take his time to heal himself.... but how can i not worry about him when i care for him so much? (Padan muka.. sape suh laser sgt in the 1st place?? Arghhh... crap..crap...)

"A man wants his favorite Venusian to trust that he can handle what is bothering him. To be trusted that he can handle his problem is very important to his pride, honor and self esteem."
"When a man goes into his cave he is generally wounded or stressed and is trying to solve his problem alone. If his mate is happy and not needy at this time, he has one less problem to solve before coming out. Knowing that she is happy with him also gives him more strength to deal with his problem while in the cave. Her happiness helps him to feel loved by her."

*excerpts taken from "Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus" by John Gray.

Feel like crap. :p