Ok.... did what i hafta do... i msgd huzei yesterday... too bad i sent it to the wrong number.. sucker! heheh... anyway she messaged me and we continued messaging each other... bla..bla..bla....you know the casual stuff. I dunno... this is sooo regrettable.. you know... the friendship. Its like we were once the best of friends.. even if we'd only known each other for a few months before we really clicked and become best buds. And now... its like we have this underlying thing that both of us wouldnt talk about and its like haunting our friendship, like some cancerous tumor. When girls breaks into a fight..this is how it ends up.... hate it!

Anyway...my life has got to go on... sometimes you just cant bother so much about how others feel...yep..cruel but you gotta do what you gotta do... Its not worth hurting yourself just to please everyone else... because you'll end up sulking and rotting on the inside. Consequently, that will affect your appearance coz if you dont feel good inside.. you wont shine on the outside.... heheh... there.. a bit of a morning motivation... hehehh..

Hmm... feel like making bolognese pasta for dinner. Nura is like craving for pasta and i knida pity her.. so i'll try my best to make a good bolognese for her. Well... bolognese is the only thing i know how to cook for the time being. Maybe later, when i get to know how to cook other pasta dishes, then i might do something else....

Okay... better get going.. i'm reviewing the recipe with my cooking pilot..ehehehe... :)