Second entry for the day.. Hmm.. i love it when blogger loads quickly!...well.. who doesnt, right? Still cant win the Minesweeper Advanced. Darn! I dont think i can get over this "obsession" with the Advanced Minesweeper if i dont win it!!

Called my mom and excitedly told her what happened. She laughed and said padan muka. She said she doesnt mind having Dan's parents around. Somehow, after telling that to my mom, i still have this huge excitement spilling out of my every nerves. I dont know why. Must be because of a few things that'd been exciting me these past few days and yet i'm keeping it all to myself... not really knowing how to share it with others.. so... this surge of excitement is still inside.... and know what.. sometimes it kinda hurt to suppress such an overwhelming feeling.

Now at Chapt 6 of the book "Killing Me Softly-Nicci French"(and only at Chapt3 of Illustrator's Guide to HTTP - heh.. even after jumping topics!) Still a long way to go but at this stage the book focuses about Alice, a design manager of a pharmaceutical company being in a twisted relationship... with his boyfriend, Jake and her new found passion, Adam (well... for the time being they didnt say anything abt Alice and Adam being in love... So i think its pure lust..heheh.) Cant say much about the book yet. Somehow, it has this kind of an attraction... i dunno... maybe in the way the author describes the thrill of having an illicit affair with a stranger.. or maybe because of the dark personality of the stranger that had suddenly appeared and tumbled Alice's love life... Come to think of it... wonder what its like to have an affair? Hey... dont give me that look.. i was just thinking ok... No intention of getting into one... I cant bear to live in lies and to cause pain to the person i love. I'm just thinking of how a person can actually live this two separate lives, living in pretense, working out lies to cover up their mess.... But then again... everyone has something to hide... and everyone is a player in their own game... Some has a role as the world's greatest pretender.... big deal!.. Right? Hmmm...

Hehhee... i'm just plain bored actually. Had been working on my online java class. Its about creating a Dive Log java site... heheh.. just when i was thinking to take up diving lessons... :) Still on the writing the program stage.... ah heck... when will they teach me to compile???? :p

Ok.. got some emailing to do.