Monday, July 14, 2003

There goes another weekend... Saturday... went out with Nura and her mom... accompanying her mom carik kain for cushion cover. Last nite, when i was ironing my clothes for the week, Dan's mom called. hehe.. i was just planning to call her during the day... Her voice sounded a little different... cough she said.. and she said it was getting better.. and i hope so too. No news from Dan yet... he must be too occupied with work to get online. :( Called my mom this morning and told her that Nura's mom ajak shopping in Kl.. she said ok.. but as usual she's worried if they'd come over to visit.. tu la.. suh buat umah cepat tak nak..... ha.. now freak out. Forgot to ask her if they'd start work on the house already or not....

Read entries from Aima'a blog this morning... like... wow... She's in a totally different world rite now. With a baby coming, taking care of hubby, doing household stuffs.... like.. wow... Its like.... i dunno... we used to spend time together.. doing all the weird girlie stuffs you know.. and now she's pregnant with child.... and she's gonna be a mom soon. I mean.. like... whoaaaa... i cant quite imagine myself at that stage just yet. I mean.. marriage doesnt sound all too scary.. but come pregnancy... hello?? me? pregnant? at 23???? or maybe 24/25??? i dont think so.. not just yet.. i mean.. just the thought of something growing within me.... oh boy.. thats too much of a thought already. Am i capable of that???? hahaha.. what a question... of course la i'm capable of getting pregnant.. but what abt things to come???After the baby is born... all the sleepless nights... cries and whines of a baby.... and not to forget diapers loaded with pee and poo-poo.... mannnn.... thats one helluva tough job for a 20-sth isnt that???

Dont get me wrong here... its not that i dont want a baby... of course i do... in fact, i love babies.. well.. minus all the care taking, diaper-changing stuffs la... But to actually have one of my own.. well.. that needs a lot of thought.. and readiness from me and spouse(when i have one that is). For the time being.... as most of my close frens arent maried yet.. i wanna have as much as a good time as i can get from all the "all-gurl"s outings with them. Pluss..... i need to get some things done before i actually tie the knot... like... learn to swim.. learn the piano... go diving... paragliding.... go for an all gurls vacation with my girl buddies...get a good job with handsome pay.... buy a car (preferably a brand new hyundai sonata.. but to get my hands on a merce slk would be best though..hahah!)... learn to cook...hmm... there are more.... but lets just stick to that for the time being.

Ok aa.. better continue with my java-ing.. Just got a reply from ppl in ericsson.... so better get started while i'm still in the mood ... Signing off now!

B4 that.. enjoy this piece of cartoon:


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