Yawn!~ petang2 ni, rasa cam mengantuk pulak. Hmm.. browse2 website on weddings and such. Sigh!~ Mahalnya nak kawen!! Hmm... with the financial standing that i'm in now, i think i can kiss my dream wedding good bye. Tapi... what's my dream wedding in the first place? Haha.. lawakla.. ntahla.. Nak 'dream' about wedding pun risau.. kena gak tgk budget. Kalau asyik dream je, tak dapat nak realize kan, karang keciwa plak.

Haha.. apesal ngarut2 pasal kawen ni. Ntahla.. rasa cam.. Waw.. am i really getting married this year? Kekadang rasa cam mimpi.. kekadang rasa cam nak cepat2.. Ntoh! Pepun, nak kena plan abt the engagement dr skarang. Venue for engagement pun dah cukup memberikan kepeningan. So far both granmas dah offer their places for the engagement. Hmm.. rasa cam trapped in between la pulok. Tapi, kalau rumah in Sepang dah siap by March, sah2 buat kat umah tu je. Masalahnye kalau umah tak siap...... Hmmm.......

Niatnya, hantaran nak buat sendiri, since mungkin takde keje betul2 lagi.. so ada spare time, and less money... so, kena la belajar buat sendiri.. Ala, bukan yang complicated pun. Hantarans must be simple, but sweet. Hantaran apa ek nak bagi? dahla kena bagi 2 dulang lebih to fiance nanti. Why like that aaa?? Pepun, hantaran utk tunang takyah mende2 apa sgt.. mostly foods je. aunty pun dah cakap, she already have everything in mind... what to give me, the color theme. Aunty pun kata dia nak buat hantaran sendiri, lilac gitu! Haha.. tak jadikla nak pakai baju kaler lilac for engagement. ;)

I have an idea of what i want to wear for the engagement already, something of pinkish hue.. Masalahnya, nak carik kain la skang ni. Hmm.. kena g shopping ngan Dan ler nampaknye, mintak dia bawak aunty punya Maya VIP card.. dpt discount sket. Kalau ala2 tersedak2 nak bayo.. ada orang leh dulukan! Hehehe.. Pastu nak carik hantaran utk dia plak. Hmm.. slalu kalau tunang2 ni hantaran sempoi2 je kan.. uish.. dalam sempoi2 tu, berapa byk ler nak bajet agaknye? waduh..haru sungguh! Kalau ikut Zura haritu... dlm seribu habis gak. Mana taknya.. make up jer dah around 200 kot. Hmm.. mekap snirik je la.. Tunang2 ni takyah make up sgt... biar natural. Kawen sok barula vogue de vasss gitu kan. Mueheh..

Isk.. cerita mcam nak bertunang bln depan je. Hehe.. Lmbt lg sebenarnya.. cane pun, kena la plan kan..

Hmm.. dahla musings utk ptg ni. Nak g pbtr, jenjln, tgk2, sambil melegakan hati yang sakit. Kenapa sakit? Heh.. bosan tgk/pk gelagat orang yang perasan bagus.