Shizers.. cant seem to concentrate on my reading unless i actually blog!! Teruk betul... Blogger really haunts me! No matter what, i'd hafta complete this analog lab module thingy by mid next week.... MUST...MUST..MUST!!!!

Went browsing to several other ppl's blog just now.... pretty cool, amazing stories.... A blog touching on the responsibilities of being a muslim really touched my heart.... Sometimes it feels like its easier not to know things rather than to know it and not perform what you know.... But then again, each muslim has the responsibility to find out on what they dont know... Cari, kuasai, kembangkan... hmmm.....

It gets confusing everythime you know.... One of my seniors had said to me... "Carik kebenaran Islam ni macam kelapa... nak jumpa isi yg putih bersih tu, mula mula kena lalu kulit yg keras... dapat lepas yg tu, sabut yg tebal pulak tunggu..." That is where we always gets lost.... In the quest of finding the truth, we get confused.. terjerat dalam sabut yang serabut (huh?) Thats why we have to learn from a guru.... The next big question is.. who is this real guru??? hmmm.. see... you poke into one question.... you dont necessarily get an answer.. instead.. you come out with more questions than what you had started with.

Entahlah.. loads of things to write.. just dont know how to form the right words for what i have in mind.... Everything seems to be in a blur... Hmm.. would be good if my dad is still around. I might seem an uninterested listener to his rather "mystical" preaches... deep inside, i really am interested. Miss you a lot dad.... happy 46th birthday today.