Crappy, crappy day. Had the presentation this morning.. wasn't bad.. but not good either. I dont think its because of that.... i just feel so crappy inside.. which in turn makes today so miserable. Its so unfair. Today is supposed to be a fun day... but its not.

Look and LEARN!! Lesson #1: Dont make other people miserable just because you are. Really have to bare that in mind. The hurt caused by it is beyond imagination. If you're not happy.. better keep it to yourself... its unfair to make other people feel crappy the whole day. It doesnt help you.. and it doesnt help them and it doesnt help anyone else. Keep that misery to yourself and talk about it nicely when you're ready to.

Lesson #2: Never make promises you dont think you can keep. If you did make a promise and it turned out that you cant fulfil it, by all means.. apologize!! An apology is much, much appreciated than a long face. Really. When a promise is made, hopes fly high... if the promise is broken, it wont be the only thing that's broken. The hope will shatter and feelings might be hurt.

Never make those mistakes..especially to the ones you love and care about. I really hope i can remember this at all times. I know.. i've been a sore to quite some people before. I wish i hadnt and i'm trying really hard not to anymore. Support and guidance are very much welcome!!

Glad to have typed everything... it feels like this big lump inside me had been cleared!