Hmm... last night i was so full of ideas on whatta write.. today.. i dunno where all that ideas went! damn it! To make it worse, i'm still a bit shaken by the dream i had last night. Stupid dream. In that dream, i broke off into a terrible fight with mom... really bad... and when i woke up, i was so thankful that it was all a bad dream... i could've sworn it so feel like its real!

Anyway.. went for a 40mins walk yesterday, with nura, kak lina and kak zaidah. Guess what... we actually walked until petronas prt buntar without even noticing!! I never knew i could walk that far!! Wow! On the way back, discovered a newly opened gym... and the price is very affordable so we might enroll right after next week's hols.

Last night i heard this news on tv regarding an old man convicted of raping his own daughter. i didnt hear how old the daughter was when she was raped but what really disgusted me was that this man already has 4 wives. For God's sakes... he's so fu**kin old ok. How could an old man have that kind of a libido?? I mean.. 4 wives and they are still not enough for him? Damned, lustful old jerk. What made me even sicker.. he was wearing this kopiah and jubah stuffs... what was he trying to prove? That he regretted the things he'd done to his daughter and now in the process of taubat or something? To me.. he's just disgracing our religion. Fucked up old sucker.

Later, i read an article on rape in Cleo. The stories from the victim brought me to tears... its so unfair. Men are supposed to guide, to protect.. and yet they use their power to dominate and ruin the lives of women. Why? Even sadder, the cases reported usually involves rapists which the victim knows... fathers, grandfathers, brothers, boyfriends... people whom the victims actually trusted.. How could they even have the heart to do such horrid things?... Well.. i guess those male chauvinistic pigs just dont have a heart. I hope they burn in hell.