‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right

And though I can’t be with you tonight

You know my heart is by your side

Wokey... went for aerobics yesterday.. was hoping so much that it'll be some new instructor..heheh.. ended up the instructor was ooi.. frm fennie's aerobic centre... wakakakak.. padan muka... the one i wanted to avoid most..tu la yang dapat... amek kau...

Whatever it was... it was great. Arrived there later tahn the initial plan... arrived at 1825 instead of 1815... nak buat camne... spent too much time at kfc... thanks to the very bad service. So, when we arrived... did some jogging.. and then proceeded to the sit up bench... there was this adjustment gauge to adjust the feet pads... you know where you put your feet so taht you wont slide down the bench... so.. i started to fumble with gauge coz i needed to adjust it a bit. As i was turning the knob at the end of the gauge.. tercabut!!!!! waaaa... panic kejap... heheheh.. took quite some time to put it back... rupanya.. i just had to pull the thing..instead off turning it.. hehehe.. mane le tau.. At least that was better than the day before...the day b4, all three of us were kinda excited and we used the mini gym together.. and somehow the thing got stuck...hehehehehe... So we had to ask for some help.... and.. one guy said.. "ganasnya!" hehehe.. memang pun :P

ok... hafta prepare some thing for tmrw's presentation... yawn!~

okay..okay..... it turned out that my bday wasnt totally a bommer. Later that nite, my fren apologized abt her mood swing and ruining my day... well.. how can i not forgive her? she made up to me by buying me a blackforest cake!! heheheheh...

That nite, when i was enjoying the cake with kakak and nura, dan's mom called and wished me happy bday... then she told me a bit abt dan... hehehe... and... then dan's dad wanted to speak to me.. like wow!!! i was totally happy... its like.. everything nice turned out for me.. all at once!! Alhamdulillahhhh.. :)

After maghrib--> 1st gym session.. did 10 mins cycling, abt 5 mins on the treadmill, and another few mins twisting... and did some other stuffss... and now my abs feels great!! heheh.. baru one day!... Going for the aerobics later today... :)

Balik frm gym.. there was this char koay teau stall nearby.. heheh so apa lagi.. kaka said... she'll treat us dinner.. heheh.. there we go... char kuay teow special... loaded with huge prawns!!!! mmg best! hehehe well.. you know.. you shouldnt waste... all the fats that was burned have to be regained.. hahahahha !!! kidding..kidding...

Ahhh.... thank god yesterday was a lot of fun! :) ahhh.. kinda hungry.. gonna get kfc's bandito pocket later, b4 aerobics.. chiow!

Blah..blah...blah.... yeah..yeah..its my birthday... i'm thankful that i'm still here, to breathe, to laugh, to live... I'm 23 today.. well not yet actually... not until 9.16 pm tonite. :) Somehow.. i dont feel quite happy.... affected by someone else's mood fling... i hate it when these things happen! Its like its really unfair.. its my bday.. and i should be happy as it is.. even if i'm not celebrating it. At least if my frens are happy, i will be too... Ntahla.. i just feel that my fren can at least try to be her normal self today.. if she cant pretend to be happy for me on my bday. Maybe thats a little too much to ask...

Last nite at around 11.50 or so... i got a call.. thru nura's phone... very weird.. hmm... its satria... hmm..now this is really weird....The conversation goes like:
Satria: Ko dah tido ke?
Me: Blom..watsup?
Satria:Aku boringla..so aku call sume org..wey..jom gi minum
Me: Huh???Tgh tgh mlm ni?? rumah aku dah kunci laa
Satria: Oh ye ke... ingat nak tanya SPICE... takpela..esok...
Me:ok...

A few mins later.. got another call..thru my phone..Now, its alqas.
Alqas: Wey..sori..sori..ko dah tido ke?
Me: Blom... Pesal ni?
Alqas: Ntahla.. i need help.. pasal azno ni... tetiba je kuar tadi..ingat nak mintak ko teman carik dia
Me: Huh?? Pesal lak ngan azno??? dia gi mana.. pe jadik
Alqas: Isk..susah nak ckp la dlm tepon..nanti aku gi umah ko ngan satria... nanti aku cite..


When they arrived... soal jwb la pulak kat pagar.. and finally, i got outta the house.... partly smelling something fishy might be going on...hmmmm........ So they drove me towards pekan prt buntar.. Aik..mcm nak gi naseer je..kata azno kat sungai..isk..ghoflah... Then.. when we got in front of naseer's restaurant, we got off and there's aznor.. together with piezam, salam n usop...ahah!! i thot something was going on!!! And they wished me happy birthday... Aww.... so sweet of all of you.. i'm so touched!! ^.^ So...had a little celebration at naseer's last night after alqas and satria managed to abduct me from home.. hehhe.. after their poor attempt at lying..heh..konon azno majuk...

This morning.. my momma called.. wished me a happy bday.. so i asked her if i can get a wallet this yr.. and she said "baru ingat nak beli b4 along balik..nak carlo rino ke alfio raldo??" waaaaa!!! Mommy read my mind!!!! saaayanggg mama! ^.^

Later in the afternoon, got a voice message frm aunty (dan's mom) also wishing me a happy bday.... and i'd been trying to call her since tadi..but couldnt get thru...hmmm... As for Dan.. of course, he called me at midnite last nite.. and sang me the birthday song ala marilyn monroe..... Hehehehe.. cute honey! :p Would be even cuter with the fluffy dress on.. ;) Heheheh

Ahhh... later... gonna go for my 1st gym session... chiow!~

Attended the 1st of 5 days-workshop on research methodolgy.. Turned out to be quite good actually... not as boring as i thought it might be.. But then again..its only the 1st day.. 4 more days to go!!

Went to Png on Saturday.. and oh boy.. the trip was sure one to remember.. We got out in the morning, nicely dressed and all (complete with a little make up) and halfway there, i realized that i wasnt as nicely dressed as i thought i was!! Why?? I was wearing my capal buruk unintentionally... i dont know how that happened.. Its like.. i just got outta the house, slip something on my feet and went off... i wanted to wear a pair of sandals instead to complete my ethnic look for the day... and i dunno how i accidentally slip on the capal buruk instead... So.. i spent the rest of the day asking Nura if i look ok with the capal (ok is all i could settle for)... and being the best buddy she is, she said i look fine... :)

That wasnt all... The most terrible thing that happened to me that day... i got suckered into buying a pair of sport shoes which i dont really want. i mean.. initially, i wanted a grey reebok.. but then, i was outta luck coz the store didnt have my size anymore. i thought there werent any other sports store in gurney plaza so i bought a white reebok instead... Then, when we were window shopping, we came across the Y Pay More shop and there it is.. the shoes that i really, really wanted in the 1st place... i didnt dare ask the girl if they have my size.. i suppose they do.. and Warrrggghhhh... I was really cheezed off with myself.. i mean.. its like i've always been a person who'll only buy the things that i really want.. and not settle for anything less.. but that day.. i just bought whatever that was available!!! Damn!!! Tu la pasal... must be the result of bitching about people... hahahha... padan muka! :p

Then.. yesterday.. we went to ipoh.. coz nura really, really, really wanna go see her fiance... so we went there with nura's parents.. We went to Jusco to have lunch.. and had a terrible time trying to find a parking space for the car.. there was this bitch who just 'stole' our parking.. Stupid bitch! Anyway... Jusco was having a midyear sale.. so i bought a shift dress for myself coz it was very, very cheap... like 15 bucks!.. heheheh... and i charged it on maybank... hahah..

So.....that's all i guess.. still working on my new blogskin...tungguuuuu!!!

Hmmm 40 mins before its time for zuhur... right after that, i'm gonna hafta be there again at maybank n.tebal to settle my atm card business... Sure hope i'll get it done by today.

Its already the 23rd of May... heheh... looks like it'd been a year since i've dated Dan. Wow... time just flies whe you're having fun. I can still remeber meeting Dan in irc #ekuiz for the very first time.. mid april.. i'd never think that someone i met online would be the love of my life.... See.. love is found in places you've never thought about.

Approximately a year ago.. i was struggling to set myself free from the ghosts of my past, broken relationship with Ben. And now, a year after.. i'm so far off better than what i was back then.. I'm now truly happy, contented and grateful to have finally found my perfect match.

Once.. i've lost hope.. i thought that i could never love anyone as much that i loved Ben... but i was totally wrong! God had bestowed upon me the greatest gift... a gift of love... in which i'd found in Dan. A lot had happened in a year... we dated, we argued, we met each other's parents (and family members.. Dan:sucker!~) , i cried, he got into the hosp...well... we've been thru quite a number of ups and downs... and still, we're together, happy as ever. Sometimes, things seemed too good to be true... it kinda worries me. But having Dan by my side, loving, caring, supporting and guiding me, all my worries are gone.

Hmm.. just sharing this bit of my lovestory to be shared by my single friends. Dont worry so much... love comes at its own pace. Have faith, coz love is there for everyone. :) ok? Just enjoy being the single you for the time being and widen your persepectives. Love comes unexpectedly, swiftly as lightning... and lightning only strike once (quote:Meet Joe Black). So.. make sure to get totally fiery when you get struck by that particular lightning! ;)

Waaaarghhhhhhh... just got in the office! Its already noon and i've just arrived.. darn! Thanks to maybank. Had to go there this morning to renew my atm card.. Reached there at 9.30 and we(me+kak ina) got numbers 58 and 59... can you believe that?? Waited til like 11... and by then the number which was called was only 22.. so we decided to fled.. and go back there later after lunch. For God's sakes.. how come it takes soo long?? I mean.. i went to BBC before to do the same thing and it was really quick! Maybank should really do somethng to be more efficient.. really! Its like.. i spent my whole morning there and yet.. havent got things done. Sucks!

Hmm.. was working on my new blogskin yesterday... just a little bit more touching up to do before i put it up... Well the design wasnt mine.. obviously.. got it frm blogskins.com..., thanks to maystar design... wanted to put that on today.. but my pc refused to start.... What a day... no.. what a week!... Never had a terrible week as this one before. Why did all these had to happen??? Why???? ;0